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I love and hate that I have the capacity to love and hate.
I’ve always aspired to be more peaceful, but the older I get the more I see how some chaos adds volume to my life, it adds colour and texture.
It makes my heart race, my breath deepen, my eyes widen and my hairs stand on end, I feel alive in the depths of these emotions. My feelings belong to me, they led me here to this moment.
And what a pleasure it is to feel and to be.
Amor fati.
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