Maximillian on Nostr: I had this dream last night. I cannot figure out how the FUCK stuff like this comes ...
I had this dream last night. I cannot figure out how the FUCK stuff like this comes out of my brain. This one hurts so much.
I sit with dogs at the local shelter. Lately they've been bringing me Luger. Big, off white, lanky, very old mutt. Turned in because "they" wanted a puppy. I can't do anything more for him, I have too many dogs as it is. I sit in my normal place and he sits in his. He's standoffish, maybe a little head scruffle, he'll take a treat or two but I'm not his person.
Today was different. The girl led him in and he walked over to me laid down and put his head in my lap. I got him a folded up towel for a pillow. A few moments later he gave a big heavy sigh... and quit breathing. I reached over and put a hand on his side and felt his heart go bump one last time. I didn't have the heart to move him. I just set there big head in my lap and lightly pet him. Young lady shows up to check on us and asked, "What's wrong." I stammered out "He got to go home."
I woke up crying.
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