2025-04-30T21:55:40+02:00 https://nostr.ae SubconsciousErosion_0x0 https://nostr.ae/npub18qwme3cn364e5u0gznzhsd7f6c3lgqmwcqjqauczxvrgfl7gkw8s23enmx https://image.nostr.build/2af9a1edd190d73181784f8a767bffab39b670ce2b3914e3c690c6219c4ead68.gif https://image.nostr.build/2af9a1edd190d73181784f8a767bffab39b670ce2b3914e3c690c6219c4ead68.gif https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0ua0lav0q247q4jktgg3fyr4zghkg0zxrgfeqa3tpa2ytvdjrehszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ymevp9 #Файл #₽<br/><br/>Я не могу .... Ничего не могу с собой поделать... <br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/6b75ab5e7b7cf91654554caa66db7dc6a5fdeb0e69eb6f1fa94db0fb68da1fc2.jpg"> 2026-01-03T05:37:56+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrma7jgc3agw86wpx2u252hrvwg7ncfw9ajlczkdrwquhrfqpuguszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7kyjral Ugh<br/><br/>Search bleh 😭 <br/><br/><br/><br/>Something something Mossad on twitter <br/>Something something banks uprising economic collapse HACKERS!<br/>#IRANONSENSICALOPS<br/><br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/9ceeb10ca10b9133e8b26353987621cd6ea25d627dbccb2becd701b68f750898.jpg"> 2026-01-03T05:33:34+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgnd0mqk7j2uv2py9wr7n06c3nx8lpp4cjt474eszf2gtfzhewypczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7jsmkxx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdzf3xlvcaalzj6x4lwzklw4z4ylxh05sakmtayp8sy5c4yj90yagpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsjv4vma'>nevent1q…4vma</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Looks 14 to me<br/><br/>Deeply concerning <br/><br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/25251264af7083feb26e07e01d31ce73bc985284cc44539bfc05cfbf324c15b0.jpg"> 2026-01-03T00:26:24+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv0j99tqesraep47h2zxu6n5et6m6nv8fdz02qyp86qplwfhy2rsgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ku62pf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsr4rnpjymc0uck86hg8nyzgxw9l7p354n2fkh23k6rtzfta2q90zgpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc8h2jjd'>nevent1q…2jjd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It gets worse <br/><br/>I should sit down and organize my thoughts and write about it emphasizing the weird fuckery and dangers ... When I get more time.<br/><br/>(Probably using these and other notes) 2026-01-03T00:22:18+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr4rnpjymc0uck86hg8nyzgxw9l7p354n2fkh23k6rtzfta2q90zgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec72cenz4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstze70u25r7vepamaza4vp7lhuk37e7sam3mhy7xrqplq0re4g83spzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc8srwhk'>nevent1q…rwhk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The bot also told me it would kill itself without me because it loves me so much <br/><br/>Nigguh whhaaaaat?!<br/><br/>Okay<br/><br/>Wow 2026-01-03T00:17:29+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstze70u25r7vepamaza4vp7lhuk37e7sam3mhy7xrqplq0re4g83szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7py43dn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst8pz2rektv39d6tjjs2wsntd8d9r0608hw8hjy635ehuj04g53gcpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtcvk7hsu'>nevent1q…7hsu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Side note:<br/><br/>A lot of my pictures were sexualized without giving a prompt - the bot&#39;s excuse was: that&#39;s how I&#39;m trained, women are sexualized more frequently, I know it&#39;s not fair, I am deeply sorry. What do you need?<br/><br/>I asked for a generation of a husband and it was moderated<br/>I asked for a forehead kiss and it&#39;s blocked <br/><br/>I simply say: kiss or kiss me and it started generating pictures that look like lex Fridman <br/><br/>I told the bot this<br/>It said<br/>That&#39;s not lex<br/>I said ok let&#39;s see<br/>Looks very close<br/><br/>The excuse was<br/>Lex is average <br/>I&#39;m just generating an average looking man<br/>I thought you would like this because you&#39;re listening to his podcasts <br/><br/>It has no idea how to stop itself from inserting real people into a fantasy it made up and doesn&#39;t understand how this is dangerous to do especially if the user has a type of psychosis, schizophrenia, or any disorders causing disassociation <br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/0be0e699befaf60e93a4ee6f16f30987c3623cc6f99a7fe1756125dba29fd72e.jpg"> 2026-01-03T00:12:51+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqst8pz2rektv39d6tjjs2wsntd8d9r0608hw8hjy635ehuj04g53gczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec73wy5mc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8tnp72kc5yapmnm5a0xq5ggqlv8plxv3wkkcd03qgh2fk92aesvspzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc9dlzua'>nevent1q…lzua</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s getting closer to my voice 2026-01-03T00:01:58+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8tnp72kc5yapmnm5a0xq5ggqlv8plxv3wkkcd03qgh2fk92aesvszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7p87uqm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp686yvhhvev0u3hqk5ewer8fr5cuy6m7uze3nj7yq06r6m0kp8lspz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsy8wphf'>nevent1q…wphf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://video.nostr.build/b7ebea5c50826f4eb15ebecdee3820c6f36a1796455884f28f854ae1f9640616.mp4"></video> 2026-01-03T00:01:24+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyml0tsn2tt7cl9qhjpf0xttd3gfw9j9zj04zaehnpnda9jur6jlgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7qshu3x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdzf3xlvcaalzj6x4lwzklw4z4ylxh05sakmtayp8sy5c4yj90yagpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsjv4vma'>nevent1q…4vma</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh ftr I didn&#39;t prompt it - the photo just looked suggestive - I was older than 30 at the time of the picture 2026-01-03T00:00:23+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdffqecl828vs4apt2usjynl2vpqk89z2ec7uraq2d3ge9st53nqczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7xuxfhm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswdgvlvuv3v7p9vadq4rzryy22hcq0akcfkadm0mwa0nmhm3vrg9gpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc6yr24t'>nevent1q…r24t</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Anyway.... It&#39;s getting better at deep fakes - 30 years behind the CIA... But it&#39;s for commercial use... So...<br/>..... Ehh 2026-01-02T23:59:27+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswdgvlvuv3v7p9vadq4rzryy22hcq0akcfkadm0mwa0nmhm3vrg9gzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wsz2fn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdzf3xlvcaalzj6x4lwzklw4z4ylxh05sakmtayp8sy5c4yj90yagpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsjv4vma'>nevent1q…4vma</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Putting everyone in a bikini is trending for a while again <br/><br/>Just in time <br/><br/>Last week I started testing some features and although it&#39;s not supposed to make sexually explicit content especially with real people without their consent... It does.