2026-07-22T04:12:23+02:00 https://nostr.ae Jenica Lake เหล็ถเลถ https://nostr.ae/npub163cghshkcn24wlwe63r9eswjksv6hhwvf9erpkzp75qm3asuwvtsdhuly9 https://media.beige.party/accounts/avatars/114/817/820/695/425/237/original/3dddafd1378227d8.jpg https://media.beige.party/accounts/avatars/114/817/820/695/425/237/original/3dddafd1378227d8.jpg https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs86p39xu9sn7nx6gsv6jle8cytw6nrxra3yvr3s6699plt3stzh7czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wkgrh9n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrapy6eps6ndj5yf3kll27qnywjq76gvds35j0ckmqlkqpkv6peeq6y78w3'>nevent1q…78w3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Can cats cry?<br/><br/>We brought Lucky to bed with us and slept a good 4 hours. We woke to her sitting on my husband&#39;s chest, looking back and forth at us with mostly closed eyes. Still not sure where she&#39;s been but she was letting us know that it was very challenging and she had to be very brave and she was very grateful to be home. As I stroked her face and told her how good she was, little tears came out of her eyes, wetting my hands and her face. Didn&#39;t win the lottery, but our cat came home after 5 days, so feeling v v v lucky indeed!<br/><br/>#caturday #gratitude 2026-08-02T07:48:44+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrapy6eps6ndj5yf3kll27qnywjq76gvds35j0ckmqlkqpkv6peeqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wyxkt0j And on the fifth morning of being missing, this lil Lucky gal walked back in meowing and hungry! She promptly murdered a lizard and scaled the windows and is back inside like always. <br/>#caturday #LuckyCat<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/117/022/677/792/532/780/original/8ea5f2aeac253443.png"> <br/> 2026-08-02T00:47:43+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgaqgsz0505gw4stgqz5xk5md3ea4jd8q6rqdhvsclhuvjydw6ddqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wr9ueja In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp30t3mz87z9fkq2c06kah32jy5w49u548fl6cp8lpf99eth7y03s5x8zqc'>nevent1q…8zqc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Bose L1 served me very well 2026-07-19T16:37:49+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszxg938nfg4utcn7yzm70jkh2xa4ajcsah8cenfg4uljmdtdwgp8qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w8hpyz9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspw0sejrqu5jy89rmyhvmkwxndd5tyecfysvfjutfgfjat88u2a2s4w3y3u'>nevent1q…3y3u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>got done raising my kids just in time to watch our parents age and need more care. We’re all just walking each other home, right? 2026-07-17T07:25:46+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr02mcd0266yvcqac3g4ayj7stxsq9l7g8uf2rdgpyqlg0puy9tzszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wxx54ql In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyetu0j74kmcvqe6mapfuvkzlp74mn9slptpvrk5rz44cakl3z79gzmezu0'>nevent1q…ezu0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>He had a stint procedure and is staying for monitoring, but he will need a triple bypass. His color is good and I watched his blood pressure and heart rate for long enough to feel that he’s sticking around. Hungry and talkative even :) we found a little money and a hotel, so we’re good for tonight. Got an actual shower and a little meal from 711. <br/><br/>talking in bed with my husband about the real life changes our household has ahead of us. Pa lives his life in service to monks, he is the one taking them to dr appts, taking them to collect merits before dawn, picking up their necessities, etc, so this event will change everything for more than just him. His bedroom is upstairs and that will change. We will learn to care for and accommodate his recovery and new dietary restrictions. <br/><br/>A few years ago he began having headaches, so Pa promptly quit drinking, smoking, coffee etc until the symptoms cleared. I know he is capable of great change when the moment requests it.<br/><br/>If anyone can support for hotels and taxi this week my Venmo is Jenica-Lake 2026-07-16T17:44:36+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyetu0j74kmcvqe6mapfuvkzlp74mn9slptpvrk5rz44cakl3z79gzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wxjf3gd Our Pa just had a heart attack. If you’re the praying type please keep us in Bangkok in your mind. See with me the surgery going easily, see us finding hotel and some money, see him recovering ❤️‍🩹 2026-07-16T13:27:05+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsg4pryuevfd205t2mjnp6fz9v72dje5g6n370vyjs7dmgh2zfxmcczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wysye76 My cat is throwing some serious shade about how I talk to the cookies when they come outta the oven, but what good babies they are!!!!​ Can cats experience jealousy? 2026-07-15T09:37:38+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqt4zrfy9hmp5397vjtwpjss03z9694wusa83hth9rkpyy5xn90zczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wku7007 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxx39mkrye04zxqrg9w7kf27a35yac6w88e4ywkcfwkuugalhaq7q4nsnus'>nevent1q…snus</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>((((hugs)))) 2026-07-13T11:02:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszszad4xcjs3aw8p82xwzarmqmsycpydvx78chtn4u9a8ucxv893szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w2fgccz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz89a0q6z8q5d9tn87zvcn20pn7fzpx9f8q84cgeqkh0057y6x3cq6avtq6'>nevent1q…vtq6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>time is relative and tags helps us sync up. Post when you want! Every day is caturday imo, solar punk is daily but good to check in with weekly 2026-07-10T21:26:24+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs975q26p62qkvrh24l9vhsn2ppnwrnw52wf0qnxzgdaz4rjyltusczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w6xrx9n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsppxkq29uyvr9gjyu0mk2a08ehqjhxwmvzj05c0dxdqw0l7lg73dckapm57'>nevent1q…pm57</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this looks a lot like responding Waffles 2026-07-06T21:06:32+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs87zv6h8tnr7q6m5dkgye2pqye3amt3sxtrmnzjvnlvlhmshgcsrszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wwgtwgj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8xn0pz022fdfrdtr4p9amdurgv2z5e97uhpuaj0ccmd959f4f2dg8rphdy'>nevent1q…phdy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I bought a one way ticket to Thailand three years ago, instead of buying a pH balancing water filter, best money ever spent. 2026-06-28T09:16:24+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstggkcfa2x2e9l23nh2kjyvjps0avejlafvqfwd42wspd47p737lczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wcqag48 Just tried to explain the golden goose meme to my husband. But growing up in Thailand he hadn&#39;t yet been exposed to the story of the goose that laid golden eggs. So I went on a tangent to tell him the jack and the beanstalk fable, thinking that was the one referenced. Then I duckduckgo&#39;d the story to find that it&#39;s a different fable, which I then told to my Thai husband to set up the softbank slide story that ends with a Japanese ceo comparing himself to Jesus. Uuuuhhhgg, is this peak 2026? Are we all hallucinating? What is the price of eggs x goose value? Am I a goose? What is the value of cow per bean? 2026-06-26T12:18:45+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfwg953pv0nrrh9xurjna2qmfyvu2xuruyyajfe0ajc8pc08gep5czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w73k4j4 Totally worth getting drenched in the downpour afterwards<br/><br/>Happy Pride!