2026-07-31T15:52:08+02:00 https://nostr.ae tesseraph https://nostr.ae/npub1h92sn352yy8xwue9lxy278vw5wk479tt60hju2qfjwv8tltk6myqapwtj8 https://fandomgarden.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/109/273/376/609/107/966/original/14ee9d0264dcb9a9.png https://fandomgarden.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/109/273/376/609/107/966/original/14ee9d0264dcb9a9.png https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2zwxm69ree5ah0lyc8ycpl8u6cceqhryc74gv5a8kg2mpaf6y3pszyzu42zwx3gssuemnyhuc3tca36366hc4d0f77t3gpxfesa0awmtvsycusac It still surprises me how much the emotions that wearing a pair of fox ears and tail evokes in me resemble gender euphoria.<br/><br/>If I hadn&#39;t experienced it myself, I wouldn&#39;t believe it, maybe even offended by the comparison - these two aspects seem so unrelated and on such different levels of importance.<br/><br/>But walking around my apartment with my tail tied on and feeling it bounce against my thighs or pushed against me while sitting on the couch or laying in bed *genuinely* brings that same kind of &#34;what a relief, this is my true form&#34; comfort. It doesn&#39;t feel like clothes or a costume, my brain fully just processes it as a part of me - it&#39;s wild.<br/><br/>And sometimes, if I&#39;m cuddling with a partner and they stroke my hair or back a certain way for a little while, I feel a mental shift into what I call &#34;foxmode&#34; where my mannerisms become a lot more fox-like - nuzzling, pawing, nonverbal except for little purrs or yips. My surefire indicator of this is my fingers: in foxmode, I scrunch them up so they&#39;re only one knuckle long to look more like paws. And when foxmode wears off, I straight them back out. And all of this is purely instinctual: at no point am I like &#34;let&#39;s be a little silly and fun right now&#34;.<br/><br/>Honestly makes me question if I&#39;m not just furry, but therian. Maybe writing all this out is kinda telling tbh 2025-03-14T12:57:03+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdxylgugmdlz3023grrs7p3xv6m2r8deht8459a0zp8pxpay90p2szyzu42zwx3gssuemnyhuc3tca36366hc4d0f77t3gpxfesa0awmtvs37sueu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfcny673trm8es8l3u8cugstt4e8g3sg4wd003lppngh204g0h9xq2thygq'>nevent1q…hygq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>dear lord you&#39;re gorgeous. what a perfect photo :blobCatBlush: 2024-09-23T12:24:41+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswydt33egtle6qaz7fvesx3gm7mspu8ezgwrd7qavwxcgktcxfsjczyzu42zwx3gssuemnyhuc3tca36366hc4d0f77t3gpxfesa0awmtvsvjrzx4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst6vnqvx3er529z6vuk69mxlantfdhj377usyyc6768msjmupdr3s8q0hmf'>nevent1q…0hmf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>you look so good, you&#39;re so right and you shouldn&#39;t be afraid to say it 2024-09-10T22:53:45+02:00