I live my life in accordance with the 4 Agreements: - be impeccable with your word - make no assumptions - take nothing personally - always do your best I'm a sovereign soul choosing unconditional love over fear. 💚
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Last Notes npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket GM I'm a farmer, not a hunter but I'll do what needs to be done, eventually. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Under the canopy of the macadamias are whole communities of other plants. They smell like caramel from the macadamia blossoms. 👀 https://npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq.blossom.band/ca71d3849d072ea0a8d9e89df0b56360f099bd1f7bd696defbb6fff94cd84dae.jpg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It will happen gradually & then suddenly, but nobody will ever suspect the smores npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yup - I feel it npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah it's quite likeable. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket So much more depth now! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Do smores is how we win? npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Wow - I expect the pics were nothing like experiencing it firsthand! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket You're not the only one that's mental 🤣 A sharp, active mind is both a gift & a burden. Beautifully said 💚🫂✨ npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket You can unconditionally love someone while recognising that you want nothing to do with them in their current state. This was huge game-changer for me when I discovered it. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket To be fair there's a lot of non humans simulating being real & refugees from permissioned socials. They're not in your nostr experience because you've curated your feed. I think the ability to do that is one of nostr's greatest features but it's also a hindrance for many. A lot of nostr noobs complain about their feed & think people are seeing the same stuff. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Wow - huge update Nice one! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket OK so his reality has diverged significantly with mine then. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah moving to the sub tropics took a while to adjust to. Different set of tradeoffs. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Technically it makes it a perennial. I tend to favour perennials over annuals. Every plant you helped sprout, survive & eventually thrive is a relationship. Even the scruffy self seeded annuals are my frens. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah I never managed to do it with regular peppers or eggplant. They seemed to not resprout but I didn't try that hard either. Our winters don't ever get below freezing, they're very mild. But I essentially just prune them really hard after they've produced their last crop for the season. Their dormant sticks over winter & resprout in spring when it warms up. If you get frosts you'd probably need to do it in a greenhouse or poly tunnel to keep it warmer. I reckon I could grow chillis all year if I had a greenhouse. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket They produce so much more chilies in their second & third season. This will be the fourth season for this old girl but the other 2 third year plants will keep me stocked with their spicey fruit. I'll have to grab a few seeds from to start off some new plants. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I think my oldest of 3 chili plants survived the winter. I wasn't sure if she'd make it another season. https://npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq.blossom.band/49ecaaf0c6f3ea66287b1cf07efaab002ce57ad71380f1950d58fbd2593bbde4.jpg https://npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq.blossom.band/ed00a37327f488f3a4b97090dbe053789a853116752298f7a640d83ab9832cf7.jpg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket So many coincidences 🤷 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket GM There are people out there that have found a spark of the divine within them & are sharing what they've found. It's hard to discern what is being shared by content alone but it's possible with the right flags. The most useful flag to uncover is "are they seeking to empower or disempower other people?" Playing the victim or judge are both disempowering. Owning your experience, responsibility & compassion are at the other end. We are both the whole & the individual. Be careful with your attention & block/connect with your heart but most importantly, continue to share your divine spark. 💚🫂 #nevent1q…3zf5 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Ai can't end us or enlighten us. At best, it's just a mirror for us to explore ourselves. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket ^Expected We thought it was as simple as writing down 12 words but we now know it involves rolling dice too. Oh well - I guess they can still buy ETF shares & at least get exposure to the fiat gains that are coming. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Home made mouse is so delicious. I like to really amp up the cocoa powder - dark chocolate mouse! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket 10% pa is treading water in terms of keeping up with inflation. It's acceptable in this current economic climate but nothing to write home about. I expected more from Bitcoin over the last few years. Bitcoin is still the only fixed supply asset that exists in a world that's about to see some crazy currency inflation. It's way underpriced from my perspective. The debasement trade is not over & bitcoin has barely taken a bid from it. Try to be patient with it. 🫂 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Nowtius showeyus 🪄✨ npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Is that % change in GDP measured in their own currency or another currency? If you debase your local currency, the GDP as measured in the local currency also increases. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Normie = Western approved fiat world. Certain permissioned & regulated activities would be difficult when using Bitcoin with an opaque history. The irony is that AML requirements rape your privacy by centralising it for hackers. Peer 2 peer exchange is unaffected as long as the buyer & seller DGAF about AML & KYC. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket That's the thing. She accepted your apology even though she couldn't understand it. I must have had my dog 15 years & he still doesn't understand. The poor dude has a lot of freakin issues & blames me for none of them. