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Addressing everything but why the fuck bither
Since 2019 I looked up to Viv as I did wanna be like her and looked up to her and all the drama surrounding her made me get defensive for her. Thats what led to my parasocialism to protect her if something happens.
from Erin Frost allegations to fan interactions going sour to a digital circus mock video, then the storyboard artist sa misrepresentation it was a tough wild ride and sometimes I was thinking of giving up over the years and I fought with her "Stans" to ensure Viv doesn't fall.
I also let my fetish side take over even if I said weird things about her I cared for her dearly and I didn't want to see her fail. Tho other stans have allegations and fell.
Then season 2 came up and I was a little disappointed but it still worked.
I was just so desperate for her not to get the bad ending and I distanced myself from her just to let her continue her stuff...
only for my porn addiction to worsen over the years
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused her and everyone else over the years. I only wished the best for her And never wanted the bad ending only just to create a bad ending for myself.
After all that... Viv must be pissed off that I was a defender of hers..... she probably wants nothing to do with me....
And honestly I cannot change her mind... I messed up and I move on... but move on as in time to forget about her whatever ending she gets just is....
So good bye Hellaverse fandom I've disgraced.
it's time for me to move on and start a new life here of my own. I have interest in any petty revenge plot against anyone in the platforms I'm banished from. I'll stay here, do my own thing with who I have left
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