2026-04-30T20:45:13+02:00 https://nostr.ae robotbrain https://nostr.ae/npub1hkclf0wgykx7g4qvwkw2nr68tlfd4xhrha8vquk3cqxjear5h8asdspa5l https://m.primal.net/ONsT.jpg https://m.primal.net/ONsT.jpg https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8du058lj7zjxh06t92564stu866r09jrmr6aetku9l5nukhnmrkczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkwf7zfx what i iz learning’d: seoul edition<br/><br/>that a sink is a sink. a place to wash your face and your food and maybe your clothes.<br/><br/>that healing doesn’t always look like health. first it looks like accepting being hurt.<br/><br/>that blasting the AC and wearing sweats is a great hack for changing hot, muggy weather.<br/><br/>that when i rely on ordering food for dinner, there’s a chance i may go hungry for hours because there’s an issue with my order. <br/><br/>that when i make the right decision for me, i feel it in my body. unshakeable. unmistakable.<br/><br/>that when i try to pretend like i learned the lesson, life has a way of doubling back to make sure i actually do learn it.<br/><br/>that anyone can find themselves needing to run catch the bus or subway, even business women in heels in the rain.<br/><br/>that koreans are, historically, underdogs. and that’s why some people love the culture. koreans are survivors with a quiet resilience.<br/><br/>that i am the tip of the spear of a lineage of survivors. <br/><br/>that i can feel into the pain and struggle and tap into the accumulated strength of my ancestors.<br/><br/>that this explains a lot about my personality. i have a strong rebellious streak. i believe in justice and freedom from oppression, and i am willing to fight for it.<br/><br/>that sometimes i catch my shadow watching me back.<br/><br/>that sometimes it’s best to get on a bus, any bus, to sit in the air conditioning and ride wherever it takes you.<br/><br/>that life is beautiful and annoying and all of it is part of the adventure.<br/><br/>that being able to ride those ups and downs with friends, old or new, makes the roller coaster fun.<br/><br/>that my purpose in this season is to rest. and that has been harder than i would have thought.<br/><br/>and that i am not here just to learn korean, but to also remember being korean.<br/><br/>#greymatter #poetry #seoul 2026-07-14T11:51:47+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspkm3afan6dfrpjgrw27zlfjkjw3x9van0r98h2hkmhjsplh0fwhgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkjpsetz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs967z754x65sc4dmwyzmg2ekzn75v0n3g6kd2ka5d6wxm4qhjdu8se0j4cu'>nevent1q…j4cu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Proof-of-happiness! 🫶🥹<br/>We hodl, we buidl, we stakc 🧡 2026-07-13T12:32:41+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2ypwduhfuscghrycj3k9d4x7mcrj9m0tk0kahwtay8xz8j808jvqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk8kkpdp tune in to hear about the mission behind LTAS! ⚡️<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqstnh6epq36vw7a6qp0yee7y5mdwknxuh5e3ufyvxa2er46ug9vmdcvkcqrq" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…cqrq</a></span> </div> my first podcast appearance 🧡 loved talking about bitcoin and how it can bring hope to the generations after us. i’ve got a lot to learn about speaking to a podcast audience tho 😅 give the episode a listen and drop your feedback below 🙏⬇️ <br/>i’d appreciate it! <br/><br/><a href="https://open.substack.com/pub/generationbtc/p/bitcoin-is-hope-pass-it-forward?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email">https://open.substack.com/pub/generationbtc/p/bitcoin-is-hope-pass-it-forward?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email</a> </blockquote> 2026-06-24T13:08:06+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs08t00wwsnu3fh34pm6r48muva25z8mgpfntzugmdmrg4njq4e5fgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkma0v2y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstnh6epq36vw7a6qp0yee7y5mdwknxuh5e3ufyvxa2er46ug9vmdcvkcqrq'>nevent1q…cqrq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Awesome!! 