yeah, for me the “doom” is cutting rational tether. auto piloting your life away.
When i hope on social media for a particular purpose, like to promote my book, help promote other people in the space, or hear what someone has to say about something, I still feel connected.
But even on nostr, where i curate my feed, I feel the difference once i just stop having a rational aim, and i just say “ill focus on whatever pops up”
it kills productive momentum, deliberate and deep thought, and generally makes me feel like shit.
it’s like, if i’m not driving my life, what’s the point?
that’s where i arrive at the “doom”
