Notes to Self
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Last Notes npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/fd1d6a04427d1f96d4422896731a414b3fe1eab301176af99b2b31eff5e3c119.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This is likely the last post. I am retiring this npub. Goodbye nostr. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s astonishing, and a little humbling, to realise how much of my sense of self depends on your presence — as though without you, the coordinates by which I navigate the world fall quietly out of place. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Forgiveness requires a sense that bad behavior stemmed from suffering rather than malice. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Simply “kind” will do. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t see ‘quiet’ used enough, because, unlike signals, noise is pushy. Yet it’s the silent structures beneath us that keep everything steady — the small loyalties, the unspoken reassurances, the steadying routines. They never ask for applause, but they are what keep a life from coming undone. For every boisterous outburst, there is a quieter confidence — the kind that doesn’t need to insist on itself to be felt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto You don’t believe all those things I mentioned compete in a Darwinian sense? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto None of us truly occupies the bottom of any hierarchy. We are far too intricate for that. Each person is a shifting mosaic of identities—bitcoiner and sceptic, voter and abstainer, left‑leaning, right‑leaning, authoritarian in one corner of life and libertarian in another. At every moment, we radiate influence in multiple, often contradictory directions. The tragedy is that we so rarely recognise this complexity in ourselves, and almost never in others. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Near‑death experiences bring a clarity we rarely access because they momentarily reorder our priorities. They remind us—sometimes brutally—that much of what we worry about is trivial, and much of what we postpone is essential. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I like to believe that, in time, we’ll find our way back to one another, as we so often have — not out of habit, but because something in us still quietly belongs together. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If a government censors me, it should lose all its ability to propagandize me? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto From our thoughts, fears, uncertainties, and doubts, we project our judgments, yet we choose to share only judgments and not our truths. Why? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto A suicide attempt is a cry for recognition from someone who has concluded—wrongly but heartbreakingly—that their feelings have no safe place to land. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I believe you npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Is this only happening in MN? Why the focus there? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The comedogenic scale (0–5) ranks coconut oil around 4, which is considered “fairly high” in pore‑clogging potential npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There’s a 17-year-old version of me that I’ve been neglecting for years, and he’s finally coming to collect. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto In 2012, I remember revolting against the machinery. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why 2012 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Code at macro scale, vibe at micro scale. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s a sad state of affairs when trust doesn’t exist, because without it even kindness feels like a threat. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Too true npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto “The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.” npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I like coconut milk. I haven’t heard of toothpaste. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Safety is not the absence of threats, but the presence of connection. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 thanks for the tip! npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I’ll try that npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I remember being told coconut oil clog pores, it feels like everyone is trying to sell products npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The barber told me to put moisturizer on my head because my scalp is too dry. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yeah violence mining has been around since the beginning. Darwinism. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I sell fiats when I feel bad. When I feel good I buy bitcoin. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Übermensch’s self mastery means having no masters. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This is how many eggs I collected today: npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 80% recycled/renewable plastic? Pour it in the potholes. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There are no bitcoiners in a power outage. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I think zombie movies offer good simulations of how people will behave. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Are you 💯 certain? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😆 you should do Goldilocks posts next. Find a bed that’s “just right” and report back npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Some humans are more made than others 😄 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What’s “Eight Sleep” npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto AI slop shows how “value negative” the marketing nonsense that gets laid on top of everything is. On top of everything. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Be wary of anyone who splits the world into the pure and the impure. That mindset is the seed of cruelty. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Nothing is easier than denouncing the evildoer; nothing is more difficult than understanding him. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Boring people has no tolerance for their own weirdness, they are embarrassed of it npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto People? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto One interpretation of the buffett indicator is that the market anticipate AI will more than double existing productivity. The market is priced that way. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Slay your heroes, it’s ok npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I Zee you. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I see you, however the hell you pronounce that name. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😄 what? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Dear 17 year old me, I see you. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Not the years in your life, but the life in your years npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto “The bitcoin community would rather eat their young…” 😳 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Who’s your nostr bf npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The cracks that are named stop spreading. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto My discomfort today is forcing myself to scroll through nostr. 😭 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Pot roast with Japanese curry? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Every sat zapped is a vote cast. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Cool truck npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t know, what would happen? Trump stays in office? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Maybe I am failing at asking my one question, which is how do you prevent the next tyrant overtaking the community? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Step away from the smoke. We pray out of fear and sadness. I think. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Do what you must, but make sure you win 😄 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Whenever they say don’t poke it with a stick, use a qtip. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Out of a cave and into another. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Folks who declare war on money rarely understand the enemy. Money isn’t paper, greed, or corruption — it’s crystallized time. It’s the hours you surrendered, the life you bartered away, the finite days you’ll never reclaim. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Number on the chart is per year (2024) if I am reading it correctly. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s not anger, it’s sadness. I only need a small space and a split second to feel it, and then let it pass. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Jesus npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto He prayed. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I see the pattern, do you? My dude stepped down and what happened? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Look what happened to my dude Jesus npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Prey or pray. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Now you’re just building strawman arguments. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Who sounds like a tyrant now? 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Then I am stepping down. The thing I don’t know if you’re acknowledging is that someone is going to step up. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why is it still in power npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I was being ironic because that’s what you said you’d do when given the power of the presidency. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yeah maybe, that’s what the new tyrants will want us believing also. That’s actually the first thing they say to you. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Oh I didn’t realize you were recruiting 😂 I think I am going to step down and stack sats. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/a654c1c03a20337ddbf25536460e8c1ff45cefc1738d93865483992004fb3281.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Suppose that’s all true. At what point do we go beyond criticizing the thing and do something more to change it? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto No disagreement here. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s actually what George Washington did. I think? But that doesn’t prevent the next guy from stepping in. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The thing about fearing authoritarianism and power is that everyone’s afraid the next big idea end ups being some weird trade off of the same thing. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yes maybe. I think the next logical question is suppose you’re the American President, what’s the first 3 things you do? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Your options are fight or flight. If your way of fighting is posting on nostr then 🫡 I see you. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t disagree with that sentiment. There are at least 2 views on American government : npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The better question is can members of the community choose to get involved? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto You’re showing me a potential for something I already acknowledged, and there’s a word for that in the dictionary: authoritarianism. The word government by itself is a more generic term, people tend to project personal views and context onto it that says more about the person than the word itself. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto A government is how a community organizes power to make collective decisions, maintain order, and provide public services. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I think we already established the two distinct dictionaries. We are speaking different languages. Maybe some are narrower? Whether you believe you can or you can’t, you’re right. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/3c8a8face3b8f60f66185c22303a3936687bb344c8583554663594566784fc83.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I am going to do nothing. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Hacking in self defense npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 💩 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Every dollar spent is a vote cast. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Maybe too on the nose? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Shit posting