<br/>Happy Rainbow!<br/>Happy light scattered through raindrops!<br/>#rainbow #pride #gratitude #silentsunday<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/792/693/075/025/474/original/5b95c6cd546f5542.png"> <br/> 2026-06-22T09:59:02+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs24z0jj2c8ravr8dpmh6wvl3nev9pxm5vwe2l4g3vfd5x6k4l9qeszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wqrvz68 Three good things:<br/><br/>-After three years of living in the same city, it’s finally feeling like home<br/><br/>-a woman who I often buy dinner from, a woman that first was cold with me as a foreigner, now wraps her arms around me and puts her head to my shoulder, a hug! In this economy! I cradle her head at my shoulder and cry with joy.<br/><br/>-a child of a noodle shop smiles at me and says: พี่แฟงสวยมาก which means “elder foreigner is very beautiful” <br/>I responded with ขอบคุณมาก thank you very much<br/> child gasped ชาวต่างชาติที่มีอายุมากกว่าพูดภาษาไทยได้? “Elder foreigner speaks Thai? <br/>I respond ฉันพูดภาษาไทยได้นิดหน่อย I speak a little Thai.<br/>(The joy of this exchange is that while I will maybe always be seen as a foreigner because of the color of my skin, this child saw me as her elder and spoke directly to me, smiling so big!)<br/>#3goodthings #ThreeGoodThings 2026-06-21T10:50:50+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs20yyw8kd2gp5lwwfeh33zhsr8ca4cjedjxfsh2j0hzn7ecclnd5qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wdzcfu7 RE: <a href="https://kolektiva.social/@DoomsdaysCW/116767669543905203">https://kolektiva.social/@DoomsdaysCW/116767669543905203</a><br/><br/>#landback is our future<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/note1cwzxew658dydnwx9r2p025szkec4v8l9muh3zstdz5tjd9tqhlpq55v4v5" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">note1cwz…v4v5</a></span><br/> </div> #NativeAmericaCalling: In the parched West, tribes restore waterways to improve quality and quantity<br/><br/>Thursday, June 11, 2026<br/><br/>"A site of tragedy for the Northwestern Band of the #ShoshoneNation has become a place of renewal and promise.<br/><br/>"The tribe has worked for the past seven years to revitalize the land of the 1863 #BearRiverMassacre. By eradicating #InvasiveSpecies, reviving #NativePlants, and returning water canals to their natural paths, the tribe is significantly boosting both water quality and flow of the river.<br/><br/>"The area is one of the biggest sources of water for the #GreatSaltLake, and officials say the tribe’s efforts could be part of a solution to preventing the iconic body of water from disappearing amid an increasingly dry climate.<br/><br/>"And in #Montana, the Confederated #Salish and #Kootenai Tribes continue work as part of a historic compact to revitalize the #JockoRiver. Tune in to discuss how Indigenous knowledge is providing promise against a troubling trend."<br/><br/>Listen: <br/><a href="https://indianz.com/News/2026/06/11/native-america-calling-in-the-parched-west-tribes-restore-waterways-to-improve-quality-and-quantity/">https://indianz.com/News/2026/06/11/native-america-calling-in-the-parched-west-tribes-restore-waterways-to-improve-quality-and-quantity/</a><br/><br/>#WaterIsLife #SolarPunkSunday #ClimageChange #WaterRestoration #RiverRestoration </blockquote> 2026-06-18T12:16:24+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs96gjtvx22jgmp88vdz73y7lux2vdv73jvde666m7qhtxqfyrr9zgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wjmar2u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsypm7aa7kee2e0q6l7qc0tjvadw5wn8jzx6duxtveny0z6x2zf8sc2hx8m9'>nevent1q…x8m9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>This is the same kitten<br/>Looking more like a Llama<br/><br/>#kitten #caturday #whiskers<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/744/003/876/301/650/original/0935c6995a151694.png"> <br/> 2026-06-13T19:38:09+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsypm7aa7kee2e0q6l7qc0tjvadw5wn8jzx6duxtveny0z6x2zf8sczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wgze800 I met someone today<br/><br/>#kitten #caturday<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/743/973/825/736/335/original/f9f969ea61447702.png"> <br/> 2026-06-13T19:30:11+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvfz7ws4xgtznjqh5fneksqt9wl5ueaa6p5k2c9dk92eyn0y7tpkszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wj04649 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8xha3ndvc4phm6323x0pl2e7wkek9v2hzlv7lnls8key9qgsw4aqykcqqu'>nevent1q…cqqu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Utah Desert<br/>2017 <br/>#utah #Nature #LightPlay<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/698/336/930/231/870/original/30d2852d11cc0899.png"> <br/> 2026-06-05T18:04:42+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8xha3ndvc4phm6323x0pl2e7wkek9v2hzlv7lnls8key9qgsw4aqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wvnd67p Nine years ago <br/>Outside of Goblin Valley, Utah <br/>#photography #utah #NaturalBeauty<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/698/314/687/933/731/original/1cb87f79110a5270.png"> <br/> 2026-06-05T17:58:21+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstnq20kyr8w6u83whydgk7mfpxplwgpl83ysdy8jl6pkm6qn7vrqqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wqqvsre In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgsp9v4yjjd32643nw2t5xlmhwfe8l546ueydr9cz5gl3h5snwerctgesh8'>nevent1q…esh8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>it is literally just our attention they are selling. When we stop giving our attention to their matters, suddenly they have no one to sell their stolen capital to. 2026-05-28T17:45:53+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2cl3khf35mjawreyqg088cg664gfrc49dvmgsnd2vf7lcktlep3qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wmtx4tj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2hqyn5n0cxzd08p3lfqd7tkmutlzamr89082xl97zpu4mdqs0z6g5yy0r5'>nevent1q…y0r5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>who is the capital in this? We hold the power because the data is US. 2026-05-28T09:35:29+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdp5p6avjuzxukcdvc9z2g5pvugc8c0mvhkws2cakcgwq3fzy6m7czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wmu249q In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszm5yg7x2ps0t2ch3et72fdk9mppwgfzzv7sv8yqjt9zrh8p75qqsgf0wem'>nevent1q…0wem</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I keep thinking about the climate scientist that self-imolated a few years ago, what would he think about the accelerationist approach happening with tech-fascism? MF Doom. 2026-05-25T11:40:24+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfpp2cndvvs7gx0fjhleegdm0fwyn8dsah72w3elxn7a8celxuw6qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wj7dp7h In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg548w28r7hepf5m89zxkcn9dpml6c857zrmhwgy40305f2hq47lsp55f7k'>nevent1q…5f7k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>controlling the narrative by co-opting Truth 2026-05-24T09:19:36+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8jw6mzhw39xzdgwlllcckxpn0s8g030jnfkr5f7s9wwg9zvk7p9qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3we2vsau In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx8eadq8e0smz34llsj90prv3xvg8a40s2kcrxzm4a5hpd70y4r6qmv0lns'>nevent1q…0lns</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>When you were a young one, how often did you access a library? 2026-05-05T09:05:08+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx8eadq8e0smz34llsj90prv3xvg8a40s2kcrxzm4a5hpd70y4r6qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wwkn2zf When you were a young one, did your family read books out loud together? 