🤩 more moRE MORE!! ⚡️🧡🔥 2026-06-24T13:07:10+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz9mxauwtgy8xfltxm0hpqn6uzygle2udahhh0hnlh74xa26ld7pqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkyy7v0h what i iz learning’d: seoul edition <br/><br/>that coffee is everywhere, multiple times per day, and when in seoul i drink it black. <br/><br/>that communication doesn’t just happen with words. <br/><br/>that korean people say “have you eaten?” instead of “how are you?” <br/><br/>that my body likes to move, even as it also tells me to rest. <br/><br/>that if the motivation is there, i can make it up ten flights of stairs in under five minutes. <br/><br/>that connection can happen in a split second, with a stranger who walks into the bathroom just as you’re taking a silly photo in the mirror, and you both bust up laughing before going your separate ways forever.<br/><br/>that seoul fashion is my favorite. everywhere, at the grocery store, on the subway, in the school cafeteria. <br/><br/>that what motived me to come here turned out to be only part of the story. <br/><br/>that sometimes, always?, i need it blunt and straight, no bullshit. so that i can realize that there’s no going back to how it was before, ever. <br/><br/>that giving someone the benefit of the doubt can sometimes be an excuse to avoid reality. <br/><br/>that reality isn’t fixed, but it is on a trajectory that started long before now, and there’s no changing it in some ways. and that’s ok.<br/><br/>that being alone in a new city is exciting and scary, over and over, ad infinitum. <br/><br/>that time is flexible. <br/><br/>that when i’m in korea and presented with boxes to check for ethnicity, the nurse will look confused for a moment, before selecting “caucasian” on my behalf.<br/><br/>that it will never feel right to erase half of my self, regardless of which half.<br/><br/>that one moment can encapsulate a life story.<br/><br/>that i am stronger now, and also softer.<br/><br/>that changing my focus changes everything.<br/><br/>that asking for change means letting some things go.<br/><br/>#greymatter #poetry #thinkings #learnings #seoul<br/><br/> 2026-06-20T12:34:08+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9n2rqjh8rgywwn7pn3k64djvfgw9k4yd5cvlwj3ac5qe5dvev6sszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkhvl30j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspvs8m49v2dhf37f6qnp2lghn5jqk5u5lecdj395apfrvn4l6j8gcpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6er9wch8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet5t2tx9k'>nevent1q…tx9k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh but sorry I don’t have the link anymore 🙃 2026-06-09T12:47:18+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspyzp42tuwjmh4u00rg7tmdctvvz98kpj7js8wpwf97qdrltr3qwqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulknl4uym In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspvs8m49v2dhf37f6qnp2lghn5jqk5u5lecdj395apfrvn4l6j8gcpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6er9wch8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet5t2tx9k'>nevent1q…tx9k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I know this is old, but I found some on GitHub thru a Google search 2026-06-09T12:46:29+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvhwqfypc3d2nhvzpq2xz8a88lyw0thwj9608pd4xwa7tmcvwh88qzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk9qflms In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs932a5hmtcdulve0czmejjwzhu6qtm2fm9nc3d2a8zc6tftvzyaks5dwjlh'>nevent1q…wjlh</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>😅 you got this! 😘 2026-06-09T07:36:03+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsg9v62034509sqvh3lyqtc9lf9d33yqumwtp3us9u43sgft6p4kgczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkr90h27 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspdducvsshk8jh5vzpservynz83tlv27m3rqtavft6tt4z3wgmsvg7cr54q'>nevent1q…r54q</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🎯🤓✅ 2026-06-08T11:31:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrjx980n5ga8hmqjuf743lte00elmpgpzk6jv6ak8lerjvs5p9ayszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkq99u20 Definitely stop by Bitcoin Center Seoul if you can! 