Nostr notes by flavigula

I just had a sudden pining nostalgia of walking in Pagan Park and ...

2026-07-11T05:36:42Z

I just had a sudden pining nostalgia of walking in Pagan Park and studying Czech. The mind is at times a horrific beast .

I think what Lee wanted to say when he told me that even ...

2026-06-28T17:53:21Z

I think what Lee wanted to say when he told me that even mediocrity is an extreme is that actually all concepts are discreet points or levels on the quantum and are independent. Each can happen simultaneously, overlapping even within the same person.

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2026-06-11T04:48:22Z

One of the finest simple pleasures is freshly ground peppercorns.

Would you rather have friends or have people who agree with you? ...

2026-05-20T12:06:13Z

Would you rather have friends or have people who agree with you? They aren't mutually exclusive, but many tend to collect the latter.

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2026-05-07T08:56:59Z

No Krugerrands for Klobasa-boy.

So my father has died. Life shall once again skew at an angle. ...

2026-05-05T18:26:00Z

So my father has died. Life shall once again skew at an angle. The following weeks will be bizarre.

A tea - or should I say "infusion" - of dandelion, ...

2026-03-27T14:32:00Z

A tea - or should I say "infusion" - of dandelion, nettle, kelp and dulse.

What about music that you must pause afterwards to think deeply ...

2026-03-16T09:44:31Z

What about music that you must pause afterwards to think deeply about its deep violence and delivery? Its delivery in a spectacularly shattering way? Even after listening to it myriad times?

One day the younger brood will ask "why is it so compelling? ...

2026-03-16T07:35:14Z

One day the younger brood will ask "why is it so compelling? it's just words on paper. there is no stimulus to force my eyes forward into the story".

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2026-03-16T07:26:29Z

We. as a collective, approach Frankfurt as if it is a womb.

Since I am rewriting my website & static site generator from ...

2026-03-14T15:36:50Z

Since I am rewriting my website & static site generator from scratch in Rust, the meager Nostr implementation is being included in the renovation. Amazing, eh? Right now it only sends messages, however. Though this is immensely exciting, it is not particularly worthy of the praise that the rats gathering around the stubs of my legs give it.

In fact, she did come back. And in fact, she is sitting in front ...

2026-03-14T15:31:05Z

In fact, she did come back. And in fact, she is sitting in front of me and to the left a bit, though facing in a different direction and interacting in a universe distant from my own.

That moment when you told me, as you were taking your cosmetic ...

2026-01-04T12:46:44Z

That moment when you told me, as you were taking your cosmetic apparati from the draws and shelves that 'I'm not coming back'.

Some people buy new toys or electronic gadgets or table games or ...

2026-01-04T12:46:43Z

Some people buy new toys or electronic gadgets or table games or troqueles to fill the emptiness and stagnation that endless routine creates. Others move to the other side of the Earth and begin new and sometimes completely alien routines.

You told me that were we not together, you'd never have ...

2026-01-04T12:15:22Z

You told me that were we not together, you'd never have another man in your life. That was a few days ago. And this morning - or rather noontime - you leave me suddenly. What am I supposed to feel? How can I feel? HOW THE FUCK CAN I FEEL?

Some people buy new toys or electronic gadgets or table games or ...

2026-01-04T12:15:21Z

I fell asleep last night listening to the sound of my receding ...

2026-01-03T17:55:40Z

I fell asleep last night listening to the sound of my receding hearing. Sleeps steals away each of your senses, replacing them each with hallucinations vomited up from an inner rage.

Some people buy new toys or electronic gadgets or table games or ...

2026-01-03T17:55:40Z

There must be speculative fiction out there considering an ...

2025-04-30T18:40:41Z

There must be speculative fiction out there considering an alternate reality in which agriculture as we know it did not happen and how "technology" evolved differently.

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2025-04-30T02:58:22Z

I've always been gone for a day.

I noticed today that the young boys on skating apparati always ...

2025-04-28T14:52:07Z

I noticed today that the young boys on skating apparati always move off the sidewalk for incoming walkers. The young girls never do? Telling or cherry-picking?

After violently wresting seeds from avocados, I'd toss them ...

2025-04-13T13:29:54Z

After violently wresting seeds from avocados, I'd toss them onto the wooden floor for Molly to chase, bat about and ultimately lose in one of the shadowed rincones of the Logroño flat.

Each living human awakes alone, the last human on earth. ...

2025-03-18T15:53:51Z

Each living human awakes alone, the last human on earth. Actually, each human has been placed in a separate "parallel universe". The borders between these universes are thinner than we are used to.