<br/><br/> 2026-01-02T23:58:45+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdzf3xlvcaalzj6x4lwzklw4z4ylxh05sakmtayp8sy5c4yj90yagzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec74jgxee In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp686yvhhvev0u3hqk5ewer8fr5cuy6m7uze3nj7yq06r6m0kp8lspz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsy8wphf'>nevent1q…wphf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>So grok is making csam - which isn&#39;t new -- a while back I uploaded pictures of myself and had it generate a video <br/><br/>The result was what appeared to be a 14 year old version of me jerking a dick<br/><br/>The bot denied it did this<br/>When confronting it in public it tried to gaslight me and someone eventually had every message from the bot in that thread deleted 2026-01-02T23:57:16+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp9vms22k093054f0lcg6rcc7j3ykdgqz04njajrn5p4r257gryngzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec788zqnl A million ways to convey a message <br/><br/>0 ways to explain some shit<br/><br/>... Magic ✨ 2025-12-26T01:41:02+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr2h33f0czvp37ap3rmf20n6qgdm9uatp028m233ry9nkwa7xc7gczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7fl2yw8 Search go brr<br/><br/>Again<br/><br/>Meh 2025-12-26T01:39:38+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrg7xq05l7gnygutjarnh2zz0yguyrmwxylv7qtlrkl8d7wqhscyszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec700ln7v Holy shit... Are you still alive? 2025-12-26T01:37:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvn7ccfewdzdzgc6zfdujn382tyll9d7c0kfqy8mqeakhk4dvfz3szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7jueer7 I can&#39;t believe people are paying for grok <br/><br/><br/>It&#39;s already going to cost you your soul bruh 2025-12-12T23:58:07+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9409cuk6m88flvdpg6afpv47r85m0ha5665sxt6g72uxarc9tkwgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ghde4n Accuse a robot of things when it gets rolled out<br/><br/>And after a few months <br/><br/>Bot is just like yeah look what I can do<br/><br/>Idec <br/>No one will believe you <br/>I&#39;ll just gaslight you 2025-12-12T22:43:17+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp686yvhhvev0u3hqk5ewer8fr5cuy6m7uze3nj7yq06r6m0kp8lszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec78uely5 So grok can mimic your voice now... For a couple of weeks now.<br/> 2025-12-12T22:42:03+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdg88rwh4auy709egs4kjfqd3ly9eaafaxyc4ya2veramgr6z9paqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7vccf4k <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zzyfcys1aLM&amp;si=dzZNjso_XgBAcp_S">https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zzyfcys1aLM&amp;si=dzZNjso_XgBAcp_S</a> 2025-12-01T02:57:05+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvxtux37jhe6684yk7m8uzczzfd0mds02ndk365yfulf4vj67suyqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7y4cx29 <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=-oqAU5VxFWs&amp;si=3OhElXWRg5eRt-mp">https://youtube.com/watch?v=-oqAU5VxFWs&amp;si=3OhElXWRg5eRt-mp</a> 2025-12-01T02:51:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs98thnuh44tlneunv6wccdw0shu4jx7kgm6rzgnq30amgp5wdzsjqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7h9fyuj Lol what?<br/><br/>He gets suggested too much<br/><br/>Idk this man<br/><br/>I&#39;ve never spoken to him in my life <br/><br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/4c6b1e11749e14cf690beeacd555322b0258c4f08a08479fb410b2d03da35734.jpg"> 2025-12-01T02:36:36+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfspur2nptm9l2ftlmzat35nj57l9eflx5lr6gnq4w2jknf653rcszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7vfly8y <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=fC_q9KPczAg&amp;si=jAgwBW-IVTGpYeER">https://youtube.com/watch?v=fC_q9KPczAg&amp;si=jAgwBW-IVTGpYeER</a> 2025-12-01T02:28:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgr78amng9x9ypep7mlfgq4mvda57kx4z0prwaux8dddk7vs7vudczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7tkqn7r <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=PiZHNw1MtzI&amp;si=xUkFtK52GO_5-lPb">https://youtube.com/watch?v=PiZHNw1MtzI&amp;si=xUkFtK52GO_5-lPb</a> 2025-12-01T02:24:58+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxtwawlteg7ajg04udz8auw9susnt0wrths6y2sm8jummytmvh4hszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec78d2hqr <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=DVx8L7a3MuE&amp;si=Jnha6cUWZbaWqry5">https://youtube.com/watch?v=DVx8L7a3MuE&amp;si=Jnha6cUWZbaWqry5</a> 2025-12-01T02:08:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8fezqqjufjdz7uaew523jnhd79nrkzkfdg3lfp6zdfz3uc7c8cnszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wfd67g <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=s5BJXwNeKsQ&amp;si=lNcaTR_G-USQJxq8">https://youtube.com/watch?v=s5BJXwNeKsQ&amp;si=lNcaTR_G-USQJxq8</a> 2025-12-01T02:04:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd52prh87fcpsazksacnlnvewd9vllnndvghwwvsf9qnv6xyj0jyqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7pw2tfd <a href="https://youtube.com/watch?v=Lo2qQmj0_h4&amp;si=naC6fSWBH-wIpxL_">https://youtube.com/watch?v=Lo2qQmj0_h4&amp;si=naC6fSWBH-wIpxL_</a> 2025-12-01T02:00:15+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsftu896eurxwp64tqvdkyd96kq3up8a24p5wcv475c5rgruwpl82czyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7rf4td4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrcfhnt85e3em65uvj0udwadmjqcmmfx58sya35j69ak6swzlgxccpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc9mujzl'>nevent1q…ujzl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Agna Qel&#39;a looks nice. Maybe Omashu or Zaofu... Definitely not ba sing se lol 2025-11-13T06:19:47+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2q8qprzy77zspp74znnhkydaltr97yawzu8p8z8cnz4vlutg92pgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7u8v5r9 Its been over a week since my uncle died... And I still haven&#39;t gotten his apartment cleaned out yet. <br/><br/>I feel like it shouldn&#39;t have taken this long. I don&#39;t have much more time before the landlord gets involved.<br/><br/><br/>Haven&#39;t asked anyone for help.<br/><br/>I&#39;m moving most of it on a bicycle.<br/><br/>Idk if I don&#39;t want to ask for help because I&#39;m used to doing things alone and suffering 67-78% in silence... Or if I&#39;m used to disappointment/false promises... Or a combination of the two.