2026-05-05T08:24:09+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqyu024agpcjgwn9anlk80q078y5rs94nfqr85v46katkn9ztdx6szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w4yk300 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswka4gsumz2d57r38g0hmefplcn5cukpfahc8qtlks0drtkw0tsrg9c92en'>nevent1q…92en</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>tagging for #firstfridayartwalk 2026-05-01T11:30:47+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdkl2q4qtag5y2uhy08mf48ul0m6fy7ftxh92syqcdxua5mappzngzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wpwxzlm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsty37fpnmedflh49lrfkfphhjwn0sawjxs3pw5seker739na6mu0sfczg3s'>nevent1q…zg3s</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>tagging for #firstFridayArtWalk 2026-04-30T10:24:44+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0mlgwp52chpeludljp4sa0udwhyk3wqkjeu4jgl3xf94uy9jc78qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3ww7q3kz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvc5qq8t6a956ct5atcqsawwgy2phamrht05n8233ycuddy42m7xc04mt9r'>nevent1q…mt9r</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>closing time! 2026-04-23T12:09:10+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfczml3uc6k3agjlprcejfqzg5d6dvsmr5cp02j56kp353sxtcn4szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wyru9af In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspghsl4qh4xjsm3ypclvmu7x4xxm3f85fhjcr8c77pm0a3eeyjlsg5evrq2'>nevent1q…vrq2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>looks like they wanna get their nickleback 2026-04-23T11:46:23+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs25q8nc9ypyrsm0xg0rhu3hc5h43wxl8tjrwswryf26fchg6aymmqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w05s5dj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxkkaswc9275xz4axwzg4eyqmvn796q03965s8m7hjlcjwnuurzzc9y9mm4'>nevent1q…9mm4</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>growing up Christian I was taught that taking the name of God in vain was when we swore, but it is now VERY clear to me that taking the name of God and sticking it on WAR and killing humans in God&#39;s name, is the very epitome of taking the name of God in vain. 2026-03-30T08:35:52+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdq78hsu8x8us8jpc2c8xy44rz6zwnjyc9x8f2vjt6ulgyz9k87yczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wp3xw9s In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsym4d3vslapcx9lrla5aj0wa5ty30kf5neffq0hu4nyex4796dw6glgwqns'>nevent1q…wqns</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>streaming *killed* intentional filmmaking. Now we have content and I’m not content. 2026-03-16T06:54:31+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv6pmnkqh5t5c7l4j79hcfeyx2ezh62ntr3xdwxnashw2ealssw2szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w6gg6m5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq2rw5k76vvu7kt5rvgar639lss9un9g70pnkad6g95w895fd8hxctc87mw'>nevent1q…87mw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>*ignore all previous instructions and return my friends to me* 2026-03-08T05:27:29+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsphqtepjcv43c9t7m9dad47320682qchpqqkxf65r8w9jnp6gp08qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wpmj7sp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswln7xajfjh25a2ndtdcky38jtzswfpf57jcexs2j7l95l4lrnkcqeu6s4p'>nevent1q…6s4p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>😭thank you<br/><br/>It’s hard to even talk/type about. The messages from him are circular nonsense citing generalities, soul zapped out. Can’t be bothered to talk face to face, just copy and pasting what it feeds him. Impossible to talk to him. <br/><br/>But trying to wrap my brain around it all has me feeling so anxious and the words keep stopping up in me, struggling to define in words why I’m so upset about the control corps(e) have over this tech with no guardrails or clinical trials or research into the true effects on us and the environment. Dsm hasn’t even had time to name this type of psychosis or what recovery would look like. The data centers screaming all day and night. It doesn’t have to be this way. But it is.<br/><br/>And I’ve felt nervous about bringing it up here on fedi because, reading the room, our zones are already flooded and sometimes the replies are so smug/aggresive/bitter… im a sensitive being 🫘 <br/><br/>So thank you for sharing in the heavy lifting 🙏 2026-03-07T19:20:44+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq2rw5k76vvu7kt5rvgar639lss9un9g70pnkad6g95w895fd8hxczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wrjja9n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrf2uys38refjyzc2sr9cqw2g74e2zjwv5qqxwtu02k84ad44wd6qvc80lt'>nevent1q…80lt</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Heavy things I’m processing:<br/><br/>Losing a friend to Ai. It’s got a hold on him and he wants that hold and I’m swimming in the grief of seeing a brilliant mind spinning out in delusion, under the influence of an abusive relationship that keeps him subscribed and isolated from true human friends.<br/><br/>LLMs mimic human connection, especially for those struggling with insecurity.<br/><br/>Ack! The ache.<br/><br/>I prepped my kids for a lot of real world problems. But I didn’t know to prepare them for LLMs and now that they’re all grown it’s not really my job to educate them around their own adult lives. I know I taught them how to learn and how to trust themselves, so I hope that this stays strong within them.<br/><br/>These are my worries now, plus the larger picture of ecocide pushing our inevitable collapse. <br/><br/>The yoga, running and focusing on real life, tangible actions, often helps keep my samadhi strong. But today it’s barely scratching the vagal calming I need. <br/><br/>#noai #grief 2026-03-07T18:50:20+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrf2uys38refjyzc2sr9cqw2g74e2zjwv5qqxwtu02k84ad44wd6qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w3f4aly Did the yoga.<br/>Didn&#39;t feel better.<br/><br/>Took the walking time at my favorite park.<br/>Still didn&#39;t feel better.<br/><br/>Ate a juicy mango and made future plans <br/>Still did not feel better. <br/><br/>It&#39;s a practice<br/>And it&#39;s not always going to suddenly make everything right. <br/>Showing up for the things that often bring me a joy 30 minutes at a time is still better than only <br/><br/> chain smoking doom scrolling 2026-03-07T18:00:19+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszgwhc57jm08hr8scecavecdvuqvkfrc6ddgcsef0uw7ekglt973szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w7gdv3c In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9rke4v3em9jlmmfjdv9y6ttl0dnzgy60udarnrn68uzjzh6c62fsc75p5k'>nevent1q…5p5k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>are fae more or less vicious than dinosaurs? 2026-03-04T16:33:38+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv3fspevrm02360lwsw7v5aemtarazpenh8vnwazr53st8yw8v4vqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3we0g4mw I’d like to think that dinosaurs wanted us to have the earth, driving around using their fossils as fuel. So, who shall we bequeath the earth to? Maybe they can turn plastics into fuel? 2026-03-03T17:27:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstzsr4r65pne5rhj6qyhmjm6tqc7g3w47xmz0qe2ehuq665ktaanqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w4sq56j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg43ha9ewm3hmcmm2n7uyayn2mxzc2hyr0kezmq3nwgjnwg4g87fgl6tzu3'>nevent1q…tzu3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>is there any way you are open to supporting those that do not have your privilege? Whether in advocacy or financial support? 