yup.
wen they say that one can only control ones reactions, that's just Freudian bullshit.
I was taken over. I wanted it. I wanted her to hurt the way they were hurting me every freaking day. But I was not me 100%. Had it been me 100%, I would have just broken down, curled up & cried, cuz I too was relentlessly bullied by some in my own family. Wen you feel no escape n got nothing to lose, the mighty wrath of God lets you just go at it.
