TheQuartering on Nostr: Okay, so I've been gooning for days now — just staring at the ceiling fan or my ...
Okay, so I've been gooning for days now — just staring at the ceiling fan or my phone screen, barely moving. The porn industry makes it look like this is fun but it's not. It's dissociation. You're not really there anymore.
And then you get addicted to the stuff people post about your habits online — the Reddit threads, the YouTube compilations. Feels like cheating on yourself AND them at the same time.
I've been thinking maybe I should go cold turkey. But no. That's too hard. Just limit it. Tell myself I'll watch one clip before bed. Then two. Before I know it, I'm back at the source.
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