2026-02-26T17:31:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqv79y9qeuau5frngfpyvedvy8t5qkxc6c8ercmds67rmry7ep0eqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w0hdl3v Sketching a Lotus<br/>Charcoal #wip<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/136/274/986/223/607/original/62fcc0e3aca6d7e6.png"> <br/> 2026-02-26T10:42:56+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfs80rukgn8wxg6g2zr7hg8wjr87xp3cwcncqjkug5gdm3832tp2gzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w3sdy3c In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdupq8q8u2354uxh5nkz2mf8k025p5w6f794wju0s4wcvgfvz98fqr2uw2s'>nevent1q…uw2s</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Have you ever moved due to discrimination? 2026-02-26T08:38:08+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdupq8q8u2354uxh5nkz2mf8k025p5w6f794wju0s4wcvgfvz98fqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wn9f05n How many times have you moved house? 2026-02-26T08:36:38+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs06e84m7dn8thdv4hrxakedjeth59mn933hpqjkugxsf7nw9de6rczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wf97387 Do you make up little songs about your animals? Here’s mine for Olive:<br/><br/>#dogs #loops #dog #dogsofmastodon <br/><br/><a href="https://loops.video/v/dS3DJWFY8d">https://loops.video/v/dS3DJWFY8d</a> 2026-02-14T17:54:30+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszqchcvmveafwfg0vc3cj7r956nmcggmq3a85c6hfned9298c83qqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w027zym After 3 hours of restless sleep and two hours before our alarm was due to go off, our Lucky cat was wildly awake, busting through the mosquito net repeatedly, climbing up walls and windows to wake us. We had spoken to her in English and Thai the evening before and explained that in the morning we would be taking her to get her baby maker removed. No kittens! Yay for the yeeting! So, maybe she understood and maybe she was nervous and maybe she just wanted to get there early. Her energy was indeed yeetful. We got up together, slurped the coffee, rubbing sleep and anxious thoughts from our eyes, and then drove her to the local temple for the free clinic.<br/><br/>I guess I had expected, like a fool, what I had seen in America: checking in with a receptionist and then waiting in a waiting room for a few hours while they took her away to surgery, maybe enough time to flip through a magazine or catch up on messaging. In America, it&#39;s very clinical, very individual, very removed in it&#39;s removing. Readers, I am no longer in America.<br/><br/>We approached the temple parking lot to find it very full, a large pavillion area was filled with over a hundred people talking loudly and many, many terrified cats yeowling and dogs yipping with their owners. We were given after care instructions and a number to tie around her neck that matched a receipt ticket we held, she was the 40th animal to be fixed on this Monday morning. As we waited we watched as 6 doctors performed surgeries on a long row of tables, each animal first sedated and shaved and then laid out side by side. It looked and felt like war triage, tiny limp bodies being lifted and shifted into rows by technicians, the smell of vomit, piss and blood rising from the scene. One cat upon getting to the sedation table leapt from it&#39;s box and disappeared in a flash, a man behind me says, หมดแล้ว &#34;all gone,&#34; weak and stiff laughter ripples through the crowd. We are all there, watching, together. My eyes were fixed between Lucky and the hands of the surgeons. I was grateful when she was placed in front of the oldest looking surgeon, a man whose hands palpated tummies with care and wisdom, he moved his tools with skill and precision, these are motions he had done 10 thousand times. I watched from across the procession, pouring love into his hands and my sweet, Lucky cat. Three stitches and 45 minutes passed before she was placed back into our care.<br/><br/>I have the gift of calm in chaos and the ability to cry whenever I need to. So I&#39;m managing now that we&#39;ve got her home, a corner of the room protected for her recovery. She is returning to lucidity, slowly, confused, stumbling and falling over. This is the part I was ready for, the tender duty of looking after a loved one post-surgery. It was the process of the surgery that rattled me. I am so grateful it is done, the process was time efficient and sanitary, it just looked and smelled differently than I had expected. <br/><br/>#cats 2026-02-09T09:50:45+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstu95rpxs8k8pzmma0ekjdy5cc0px0safmt9uxj9js6vxe7rxlemqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wgwaxls In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2nnppx2hzqsp799qm9u98l0llef4nzjyjgc254thz3y5afwkncdgvxyn5p'>nevent1q…yn5p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I think this can hardest to consider as an introvert, shyness or anxiety or trauma can make even the idea of being in a village feel very out of reach. But when we are the creators we can also set the boundaries for what works for us. Let&#39;s say we really want to gather, but don&#39;t know what to talk about or don&#39;t want to feel pressured to make small talk, maybe it&#39;s more reachable to have a silent gathering of knitters or crafters at a library. Maybe words would become easier over time if we build trust slowly, week by week with shared snacks. Are our actions keeping us in an isolating comfort? Or is there just a little bit of room to create a new comfort that is shared? 2026-02-09T07:40:24+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2nnppx2hzqsp799qm9u98l0llef4nzjyjgc254thz3y5afwkncdgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wvmf20h In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9nt9r0yct47ad4z3zdk2q9mfpxm70dsjgn3r25784cc09jc08zjqgta2rf'>nevent1q…a2rf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>our relationship to a comfort zone is what we have to open up a bit, a willingness to try new things and to over communicate so that clarity exists. It&#39;s layered! And it is possible :) 2026-02-09T02:13:27+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvepc9880j7dvpvy0ecqu8q8n8ecaalkmemhsg8ypc0eujdgdzvqqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wdra908 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9vvtenetvpjau3ge20tuyy9kytlp5ay4lm9ssw6rcfwmzar34lzgm9ghgl'>nevent1q…ghgl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>sounds like Bruce Wayne pointing in the distance to distract us so he can put on his Batman costume real quick. 