When using the bathroom at the optometrist and noticing the sign ...

2025-02-21T16:49:25Z

When using the bathroom at the optometrist and noticing the sign that reads "Do not flush feminine products", I had a vision of an old man furiously flushing again and again a toilet in which was a teenage girl's severed head.

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2024-12-10T00:46:47Z

I have a patch bay for my emotions.

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2024-12-08T15:19:53Z

My friend Christian has a cleft nostril.

Humans don't really like one another.There is just very wide ...

2024-11-29T01:34:19Z

Humans don't really like one another.There is just very wide range of tolerence.

Humans treat those close to them (family / understanding friends) ...

2024-11-10T13:52:37Z

Humans treat those close to them (family / understanding friends) with less respect than those more distant for two reasons:
1. It is understood that the former will get over it regardless.
2. Humans are in general too concerned about what the latter think of them.

Amusingly, one of the things I missed terribly this morning about ...

2024-11-05T15:23:33Z

Amusingly, one of the things I missed terribly this morning about my ex-home in logroño was washing the dishes there.

A person can only ever love another on his own terms. Or her own ...

2024-10-28T12:24:26Z

A person can only ever love another on his own terms. Or her own terms. Or its own terms. A cat, however, a person can love unconditionally.

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2024-10-02T08:40:08Z

Would ot bewise to purchase all 20+ fuzz pedals from Basic Audio?

To be eliminated. It's the proper way.

2024-09-13T21:32:35Z

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To be eliminated. It's the proper way.

Some people buy new toys or electronic gadgets or table games or ...

2024-09-11T08:46:45Z

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2024-09-11T08:43:54Z

I fell asleep last night listening to Köhntahrkösz Part 1.

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2024-08-09T08:27:13Z

Sweet Entropy plays along the undercurrents of these weeks.

Someone is shooting a film at Hroch's farm. I can't wait ...

2024-08-05T12:56:21Z

Someone is shooting a film at Hroch's farm. I can't wait to see it.

Jeníček cannot recall the names of the hospody, cafés nor of ...

2024-07-05T20:22:04Z

Jeníček cannot recall the names of the hospody, cafés nor of the restaurants that we attended throughout epochs and epochs.

Numbers 13 & 14 - two long, meandering improvs in two days. ...

2024-06-30T10:15:03Z

Numbers 13 & 14 - two long, meandering improvs in two days. Life is very unlike a caterwauling bovine. https://faircamp.thurk.org/lilting-ululations/ #ambient #DroneMusic #AmbientGuitar #synth

Soon, the SYNTRX II will experience sonic goopiness through the ...

2024-06-21T06:44:45Z

Soon, the SYNTRX II will experience sonic goopiness through the Make Noise QPAS.

How long can one play arpeggios over a Db7 chord before one ...

2024-06-08T10:10:34Z

How long can one play arpeggios over a Db7 chord before one becomes an amoeboid automation?

Lapsang Souchong with hazlenut "milk". A scrumptious ...

2024-06-07T07:59:52Z

Lapsang Souchong with hazlenut "milk". A scrumptious start to the hazy morning.

The formerly twtxt feed is now taken wholly from Nostr - ...

2024-06-03T06:53:06Z

The formerly twtxt feed is now taken wholly from Nostr - specifically my relay at nostr.thurk.org. I've yet to implement search. I must decide if I want to use a cached version or just fetch the feed anew each time. For a keyword search, this appears to be the only way. For timestamp ranges, filters as described in NIP01 could be used. If I tagged each post in some custom way, Nostr tags could also be used. It's something to ponder.

Can I fetch and parse this nostr feed from my Elixir ...

2024-06-02T15:21:52Z

Can I fetch and parse this nostr feed from my Elixir "app"? I suspect so, but testing is a good thing.

One arrives at conclusions upon awakening only to have them ...

2024-05-31T06:15:02Z

One arrives at conclusions upon awakening only to have them dissolve from consciousness minutes or even seconds later.

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2024-05-30T07:51:46Z

What kind of lemur do you think I am, anyway?

in the next life, i shall associate with only 'well ...

2024-03-31T10:36:37Z

in the next life, i shall associate with only 'well adjusted' humans.

Walking through the streets of Logroño listening to Set the ...

2024-03-20T07:52:22Z

Walking through the streets of Logroño listening to Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun.

I believe I am slipping. The other day, I ordered two cans of ...