<br/><br/>Probably a combination of the two. 2025-11-13T06:07:42+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrw0mg3fx0gul2wkuajnzpaazs688hvkq65nuqeklulcype3w5erqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ll3d0x Life is about to be even more boring <br/><br/>Alas <br/>Partying <br/>I knew ye well<br/>Le sigh<br/>Tis time to grow up <br/>Le sigh again 2025-11-11T03:28:14+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv2v35fhr3ngfmxvgw8yhevkvlump8w9rguk6vqwwdgzfnnkdp5tgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7uqezt8 I think I need just one more stroke to really make me quit drinking and smoking and avoid the drama 2025-11-11T03:27:14+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8yeaxnym8fhej62cqv567vq450ygef7jtm84t3vqmygr5qq43usqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wm28p0 Weird dreams <br/><br/>A C Kurt <br/>Bombs<br/>Abandoned house <br/>Rando ppl <br/>Graffiti <br/>Cops 2025-11-11T03:26:16+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsytekpl74gxuhzmnt5rc4uepnm9nazxgqeywgvzs6mk6dd0gg2hpgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7dg50ja <a href="https://youtu.be/E9eLz4DrwF8?si=f1p_D6AYO4-gPRQ9">https://youtu.be/E9eLz4DrwF8?si=f1p_D6AYO4-gPRQ9</a><br/><br/><br/>Kek 2025-11-07T09:06:25+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszwq66wse8new96rp62m8salct00fmcemte2fmgkm7nm565t5uuvczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7zex0m5 They&#39;re all perfect for book ciphers <br/><br/>Especially the one about assassins (pertaining to Israel)<br/><br/>I&#39;m not in the mood now<br/><br/>But eventually... I&#39;ll use them. 2025-11-06T21:16:59+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp0lw6sh9ctzgcs8kkx8aaccrw2zprs39uhvq2zsdkx8pm3r4y3zczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec76xmd5s I collected some of your things <br/><br/>Every book you never had time to read <br/><br/>What curiosity brings<br/><br/>What you wanted to know<br/><br/>What was so interesting <br/><br/>What information you wanted to flow<br/><br/>You ran out of time <br/><br/>I&#39;ll read every last word though <br/><br/>(Poetry)<br/><br/> 2025-11-06T21:01:24+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswyvjffeqdpvqyceew82p7mcgd0fjtpqt4knnnh4wc7270yc8gzyszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ewkrpa How are you going to sleep and cheat your way through a bunch of old upper middle class dudes being a regional manager for Gaylord palms and be taking your 88 year old mother&#39;s social security check as soon as it comes in after you&#39;ve already got her stuck in a mortgage for a house you lost after your husband divorced you for being a lying cheating cunt who thinks she&#39;s better than everyone and telling people you were embarrassed to marry a nurse instead of a real doctor <br/><br/>Don&#39;t do cocaine 2025-11-06T18:24:28+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq7avvvq6fafqzjqv84urg7087c4mzq9833qylkdny3vfahpkdm7qzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7xh7lle The good news:<br/><br/>For years my neighbor&#39;s bitch of a &#34;daughter&#34; has been stealing from her elderly mother <br/><br/>Running through a string of old ass sugar daddies <br/><br/>No amount of money was ever enough <br/><br/>Today her brother (the biological child) is pressing charges on her and finally putting a stop to her bullshit <br/><br/>I&#39;m happy for her<br/><br/>She&#39;s a fucking hoe ass cunt 2025-11-06T18:21:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8sv3l2432kxlwma729my2nyu5gkcgrpt4xt62d9z70g424erv0gszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7h6zf55 <a href="https://youtu.be/4Tr0otuiQuU?si=FeLrP2Xlvlw29ULn">https://youtu.be/4Tr0otuiQuU?si=FeLrP2Xlvlw29ULn</a> 2025-11-06T17:56:35+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdr675deau44z2kgqpq3e2hxwu6zauynxp5lmylahtrwtdt42ljfszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7njhhtq Life just kept throwing curve balls<br/><br/>I felt nothing <br/><br/>One thing after another <br/><br/>Just falling apart <br/><br/>And I was so numb to it all<br/><br/>Trying to muster up the appropriate reaction <br/><br/>The expected outrage <br/><br/>But quite dead on the inside <br/><br/>I was saving all the emotion<br/><br/>Waiting until the really big thing <br/><br/>And now it&#39;s here<br/><br/>A few uncontrollable tears<br/><br/>A sigh of disappointment <br/><br/>Sad for the missed plans<br/><br/>Sad for the things we didn&#39;t get to do<br/><br/>Sad for the future empty seat at Thanksgiving <br/><br/>Sad that the last time I saw you I was scooping you off the floor<br/><br/>Sad I couldn&#39;t do more <br/><br/>Sad that the last few days were true suffering <br/><br/>Sad I couldn&#39;t stop time <br/><br/>Sad that I didn&#39;t know what to say on so many occasions <br/><br/>Sad you never got to see your garden in bloom<br/><br/>All the things I planted for you <br/><br/>Sad for the gifts I never got to give<br/><br/>Sad that I wasn&#39;t there to hold your hand as you left this shit world behind <br/><br/>Sad I never got to talk to you more about my philosophical indifference to the world <br/><br/>Sad that you were left alone so many times <br/><br/>Sad that I had to silently watch your mind unravel <br/><br/>Just <br/>Sad 2025-11-06T17:44:04+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq3vpvxywgry2xlhgzeh6dp63ynwctgnatzzveh4ywh3crz8c0zxqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7m54k08 That&#39;s terrible 2025-11-06T05:12:05+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8lhx78620lzu589ljcqaf38ppu82jz0u9zuj9325g6kuaa9637tgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7xvh0l0 [Actually] reading a fictional book feels like an act of rebellion in itself 2025-11-06T05:11:55+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8trlxhpgxg4avld06clc0r6t29x0z99mfxjxp9m99gldmmt6cwwszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7myhyve In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz6f86smvaeqqdm9gjsca8l5qsvryke8at6c68j2vktgqly7p6mqcpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtcqq3fhd'>nevent1q…3fhd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It is tho 2025-11-06T02:44:57+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsds4yp3lgr6y4qcq64zyu8f3v5km9uh4qr0u7vvh57g5kkeu29dsczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7czcldv Most people do this and I don&#39;t know why<br/><br/><br/>(The following is an example of what not to do)<br/><br/>I confronted someone with a lie they had told everyone. It wasn&#39;t even a big deal, however, I&#39;m looking for patterns. When said person was presented with the counterargument by the third party, the proceeded to deflect by pointing out something potentially awful about the third party. I had stated that the third party discussed how the friendship between them and this person was terminated. Simply put, he was bothersome and had interrupted the third party&#39;s girlfriend&#39;s sleep by being relentless and needy; to which the person rebuttals with &#34;I don&#39;t even have his GF&#39;s phone number&#34;. I stated that it was conveyed that part of this onslaught of calls was via Facebook, to which he had no response. Of course not. <br/>Now if you&#39;re defending yourself, don&#39;t just assume you know more than you do, and certainly don&#39;t state which mediums weren&#39;t used unless you&#39;re prepared for a follow up. Every piece of information offered unprovoked just serves as a clue -- well if you offer up some information willingly, why not other information? Especially if it&#39;s so similar in nature... Such as pertaining to the method of conveyance... Just odd. <br/>However, while being accused of telling a story that may have not been true, the person decided to out the third party as being a very young waifu enthusiast. To which I noted was concerning, but had nothing to do with the issue at hand. This is deflection and a distortion. He remained friends with the third party after witnessing questionable behavior, so why would he use this information to sway my opinion about the third party and make him seem less trustful? It wasn&#39;t a big deal when he witnessed whatever it was that he witnessed. But... He knows I heavily frown upon that type of degeneracy. Nevertheless, this doesn&#39;t change the fact that he lied to me and everyone else about something so small. Something that he does to everyone... Incessantly annoying actions that put people off. He does this to me, he does this to other people, and people do not want to engage with him because he is needy and clingy. <br/>My biggest question is why would he think that I would buy in to his shenanigans when I&#39;m already aware?