2026-07-28T02:22:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae Alex Haist https://nostr.ae/npub10n70hmhwa7nnymerhcydyvryzsm2hjcgmt09zyns56d487w8ksksgxh392 https://stockroom.wandering.shop/accounts/avatars/109/970/706/935/456/765/original/c088f67d4d39a463.jpg https://stockroom.wandering.shop/accounts/avatars/109/970/706/935/456/765/original/c088f67d4d39a463.jpg https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswclnz6uk6t97kpef9n6qu3865vt0qunftawtzl2q94xe65lm3gmszyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6e4u2wu I love the friendly side brush cats do when they walk past you on the way to other business. 2026-04-09T01:53:27+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvf3pzmql65jj7qed5qtvtqez5vgpzu7dssa6j8r22v4yny3p5j5szyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6cejatm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8xclj3dwvx9gtcp7vxwstrlu64dpy3vmej9yz3yp6c3tg2rxl0wc6rh7h9'>nevent1q…h7h9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>lickable mouse mousse 2026-03-06T15:14:28+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq6mdcf5r8rcwukd54uysuq6emau3jfeuhes3ygcn8cwt7vg97glgzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z60skpe8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs00s6r4zgnlrtuprxh83weyznhj5z5x6cwtc68yhdh5czcl4f4g9sse6x5l'>nevent1q…6x5l</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Woe! Alas! Alack! 2026-02-19T02:58:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp0hd3nrhcunjsvnm005v5w8xnue8qlht7639hkyrws8nsxmqtn8szyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6s5vu2y Sammy the dog bounded out and smacked a poor young possum with a paw, causing them to play dead. Their act is super convincing to both me and her. They are fine. I will leave them some cat food as an apology.<br/> <img src="https://stockroom.wandering.shop/media_attachments/files/116/094/684/605/645/416/original/11eeff9c01546978.jpg"> <br/> 2026-02-19T02:26:22+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstuttv8wwvlladtxym2g3jcpltxms6mxwzt4u0eakkr63e6t0au6qzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6kcv7k4 One aspect of cognitive behavior therapy that&#39;s always been dicey for me is scripts; saying anything positive when I am feeling negative makes me feel gaslighted. I&#39;ve had some luck with neutral scripts like &#34;I thought about a scary thing and did not actually die,&#34; but it&#39;s been a struggle.<br/><br/>This morning, I hit upon scripting that feels much less threatening: &#34;and&#34;. &#34;I hate that my body is fragile and complicated, and it&#39;s interesting to discover the weird connections.&#34; ... 2026-02-12T14:04:50+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9rqlsy27t5lslasy2p2ckjqkwflxusluyd9fr3eshxm3rxn4wr0qzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z68zkefj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz0n6m4lhl04laua6rs7uq74gtsck5y8xf608v9q8flv9v6y7uyust5e83p'>nevent1q…e83p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>you mean like a list? I guess I can almost always do lists. And aimless little posts. It&#39;s fiction narrative stuff where I lock up. 2026-02-10T06:54:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswxs5cepsuu9yu6q6enksghr5eqf4m4kay4kdmhqdjda2ru3headgzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6v90s42 I need to think of something so deeply unimportant and irrelevant to write that it doesn&#39;t trigger my performance anxiety. So far nothing has limboed under that bar. 2026-02-10T06:05:45+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv9g9t2ew2eefec9wyn8hkd3fajynur5n6uxuctgamgsekud7l4ggzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z67dxjvt Winter colors<br/> <img src="https://stockroom.wandering.shop/media_attachments/files/116/030/561/742/103/686/original/eded10aff8a8e9ca.jpg"> <br/> 2026-02-07T18:41:38+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs887ee0n9femtc5he8pht2k8x5new6xae69a09klp6tycj2p7l7pczyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6hz8yqw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv480uhtq485ejfn6sl3y9xdceysmgs2w9n4nz7c5fc6j5vxrmrycq8tje8'>nevent1q…tje8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>may I recommend this short story to your attention, if it has not already come to your attention: &#34;Toad Words&#34; <a href="https://redwombatstudio.com/2014/06/26/toad-words/">https://redwombatstudio.com/2014/06/26/toad-words/</a> 2026-01-31T23:13:06+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9grcq4mce9ge2pfk8yrd7devfh02luh08zf4gy7whgavvdsh9ugszyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6ch3scy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0sjqm8m7ya5dacjx8x6fdgwlk82mru43ztmesfzmhnrtpdvdp7hgp6n59y'>nevent1q…n59y</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>when I was in my early twenties, a woman named Laurel, my mom&#39;s friend and an elementary school therapist, took notice of me; I&#39;d just bounced out of my first serious adult relationship and moved back in with my parents and was feeling rather useless. She made it her business to point out things I was good at to my face, and eventually helped me get tutoring work and starting my own business. Later on, we became writing buddies at a local cafe. A hand up when I needed it desperately. 2026-01-11T01:10:36+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz7hf09y2929h04ff7w6ce5wheqzjqccg3xd90pqcaznpyuj6k08czyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6mn9eah Looking for a card with beautiful big cats, and also a card suitable for get well to a grandma. Must be able to ship to the US. Any recommendations? 2025-11-30T14:48:41+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8kvtst6g96y30ennk3ndz5uuv3wa3px3ug5caglezcdwtuu7ppnqzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6wv0er5 Yesss caterpillar on my arm. I love how their little marching feet tickle.