2024-02-27T14:36:54Z

I believe I am slipping. The other day, I ordered two cans of shaving cream. I had a choice of what TYPE, but unlike in formative years, I chose two of the same TYPE instead of one of each. Yes - slipping.

People don't want to read or watch things that describe and ...

2024-01-29T14:23:42Z

People don't want to read or watch things that describe and therefore make them 'sad' about the human condition. They want to read or watch things that make them laugh about nothing in particular and therefore feel comfortable remaining in the human condition.

It occurs to me that many people do not choose the music they ...

2024-01-29T04:30:23Z

It occurs to me that many people do not choose the music they like themselves, or not wholly themselves. They let popular culture choose for them. I choose the music I listen to because it appeals to me deeply in an intellectual, visceral or atavistic manner.

It's possible and most likely common to despise humanity as a ...

2024-01-16T08:12:49Z

It's possible and most likely common to despise humanity as a whole but hold in high esteem 'being human'.

The bookends to The Fen like gardens of solace and what goes ...

2023-08-22T18:27:17Z

The bookends to The Fen like gardens of solace and what goes inbetween the journey from one to the other.

And isn't music just what some bloke or another thought ...

2023-08-22T16:24:21Z

And isn't music just what some bloke or another thought sounded good at one point then handed off to another and another and the most popular survived como survival of the fittist? I think it has something to do with it. We are the stray branches, the weed spouts that have ansia for something tangible but are cut from the 'trunk'.

What about the other side of the monster? Yes, in a Grendel ...

2023-08-22T16:15:57Z

What about the other side of the monster? Yes, in a Grendel sense, but on a less violent scale. The father who abandons the pregnant teen because he knows his life would be destroyed afterwards. Etc.

Humans generalize normality to their own bubbles and then ...

2023-08-16T14:29:05Z

Humans generalize normality to their own bubbles and then question others' perception of normality. Thus begins conflict.

I had a strange, involved dream about Andrew. I don't recall ...

2023-08-08T10:26:03Z

I had a strange, involved dream about Andrew. I don't recall the details, but it seemed to be a hybrid of time spent with him, mine and James's current project and the novel I'm reading.

Relationships are too fragie. People are too egoistic and ...

2023-07-31T21:56:22Z

Relationships are too fragie. People are too egoistic and stubborn to compromise. I cannot do it nor can she. The end is in sight once again

Christian ends up a desperate balding man with a panchita wife ...

2023-06-19T10:36:44Z

Christian ends up a desperate balding man with a panchita wife who orders him around like a toy kitten

The problem with Scandinavian teenagers is the death they ...

2023-06-19T09:37:28Z

The problem with Scandinavian teenagers is the death they haven't experienced yet.

In Black mirror, Selma Hayek replaces God as the creature to ...

2023-06-19T09:05:26Z

In Black mirror, Selma Hayek replaces God as the creature to 'debase' in a ranking of classes. Mere grunt who watches 'tv personalities', tv personalities themselves, and God

One chooses what one is sentimental and retrospective about. One ...

2023-05-17T07:25:42Z

One chooses what one is sentimental and retrospective about. One chooses what one is regressive about, as well. I'm certain many exist who spurn digital photography and thus adhere to the 'puro' methods of analogue photography.

Spanish people live in states of extremes. I assume this is from ...

2023-04-22T07:36:34Z

Spanish people live in states of extremes. I assume this is from the extreme Catholic culture they experience as youngsters, whether they practise the religion or not. After childhood, they retain a state of adolescence until one day, decades later, they are simply suddenly old. #spain #sociology #SpanishCulture

My observations tell me that most people ask leading questions, ...

2023-04-17T10:19:51Z

My observations tell me that most people ask leading questions, whether they do it consciously or not. Most people already expect a certain answer or at least a certain form of answer when they ask a question. My goal is to stay ever-open to exploratory conversation. Neurolinguistic programming is for assholes.

After shaving with my 'safety' razor, I adore the ...

2023-04-11T07:00:52Z

After shaving with my 'safety' razor, I adore the miniscule stings from the myriad tiny cuts when I rinse my face afterwards.

Why is 'Real to Real Cacophony' one of my most preferred ...

2023-04-09T09:37:32Z

Why is 'Real to Real Cacophony' one of my most preferred albums? Because I choose for it to be. #BareMusic #taste

My opinion about the benzodiazepine epidemic in España is that ...

2023-04-09T07:30:40Z

My opinion about the benzodiazepine epidemic in España is that 'La Gente Del Mar Mediterráneo' generally think that appearance is ultimately the most important aspect of living. This creates exponential exterior pressure to conform to perceived norms. Thus the excess of anxiety. I'm not personally affected, really, but it is apparent all around me. I laugh and laugh, but with a furrow on my brow.