🧡<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/b48f00c7bad33faea200f8cee6318a7c5ed5ea9474f64d8a8d034b5d77ef0f76.jpg"> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/4bf0b8f3575567361229b368ee7d5bd890171e86a38ade3484ae505e815b879b.jpg"> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/ac5b459d6531bcd49bbc9b18a1d95f86942d9d5304dece38237c8c6e27cc9733.jpg"> 2026-06-07T08:55:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9r9s3dtnkeh9pcqfsn0eculaevcmxe2qr8f7aj4jydfwcclvxn3qzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk27k8e0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv8m5sgnw8zcatk7p79rw222um4c9l5e3utgm0zx6dwhzw6aw6feslwg4pm'>nevent1q…g4pm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Love this! Such a treat to meet <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qqsg86qcm7lve6jkkr64z4mt8lfe57jsu8vpty6r2qpk37sgtnxevjcprpmhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuumwdae8gtnnda3kjctvqy0hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnwdajx2un4dehx2unn9ehx2arhdaexky6477y" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Jeff Booth</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…477y</span>)</a></span> 🧡 2026-05-29T07:31:45+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp0ea6xxt094ut0df8xt59sdhrq92e2ay7wlnu4ama9ej6pfc8ugczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkh7prkz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxwhnudxg6vr7mlmfx95p89lpvnd4jvc7jkyh4v7tkmtjvwxy54uqq9lt2d'>nevent1q…lt2d</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🙃🥲 2026-05-28T06:49:59+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszxl3hpesshsaedx6csnfrjqpkmf7y329nj7regx2g9fwhnw8nzkgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulktw0xd5 Yes we accept sats! ⚡️<br/><br/><a href="https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz/products/genesis-tee?variant=45392796844086">https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz/products/genesis-tee?variant=45392796844086</a><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqswe4d2jqa8r9vvd542pusju4rlzqfnhxcqfcudgr3mf43uv5e7x0q5ydujf" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…dujf</a></span> </div> ✊ We Are All Satoshi ✊ <br/><br/>You don’t need to blaze a big orange ₿ across ur chest to rep bitcoin. Our bitcoin-coded tees carry more subtle Easter eggs that any bitcoiner will appreciate 😎<br/><br/>100% made in the USA 💥<br/>Get yours at letstalkaboutsats.xyz<br/>#shopstr #growstr #streetwear #bitcointees<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/382cf0e3deb38a10308e2fe616bcd7d937a67485ad05e7495d36eb0f1bd14ab2.jpg"> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/cbf8fec853fb8cbac879ecd6ad23c61302006eb22bca2887898fe4cfbc864153.jpg"> </blockquote> 2026-05-19T22:38:29+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvddy2e4y56v6kl0ztfzz9a7kjppwflv72hvtd3durnkhgj98r82czyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk4g2678 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstk3wyzz94y4mdwkx3dfpkt7v6tnfh8gmpezhnq8304rqls7m6qwcgr4rhv'>nevent1q…4rhv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yes! Love both! ✅💯 2026-05-16T05:21:37+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2dkdvx495m7ytghz280hrcqawjkujf8vqj8mh8uyqmrgmlwp4pjczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk88qlas 👀 Mission Activated! ✅<br/>Bridging Bitcoin education with culture. Starting conversations with cool threads 🔥<br/><br/><a href="https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz">https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz</a><br/><br/>₿-coded streetwear. 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Bitcoin-coded streetwear &amp; culture + short form educational content 🧡<br/><br/><a href="https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz">https://letstalkaboutsats.xyz</a> 2026-05-13T01:20:46+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqwaxhxp4l08n4jdgnkssm6t2q80u8t9wyfm5k3ty0us9j45w763szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkg4aq5z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst9dysku75k5dfj3wv3l296um5xm6pggagsg4enp7v0gdec5gp6sc0hfnvu'>nevent1q…fnvu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>❤️‍🩹⚡️❤️ 2026-05-11T20:30:26+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqtcj5k7h2zz3yvt5rsvhyyvqyk9ge8p4njfzafnpfwwfdgy0xn7qzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkx0y5g3 Sign the petition and spread the word! They’re trying to get to 100,000 sigs, which Ross U. said was key to getting on the radar for his pardon. If any community can show up, it’s this one 🧡 Code is free speech ✊⚡️<br/><br/><a href="https://www.change.org/p/stand-up-for-freedom-pardon-the-innocent-coders-jailed-for-building-privacy-tools">https://www.change.org/p/stand-up-for-freedom-pardon-the-innocent-coders-jailed-for-building-privacy-tools</a> 2026-05-06T20:47:13+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsg3xrkqd7aqxym5jzv4rfvpze9e697jlmmx2hkt2gzm2qmf42pqhqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkwwzqzl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2manldcuvquym9mp5ufzxnq5q9u4ukup9jw0xq2qcdmgxau7ufhqhnyky9'>nevent1q…yky9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🙌🧡💫 always and forever!! 