I'm zest, I'm a pedophile.
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2026-08-02T05:10:43Z Event JSON
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Last Notes npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest yeah but it's easy to get random normies to feel that way, I want *you* aco, or your dolls, or these other pedophiles with 15,000 fetishes, the people like me, to feel that way. Why? Idk, comfort, familiarity? Because being seen as the freak and the outsider makes me feel like myself? But I need to do it without lying so I can't just go around saying stuff like "adult women are the best, who would want little girls, they're flat, consent is sexy" and stuff (actually consent can be sexy but there's an implication there that not consenting is unsexy and that's just not true. Someone not consenting is also only sexy somtimes and in the right circumstances.) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest How the hell do I get this reaction out of you freaks? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I want attention. But I don't want positive attention for saying "child pussy". I want you to look at me like this: npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest americans aren't allowed to know about high speed rail. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Uhh what does it mean when someone puts "mh-" or "ph-" in the content warning? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I'm actually ranma saotome irl but 35 instead of 17. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest there will be more such clustershot art posts in the future from time to time. Also ikr? Rare enough for someone to draw midna accurately but I love her so much when she is drawn right. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest for me this question brings up more questions. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Oh yeah I just remembered I'm allowed to post some porn here too. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest and their assholes. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I've had sexual feelings since at the oldest 5 years old. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Nice, well, I appreciate it and agree with the way you present it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest You're NOT a pedophile?? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I was just thinking the same thing. I wish I knew more about how we can effectively work against that paradigm. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My ac is broken and I'm sitting in 80 degrees experiencing anger right now. Actually painstakingly choosing not to experience anger because anger generatea heat. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My cat is missing and someone used that to try to scam me. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I mean, "description" is also used in physics I think? But I'm not a physicist so, that's not the language I speak. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Well yes, if I understand correctly I would be talking about symbol rather than reference. I wouldn't call the model inside someone's head a "description" since it's not necessarily words or even something that can be directly conveyed and external tests only test it's accuracy to other models not to a specific "description" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What is a description if not a piece of communication? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest but there are often many alternative expressions that are equally true but mutually exclusive ways to describe the same thing. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest There can be, in any given moment, a description of reality (for purpose) which is objectively the most effective way to communicate, but that's different from the description itself being objective in its connection to whatever it describes. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I think there's an objective reality but I don't think there's a 100% objective way to describe reality. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I guess it's possible. Another possibility would be a shift in the definition or that they simply didn't know what was meant by it when they heard it in that context and just repeated it based on the physical characteristics of the character rather than commenting on the actual intention of the developer (even if the person they heard say that was talking about intention) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Those definitions are definitely nonsensical as you say. What about this context, sometimes when I play a video game, the female characters will be drawn in a way that has a lot of cleavage and eroticism to the clothing design, and the characters have a particular body type, often not a realistic one. I'm told this is the "sexualization of women" by the developers, but women are obviously on average sexual beings and I do believe that the person saying it knows that, which leads me to think they may be using a different definition of sexualization, but I'm not sure what that definition actually is or if your original statement also applies to it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest @sofia npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I wonder if there's anything I should apologize for... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What is the concept of sexualization? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest "This is not in dispute" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest also you said "that is not the point" but didn't say what the point is. Please do since I seem to have missed it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Woo okay just be humble and do what your told by random strangers you have no reason to trust more than the public education system. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Has there been a single time in history where larger than tribal societies had laws that weren't created specifically to create power differentials? I live in a country where the first few laws ever written was "we get to do capitalism and nobody can stop us" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest you gotta know that you don't know something before you can decide to try to stop not knowing. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Too bad for you rolling weed feels and acts very different from rolling tobacco. (It's harder) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Wait WTF?! I JUST noticed there are two "y"'s in "kittyy.mom"! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Hmmm, drugging you with meth until that cute brain of yours stops working.... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Succinylcholine npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I can't stand fake cities, like, cmon, 1 street with 4 lanes and two coffee shops, a chuch, an antique shop, city hall, and a single locally owned grocery store with the rest of the county being houses does not a city make. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest aww is @sofia my admin? How nice! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Isn't 4:3... worse though? Like, how do you see stuff to your left and right? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I'd rather be called x201 than x61 personally but idk anything about these computers. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest actually if you're in a *real* city you can probably sell them for 50 cents a pop. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest give it to a homeless person or something npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest So few emotes compared to gimme.. I need a reaction for learning and one for sad. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Idk exactly everything you're talking about but I hate bloatware and the state of tech. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Weed smell clears in a couple weeks at most. Tobacco tar will coat the inside of your computer and reduce its cooling capabilities. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Ohhhh my bad I thought you were making a joke. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Windows: npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest there definitely should be lol. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest really? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest It bothers me so much that there's a cult leader named aco and he didn't make his followers adopt a title that's some kind of pun on "acolyte". npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My safeword is jinkies. As in from scooby doo. It's deeply unserious but it's a word I would never normally say so... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Aw, hope you're doing alright after experiencing something upsetting! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What made it awful (just curious not trying to judge your preferences)