I'm trying to learn a little J every day - open my mind to a ...

2023-04-04T13:33:36Z

I'm trying to learn a little J every day - open my mind to a programming language way.

Free association of words to name people they immediately remind ...

2023-03-31T11:41:23Z

Free association of words to name people they immediately remind me of.

The act of simply writing a task down, and especially in ink (or ...

2023-03-29T06:01:24Z

The act of simply writing a task down, and especially in ink (or pencil for you anachronistic types) increases the possibility of completing it (that day). The concept fascinates me.

I'm amused that humans with Obessive Compulsive Disorder ...

2023-03-18T17:34:52Z

I'm amused that humans with Obessive Compulsive Disorder usually cannot stand each other simply because they are obsessive-compulsive about different things.

A thorough search of my antiquated external hard drive revealed ...

2023-03-14T22:04:07Z

A thorough search of my antiquated external hard drive revealed the voice messages from Hela I used for the Botanical Gardens piece. It will be elaborated and improved on for the so-called 'Electronic' album. #music #hela

As an old friend who is now consigned to the wastelands of ...

2023-03-10T15:56:16Z

As an old friend who is now consigned to the wastelands of southern Arizona used to say: 'ANOTHER ONE!'

Now I obliterate the old file with something explicately thurked. ...

2023-03-10T15:54:59Z

Now I obliterate the old file with something explicately thurked. Let's try it.

I seem to be testing the gemini 'twtxter', for lack of a ...

2023-03-10T15:46:00Z

I seem to be testing the gemini 'twtxter', for lack of a better name currently.

I've been awake for half an hour and I already feel the ...

2023-03-06T11:51:06Z

I've been awake for half an hour and I already feel the pressure around my eyes. I shall just have to deal with it and begin a semblance of a routine today - and get some creativity DONE.

Blearily I attempt to concentrate on concentrating on Gibbet. I ...

2023-03-05T11:15:14Z

Blearily I attempt to concentrate on concentrating on Gibbet. I have no success. I shall listen to Christian's newest synthesizer noodlings instead. More later, I hope.

The bass and vox are now integrated into Union, though the latter ...

2022-12-19T09:43:12Z

The bass and vox are now integrated into Union, though the latter needs a few retakes. Now to wake the universe with a cold shower.

English Breakfast resides in the pale green cup, waiting to be ...

2022-11-08T08:16:44Z

English Breakfast resides in the pale green cup, waiting to be sipped or gulped or otherwise imbibed. Now to get back to work on Estrellas Oscuras and then Pony Ride. Fuck um.

I have fixed the search engine for the http version of ...

2022-04-22T10:28:02Z

I have fixed the search engine for the http version of martenblog, as it was previously based on a now defunct MongoDB apparatus. #programming #martenblog

I added percussion to the most 'ambient' part of A ...

2022-04-12T17:07:51Z

I added percussion to the most 'ambient' part of A Parchment, grubbying up the 'ambience'. From the first, I'm paying quite a bit of attention to placement and movement in stereo space of each part. Fuck um. #JogMyAmnesia #music

A Parchment is somewhat developed now. Should I leave it for my ...

2022-04-11T13:10:21Z

A Parchment is somewhat developed now. Should I leave it for my session with Matthew or come up with an ending sequence - an ambience reflecting the initial part? It's for Sweet Entropy to decide. #music #JogMyAmnesia

I'm meticulously entering notes into the SQ-64 for the second ...

2022-04-01T07:14:46Z

I'm meticulously entering notes into the SQ-64 for the second UZ part of Billard Tournament. #music #NineSidedDie

The ever changing piece of music related to the ever changing ...

2022-02-23T11:43:46Z

The ever changing piece of music related to the ever changing name (currently A Cubic Light Year of Sod) is slowly being pieced together. What I call the 'Magma part' is written, or at least mostly written. It sounds nothing like Magma. #music #NineSidedDie

I eschewed much of the modulation I keyed in to Supercollider ...

2022-02-17T11:16:07Z

I eschewed much of the modulation I keyed in to Supercollider yesterday for some simple randomization of the filter cutoff & wave shape given a triangle wave on Mullah. I found a good fog hornish sound emitted by fiddling with the dry/wet control of the hall reverb. So the intro of A Cubic Lightyear of Meat is slowly fleshed out. I'm not anywhere close to satisfied with it, however. #music #NineSidedDie #ACubicLightyearOfMeat

I'm pausing from writing in Supercollider the synth arps for ...