2026-04-30T06:59:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstv3k2mxrmhu38x6txyl2d3uxkxftkpnwd08tsfktzluulyyjf6nczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk8kgmxl made it through <br/>a wormhole<br/>a portal<br/>a persona<br/>a pretense<br/>a problem<br/>a sadness<br/>a strangeness<br/>an idea<br/>a habit<br/>an expectation<br/>and landed on the other side<br/>where looking in the mirror<br/>means someone else looking back<br/>like a caterpillar that dissolves itself <br/>down to its imaginal discs<br/>the only thing left <br/>is to change<br/>heart breaking against itself<br/>until all that remained <br/>was the space between <br/>everything else washed away <br/>and i have become <br/>myself<br/>for the first time<br/>again<br/><br/>#greymatter #poetry 2026-03-20T23:59:13+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv5d2ahqy37ltj0tjfhmzhlw8qyw5qkewvc9g9av3h4zx2j368vxszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulktuav4c it wasn’t that she missed him<br/>it was that she missed<br/>who she was before him<br/>without him<br/>if she had never been<br/>broken<br/>by him<br/>had not broken him, too<br/>but that’s what some people do<br/>teach you what’s not it<br/>what love isn’t <br/>what dysfunction is<br/>just one form of connection <br/>from an array <br/>from a literal smorgasbord<br/>of options<br/>but still <br/>she wondered<br/>who she could have been<br/>had she never met him<br/>had she never let him <br/>get away <br/>with the assault<br/>on her innocent heart<br/>who might she have become<br/>had he not stunted her love<br/>used it against her<br/>made her hate it inside of her<br/>for being so loud and vulnerable <br/>so open<br/>“too much”<br/>never enough<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2026-02-08T06:30:37+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq7ff3pntmve2gcegwd4l86xxz023z22f40x5dhlenyeew22hmujszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk9rv4v3 being prepared to lose until the end<br/>is a given<br/>and so much can happen<br/>around the bend<br/>who’s to say what it will mean to win by then?<br/><br/>#greymatter #poetry 2025-11-08T03:34:42+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdmja5lm3tel2n7wdkj8u9jlrh9aemdswssrvsra7wjxgzyt0h79czyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkvp6nkg as my toes touch the ground<br/>i am pulled away by the ocean of truth<br/>being inside the dream<br/>means believing it’s real<br/>every imaginary pain<br/>twists at my heart<br/>begging to be known<br/>if only i had the strength<br/>to shake free and peel back<br/>the veil<br/>thick with tomorrow’s mistakes<br/>resting gently on fluttering lids<br/>restless with regret<br/>there was only ever this road<br/>the one that leads to the center<br/>this silent void<br/>that is more than empty<br/>heavy with hope<br/>this is what it means <br/>to be awake<br/>to be aware of the impossible<br/>illogical<br/>pattern repeating<br/>until it sounds like language<br/>like someone whispering<br/>welcome home<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-10-05T00:21:06+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs24ywwj0gjygwmw5s2ycpln5q4sykuykwzre92ec22ca4xcu3c3pszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulksmvg6j from the perfectly broken archives:<br/><br/>there comes a point<br/>in all this talking<br/>where talk is talk<br/>that’s all it is<br/><br/>words<br/>committing suicide<br/>kamikaze<br/>from my lips <br/><br/>taking with them<br/>held hostage<br/>any meaning<br/>that was left<br/><br/>mangled names <br/>broken details,<br/>landing silent<br/>in their death <br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-09-22T03:30:18+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0yhcnjgag6rexq4gmp0569u3w5j8uu5l86m95rd6gjlkczajpmyszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulknxdcqd as the paint dries<br/>on every self portrait <br/>it’s a good idea<br/>to remember <br/>that i can only ever illustrate <br/>who i was<br/>even as i am becoming <br/>something new<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-09-15T07:25:43+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswg5r6n59kr4flq7nmzdvwjprj97xgrhcmq3n3szk76gr8ldaupyczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkevwl9r the peak of perfection is palpable <br/>the sound of the silence serene<br/>the breaking of bullshit<br/>brings being to be<br/>the glory of god guaranteed <br/><br/>the wish without worry is washing<br/>the chaos of consciousness clean<br/>the magic made manifest<br/>makes me myself<br/>the dreamer done dreaming is dreamed<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-09-08T04:11:08+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs93kwe93dtk9m3y2c2n467et23pgasr5y4ezga6jx2gmewdj0krgszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk409qgj turned into a story<br/>because i stopped being me<br/>grief became glory<br/>now i’ll always be free<br/><br/>#greymatter #poetry 2025-09-02T01:58:55+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfczx4azg8u79q3rm88h0dphkv885rsxtdwej28dhstwqng04xp4czyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkvkm5p2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz8vvhhjewghpy5dpd7vg64374h8knrvtquwjrhumqhuwsgpsjqlcpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhg42sjwg'>nevent1q…sjwg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Same! 2025-08-26T17:32:39+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspagqttvffd3qqh6ygmw7cvckumal09zk3cnq2g68sewryddagnmqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkcmavku seedlings become oaks<br/>rivers carve canyons through rock <br/>the ghost inside smiles<br/><br/>#haiku #poetry #greymatter #nature 2025-08-25T04:13:32+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvxjkwq2u367sy3zhuzcg9algnqcxyleyw3ulck79zfvvuq28h3jszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulklsge7d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstc3qx2c03478zrp7ypkce7hngy8stgpx73s0gc5xvhn20dw76k3gmjq9j0'>nevent1q…q9j0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>There are already signs… 🤔 2025-08-23T04:56:19+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstk6c4tg2sdsch0znffqr7pj5fev6cgp8wazpgkspsem50hq0rlhqzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkz8ducu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvql3cjjxc77gh87t7mc9mwky7fyuw48ut7fpwx0nqv5tluh69cvgpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhg9r0vhy'>nevent1q…0vhy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yes!! 🙌 2025-08-23T04:49:53+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsf9qw3hv82kysazdmzyd00jkxjc397jd8faz07ts53yj5g82quvmszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkv9jlw4 i failed to post last week 🤨 so today i decided to do a quick ramble through my daydream machine:<br/><br/>some days <br/>it’s easy<br/>to get lost in the maze<br/>of emails and lists<br/>and very important <br/>things to get done<br/>and after a run of these<br/>it hits me that <br/>i’m here in the middle of <br/>a mind-blowing<br/>number of suns<br/>but sure let me get all<br/>of these tasks completed <br/>let me check the news<br/>and see how others are <br/>ticking things off their lists<br/>let me care at all<br/>about doing this job<br/>or that one<br/>let me pressure myself<br/>to be an acceptable<br/>human <br/>being<br/>or perhaps i could just<br/>relax<br/>and let myself be<br/>feel myself<br/>floating <br/>around just one<br/>of those suns<br/>give myself space<br/>to get none of it done<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-08-17T01:01:06+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz04waj8m2smvgjgmm6mz7n2q7v6985wryxrsvetftcd53h3kjrhszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkmxqwjn someone i’m related to was alive at every epic time in history <br/>i have a great-great, etc.<br/>grandmother<br/>two actually <br/>and a great-great, etc.