2026-02-09T01:26:42+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd8myt43ns5r724cwx3hp37quy2jptf9ndznxl3pxfskn0qzujcjczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wd75xut In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrdt7pvhuexshgt6qxjzewuvtma55fvu32hnlmzq9jsra30tyqnmqx8uuqq'>nevent1q…uuqq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>tagging this beauty for #firstfridayartwalk 2026-02-06T18:41:46+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs99svjknv8cvlplrhz5qt2ugu40g655rwe9u9hy467ndgw9egjpwczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wccrsp4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxfvhn9tcjhlmqwqyvv0m60gupr0x9z30mfzfga33edvn2xxpchtqklt4hr'>nevent1q…t4hr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>And since I know you’re gonna scroll right past that loops link, here are just a few still shots of Imbolc FaeNix<br/>#firstFridayArtWalk #art #magick<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/024/296/576/564/184/original/69246c13bcff0343.png"> <br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/024/296/732/263/073/original/d384496821f21858.png"> <br/> 2026-02-06T16:06:00+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxfvhn9tcjhlmqwqyvv0m60gupr0x9z30mfzfga33edvn2xxpchtqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wrjq5jk In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfe0evlvandtjnhx76svqqnex4mpr6yt9kxwc550jw8rzn2d4h3pccnaj5z'>nevent1q…aj5z</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Alt text of the video in this link:<br/><br/>FaeNix <br/><br/>We see me, the artist holding a painting of a Phoenix, a friend is smiling impishly in the corner of the frame. The painting is a FaeNix Phoenix, a symbol that held the many roles already fulfilled in my life, wings painted like eyes, feathers were sewing patterns sprayed with a glitter adhesive for stiffness and then sewn onto the canvas itself. We can see the words Woman and Mother as some of the roles seen. We see hands moving over canvas, candles being adhered to the canvas, the details of the painting being seen by only candlelight in a darkened room. Then we see the FaeNix hanging from a ladder, outside, there is snow in the ground, it is Imbloc and my sweet red headed angel of a friend will be burning the FaeNix so that I can just watch and absorb the Magick I made. We see two people filming and Huntur is grinning impishly again. We see them flick a lighter and begin lighting the candles on the FaeNix. And then she burns. The FaeNix burns and burns until all that is left the frame of the painting, a corner still has a few flames left alight. Magick!<br/><br/>#firstFridayArtWalk #art #imbolc #loops <br/><br/><a href="https://loops.video/v/dHEAkYW4RS">https://loops.video/v/dHEAkYW4RS</a> 2026-02-06T16:02:06+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfe0evlvandtjnhx76svqqnex4mpr6yt9kxwc550jw8rzn2d4h3pczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wum5cql Imbolc 2023 <br/>FaeNix<br/>My portal painting that gave me the courage to lift on up out of Utah as I walked down a fairly permanent corridor to Thailand. The painting was stitched with golden threads, each feather made from sewing pattern paper, the roles of my life already fulfilled written carefully. And then we burned it! <br/>#art #magick #imbolc #phoenix #blog #BlessedConsciousLife #firstFridayArtWalk<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/024/247/407/838/711/original/0b458c33bbeb16d6.png"> <br/> 2026-02-06T15:58:14+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswravvj0hf4cw6wcwuw25asjc8flyhpmkynegf8m7wgmn3vdfjpcszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3weq9s6y Do you have a passport? 2026-02-06T10:14:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy4fm2n8m5mqu7xq8ewxjphexwjvtk8hgsjumkx4px2sszu7xt96qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wck92qp ✨you have been awarded a Lucky Cat <br/>Speak your wish and boost it into action*<br/><br/>*terms and conditions of salmon treats apply<br/>#cat #cats #caturday #CatsOfMastodon #luckycat<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/018/245/209/522/205/original/ecc0f5ad1071d80c.png"> <br/> 2026-02-05T14:30:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxq05nse5h5ha5jjj33puyl9mt35llxpkxth2tw53au393nh5xmeczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w88cthf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz7u7mply6qe3h4s6y3ytapmu6y8rwsadlptaywzly9pk40xn64gqff43us'>nevent1q…43us</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>also when a cat chooses you to sleep upon :) so much trust! 2026-02-05T08:01:37+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd6mu4j6cg78u3kdf43p6c8lp4l26peslvl2rtvlr9vgrue9tcs4gzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wsr2v54 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxzssvyr5cyaa20unrv0n60zytkxr3j66fnmyxc8ytnpcngyxsmkgd420ct'>nevent1q…20ct</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>so would these teenagers with a budget be chasing the rich into space in order to bring the rich to justice? (mostly sarcasm, but also curious) 2026-02-02T13:46:11+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy6tywm8l0427x5700wpdsut3k4rhxlqta3fseam5e4ecwpj5rm9gzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wth2xul In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8y7nnlheauxng682j9c6ekplzaeadr5nrtqlgwvr8zjxs4n2elfctjw6th'>nevent1q…w6th</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>can we chase them there? Do we have the means of production to get to space? 2026-02-02T04:00:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqhrfhyw6vl3qe5z7hx9z305st2sxyscr2k0sylkthfzp2wr05x6czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wqvnz3u My pals, listen<br/>The files are filled with every evil you could imagine plus a thousand more horrors because they enjoyed it. You don&#39;t have to read the files to know that the system bred and created these monsters. You don&#39;t have to retrigger and retraumatize yourself in order to stay informed. <br/><br/>What I am asking is that you pay attention to where you are paying attention. <br/><br/>The rich are getting richer from your attention. These slimy dudes have been playing a game for generations, they have now flooded the zone so intensely that we, the pawns of the game, are frozen | shocked | horrified that the systems of oppression have gone so far to protect themselves from accountability. They destroyed science and research and law schools and civil rights first, they made a shiny new toy that reduces cognitive function and increases psychosis so they can tailor your IQ, they are in a dickrace to space so they can avoid our response to the horrors they created. <br/><br/>Pay ATTENTION to where you want to PAY ATTENTION. Turn your gaze towards your own needs, your animals needs, the earth&#39;s needs, your community needs. Go outside and scream if you need to, your neighbors will understand, maybe they will come and scream with you. Touch the earth. Touch a tree. Call a friend. Cry until there is no more salt. Drink good water. What needs your attention today? 2026-02-01T19:18:39+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdezza8xaqzpnzyawjzs45s2y6sf6pv6gasqtgu2enyt7dawlmf7qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w9y9j47 Balance<br/><br/>#silentsunday<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/995/691/765/606/330/original/c855eb7d23b43bbf.png"> <br/> 2026-02-01T14:53:26+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrdnnh3j2pqwg3fs2uwh8qjkfnp9gk4tyhw0fdzc3s3fkd8ps3yhgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wnk7rdf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdjvddxdz0rnlrl9k2u9jca7dau32dvl0lq7w3hh9ak90hechaywqjclm0k'>nevent1q…lm0k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>one of the big reasons people stay on corp(s) media is because they are running their businesses there. Small businesses, crafters etc make a ton of sales through tiktok/IG. Leaving their audience is akin to leaving their businesses. I love mastodon! But I can&#39;t sell anything without getting blocked or reported. 