If you ever find yourself in Zürich make sure to give me a shout for a free Beer. A Catholic Catechuman (Baptism in October), Brown Boy (Turkish). i am quite new with the faith, and i am still reading the bible and learning about it, if i say anything weird or out of line, do tell me. Glory to the Lord. John 3:6 "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit."
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Last Notes npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann going double barrel https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/0e/56/2f/0e562f6aae0f41eeaacf8a9ad0c57cb36b6bf2f968dd81a14b51ac87c0e500ab.webp?name=zBrsu03sCBnRag.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann people who call, get no response, and then not answer the phone when i call them back 2 FUCKING MINUTES IN need to be fucking shot npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann >have trouble sleeping
>doctor asks me what has been stressing me out lately.
>i can't get a job
>he relays me to a psychologist that specializes in this exact problem.
woaw npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann yooo imagine slingshotting this shit onto your balls npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann this is what we call rizz gentlemen https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/22/a2/f8/22a2f8405629cb204ec9e8bb30e8ea38d77c56d73d6a760a8176730f41eb6af6.webp?name=dYc0t7rM1wmkEA.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann what if it was an unfair suspension because bill gates and epstein had an argument? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann all of my luck in IT hiring hell comes from the fact that i am above average looking, lol npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann this is what it feels like i get across trying to explain balatro to people https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/b9/b4/b5/b9b4b5ca387ca7b3a2b5b2910ac3371d43e95fc038eecc2912b7ddb6711afca3.mp4?name=147kouAzrHo6pg.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann honestly if i could play guitar i wouldn't mind spending my life in a monastery really. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann Islam relies so much on historical revisionism it's driving me up a wall honestly. i am slowly losing my mind npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann ok this was a funny gag https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/7c/11/6a/7c116a8d8f68c67c91a29140f002c0b7ead7a48a2b426fdc142ef2f2d1f08a7a.png?name=La2Y6ykLYzT-Mg.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann assassination classroom, doing a rewatch, one of my favorite animes, also one of the first i watched npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann oh look chatgpt actually answers the question of "any good isekai slop?" https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/3c/69/03/3c69032d0a66c93cba43e76b92f92cebecdc054f970c4086babca2c033e9e13b.png?name=m4siO4fCrYlmMg.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann you know your life is looking grim when you made the psychiatrist cry npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i wake up at 5 in the morning, take 2 hours on the train, go to work, it is stressful, it is stressful, 2 hours on the train, i am exhausted, i come home at 7:30 to no food, i am hated at home, they want me gone, they tell me i doomed them, they tell me i shamed them, they tell me i will burn in hell, im broke, i still have to wait for them to pay me so i can buy food for myself, i have to sleep at 9.
i can't do this anymore, im tired, my parents hate me my job is stressful only 3 cycles of this and im already tired, i am exhausted, those apprentices now will have to rely on me, their futures will depend on me, i wish i could just dissappear. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i think, i will have to quit that job, idk what i will do next, i have to move out somehow, but it's just way too tiring, maybe they will still let me work, but i can't do this, i will lose it, i feel so alone. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann why does God put me up to this?
work is hard and i am greeted with nothing but hate back home, i will probably just get yelled at again by my mom now, i slipped up and my sister saw my cross necklace, i wish i could just sleep on the train instead npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/79/83/96/79839604852c68ea1f3bab84d7b314c32f223385bcdc967278c1f054c9fb415b.mp4?name=-bKFpbgmRVt6-Q.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann 25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? 28 And why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. 30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear?’ 32 For it is the Gentiles who strive for all these things; and indeed your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 “So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann well he poured it, miswording on my part. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann well it is, but currently my Godfather Offered me to stay at his place.
my parents has told me he will let me live under his roof, but until i can make a living for myself.
i did some reflection in the shower, i feel a calling to expose them, ever since my Baptism, while i have been scared and sad, i have also had a recurring phrase in my mind.
"i do not Fear the Devil for i Love the Lord"
and it has been awakening me, i fear the Lord of course, but it is a parental Fear, they fear Allah, but they fear him as a Tyrant, can the one True God be a Tyrant that demands families break up themselves and wish their own Children dead?
that is the Devil they fear, not the Lord, despite my fears the Lord gave me Peace, their God puts the Fear of a Tyrant into them, not the Fear of the All Loving Allmighty. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann The Devil drives the man through Fear, but GOD, he drives the man through Love.
i have spoken about this, and my dad decided although he won't help me anymore or not talk to me, he will let me live under his roof, how loving God is that despite all the contempt he has for me for shaking our family, he still doesn't want to kick me out.
thank you Brothers for the support, i will have to move someday, but today is not that day thankfully npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i always knew people who don't drink milk are evil npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann FOLLOW UP, which of these Owls is Chinese?
i have a theory in the works https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/76/88/42/768842e96cdeefab1a3350ddb96ed83d8c22a599a63a72d671f800051051f5d5.png?name=uteq-FewVtwuhw.png https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/67/56/15/675615b5643324dfdeefa515b8c1942b2e8bd93a70202567b277c9809a1e7bfe.png?name=6FvwRtLHFi1Kiw.png #note1udc…4yff npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann bro got the medal of homo. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann The redpill is realizing that we are controlled by powerful members, but they are also profoundly retarded and inbred, and tbey could be desribed as mr.krabs who also likes to touch kids npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i started reading it today, the way i found out about it is because i just read that section and wondered about that npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/de/ec/bd/deecbd9b8464b98052d91a7a1d7146ac79b4ce8034eda20daf93c2ffa5d84c85.webp?name=NnDmIxhsZZ_Org.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann 2 months ago i talked to an american immigrant and they showed me how an american passport looks like, it didn't make a sound but i heard the eagle screeching nonetheless npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i love talking about MGS to people who only heard of it because when i tell them that the first MGS game has solid snakes evil twin brother called "liquid snake" they don't believe me npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann I REALISED I DON'T KNOW ANY DATING APPS, WHICH ONE SHOULD I USE #note1srn…w2kh npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann SHOULD I GIVE AND USE A DATING APP? (i look like a criminal) npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i don't know honestly, for my case it's a bit special anyways, since i do have some brain damage, which while minor thankfully it did kinda mess with the language sector in my brain.
you probably noticed something wrong reading what i post sometimes, grammar is fucked, or mixed, sometimes repeating, getting basic stuff wrong, and that is with me going back and proof-reading.
when i yap i kind of go mega-retarded, which has given me the reputation of being the resident schizo in some places. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann if i learn one more language i will actually become illiterate. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann was talking to someone in english and just said "here" in german (hier), it was the exact same mouth movement for both languages, and it came out correct, it's the exact same sound, but me internally mixing up german and english and saying "hier" instead of "here" when it was the exact same gave me an actual aneurism.
perks of being retarded npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann gm npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann gn