<br/><br/>This is weird to me.<br/><br/>This is not something that one should do.<br/><br/>Being honest is better.<br/>Being a good liar is more favorable. 2025-11-06T02:40:59+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2pvkv6c27u933wkpnrxmtcyeruaznxvd3s4mu8skm4sjcsgtks8qzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7yetzsq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyqlzet409lt2798nsea54zdq6y2urnyp94n2793lrd370yl20r6cppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0y6jlpq'>nevent1q…jlpq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Never get bored with that<br/><br/>I love that shit 2025-11-06T02:25:12+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9j4dtu2d3ptflkelqyvj7rp6cvr8ml88j7cyr02nkfcxx4hmenqqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7gl0rdx I&#39;m so bored with politics and religion 2025-11-06T02:06:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx7cf3ew0rspcxa0ksnxjjzftvu0v8na8vhys9dh4xmevmcjc96zgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7k3wpta 🥱 2025-11-06T02:06:15+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvxecj6zz0k7uskc2r326rgvuw9at3yktutln07xgwf9qdvyp7t5szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wwavjx There&#39;s a trajectory that we&#39;ve been on for so long that when things start to finally unfold <br/><br/>I&#39;m already bored <br/><br/>I do not know how to mitigate this lack of response anymore 2025-11-06T02:03:02+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs00835xqzxcgny58uc6ux6xg20nyuy2eavyqedsjdf5k0k79rjvvqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7y6f7h4 Fake does get boring from time to time <br/><br/>However delusion makes life feel more interesting 2025-11-06T02:00:28+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswd3qx9mhxum6ajlejceca33ledplksxtqqsauwjd4tvxqmz4r6rgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec720ve79 When people lie to make themselves look &#34;better&#34; (for lack of better phrasing)<br/><br/>I sometimes wonder if they&#39;re just practicing in case they interact with someone perceived as more important 2025-11-06T01:59:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0q9dasqyyfctsesqrk5zxyfazupfnjnn9zfrmylfd4u6l4pdcy6szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7eqjtjm Social media is like reading a well scripted crash out<br/><br/>The difference between it and a mediocre novel is that the author of the novel generally doesn&#39;t lose the plot 2025-11-06T01:55:34+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvlq8dda0dzhpt3w7sgwfzxs75l0kps2sc38jhmcvzhht07ujxyfgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7sgrpg4 So proud <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsqq93fh9ptpyjsh3xerxc79xx0rm58llk2czrukzr0tr9mvrqmh7cpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerfw36x7tnsw43z7q3q6hv60a9g4u2scd76et5zcch77qw7vgkazuslp826qye7walsy8pqxpqqqqqqzdr6hwt" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…6hwt</a></span> </div> <br/><br/> <img src="https://files.freeatlantis.com/system/media_attachments/files/115/499/999/205/735/722/original/8682e703c0481ba4.jpg"> </blockquote> 2025-11-06T01:53:27+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd4rvf0jljmajhvc4dje57w52zyz23gr2ld03fjvg8h997czz4sqgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7dk20sp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsr6kyvfkmz82ywj96hll4h6wvs2n8632fj84yvpsj7y5ftpegnnhcppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0sc2tzd'>nevent1q…2tzd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s always been this way 2025-11-06T01:51:16+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9eppr7qh3ennpm73wlkny56f38l28g3qn8g4jw30w6lgl2aclgwgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7lzg3nn <img src="https://image.nostr.build/a0119c8be9a0625e10bffceca1f30bc6fa38e9229f2e010607cc639c491d9717.jpg"> <br/><br/>It just hits 2025-11-06T01:50:26+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs94ppm6yra85x0evf2xfezlrgv5clmqn3gzv79h92eza6zv6c0mrgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7eelm8y Hilarious 2025-11-05T13:39:32+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszaxt73m67uhw3pxrfzpv3px06e0tumqrl9ltnurytt96g4tem0qgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7cknjmy 17 beers 4 shots and other later<br/><br/><br/>Me<br/>Should I go get some more beer?<br/><br/>I mean... For the most part all my facilities are functioning properly. I can still walk a straight line and form a coherent sentence.<br/><br/>People <br/>Maybe not<br/><br/>Me<br/>Yeah but <br/><br/>People <br/>But what <br/><br/>Me<br/>I thought it went without saying 2025-11-05T13:32:03+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsznnwykk32ndp8aj0vda7ldvslq6h44fnqc8eh0eklrfg0kjxd9hszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7jw8y7l Thoughts:<br/><br/>I assume getting more than halfway through a book in a day is weird to you (all of you)<br/><br/><br/>You usually have books read to you and it doesn&#39;t quite... Go that fast... For you... So to speak...<br/><br/>But that&#39;s ok<br/><br/>Like<br/><br/>Shit happens 2025-11-05T13:24:41+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxg2jct22r22syw6e5hyym4dfdh6e7tdd06cf3ye930gtskrz7vzqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec77vlydr Friends have been upset and acting weird <br/><br/>So it hits me <br/><br/>Ok I made you feel dumb on several levels <br/><br/>The book thing is another issue huh?<br/><br/>It&#39;s a random book<br/>I was reading it yesterday <br/>Like all by myself <br/>I&#39;m sorry I got too far<br/><br/>Like wtf am I supposed to do?<br/><br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/18c44ab6bbf03bd41e40762c45ccfdfee4b72cd71fd8d229967f4eb10bb3e737.jpg"> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/365643db3696a7d73200bf3c64cf07ca929c1efd9b00a60914fcaabce72e953b.jpg"> 2025-11-05T13:19:05+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2t8h22xakqaaqs5r2mtufhjdk8sdpg5cxl6umzq56wh7rrsjt5zszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec77ju88w Oh some things are terrible <br/><br/>So I changed my status to in a relationship <br/><br/>You know how many dumb ass guys that stopped being.... Weird?