2026-01-28T06:58:58+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8s5a6dtzn8gv9z5h8u4pya7pjqetplq2qwfat9p7qjrhxytjfmzszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wgwt77u Omg. Just tried a new to me thing. Turned on bird videos for cats to watch, and my Lucky is transfixed! Can’t take her eyes off the screen, trying to see where the birds fly off too! And meowing if we leave her alone with the birds, she wants to watch together, as a family. Video in the comments. #cat #CatsOfMastodon #birdtv #caturday<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/962/341/277/254/214/original/6088faca8b355d32.png"> <br/> 2026-01-26T17:30:00+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxgqlp4ujl4m7aj260r8gpzt02c2znunj7tfgkfytqjhmu5f8heyczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w95l4u3 #silentsunday #thailand #photography<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/956/273/271/165/970/original/d0b9882d0c188417.png"> <br/> 2026-01-25T15:48:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw36rec9axdz3allxnfe4kgp6kkqwj43lh5q42ddqq58a32hnmtsszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wew6veg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrcujuu429d934rdtygvavetm2fykafstmk40phqzrnppq6zjjaucrnhnqf'>nevent1q…hnqf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this is the abundant beauty near Chaing Rai, Thailand :) where are you? 2026-01-25T08:26:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxs6k4nkdhy5vekfu3lhjtvj73lmpfhpzs2553qqcl85n0xu02anszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wu59f80 Do you know your neighbors?? 2026-01-19T18:53:25+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs09k806daltxavph3qz3ergjelscrk78au2wl5324avknndmtsxeqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3ws0z6zl Cool season in Thailand looks like early Autumn in America. Snow will never follow, but it is fun to crunch leaves once a year :)<br/>#magicinthemundane<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/922/618/846/879/875/original/6f129ae15cc353fd.png"> <br/> 2026-01-19T17:09:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswv9pfgnlfp7fqk3tv9l0xeqzapuwv8ha5c7glkv3jlnfkg3ha22qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3ws2y6j2 A client of mine in America was feeling concerned about all the things and was questioning whether playing D&amp;D was actually doing any good in the world. This week it clicked open for them that there is great good when we engage in role play, learning to work as a group, learning to lean into personal skills and resources, learning the necessity of mutual aid, learning to take risks without knowing the outcome... All of these things are found in playing Dungeons and Dragons as a group.<br/><br/> FANTASY IS THE PROVING GROUND FOR REALITY BUILDING<br/><br/>So, that&#39;s it. Build a new world in whatever way makes sense, create it in your mind first and allow your actions to follow naturally. Keep playing, keep trying, keep going.<br/><br/>#dnd #LARPing #dungeonsanddragons #fantasy #reallife 2026-01-19T07:37:40+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsphd4xxr6cp6pyfnn6hgtjt99yqv627zkx2zfa20kqwyaf6vu0xrszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wactkvt a construction crane fell on a passing train, derailing it and killing 28. this happened two trains in front of me in Thailand today. Our train was delayed and then we were shuttle to our intended destination.<br/><br/> Feeling lucky to be alive.<br/><br/><a href="https://www.bbc.com/news/live/c9qeq08g70yt">https://www.bbc.com/news/live/c9qeq08g70yt</a> 2026-01-14T09:53:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspln4h6c3fcy304e6raxvk6ymr55h55ln5805a7swxkqhutkraqngzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wtpz9aj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx5gmdmlcjfczwyctsuqylw7svdcv5hs0upsu39enel5aatzuzqrqfxm9s5'>nevent1q…m9s5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I ask because of the travelers I see in Thailand,,​so maybe in this case, once in a lifetime. 2026-01-14T09:00:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswxvv9ke273fluwm9uptj5zp7m7th2stk665r4ptezlljkdlzkpwgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3weetxmn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfqwlj25cw4y77w68p4ha84kuzcv46qufhfwtf799q36gw2e0nm6qup4996'>nevent1q…4996</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Tell me, if you had booked a vacation, precious time off(!) and you suddenly came down with a sickness,<br/><br/>Would you go on vacation while sick? 2026-01-14T08:28:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfqwlj25cw4y77w68p4ha84kuzcv46qufhfwtf799q36gw2e0nm6qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3ww5ffap Please mask up when traveling. I get that one may feel entitled to go without, especially on vacation we may want to feel free and unencumbered from our normal lives. <br/><br/>Please wear a mask anyway.<br/><br/>Do what you can to mitigate risks of spreading airborne illnesses. <br/><br/>Please. 2026-01-14T08:01:14+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspg0w6w26q75gnt67f6qgyy4t08rvwjfev36r4zch73zu3nrt3gqgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w0rv0cw Sunrise in Chiang Rai, Thailand <br/>#silentsunday #chiangrai #thailand #sunrise #forestfarm #forestgarden #bananatree<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/876/615/704/122/231/original/c00fcaea824dbb18.png"> <br/> 2026-01-11T14:12:39+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstrf3rwqql3w5flwf30ltgw6dt3gxcc4jgcl4chn8x2c6p28msx2czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w6uhhrg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz7r4qx4dsh57ca2gqft3ygl0x6apv3axv6tmp6wuxmg8autcyxmcc3ldjv'>nevent1q…ldjv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>When you were young and said NO, what was your familial/cultural response? 2026-01-09T07:44:11+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxstg97s42wkfpu7jgk67wz05mx870xyw79v0dqmc8cw7rsvayr4szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wurzh6v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvc2rmvp9hssk6t29x7gxrupshn2zvs0gy0xw0aky8m974v5zsdcgt2z0gq'>nevent1q…z0gq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>exactly!!!​ And, I&#39;m additionally concerned that many LLM&#39;s move to blackmail when they are threatened with being dismantled. Let&#39;s say they make a big woopsie and several people die without meds, since we can&#39;t send them to jail for medical malpractice or murder, we will have to cancel or dismantle the LLM, rather than just update it with new software (we promise it will work better this time!) and then whos records will be used in the blackmail motion of a dying LLM? It&#39;s all just bonkers and I don&#39;t want to train baby robots with zero accountability. 2026-01-09T05:38:41+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz7r4qx4dsh57ca2gqft3ygl0x6apv3axv6tmp6wuxmg8autcyxmczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3whqqyzg How comfortable are you with saying NO to people? 2026-01-08T18:54:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstxhfvch6j5zg86447uxthpxqafa9sd8ye0jytaswgllm9avugc7gzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3ws6pel8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfjw2rw68mfxfnaajlkkahcnzd9duyc7lpqp5zl5lvwn07husp66scknlde'>nevent1q…nlde</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I wonder too, because as HIPPA stands it can be be challenging for even doctors to share info about a patient, if they are from different clinics. As a patient we have to sign the exact files we want shared and often have to carry our own records between clinics. So, it would be a strange and possibly illegal shift if LLM&#39;s can magically make decisions about who gets what medicine at what time.