I might actually be setting myself free of some of this now.
The anxious habits & thought patterns won't disappear all at once, but I think when I find myself in that place, I can remind myself what I've learned & not fret so much over fake concerns.
I really was so afraid something was wrong with me, but the only thing "wrong with me" was doing what I want, not what others expect.
That's all it fucking was.
Fuck that shit. I don't care about THAT. Never have.