<br/> <img src="https://stockroom.wandering.shop/media_attachments/files/115/282/480/646/025/701/original/5d554a95d6b829e4.jpg"> <br/> 2025-09-28T16:51:43+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstzlemfjxvntcvr2k74n7h6nacgn7sryt54d435khj044g4wd9jtgzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z677hntq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvfu3rayymkfhv4yz26lvx45gushy554xyw4k5angy664888rdpdqjl8gx3'>nevent1q…8gx3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>we used to open these on horses. Always the most treacherous part of the ride. (They like to go for your knees.) 2025-09-05T11:57:42+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd8y9l9gp2ndk7epryf9e9ls5uad257af5ae0dvm4f4348ywjmydszyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6k3jhq9 I need to hire someone to go through all my medical records (of which there are many) and put them in a form, probably a spreadsheet, coherent to the US social security administration and Massachusetts disability evaluators. Anyone meticulous have experience filing for disability in the US who would take on the job? Can discuss payment, minimum $25 an hour. #fediHire #disability 2025-08-19T12:28:14+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxaygqmzzd680leuqe2ws6ns0h68h2tw0320sr7kh0xgda450twyczyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6prw4zp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq6n5kj3pf2t3xwtx7cwrlwekh2dwyqk9xnsaeuuhj9x2psavwvrcu94wuc'>nevent1q…4wuc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>a rare monotreme tree, hatching from eggs instead of giving birth live. 2025-08-10T13:58:13+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvpnlmldup2prtsh78h6k60aa0px9c00yder8tufqxr2f4v65v57gzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z67ll9mc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg7puffdsmyn3te65n6mvn89uwraz86zd8kh5n4xt8pcde9u3r9kqp69hvu'>nevent1q…9hvu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>being in a tree is so nice when it&#39;s hot. 2025-08-01T18:44:21+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqt8qh2mucpj3c374rjewtk3uvsk572gvfxl8akdcgs4hdepvypagzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6awu8lx Behold my attempt to plant some seeds in planters. Take particular note of lush and vigorous plants outside the planters.<br/> <img src="https://stockroom.wandering.shop/media_attachments/files/114/893/123/799/162/268/original/f288d78f549ce7d1.jpg"> <br/> 2025-07-21T22:34:40+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy7evg8ky65lh62z2c7uqf57upcszgsfd4znrt092cwu9hj772z9qzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6xkvspr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs88w6dfgy0jjfxcnqlnv3a4t46wuratx2v2wzdxqkp537qdmywcrssspsdp'>nevent1q…psdp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh okay! Like the opposite of a four leaf clover kind of. 2025-05-30T21:58:49+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxnw0hkfnzltp5733f9ad847ry23t4k846y2ul03gkxqx98l8shqczyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6c07nnf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgf2elgaxh276km3l6yp6ktxlj5f6c39d84uufjn4xdqrhplwy2rs4cyuud'>nevent1q…yuud</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>we would have roasted woodpecker in hours. 2025-05-30T00:40:46+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstgdf7eja54z5hk9d97xms293sfv0sm220eswdwmtzfz0kcl9wnygzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6ervsnj I wish I could be friends with a coyote. 2025-05-29T23:40:05+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz5sel7l7vpm8akvdhwdz54qap05mp4xd9p4hlxyz2qju8r8nxghqzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z67l6yhe hello there, small friend.<br/> <img src="https://stockroom.wandering.shop/media_attachments/files/114/460/952/761/335/691/original/04d4c9e8d788912f.jpg"> <br/> 2025-05-06T14:47:23+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyp6q5gsp4xqavy3u9j27gj5nzy03m8hary53h8t8sytt0zqdpcdgzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6r402n9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx79qd458vetnzgfmlghgpvzlywfamjevtexndcl7q7mf2lst2w7gv7eura'>nevent1q…eura</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I play a phone game scattered with random ants facts, and one of those is that ants can survive in water for 28 days. I think they mean rafting fire ants, though. I am glad this one found a leaf. 2025-03-30T13:37:13+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvj88sv8wdqrwlhkcpjmzmpryzy484fepjagv29uw34epn7kts5ggzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6xpkkwc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2fc3tusakfewqs75eltn8wma3gmp7sqf3ynegzedcekck7w3hp4s26xzz7'>nevent1q…xzz7</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>good thing for them they&#39;re pretty if they behave like that! 2025-03-18T13:46:07+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp38rnf9xz9drvel55y5x8f0fnn4ft2epmq78sxxyzlquw829g8vczyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6lqspfl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqste58swtsu24fpcrhkul5xaw45xtf56nw93pjsm4g9j3s82z9h39gf42x49'>nevent1q…2x49</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>hey! Good to see you posting again. What a fancy bird. 2025-03-17T18:14:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxeft3xv26l7tv2j3wlvpwynuk5rysfyxnuze6jm4y8qs5kk96dfqzyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6u9rr4j What a long few weeks it&#39;s been. Went to my father-in-law&#39;s memorial and reception, got the flu, fled to a hotel to spare my mother-in-law, and stayed holed up there for the last fevered while. Now we are on our way to our own private room on an Amtrak train. Neither of us are keen to fly for various reasons. Train will take us almost home, where one of my parents will pick us up, and we will be reunited with their basement apartment and our pets. 2025-02-10T00:04:04+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyltmxgfyj7mwr26z5pw2rh5p9kdfxxg0dvr6f4j4dsxk5uurasqszyp70e7lwamh6wvn0ywlq353svs2rd27tprddu5gjwznfk5lec76z6pj50mc I am having trouble getting my anti-depression meds because insurance is jerking everyone around, and it&#39;s been two days, and every 10 seconds or so, I start thinking about how nice it would be to simply close my eyes and die. This is not helped by the fact I am in a hell of a lot of pain. <br/><br/>I&#39;m not in any immediate danger. 1/2 2024-11-16T19:22:35+01:00