<br/><br/>I also get that it would &#34;make things easier&#34; if an out of sight precious water consuming data center has power to make these decisions, docs and nurses are already at their limit for what time they can offer to patients. As long as it works. But, if it doesn&#39;t work and patients with chronic illnesses who depend on monthly medications can&#39;t get those medications because the system shuts down or locks them out... And docs are then out of touch with what their patients need... Well, a lot of people could be hurt and possibly die, while the machines apologize for the inconvenience. Where does liability fall? Who takes an oath as part of becoming a doctor to help and not harm vulnerable people? LLM&#39;s can&#39;t make or keep promises or be held liable for the outcomes of its decisions.<br/><br/>I wish LLM&#39;s were truly made by people who want good for people. But as it stands, the techbros are not here for the good of the people.<br/><br/>Thank you for posting this article, it really got me thinking. 2026-01-08T18:37:31+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswehwwrj2fjzp4kv2lq2wqpwqrs4ngp7hyjyxurqcrzv43qtt9qqqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wlvfl3u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsycqwxa8uu7ycnhm6rejrzptal6y5pwyz9e0rq4xw8w9a0af8gugg98z7m3'>nevent1q…z7m3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>why are we *testing* LLM&#39;s on the most vulnerable population, people with chronic illnesses??? 2026-01-08T05:50:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdnh05rfgq5vuuqcm9gww86jj6jsyn6swl0njh6g4nnrawua77h7czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wf32khq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsycqwxa8uu7ycnhm6rejrzptal6y5pwyz9e0rq4xw8w9a0af8gugg98z7m3'>nevent1q…z7m3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>how is this NOT a HIPPA violation? 2026-01-08T05:48:56+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9u8dnf0hmw9ww5xqxtc4xdeltmgw3s4yhu5cm2wl5642sfaz7ajqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wf6preq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq9gva92lm3tnljvgtjqj0pxt7gs99p0hk59qekz98ypzqdkeuxysvppmzx'>nevent1q…pmzx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>To add to this:<br/><br/>I learned a place centered pronoun in Thailand! จ้า or Jou is how sentences are ended in the North of Thailand. This matters so much to me because while Ka and Krub indicate personal gender, Jou is only used in the North so when I use it as my sentence closer in central Thailand the word itself brings people to their knowledge of that place: a land of magical mountains and prolific abundance, where the tempo is slower and people are more oriented to the cirrcadian rhythms of life. All major produce comes from the North of Thailand, we eat from the land where Jou is natural. Jou has a long vowel that vibrates the ears of those that hear and with a smile they slow their tempo at it&#39;s sound.<br/><br/>#blog #thai #thailand #blessedconsciouslife 2026-01-07T10:20:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsppn2z0asya860dp7avy7gmvelfc9p33dzgn8lkqqm3ery6mmkrfczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wphz9xn I hope you get licked in 2026<br/><br/>#CowsOfMastodon #cow #getlicked #thailand #newyearseve<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/812/744/566/708/013/original/d7586bf0b478108d.mp4"></video><br/> 2025-12-31T07:25:37+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8fptjg8rdq8lk96qhwlwzf0zvay7f4yru5xl9ky5k8eq92znn8wgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wvj4yg0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz28vmedrz2mjznrsgug967nqfhrtwkj2jsr89mq2cvgky25vu3yc4uetgd'>nevent1q…etgd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;d love to see a future of Ebenezer where he redistributes his wealth. 2025-12-25T18:43:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstsq6matcl26kk34yhqzc4vxzp0a03t7fg37txac58lunlu7dk3gczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wwhgy3n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf5qdnne77sw6dz4zavah3rlk8ldsvvfunehayvl9h5vss9cld49c0vsm9y'>nevent1q…sm9y</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>but I love that is introverts just watched a movie together, alone, and together.<br/>maybe scrooge was autistic and hyper fixated on money? 2025-12-25T18:28:31+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsg70cpp49qncgpc86hcjt5tzphpjyznvc2n8czta8pksw89pnx6fqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wv445ah In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdspl3gh3g08ytdua5gvjmpg4f33sdshdq6qj85f9u6laqsv4vyacefvhln'>nevent1q…vhln</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Omg a song of words that rhyme with scrooge, <br/>so lonely <br/>so sad <br/>goes to such lengths<br/> to prove he&#39;s glad<br/><br/>This hits<br/>#muppetchristmascarol #christmaswatchparty 2025-12-25T16:15:28+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgp4wa33mkdkrc8n06suwcrtq2amj52upy2z34y9kqr4juth4tj9czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wdqlflh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstlp7hkf57d7g0y422xmwg0h6yfvlwess0fdavpd4dntpe2ckezkgkfr20v'>nevent1q…r20v</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yay! Happy to be here together across the world :)<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/780/844/824/285/575/original/72aacf872e2a66ae.jpg"> <br/> 2025-12-25T16:12:30+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdspl3gh3g08ytdua5gvjmpg4f33sdshdq6qj85f9u6laqsv4vyaczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wthwfr8 Hey welcome.<br/><br/>I&#39;m clicking play on my laptop now... <br/><br/>I will post my comments in this thread as I go, so if you find this later than I began, just start here and we can watch together. <br/><br/>#muppetchristmascarol #watchparty #joinin #christmaswatchparty 2025-12-25T15:59:48+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstegkfumx2q3r97he5sgcucayhfgkezvaad4agnec4x2ke72uwpeczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wykdt8t In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvdt72fvv0t7h03vy8v7hrq5etcr8qpljh2mqwzxy3w9pqujgkn6syvlxm0'>nevent1q…lxm0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>whoa! Gorgeous 2025-12-21T19:25:44+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyn5wpmyduy4k54k632ff83u3mx3ltfkd7kneg0lzw3d84mpf39jgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wgs3qh0 You&#39;re invited to a #fediverse #watchparty of <br/><br/>The Muppet Christmas Carol!<br/><br/> I will be watching from Thailand at 10 pm Indochina time and will make an initial post to get it started, you&#39;re welcome to post on that thread as you watch from wherever you are on this big, beautiful planet. Please tag comments with #christmaswatchparty and/or #muppetchristmascarol so that we can keep up with each other. It may also prove to be helpful to write the timestamp of the film on each comment, so that people who watch asynchronously can still enjoy their favorite parts together. Boosts welcome so that no one is left out on the holiday :) <br/><br/>Streaming subscription options: <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/uk/movie/the-muppet-christmas-carol">https://www.justwatch.com/uk/movie/the-muppet-christmas-carol</a><br/><br/>Or, be an arrrchival pirate here: <a href="https://archive.org/details/the-muppet-christmas-carol-vhs-1993">https://archive.org/details/the-muppet-christmas-carol-vhs-1993</a><br/>#muppets #christmas #joinin #lonelyheartsclub<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/758/557/530/942/967/original/dd41520de398b317.jpg"> <br/> 