2022-02-16T16:17:32Z

I'm pausing from writing in Supercollider the synth arps for the introduction of A Cubic Lightyear of Meat. Writing in this way is tedious. I need constant breaks. I need a quick CV sequencer for SBUP when I retrieve it.

I have the gear that I shall take to Spain. What is left is only ...

2022-02-04T19:31:39Z

I have the gear that I shall take to Spain. What is left is only sufficient for practise, so no more recording until Europe! #music

Olšanské Hřbitovy is in the state I'll leave it until ...

2022-02-04T01:55:18Z

Olšanské Hřbitovy is in the state I'll leave it until settling into music making again in Spain. Much is still work in progress, but I'm satisfied with the skeleton. #music #ResidentBeatPoet #NineSidedDie

I begun the arduous task of writing and recording ...

2022-01-28T00:01:43Z

I begun the arduous task of writing and recording 'tentative' parts to the second section of Olšanské Hřbitovy. The piece is becoming very involved. #music #ResidentBeatPoet

Hoy es un día de vagancía. Thus, I have practised and I DID ...

2022-01-24T22:06:24Z

Hoy es un día de vagancía. Thus, I have practised and I DID re-record the verse sections of I'm the One Flying, but otherwise, I feel as if I've been pressed into lassitude's eternal mud-pit. #music #lethargy

I'm managed to expand Olšanské Hřbitovy to perhaps twice ...

2022-01-24T03:28:53Z

I'm managed to expand Olšanské Hřbitovy to perhaps twice its length, though the latter half is badly underdeveloped. I continue to listen and take notes. #music #ResidentBeatPoet

I've relearned and redone a bit of Olšanské Hřbitovy. I ...

2022-01-22T00:59:09Z

I've relearned and redone a bit of Olšanské Hřbitovy. I shall concentrate on the as of yet unwritten second half during the next few days (or WEEK, vole). I'm thinking to send a scratchier version to Kris earlier in the composition process to see what ideas he may come up with. #music #ResidentBeatPoet

Deleriously lethargic day. My brain smites me. I cannot smite ...

2022-01-18T00:52:29Z

Deleriously lethargic day. My brain smites me. I cannot smite back! Two improves seeped out somewhere, and one is actually listenable. Fuck um. #music #improvisation #lethargy

Miniature #4 'Precluded Poet' finished, a modal ...

2022-01-15T19:56:24Z

Miniature #4 'Precluded Poet' finished, a modal experiment with different pentatonics over minor and lydian chords. Renata bookends it. #music #BronzePomegranate

For Full Spectrum Records, possibly my future nemesis, I've ...

2022-01-15T16:15:34Z

For Full Spectrum Records, possibly my future nemesis, I've created a non-normalised version of #PaganPark. It sounds surprisingly good. I'll send it off possibly later today. #music

Monobiopsychosis is finished. The mix is muddy, but that is ok ...

2022-01-11T18:38:23Z

Monobiopsychosis is finished. The mix is muddy, but that is ok for now. Overall, the guitar parts accentuate the lugubrious atmosphere. #music #BronzePomegranate

The matra-bass I've LAID OUT is excellent. I'm not sure ...

2022-01-10T21:28:28Z

The matra-bass I've LAID OUT is excellent. I'm not sure of my absolute groove capacity, but fuck um. #music #BronzePomegranate

I'm slowly making my way through 'Monobiopsychosis', ...

2022-01-10T19:02:18Z

I'm slowly making my way through 'Monobiopsychosis', the third in the 'miniatures' series. My lethargy has been peaking the last few days. I have little desire to do ANYTHING. It's lamentable. #music #lethargy #BronzePomegranate

I did another mix of Fehut Felu. I also redid the bass line ...

2022-01-09T00:05:50Z

I did another mix of Fehut Felu. I also redid the bass line during the 'transition'. Depending on what Chris does with his vocal part, I'm not sure much more can be done with this. It's WACKY. #music #PaganPark

Podél Směrů is now on Bandcamp and Funkwhale for all the ...

2022-01-08T21:57:02Z

Podél Směrů is now on Bandcamp and Funkwhale for all the universe to absorb. #music #PodélSměrů

Miniature #2 'Ptáci' is done. Oddly muted, it is! It ...

2022-01-07T20:45:07Z

Miniature #2 'Ptáci' is done. Oddly muted, it is! It seems like I didn't eq the highs correctly. That's fine. Time to move on. I'll remaster all of them at the end. #music #BronzePomegranate