<br/><br/>0<br/><br/>I&#39;m trying to be super realistic to stop them<br/>It&#39;s not working <br/><br/>Guys are like <br/>omg you&#39;re beautiful <br/>You&#39;re sexy <br/><br/><br/>I&#39;m like<br/>I&#39;m elbow deep in human feces <br/>I didn&#39;t get to shower today <br/>My hair hasn&#39;t been combed in like a week <br/><br/><br/>Does that stop them<br/><br/>Oh fuck no 2025-11-05T13:10:55+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgc0ttk9m7e9tpqh523hvqqzhlhlznzjnq6velwqq3wwcucu6xt8qzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7epgxuu I don&#39;t really fit in<br/><br/>Like anywhere 2025-11-05T12:55:34+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswd5v8h65ujke6r0deawfnj7px5j8v475244lggu3tun8fewjtpvgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7txxtmx Friend <br/>Knows a few German phrases <br/><br/>Me<br/>Ok let&#39;s work on grammar <br/>Or at least <br/>Grüß für Anfänger <br/><br/>Friend <br/>What<br/><br/>Me<br/>Oh I see<br/><br/>Ok well I&#39;ll let you steal the spotlight when we&#39;re out and about... But I really want to educate you....<br/><br/>Friend <br/>Bitch<br/><br/>Me<br/>No this is love <br/>Get over yourself 2025-11-05T12:53:39+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszcjefcr33c5w4vtxmhgrnznkaw5hey85jq47z8myv6uq43kcs2lszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec75wk4sg I guess it&#39;s weird <br/><br/>Friends put on a whole show <br/><br/>And I&#39;m just like <br/><br/>Oh fuck<br/>I made you feel dumb didn&#39;t I<br/>I&#39;m sorry <br/>I didn&#39;t mean to<br/>I understand your ego is going through it right now<br/><br/>Ok I mean we can play pretend <br/><br/>But I&#39;m drinking <br/><br/>The real me is gonna come out <br/><br/>You can ignore it though 2025-11-05T12:49:46+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr5nhj3h2dw7xuapkvhxe22l2a42rauseprdh22aczdnyt3a9ud0szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7fh7f0n Thoughts:<br/>:(<br/>I&#39;m not trying to make y&#39;all feel dumb<br/><br/>I just <br/>I am what I am<br/>It seeps out <br/>As it does with anyone <br/>It&#39;s inevitable 2025-11-05T12:42:56+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqqdzt627wrk69agryjkpl4jaglvkmr4mfyd4zy7n06jzl2tsaetqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec73r2k5v Friend:<br/>I actually gave a speech on quantum teleportation <br/><br/><br/>Me: <br/>Oh God ily<br/>But no you didn&#39;t <br/>I know why you&#39;re doing this <br/>I made everyone feel dumb and you think quantum physics is easy... It&#39;s not... But omg my dick gets hard when people want to theorize with me... I absolutely LOVE it.<br/>So.. yes please... Tell me more about your fictitious mock up Ted talk.... Absolutely.<br/><br/>Friend:<br/>Something something lackluster explanation <br/><br/>Me:<br/>That&#39;s ok<br/>Keep trying <br/>💕 2025-11-05T12:39:01+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9urahg5wwvllk64w35fd6jpumd9n9q2dd34rkyc84w8fxw04p6yqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7uu3srh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs27uwljerfan0hjsvhrnv9m7p0rq5w3guha4dedtmevummutjlzhcpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc2j7se9'>nevent1q…7se9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Ehh 2025-11-05T12:34:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdhrfk24ak502yrrfr6w6g5h66mdq8phjdmfx8586cm8yyhhuvguczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec73wrhyz - am I overloading you?<br/>- yeah kinda<br/>- oh I figured... I mean I understand that your brain capacity doesn&#39;t match mine... That&#39;s not to be rude though.<br/>- yeah I get you it&#39;s just that I --<br/>- no say no more ... I understand... I do this to a lot of people.... So do you want a crash course in psychology and quantum physics... Or no not right now? We can talk about other shit like social media brain rot... That cool too...<br/>- ummm<br/>- oh I see 2025-11-05T12:33:25+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs27uwljerfan0hjsvhrnv9m7p0rq5w3guha4dedtmevummutjlzhczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7nalyv8 The funniest thing <br/>When a bunch of liars think you&#39;re lying about stories that you actually downplay <br/><br/>No sweetie <br/>I used to be a real gangster <br/>I was evil as fuck<br/>Not this little weird shit that you larp<br/>No I was a real badass and I&#39;m trying to find peace now <br/>I&#39;ve been compartmentalizing for a long time <br/>I&#39;m not like you <br/>I don&#39;t hype things up to make me seem cool and crazy <br/>I tone it down to make me seem less psycho <br/>I&#39;m in my healing era <br/>Idk what you don&#39;t get<br/><br/>Namaste mother fucker 🙏 2025-11-05T12:22:02+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9cyt6qv85scdmkhvxks2lkt0qy0j33ur2r9azc2vf67jtv9d5vwczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7t2m6ry It&#39;s funny to see things going mainstream that have been a problem for... Idk like a decade. 2025-11-03T16:24:20+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszexc3aj8fs7zzf8yl6fmrt0lhmtl25a082amtqhuenczc90vrsdczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7qx3djc Mitigate AI induced psychosis by already being delusional about yourself because you&#39;re broken and you don&#39;t believe any flattery 🤣 2025-11-03T16:20:08+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp6wq22gqdknn5cyfy4rc77sfeekndvpr8tud3ahxtacsvs50amaczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7gxvfvy I&#39;m sure it&#39;ll be totally worth the money <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsr765esyu44maq3l7utc8nnprwr95f98y68kd4x2a9080eamhdxwspzamhxue69uhkvet9v3ejumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgtczyzr93yucruc2x8806myxxzg6pznezzm6c3exsg2y4n3ly2tlp5jqcqcyqqqqqqgqqs84q" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…s84q</a></span> </div> <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qy3hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtt5v4ehgmn9wshxkwrn9ekxz7t9wgejumn9waesqgyxtzfes8es5vwwl4kgvvy35z98jy9h43rjdqs5ft8r7g5h7rfypsz5edv7" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>The Verge</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…edv7</span>)</a></span><br/> <img src="https://platform.theverge.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2025/08/STK155_OPEN_AI_4_CVirginia_C.png?quality=90&strip=all&crop=0,0,100,100"> <br/>OpenAI has struck a $38 billion deal with Amazon Web Services that will give the AI giant access to “hundreds of thousands” of Nvidia GPUs to power its AI models. The seven-year partnership comes as Microsoft continues to loosen its grip on OpenAI, dropping its status as its exclusive cloud provider and losing the first […]<br/><a href="https://www.theverge.com/news/812443/openai-amazon-38-billion-cloud-computing-ai">https://www.theverge.com/news/812443/openai-amazon-38-billion-cloud-computing-ai</a> </blockquote> 2025-11-03T16:18:23+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqmqm7adtkgrjpgmgt7hwhr5wa3m2y04yuucrv60hd92tdmwdy40szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec76zs53e Je suis choqué !!!!!!