9 April 2026
I just set out a sprinkler to start watering the lawn. We havenāt had many rainy days lately. I donāt have an irrigation system I can just switch onāI still have to do the whole hoseādrag routine. Itās a little exercise, at least. It takes me three days to cover my whole target area, which still isnāt the entire yard.
This morning I noticed that the yearsāold hose on the east side of the house has a leak. My reaction was basically ⦠eh. I had to laugh, because not so many years ago my selfādiagnosed OCD wouldāve had me freaking out and scrambling for the truck to race to Loweās for a replacement. Now? I recognize that the earth isnāt going to stop spinning over a leaky hose. Iāll replace it, of courseājust when I get around to it.
Itās funny how we tend to overthink our problems and make them seem bigger than they really are. I think that tendency worsens as we ageāpurely a laymanās opinionābut it is documented that episodes of anxiety increase over time. Some of that is probably chemistry, but I wonder how much comes from simply spending more time ruminating. It helps to compartmentalize, to tuck problems into a drawer until itās actually time to deal with them, so we can live our lives without carrying them around all day.
I think we were better at that when we were young, when something like a traffic ticket barely even registered. We dealt with it and moved on.
āThe greatest weapon against stress is our ability to choose one thought over another.ā ā William James
āRule number one: Donāt sweat the small stuff. Rule number two: Itās all small stuff.ā ā Richard Carlson
āYouth is the gift of nature, but age is a work of art.ā ā Stanislaw Jerzy Lec
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