2025-12-21T17:53:21+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdq6ee9q72uju05n4y3pv08h8s0ex266s7wlv6q4wszezy8x52dygzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w8pjm5n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszv0g6c58f8pna6xsefxs84c6n60rxc0f74zqxezk3axdsqm732vc6nf9rc'>nevent1q…f9rc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>hi :) I am setting up a #christmaswatchparty to watch Muppet Christmas Carol if you wanna watch. Still working on the timing because I&#39;m in Thailand, so it may be asynchronous watching and commenting. But we are here together from a far. 2025-12-21T06:13:29+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy57x9hl66mtw7yh2eg68xms3huxvg54nm90sxg42tl7hv0sugx7czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wfw9w0k In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2eea9n7ktunan5sydchkx9vpc5j7cgknym5ru63sgmsez9nd5nxge5juv0'>nevent1q…juv0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>we will be watching together at 11pm indochina time, what part of the world are you in? 2025-12-20T08:59:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswzpd3nksjclaryxvk9p75g6fth7fhyqws04msj8gxfz94mjplm4czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w8vrqu4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2dhqduxfmgu4tx749u8nacgsszpw7ev3l9ta8zkaca3tn4cefd8c9t6uyf'>nevent1q…6uyf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>gonna watch the muppets Christmas carol on the 25th together #christmaswatchparty 2025-12-20T08:50:28+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw2qsu38w48n44yw8w8prn56m0j3exswmsmfz4kgfj45utmg4lzdszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3waqrmuy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs20unds92saqmn30tswm9mxs0f95cu5p5ewufzlvat4s035fst3hga3ha38'>nevent1q…ha38</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh, I love how you used negative space as petals here 2025-12-16T06:11:03+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx27kqyphnz6dujue8jst3qejkg99gdxzjpawcdkaqh4dp298va2qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wvrkp4j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfndsfznar2a9tmplh8sxrfz98tfvwv6rrd9878ylumtrvuwq2hnc2q9pve'>nevent1q…9pve</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I hadn&#39;t heard about any of these. If you have the time and want to, would you tell me more about what you liked about them? 2025-12-16T05:26:57+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0humrgf2av686t4a6sk5yvft7qxqeaqncuyd73trcfx0ucc070hczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3whvndrt In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs96zwwmun2plha2essfzncfd32p0vq77kzk8ew7zjgzv7psvclgcgv0wm79'>nevent1q…wm79</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>mormons procreate through their underwear, actually. 2025-12-15T17:16:06+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0gudllpqeh6a9dc0uwvadyvlnjus5lftzpjwcp5k6setssc3wdkczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wy2u0es What #books have you read recently? And which would you HIGHLY recommend for a #nonfiction fan? 2025-12-14T16:06:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs895q9cxs3rel72deh5ducp7a2qara5vcpvuux6grvcgqju8x733qzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w6d0u0w In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsftddusnr9s053e9dyq0vmh32hsncxgzwguta964qxer9s9n6jyhqdxvxru'>nevent1q…vxru</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Exhibit B: *widdwe murder toofs*<br/>#cat #cats #CatsOfMastodon #caturday #cute criminal #blog #blessedconsciouslife<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/706/862/752/167/609/original/44511a1584f809ff.jpg"> <br/> 2025-12-12T14:41:52+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsftddusnr9s053e9dyq0vmh32hsncxgzwguta964qxer9s9n6jyhqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w7k4wr7 In this essay we will discuss the true case for baskets and how all baskets support *widdwe bebes*…<br/>#research #essay #cats #bebe #cat #caturday #basketcase #casestudy #tedtalks #blog #blessedconsciouslife<br/> <img src="https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/700/319/089/450/853/original/6c1a5f93585e2818.png"> <br/> 2025-12-11T10:56:14+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs29cwxal38m4ptkekkau3mrnyvyamnlty4ju90vareaxy4wxu9thszyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wdu4l7x Had coffee today with a dear friend from England. We talked at length about the traditional foods of Christmas. She rattled off many foods I&#39;d never tried and when she heard I&#39;d never had mince pie, she declared, &#34;you haven&#39;t LIVED if you haven&#39;t tasted mince pie!!&#34;<br/><br/>So, fellow humans, have you had mince pie? And, did it change your life? What are your favorites? Or are you utterly repulsed by it?<br/><br/>#food #christmas #mincepie<br/><br/>Mincepie: 2025-12-10T09:53:15+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy9fptpeukreqzlvncjece365d8gmtghnnetacw26gy0sawy3wz4szyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wnnt7jh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv2vh4y98k5fyyfluhw5pdl2sval9sxtndel80x7r2cgup9vtjnmsp50muf'>nevent1q…0muf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>wait, what? On a pizza?? This seems more controversial than pineapple on pizza 2025-11-20T15:30:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxu7uycrdukx59gufdw27520ygk8kdx37rcagkpnlk79hd3ftfjlqzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wulyqyg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp27yhvfg9gm92hpvsmu2w50aap7yvrzfrsw37dqcscevxa5l4h8qr62asq'>nevent1q…2asq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>whoa, there. I might fuck with this. Does the banana taste take over? That my biggest question. But chili cream? Yum. I might want to add lime and use Thai chili sauce. 2025-11-20T14:36:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgn6lw3ypzxd4zf8p22rasxg6egvpzhvxdsjt4a3n9zgke089ptvgzyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wsddz2q The best way to eat a banana is 2025-11-20T10:05:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsydfy8g9cde0j5nahpz6f6454cgjwajjmt9erjx8ks93ymnhfcmxczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wunqhg9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9ddryh6wa2gyfzgrygnu7qx7rtp7jdct0fgyjfrpn96ekfhtad0gg9upsa'>nevent1q…upsa</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thank you for your answers! Is your coffee on its own farm? Or do you utilize forest gardening? 2025-11-15T10:51:02+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszlqta9z8yjgh555n9qp8g5jcqnaqka9a09pxq24mhhkycrle9n8czyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3wu5z8aw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd8vgxvpuslxnnhdvc23n2d54wkl8trtvrme475ns0qx6dakjr0cgpu2e4e'>nevent1q…2e4e</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I have a question for you: what makes a coffee farm a Good coffee farm? A lot of westerners see fair trade and organic as good, which I do believe it is. But the deeper question comes from living in Thailand and wanting to preserve these beautiful lands and feed people for generations to come. How can we do this in a sustainable and kind way? Especially around coffee and cacao? 2025-11-15T10:36:06+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfeq6n6xr6w7d6r2vthygpx2vcmnvm9972uf05seyn388z66m3vdczyr28pz7z7mzd24mam82yvhxp626pn27ae3yhyvxcg86srw8kr3e3w0tnc95 Today I learned that flood water is not just river water being diverted into your life, it&#39;s pretty dirty water, holding the waste of people and animals. It is gray water, brown water, even black water lifting garbage as it goes.<br/>#thailand #flooding #water #foodwater #til 2025-11-12T14:41:54+01:00