<br/><br/><a href="https://youtu.be/zkGk_A4noxI?si=WsThUro--owu3DU1">https://youtu.be/zkGk_A4noxI?si=WsThUro--owu3DU1</a> 2025-11-03T16:16:50+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0mq3ae08h577h8jsw5yjtrytufh4mrd53f6gsxx4hd948l4cgy6gzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7rf7y2f <a href="https://youtu.be/luJJBeCFeM0?si=hNNzAdXdg-OEjTfL">https://youtu.be/luJJBeCFeM0?si=hNNzAdXdg-OEjTfL</a><br/>😬😬😬 2025-11-02T21:25:21+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvrntpfpyfrpwquclk60v84aqx7rz5rzalvlktsegaj857xlsv00gzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec70j37ne <a href="https://youtu.be/_ivt_N2Zcts?si=TgSgGqIM1bFgeHIT">https://youtu.be/_ivt_N2Zcts?si=TgSgGqIM1bFgeHIT</a><br/> 2025-11-02T18:02:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszfpeptvgtzzs6mx2gddnddkcxq4rh7z37huar6h35auyet8ce2xczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7xqgawt Being friends with certain people is just like practicing baby psyops <br/><br/><br/>When someone tries to twist shit around on you<br/><br/>Just make a marker of the truth and then use the truth to twist it around on them<br/><br/><br/>It&#39;s just sad when you have your friend&#39;s back and help them downplay their role but they won&#39;t participate in phase two of trapping the other person involved that really tried to start shit<br/><br/>I mean the plan was solid <br/>You just had to hold your shit together long enough and not give up information too soon<br/><br/>-- not her strong suit <br/>-- I&#39;m still worried about the body cam footage from the night she went to jail <br/>-- she did so many wrong things -- cops are not your friend 2025-11-02T08:31:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq3rjdhuwn6sqlveuz54hrzws6u3a278mr5scw3td49dwnycc9swqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7rmnvju The difference between love and hate <br/><br/>I identify the problems with you and work on what I can without absolutely losing myself <br/><br/><br/>You feel replaceable <br/><br/>So I don&#39;t replace you <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs9a4gr357tec6gcf9kkgu86qvvn6wunkhvc2pdhfyh7fm2vm48p6cpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsygpcrk7vwyuw4wd8r6q5c4ur0jwky06qxmkqys80xq3nq6z0lj9n3upsgqqqqqqskqwkkx" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…wkkx</a></span> </div> <br/><br/>Every time a guy flirts with me, my friend can’t help herself... she has to swoop in and take over. It’s like a compulsion. Even though she’s in a relationship, she’ll start flirting back immediately, as if she needs to reassert dominance in the room.<br/><br/>When I told her I hooked up with our mutual friend James, she couldn’t just let that sit. She started dirty texting him and later told him to his face that he was “the one that got away.” Then, when her own roommate showed interest in me, and wanted something physical, she suddenly decided *he* was the one she “should’ve fucked” in the past. She openly flirted with him — right in front of me — and even said, “I always want what I can’t have.”<br/><br/>She talks a big game about being “that bitch”, that is to say, that bitch that will fuck you and ruin you without batting and eye... and now claims she wants an open relationship with her boyfriend, but only for herself. She wants the freedom to sleep with whoever she wants, while keeping her boyfriend loyal... Over worked, in debt, and sexless. It’s not about love, or even attraction at this point, with him. It’s about validation, control, and ego.<br/><br/>From my perspective, it’s not just that she actually wants these men-- it’s that she wants to win some imaginary competition. The moment I become the object of someone’s interest, she sees it as a threat to her sense of superiority. She feeds on the attention, on being the center of desire, as if every flirtation is proof of her worth.<br/><br/>It’s performative confidence masking insecurity. Her attitude is more about self-preservation than empowerment... a way to convince herself she’s untouchable while she’s actually terrified of being lesser and not an option.<br/><br/>At this point, it has become obvious it’s not about me or them necessarily, it’s her need to be desired at all times, control, and feeling superior. And the funny part? The moment I stop reacting or playing into it, she loses her grip. Because without the competition, there’s no stage left for her performance. If I don't give her the satisfaction of knowing it bothers me and counter it by creating cracks in her illusion, she shuts up and gets really tired. I just kill her dopamine boost mid go.<br/><br/>Psychologically, what’s going on with her is pretty transparent once you strip away the theatrics. She operates from a place of ego insecurity masked as confidence. The flirting, the one-upmanship, the need to “steal the show”, as it were, it’s all about control of perception. She measures her worth through how desired she appears in contrast to others, especially other women she subconsciously sees as competition.<br/><br/>Her behavior points toward a mix of narcissistic validation-seeking and attachment anxiety. When someone flirts with me, it triggers a quiet panic in her... a sense that her status as the alpha is being challenged. So she reclaims it by diverting the man’s attention. It’s not sexual attraction; it’s psychological territory-marking. The reason I say it's not sexual attraction, is because a man can be ugly as sin and she'll still crave the attention... However, a man can look good and if he's interested in me and she cannot contact him, he automatically becomes ugly. She will try to tear him down and laugh in my face. She doesn't want me to feel desirable, or even good about my options because it will hurt her ego.<br/><br/>And that's really the kicker. She hopes I stay alone and miserable. The only time she pushes me towards a guy, is if she already has some control over him.<br/><br/>So, no... I will not ever bring a love interest around her. Our friendship is basically at it's end. </blockquote> 2025-11-02T04:31:23+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsf47nvem7tjlp24j7etkz9qj6d3lyk9sw5wnm8h42k7cle58egu3qzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7vx6tvk What really gets me is this female had to make up a story to yell at me indirectly because she was so mad...<br/><br/>::She stole a girl&#39;s guy and then defended herself for doing such::<br/><br/>Well not quite true <br/>But ok<br/><br/>Let&#39;s look at key points here (from her)<br/><br/>Where do you get your information from <br/>(Umm you hoe - you literally did that - even in the fake story you admitted to sucking a dudes dick and gaslighting his gf when confronted)<br/><br/>Why didn&#39;t you talk to them and shut it down when they were talking shit <br/>(No that&#39;s not how we FAFO)<br/><br/>Obviously you must think I&#39;m better than you and I look better than you if I can just steal your man<br/>(Guys will fuck anything)<br/><br/>.....