>i'm done being miserable and stressed thinking about how mcuh of a failure i am
I've been stuck in that state of mind ever since my pre-teens. I used to be able to hide it under layers of dopamine dispensers like video games, junk food, and bitching at people for using windows instead of linux. But none of that's really fun anymore, especially video games.
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