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket According to Wikipedia de opresso liber means "from (being) an oppressed man, (to being) a free one". I like that! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket We are supposed to create using our gifts with one caveat. You are responsible for your creations & what they bring about. So create, but do it consciously. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Looking much more interesting! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Nice! Be the medium, let it flow! 🔥 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Why are we here if not to playfully create? It's clear to me that gifting bitcoin anonymously or publicly taps into something deep & layered within us. Every sat has subjective value to you, the gifter or receiver. You can feel the energy transfer with every exchange. I had become so detached from money, I hadn't really experienced it before discovering Bitcoin & using it as money. It feels so different. Nostr adds a different layer to this. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Hi Rob, I can't see your nostr profile image & name (just your npub). It means my client can't find the nostr event where you defined who you are on nostr. It could be my client, I'm not sure. If you update your profile & then save, your client should publish an updated profile event that my client will see. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Haha yeah - I reuse my pin npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Staking or stacking? That little C makes a huge difference. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Bring your Brisket inside 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Lol our winter lasts about 2 months. We get no frosts or snow but we get about 2 months where we feel justified in owning a wood heater. I don't know how to survive a European winter. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah scratch that Amber doesn't seem to be signing any events. https://npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq.blossom.band/ceacb6667c6c686e2cf8a823a80f5bc2aa193e5421c68b15a25bfb8b59216e91.jpg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket My nos2x stopped working a few months back. I'd say trust another signer or use Amber to login - that worked quite well but I needed to tell Amber to auto accept basic requests. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Sharing your gifts is part of why you're here. Sharing them before you fully understand them is how you grow/expand. I think I'd like to buy a few coaching sessions for my wife. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket There is no alternative. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket A good friend is doing it now. He's rallied a group of like minded families & property owners. They meet regularly, building trust & trading in stuff they produce V4V. I've met most of them, they're not Bitcoiners yet but are well on their way. They're unfortunately geographically far from where I've established myself & I love where I am. What they've done is establish a freedom minded community, they've made a start. I can either join their community & help build its resilience or establish my own. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I think it starts with 1 person acquiring land & building community. A second then see what is being built & decides to join in. Now you have 2 pillars building in the same direction. The question is whether you join someone else or start building by yourself & hope that others will join you. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Not quite #nevent1q…au8h npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket They could have just published an npub. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Only briefly 🫠 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Spicey 🔥🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It is cute 🤭 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah that's about as macro as it gets. It sure helps to zoom out sometimes. I guess that little bounce was the debasement trade ending... npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I was asleep 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Looking swole! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I don't often kill snakes but I'd feel much better about it if I could use some of it. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket That's pretty badass Dawn! Is that a brine solution? npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket All hail Binchickenus! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket You also can't turn your mind off & still experience all this. The trap lies more in your identification with the thoughts, with the thinker. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah I think being able to be present in whatever it is you're doing is a bit of an art. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket What a handsome chonk! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I feel an everything crash coming. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It'a a shock & such a freak of coincidences for her to be there at that time. They're heading over there to pick up her stuff & maybe find some closure. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I must have blocked "airdrop" 🤣 https://file.nostrmedia.com/p/96c87765d900b169f5fdd8bc19bf97bd8c6d163ff416a89d45cbb7cac48c9433/85b1ab61065643bdf8b4ae71a4c967483d6f7be5edceab1a0b19fa549e6cdf5a.jpeg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Excellent use of UTC!! I can immediately tell it's half past midnight in my local time. 🫂💤 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Wow I just found out a good friend was caught up in the Nepal floods. 77 people were wrapped up in following Sadhguru (some spiritual guru). They apparently arrived at the border crossing just 10 mins before it was all swept away. She left a husband & 2 girls in theirs 20's to go on a yoga spiritual quest in Nepal. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadhguru npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I got a bit of the tism 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I burn most boxes because the carbon shouldn't be trapped in such a structure🔥 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket You're right I think authenticity & real connection will be sought by some. But others will stop seeking love in humans & turn to the simulated human for loving attention & validation. The thing to remember is that the love you're searching for is & always has been within you. It's your love that you seek & then this love is reflected back at you in the physical though the connections you make. 