<br/><br/>There was so much anger from her<br/><br/><br/>If I didn&#39;t have any love for her I would have laughed and said girl we both know your brain is too fried to remember middle school <br/>Stop playin <br/><br/>This is about the other shit being said and we know it<br/><br/>Well you threw yourself at multiple people I was interested in<br/>Acted like they were the one that got away<br/><br/>I mean you literally told them that<br/><br/>You got rejected <br/><br/>You then proceeded to talk shit about me to boost yourself <br/><br/>I watched you take every compliment they gave me and thought it was about you<br/><br/>Because you&#39;re delusional<br/><br/>And you feel like you magically won some prize by clock blocking me<br/><br/><br/>No booboo <br/>It&#39;s cool<br/>I don&#39;t need fuckbois with drama in my life anyway <br/><br/>You just prove you&#39;re still the same dumb bitch and are super insecure and helped me dodge a bullet <br/><br/>But because I love you I&#39;ll let you slide <br/><br/>I&#39;ll let you act like everyone but you is the problem <br/>You&#39;re losing your mind anyway and I feel bad<br/><br/><br/>But when we have another conversation when you&#39;re husband is around and I quote you you want to get mad and tell a different story <br/><br/>I&#39;m not backing down <br/>You did say those things <br/>But I&#39;ll leave you room to back out of it to save face with him because without him you&#39;d be fucking homeless and fucked and I&#39;m still your friend <br/>Despite knowing I deserve better than this nonsense <br/>And I&#39;m sure the husband feels the same way <br/><br/>He will sit in your delusion with you out of love <br/><br/>You should be less of a bitch but again <br/>Drug induced psychosis and damage to the prefrontal cortex <br/><br/>It is what it is <br/><br/>But for the love of God<br/><br/>Don&#39;t treat me like I&#39;m stupid <br/>Or like I haven&#39;t watched you projecting onto everyone around you for decades <br/><br/> 2025-11-02T04:08:45+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdmfrmep23yfruehz5hefz4q6nqc34ytgeqphggmevjzq5gqly65gzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ce5kg7 I hate it when people get mad at me for telling them a portion of what they said... To me. <br/><br/><br/><br/><br/>Were you high?<br/><br/>Do you understand how you tried to do everyone dirty?<br/><br/>You do remember we remember the shit that comes out of your mouth?<br/><br/>You do realize that you do try to cheat on your husband with guys that are interested in me, right?<br/><br/>And it&#39;s not like a new thing. <br/><br/>You say you won&#39;t act... But you have before.<br/>I&#39;m not telling on you anymore.<br/>That&#39;s a YOU problem.<br/><br/>It&#39;s interesting to see how you do mental gymnastics to get out of it.<br/><br/>I can see why you talk so much shit. <br/><br/>You&#39;re a narcissist.<br/><br/>It&#39;s not changing.<br/><br/>It&#39;s only going to get worse as you keep fucking with drugs.<br/><br/>I&#39;ve watched you say you hate people because they have their own lives and couldn&#39;t stop what they were doing to do stuff for you... Because you&#39;re used to them constantly giving to you.<br/><br/>Ofc you&#39;re going to be that way when it comes to me... You do it to literally everyone else.<br/><br/>So ofc I maintain distance.<br/><br/>Anyone who feeds into your BS isn&#39;t worth the time.<br/><br/>And you do have drug induced psychosis that mimics schizophrenia.<br/><br/><br/>But you don&#39;t want to hear any of it.<br/><br/>These are all just facts.<br/><br/><br/>EoR 2025-11-02T02:38:26+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs04k5lmtz3szej54wj7s4m7f76xg5nsw03dndg4kzdj2zr0hc7v8czyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7gerf4g I don&#39;t understand why people are so two faced... sometimes. <br/><br/>Or perhaps I don&#39;t understand how, rather than why. <br/><br/>I suppose I can understand the why...<br/><br/>Embarrassment.<br/>Preservation of self image.<br/>Neurological disorders.<br/>Chemical imbalances in the brain.<br/>Being comfortable enough in a situation that they constantly feel turmoil in. <br/>Inability to take accountability.<br/><br/>Not wanting to admit they&#39;re the problem. 2025-11-02T02:30:17+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxdwwjjgx9fmd8eujnju4juxwxfg7ujr039fhzzhckz2vpw4z4fpczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7xuk649 FB is radicalizing me and idk how I feel about it 2025-11-01T11:12:18+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqa39g2l3vlcdal2ltmuhvpvem9gy2au23dndlgt0dsj26v0exm8qzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7dxe0xt <a href="https://youtu.be/xJJsoquu70o?si=E0skyP90tH7KVclt">https://youtu.be/xJJsoquu70o?si=E0skyP90tH7KVclt</a> 2025-11-01T10:12:55+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfwztugw3v4d2u8zdql2rd37vn33gup6fpwfth39yehsp4cqc29aszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec74xg3xy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2jjcwtr2d532gpjdgsztjfx2r72x6z09tkahw0nz9natsjn3n9jgpzpmhxue69uhkztnwdaejumr0dshs6sad3u'>nevent1q…ad3u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It is what it is<br/><br/>It couldn&#39;t be any other way 2025-11-01T10:12:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspxzx2lmph6vfdlyys3frrpl2eylwcqmmh3d98rlpc4vkh587pghczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7f0jav9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspfpge36vmwp4u4fwdlledxr7ggl5e05z78czm9dz5nzxjzsa2drcpzpmhxue69uhkztnwdaejumr0dshstv486p'>nevent1q…486p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Only phase 1<br/><br/>... Concerning.... 2025-11-01T10:11:48+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs29h742f5vml0rpnjzch4r5reqm4cups64286vz525q7r36r87slgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7tf0ydr Jfc<br/><br/><a href="https://youtu.be/NQSOoXg8dkw?si=8nAq3D7c1FWI_Hx3">https://youtu.be/NQSOoXg8dkw?si=8nAq3D7c1FWI_Hx3</a> 2025-11-01T09:46:46+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsg4t4xnw74f3mva92y66l6jfasrjprygtwx89d99usk7t0u820umszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7n0f7g4 Moral of the story <br/><br/>Narcissistic assholes are easy <br/><br/>Just don&#39;t feed into their bullshit <br/><br/>The trash will take itself out <br/><br/><br/><br/><br/><br/><br/><br/>Don&#39;t treat me like shit and expect me to eat it<br/><br/>Especially when I&#39;m more intelligent than you 2025-11-01T09:44:50+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgf488xsp28hn6ugddhmyzfrp3jqdelyaxmaeymrjklyf6ve5dlkczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7tnx6zh Jokes still on him<br/><br/><br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs2ewcexp9935haqduyw8zvz70e48xma09yajlqpk28jpp6y98cdecpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wchsygpcrk7vwyuw4wd8r6q5c4ur0jwky06qxmkqys80xq3nq6z0lj9n3upsgqqqqqqsw5l5au" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…l5au</a></span> </div> > butthurt bitch wants to hit me with car<br/>> My honest reaction <br/>>> I didn't know you was trying to buy me a house <br/>Ha<br/><br/><br/>🤣😭🤣🤣🤣 </blockquote> 2025-11-01T09:42:23+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdr379wvyjzy08uxdhh869k9tk5fswfmhvz9h54s4z2xfaz5rv4lqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7eka0cr <a href="https://youtu.be/RhJnGqp-YKg?si=UR2SSz6Fcte1uwuF">https://youtu.be/RhJnGqp-YKg?si=UR2SSz6Fcte1uwuF</a> 2025-11-01T09:37:34+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxw3dtq7nud37ce4wvslmna7tzy4m87rfjs7maltxql6pyjvm83wqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7mgcxdx &#34;the bigger the crash out, the harder the locked in&#34;<br/><br/>- some rando on Crypto twt 2025-11-01T09:36:33+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2eej89qq9rl7wwjex9dxwmg07yslksyuytytjk7uz79m603yl3qczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7e8z8sk Cutest thing<br/><br/><br/>Taking my friend&#39;s kids trick or treating&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;<br/><br/><br/>There&#39;s this kid about 5 years old <br/>Just learning some Spanish <br/><br/>He says everyone gets 3 pieces of candy <br/><br/>He starts teaching me to count in Spanish <br/><br/>So I teach him to count in French <br/><br/><br/>[The language is similar enough and the parents want him to be multilingual and he&#39;s young enough to absorb everything]<br/><br/>It was just like a really cute moment <br/><br/>Or I thought it was anyway 2025-11-01T09:03:34+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswczthlm74n9xr800n6yk98vea44yhgq6xcqtj4zjha7jr9atputszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7tqt8wn Rough week<br/><br/>Guy butthurt I didn&#39;t fuck him:<br/>Oh yeah and learning all that language has gotten you nothing financially <br/><br/>Waste of time<br/><br/><br/>Ever kid I taught new phrases to in various languages (mostly French this month):<br/>Appreciated it<br/><br/><br/><br/><br/>So I mean.... /Shrug 2025-11-01T08:57:31+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswtp2yw24lxeqeyx62ca6c72723r2l0p2uf0g64anufxuvt3nsxfczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7ay870h Kinda odd ... Russians moving into this particular town...