<br/>grandfather<br/>two of those too<br/>someone i’m related to was around when every ruler and messiah lived, and when every deity was formed in the mind of humankind<br/>i’m the tip of the spear <br/><br/>the same goes for you<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-08-04T07:33:49+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8g0hqqp2tyhmw8nqcsfendw5f3mnry8allvt32putsh8ztkutdhszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk09kyrl a lopsided smile hangs<br/>on a face obscured by ghosts <br/><br/>what light the darkness brings<br/>to those who need it most<br/><br/>the sound of silence sings<br/>softly on the breeze<br/><br/>these, the observations <br/>of goddesses and trees<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter<br/><br/> 2025-07-27T22:58:24+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq9ydp8r8rmv5hkysw024gjrw0hn7adnjwacvaakpadmrgqqzfkpszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkr729fy when i exhale for long enough <br/>it takes courage to call my own bluff<br/>giving up my final tantrum<br/>i feel my body hit the bottom<br/>resting on the ocean floor<br/>no need to think anymore<br/>in slow motion, letting go<br/>nothing to do, nowhere to go<br/>it feels so easy to stay down where<br/>slow motion waves animate my hair<br/>i rest my head, my bones, my life <br/>every hope and every strife<br/>thoughts evaporating into timeless sand<br/>as though this was all part of the plan <br/>the emptiness eating every last care<br/>until even i forget i’m there <br/><br/>#poetry 2025-07-20T22:16:20+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2g3nz8xd7q38ayy6ds6efp29l5a3lrfmlqtmxkm7r7sksm7ljz6szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkkvctfu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspwm3nhjajtwq0jjctcl2tqdf5xwmfcn4a9tja82r2ugvpz78wzggpz3mhxue69uhkummnw3ezummcw3ezuer9wcmtmz0x'>nevent1q…mz0x</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>every time i look in the mirror i am a different person. <br/>you are as well if you look closely enough. 2025-07-13T16:36:53+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx7fq4yfwhr9d27s7w9elwc4nat78hz488cghajads0nvkw52ss0szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkg9lva6 the reason i love hotels is<br/>there’s nothing of me there<br/>nothing telling me who i am<br/>or who i have ever been<br/>clean slate<br/>fresh fate<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-07-13T01:10:06+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstzc8dhg692g5yljgexa6l9ra25q40g0nxa9ypkdylea0vn44rqkszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkfj478g my mantle is lined<br/>with souvenirs <br/>from my spiritual journey<br/>they remind me of where i went<br/>what i sought<br/>what i had hoped to find<br/>along the way <br/>i found my soul<br/>and lost my mind<br/>but this change <br/>is the permanent kind<br/><br/>#poetry #greymatter 2025-07-12T07:17:15+02:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqv8r58t7eqturw7cua5va98fnx98zqddfvhkx2m7ck7f4csk7gpszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkz8fh76 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswgsck2nq7dvh3vdt924g747g4nkvf2jnhntgmddrqmcvd0gkevacpzemhxw309ucnjv3wxymrst338qhrww3hxumnwn77jha'>nevent1q…7jha</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🤣🤣 2025-02-16T19:55:21+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxpdfry20eya2ep9y86fkzhcqyg6vvz46udfdx7zsxswcz2dz5clgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk8kn098 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz5esyylfcctgll6f3rwr94ap6ss6ceffsk5j7wdquyjgtn450qpspzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhg2mudy9'>nevent1q…udy9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Hang in 💪 2025-01-28T21:58:22+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszg6e7sp4fru7qjdqhcrfxrulu66l95k29qlrg2z36m64g54j3yugzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulk9drzep In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswvxkxk6v3trf8nt04j5eaa5kl9jlxuugjqnqdr5c32j6ehzjpulcpz4mhxue69uhk5atw0p5kuemhv9hxwtn0wfns2l0wee'>nevent1q…0wee</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>How about avocado oil for heating/cooking? 