You saying the questions don’t matter, doesn’t change the court adjudicated fact that they do.
The court of law disagrees with you. If you sit before a judge with a case where an officer of the law took somebody else’s life because they did not comply with a lawful order and in not complying with that lawful order, the detainee tried to reach for a weapon or run their car into the officer of the law, deadly force is justified.
Your emotions around what you believe happened don’t matter. And hurling insults such as beta male at a stranger through a screen doesn’t change the rule of law either. Just makes you feel better inside (I guess). I see this is hard for you. And I’m sorry. But most of our society today think their emotions are the rule of law. Hopefully you can cope with this reality in a healthy way.