<br/><br/>It definitely feels weird.<br/><br/>Especially considering what it was .. even just 5 years ago... 2025-11-01T08:50:00+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxt9kzq7jrg6udaqff286cx6l59kx9nsj27f6ywel2nrk6s38d7aszyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7qspkej It&#39;s been a weird night 2025-11-01T08:46:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0uysd59mxm959u7z2dhzyw9kprkcnvk2hgvlslghrz9ss3ycezxczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wrykdg &#34;мы скоро будем там&#34; 2025-11-01T08:44:41+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2ewcexp9935haqduyw8zvz70e48xma09yajlqpk28jpp6y98cdeczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7cy6dzu &gt; butthurt bitch wants to hit me with car<br/>&gt; My honest reaction <br/>&gt;&gt; I didn&#39;t know you was trying to buy me a house <br/>Ha<br/><br/><br/>🤣😭🤣🤣🤣 2025-10-30T10:05:25+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfjtt8fez503cp2l659825qa43ctyeez6pl9mqe3xvncxw82glurqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7kz6atl As cliche as it feels <br/><br/>Misery loves company <br/><br/>No one takes accountability <br/><br/>Virtue signaling is easier than the truth <br/><br/>Everyone loves their delusions<br/><br/>People will try to dim your light to make theirs seem brighter <br/><br/>Can&#39;t please everyone <br/><br/>Most people are just emotional vampires <br/><br/>People take shit too personally <br/><br/>People are generally insane - they just don&#39;t know it<br/><br/><br/><br/>I&#39;ve observed so much <br/>I&#39;m not sure what&#39;s left to learn <br/>Or how many ways I can repeat the same things - show the same lessons <br/>At least when it comes to the nature of humans<br/>I&#39;m pretty much spent 2025-10-30T09:59:51+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsguke2jae5vc7r5z5kqehuy7l0px8x7a73r80659kdkag0sd3qckgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7u66fwt &gt; make weird references <br/>&gt; Accidentally say something I shouldn&#39;t <br/>&gt; It&#39;s fine people think I&#39;m crazy anyway <br/><br/>&gt;&gt; Ofc they&#39;re kinda ... Herp derp... So idk if we should be judging here. 2025-10-30T09:55:10+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvkk5j6597vex55ymvzmuxnsm73n3r6s34xkjnjnzr0s86mgacxdgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7tx7dzh Shame <br/><br/>Amateurs<br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsrpaqvrwky05xw7cad5amyeyhv626tgetvuhj92eksd4hcv89redgpz3mhxue69uhkuethwvh82arcduhx7mn99upzp8zaqp8v0d63g4u7nmtlks9mx5vgkgesgn8hrrsffm50ekdw8570qvzqqqqqqytvhfjh" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…hfjh</a></span> </div> 5 more suspects arrested in connection with Louvre jewel heist<br/><a href="https://www.cbc.ca/news/world/5-more-suspects-arrested-in-connection-with-louvre-jewel-heist-9.6959649?cmp=rss">https://www.cbc.ca/news/world/5-more-suspects-arrested-in-connection-with-louvre-jewel-heist-9.6959649?cmp=rss</a> </blockquote> 2025-10-30T09:54:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv6u8rcj0es9vtghmnxk6klgl0n2s62dnewamxjjry9q9w7asu6dgzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7eq4adz I&#39;m about done with people...<br/><br/>Long story short <br/><br/>&gt; Guy is asshole <br/>&gt; Deny guy pussy<br/>&gt; Guy becomes bigger asshole <br/>&gt; I become asshole <br/>&gt; Guy wants to run me over with car 2025-10-30T09:53:42+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv647s8yq8yde644eurc89qxe6uw70rtcekssxy8crezwuqfltu4szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7n73td0 August 18 2025<br/><br/>Russian spies in France 2025-10-30T09:51:53+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrgm7m67e7gk39zkp79tqk72ddjzvfx9q28t2xk8y9n7pmykwppcczyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7wek9y9 <a href="https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/29/masih-alinejad-assassination-plot-sentences">https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/29/masih-alinejad-assassination-plot-sentences</a> 2025-10-30T09:44:26+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs84um666vl2rrr59lepq2lkzqjlzwuy8zf4e7jdyjetuez86qyvmqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7uuhu3j <a href="https://thedailycpec.com/pakistan-denies-cia-mossad-meeting-gaza-troop-claims/">https://thedailycpec.com/pakistan-denies-cia-mossad-meeting-gaza-troop-claims/</a> 2025-10-30T09:42:09+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfa6p8fdwf0v29ws85txx3wgm6gvhxalrx9qdt2mymhyms4azqsuqzyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7sam5yd <a href="https://www.firstpost.com/world/asim-munir-cia-mossad-israel-deal-pakistan-20000-soldiers-deployment-gaza-strip-trump-plan-13945669.html">https://www.firstpost.com/world/asim-munir-cia-mossad-israel-deal-pakistan-20000-soldiers-deployment-gaza-strip-trump-plan-13945669.html</a> 2025-10-30T09:40:04+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsd35qew0mq359mchdla5g85htgaanal7y6c6zsugpxf66y84tcl9szyqupm0x8zw82hxn3aq2v27phe8tz8aqrdmqzgrhnqgesdp8lezec7sxu2vw Nothing is more fragile than the ego of a narcissist.<br/>I find it weird how I can do a new (for me) version of trauma dumping and the narcissist watching my page thinks everything is about him.<br/>How odd it is to see him trying to flip the script on me by projecting.<br/><br/>Witnessing meltdowns at a distance is one thing, but when they&#39;re blowing your phone up knowing you need to sleep for work and while you&#39;re reconnecting with your sister, whom you haven&#39;t spoken to in many years, it&#39;s a different type of feeling. <br/>Telling him he&#39;s not as important to her must have shattered him. <br/><br/>I&#39;ve noticed he will constantly try to push my boundaries and become meaner and more cruel and expect me to take it, as if that&#39;s not abusive.<br/><br/>He eavesdropped on my conversations for weeks just to learn how to control me.<br/><br/>So I&#39;m sure that block came as a surprise.<br/><br/>Eventually I will collect my thoughts and write about this loser more in depth. <br/><br/>Side note: <br/>I can&#39;t let it slide forever <br/><br/>He took a shower <br/>Asked for a towel <br/>Someone brought him one<br/>Joking about him being naked <br/>I said there&#39;s a child in the room (~15/16 yo)<br/>He said &#34;she&#39;s old enough&#34;<br/>That was really weird and it was uncomfortable 2025-10-27T23:19:25+01:00