2025-01-28T21:55:50+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdywujygs3ehm8sezy6xp0jnwq8se8rlxql30rhpey05nttqpjywgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulktamp05 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsy4f7yjg83n238z4m4eku3xfvqh2m6y3n6599aa257l3djsrsqlncpr3mhxue69uhkummnw3ezucnfw33k76twv4ezuum0vd5kzmq86cf8k'>nevent1q…cf8k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub1xd52ky6yzrkzdv6m4ztz5vfl5pyvgjjuktjmm5t369g98cx77qpqyn9h4l" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>citrussoul</span> (<span class="italic">npub1xd5…9h4l</span>)</a></span> 💫🙌💫 2025-01-20T22:12:32+01:00 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What an excellent video to onboard people! 🙏 2025-01-19T23:51:08+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqjwcs2cuk5e52z5dst7u4gff6grm280j09yf2ymz3hf3us54emrczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkfxeux0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswe09trft46pq36f4qqep5uve38qr9htgtn99etqr5qntm6lj98tcprdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ujucnfw33k76twwpshy6ewvdhk67kfj8m'>nevent1q…fj8m</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It’s baaaaad 😔 Power is out for me but thankfully I have a safe place to be. You can download the Watch Duty app to track the fires. Hoping they’re under control soon 🙏 2025-01-08T23:27:46+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8x6dwjsjvm9t8vzml0xsy9aqlg3xr2snl5ytyw7g25wq6x7nuamgzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkslk4xn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsds2zup8ge98293kl30yk3k47m3tkcl92v7nuz6fghdqvnxnqkzwspramhxue69uhkummnw3ezuetfde6kuer6wasku7nfvuh8xurpvdjs0er7qz'>nevent1q…r7qz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I wanna taste that baklava! It’s one of my favorite treats 😋 2025-01-08T17:10:31+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr3z072atjf9f4mh33et43z0a58lwc65gxwrw5spf4aar6rg86chszyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkafq9ym In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2f9kt4nm8d77hyy7chrvgxmu5wu30u32apew7emy9rkdjaawmpwqpr9mhxue69uhhq7tjv9kkjepwve5kzar2v9nzucm0d5t29mzs'>nevent1q…9mzs</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Came here to say this 😅 2025-01-07T20:08:42+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx3vudmq5vmcln5cvghkwgrlzgvnhvuj5gvefaxg928cxmta3uraczyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkwazvk3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvmrlw36j6uezwtshkqx6cgnhxg98qml4wnzec0x0uffcrf2vke9gpr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuam9d3kx7unyv4ezumn9wsx9fnm6'>nevent1q…fnm6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>😂 2025-01-02T20:01:38+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszjcfdwjxcyzm8whfxvn6atrgfqdhrrwr7vg8zt7na5p3cnescj9szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkh5ctrj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw4zzkt6ta63c6ghmnr7gwgdv2ueerc46uqek784ztvqku0z6crfcpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet53j64wm'>nevent1q…64wm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Could you expand on this? The bitcoin element + Nostr? 2025-01-02T17:37:54+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszjarp2ac6qu75xp8vggv865jpgq7dpg8r3pemy6vl6p0w0lnpe9gzyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkppzfrs In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2drqk6lxxxd962gdu6g5j6x33952zha5sj0489e9r7zeq97wf4hcpramhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerhv9j856t9wd3kjct2v4jx2m3wwpkqx40uzc'>nevent1q…0uzc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>99,400 2024-12-31T16:18:49+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9ct2ammz0g8mdcyy6zu70fy7jtau5c720sygazanf3algdfu465szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkenwmc4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxg4r5axjwdh5crhn8eu8wjr7ukv3pp9xlmq35v6smyx3fx9ckzkcpr9mhxue69uhhq7tjv9kkjepwve5kzar2v9nzucm0d5tmjh7h'>nevent1q…jh7h</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Breakbeats! 🔊 2024-12-30T19:56:05+01:00 https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdcyseh6ka4ekj662lj6rhw8hnx2305k07wucsvszrvl5d03rv82szyz7mra9aeqjcmez5p36ee2v0ga0a9k56uwl5asrj68qq6t85wjulkalajse In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswcugjsswuze9ha3a3xpdgj7n2y6mhrze9twqva5wkm9m8f5t3ajgpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgyr3cac'>nevent1q…3cac</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Gm! 🤗 2024-12-15T17:08:32+01:00