🫂 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket The lesson is: roll your own entropy npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket GM The bull marker won't start until we have more capitulation. I'm doing my bit by coming out of retirement. A new career? 🤷 it's honest work & I get a nice shirt. https://file.nostrmedia.com/p/96c87765d900b169f5fdd8bc19bf97bd8c6d163ff416a89d45cbb7cac48c9433/de8aaaa05e4c66d37ec6a358063fb0c519e7e4ac8b739b37cd4b136390c89589.jpeg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Lol I can still jump off I just can't swing in it for long, it makes my guts feel all weird. I've never loved swings. I'll stick to my hammock npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket GM Remember that nothing in the physical is permanent & there's always going to be people below you on this ladder. 🫂 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I have 3 of the plastic ones floating around but they're only used for camping since I bought an espresso machine for home. How much was the glass one? npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Lol no. 🤣 I'm just too tired to be noting & my screen badly needs to be replaced. #nevent1q…ahaq npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Lol did my response totally censored? That's gay I'm too tired to care right now but I would have thought my personal relay would have stored it. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It's the way it's used by some people that gives me the creeps. It's a part of a dark, deeply fearful frequency that I want nothing to do with. It's also just a bunch of sticks. Context matters & I care more about the frequency & intent than the words themselves. The words also matter but they aren't my words & I can't help but notice their use. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Pretty orchids! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Hoppy morning Franny! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah the offer sounds super suss dude. It's a no for me 🤭 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I've a good friend who prints them & yeah the whole 2048 words takes quite a while to get out. I wouldn't take it personally. He probably hadn't seen the entropia pills before & it looks like he requested the note be deleted. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket And a steak or 2. That broccoli can be done in the oven or a pan. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Dude - they're not even words 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Most are only babies. It'll be interesting to see what happens as they get bigger. At this point they're growing like weeds! npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket GM This week I'm going to do my best not to rush. My self seeded parsley https://file.nostrmedia.com/p/96c87765d900b169f5fdd8bc19bf97bd8c6d163ff416a89d45cbb7cac48c9433/2cdf583a00fa729b64b49e6761602f61bc2a622b6df3a6c97b596755924726cd.jpeg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Man, I suspect that whatever truth you're trying to deliver to boomers is only a partial truth, your perspective. The deception runs deep & it's not your job to explain it to others. There's value in the noticing & in the recognising of what's illusory. Only they can let go their limiting beliefs, don't try to rob that discovery from them or get frustrated when they reject your view. Imagine spending 50+ years thinking that the world is something that it's not. I think there's a global awakening happening & it's going to be really fucking hard for boomers. They have a deep attachment to a world that just doesn't exist. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It reminds me of the internet in the late 90s and early naughties. No self censoring & it was normal to have a psuedonym. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket It looks so much better rendered on zap.Cooking than on Amethyst. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket That's not a good place to be in. At that point for me it's almost a no sleep doom loop. I usually have some tomazapan on hand for if it ever gets that half that bad. 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Unconditional love is the frequency man. 💚 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I'd love to hear how you found 2048 suitable swear words, you'd have to incorporate a few languages I think. 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Every time people speak it reveals their beliefs to me. It's wild what some people believe. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I was thrown into presenting in my late 20's. It wasn't something I excelled at for various reasons but I was good enough to be useful. Over 20 years I had some good days where I absolutely shone but I could never really deliver well consistently. The big shift ironically happened while presenting to bitcoiners after I'd left the corporate world. At some point I let go a lot of my fears about being judged by others & that allowed me to tap into something else. It's like the words I wanted were just there when I needed the them. I realised that the good days were when I could be in front of people & still be present. As soon as I got too deep in my mind, I'd lose the audience. I also seem to have trouble thinking & speaking at the same time, but when I just let the words flow, they come out different. The best presenters are almost always introverts although the behave like extroverts while presenting. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket That was the one thing stopping me from buying a daylight tablet. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket My grape vine makes red grapes. They're not that sweet but they have endless seeds & tough skins. 🤣 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Take nothing personally man. I'm not even sure how many are bots. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yeah I like all the seasons too. I like watching them shift. 💚 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket I don't know man. We're at the dawning of a new age. https://file.nostrmedia.com/p/96c87765d900b169f5fdd8bc19bf97bd8c6d163ff416a89d45cbb7cac48c9433/a08b3ecce577dccb43fd822a83d6c8dc43374bdc6549cffe25087aeaf7802989.jpeg npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Spring is definitely here already. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Yellow on the outside, blue inside & spinning clockwise of viewed from above. npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket The counterclock 🤣 https://leftys.com.au/shop/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=289 npub1jmy8weweqzckna0amz7pn0uhhkxx693l7st23829ewmu43yvjsesfp6xcq Brisket Or is it just because we assumed forward is left to right? If I face the north star, the sun (my measure of time), forward is the movement from right to left. Who chose the direction that clocks turn?