Nostr notes by 🌸 lily 🏳️‍⚧️ :flag_pansexual: :flag_ace: θΔ ⋐ & ∞

it's expensive and your browser would eat it and if it ...

2026-02-03T00:43:06Z

In reply to nevent1q…h24s
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it's expensive and your browser would eat it and if it didn't nothing would

why do you have 96 gb of ram

2026-02-03T00:03:02Z

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why do you have 96 gb of ram

i bring a scheme & programmer socks vibe to the vibe coding ...

2026-01-29T10:53:38Z

i bring a scheme & programmer socks vibe to the vibe coding tutorial that tech bros don't really like

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2026-01-27T00:04:38Z

i love being transgender

didn't i say that in the post

2026-01-23T01:14:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…rehm
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didn't i say that in the post

i know

2026-01-23T01:12:09Z

In reply to nevent1q…huh6
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i know

i wanted to name my launcher "spectrum launcher" to be ...

2026-01-23T00:09:07Z

i wanted to name my launcher "spectrum launcher" to be analogous with prism but i thought what if i made a version compatible w piracy called "firth launcher" to be analogous with fjord/fnord launcher but i'm pro piracy anyway so i might just make only one but now i don't know which name to use :neofox_floof_explode:

?? tea doesn't have caffeine in it, only coffee

2026-01-20T22:47:12Z

In reply to nevent1q…w3hn
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?? tea doesn't have caffeine in it, only coffee

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2026-01-20T22:36:58Z

gonna get tea and biscuits cause i deserve it

thought about this and got so hard my dick hurt btw ...

2026-01-20T02:31:40Z

thought about this and got so hard my dick hurt btw

quoting
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i need to teach myself to stop thinking about things in this way
"i need a boyfriend to forcefemme" no, lily, you want a trans girl who hasn't realised yet

i need to teach myself to stop thinking about things in this way ...

2026-01-20T02:31:03Z

i need to teach myself to stop thinking about things in this way
"i need a boyfriend to forcefemme" no, lily, you want a trans girl who hasn't realised yet

i would expect loads of people trying to annoy her

2026-01-20T01:12:26Z

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i would expect loads of people trying to annoy her

hm cool

2026-01-20T01:12:09Z

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hm cool

i'm sure she's tired of people trying to find her

2026-01-20T01:08:45Z

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i'm sure she's tired of people trying to find her

there are so many minecraft cheaters who are trans and on fedi ...

2026-01-20T00:14:37Z

there are so many minecraft cheaters who are trans and on fedi now that i wouldn't be surprised if popbob were amongus just by a different name for obvious reasons

well of course it's freedesktop, that's why it's so ...

2026-01-19T12:30:08Z

In reply to nevent1q…7u44
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well of course it's freedesktop, that's why it's so good ^^;

wait does windows not do this??? even mate desktop does this ...

2026-01-19T12:29:55Z

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wait does windows not do this??? even mate desktop does this (when i try to suspend with kdenlive open it says there are applications inhibiting suspend and tells me kdenlive is rendering video)

unless you're on like a thinkpad or something then you're ...

2026-01-19T11:57:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…vvuf
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unless you're on like a thinkpad or something then you're fine

>switch to linux >computer suspends but won't turn off ...

2026-01-19T11:57:11Z

In reply to nevent1q…37ku
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>switch to linux
>computer suspends but won't turn off
>move mouse
>video won't come back

mfw
>ssh in
>suspend again
>works

mfw 2

later
>unsuspend
>video is broken
>switch tty
>tty is wrong resolution and one monitor is off
>suspend and unsuspend
>it works

mfw

ohh that's cool. so that's what the pipewire video ...

2026-01-14T17:35:55Z

In reply to nevent1q…9h5y
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ohh that's cool. so that's what the pipewire video capture is for. i should look into that actually

oh wait, right, windows can have alpha in them. i always forget ...

2026-01-14T17:23:28Z

In reply to nevent1q…vkyk
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oh wait, right, windows can have alpha in them. i always forget about that lol

wait how is it masking out the character? i was going to do this ...

2026-01-14T17:06:31Z

In reply to nevent1q…30rl
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wait how is it masking out the character? i was going to do this in my one by having one colour buffer and one transparency buffer and masking the colour buffer with the transparency buffer but you probably did it in a better way

wow, it's so legacy that it still says 'his or her' ...

2026-01-10T17:40:13Z

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wow, it's so legacy that it still says 'his or her' instead of 'their'

fuck c

2025-12-18T09:45:08Z

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fuck c

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2025-12-18T09:43:56Z

yeah fuck this i'm not using rust any more as soon as i can

hm. i suspect it's a skill issue but because my language will ...

2025-12-13T02:58:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…2rce
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hm. i suspect it's a skill issue but because my language will be in unstable for ages (something something rust used to have objects) i can just take it out if that happens

how

2025-12-13T02:55:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…e0tl
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how

lily language idea: `{ }` are optional and only denote a block ...

2025-12-13T02:51:19Z

lily language idea: `{ }` are optional and only denote a block (like rust's `let x = { … };` syntax. however both of these are valid:
```
if x
do_something();
end

if x {
do_something();
}
```
because the latter is equivalent to a statement like this:
```
if x
do_something();
```
which doesn't need an end statement

that's also true. especially if you're still trying to be ...

2025-12-12T03:09:07Z

In reply to nevent1q…uudx
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that's also true. especially if you're still trying to be compatible with a system made in the 70s. i'm trying to prevent my conspiracy devil on my shoulder from writing something like "there are people in the free software community trying to prevent progress" but i dunno things line up if you look at them a certain way

>aging design true. we've known microkernels are better ...

2025-12-12T02:56:48Z

In reply to nevent1q…d866
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>aging design

true. we've known microkernels are better for ages. the people who claim monolithic is better are the people who claim c is better. and they can be right just not in this case (looking at tsoding's "um actually rust is worse because it sacrifices developers' mental health. wait what do you mean use after free")

oh on unix it is (/etc/nouninfo/she/her)

2025-12-12T01:40:32Z

In reply to nevent1q…lc4c
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oh on unix it is (/etc/nouninfo/she/her)

shouldn't it be She\Her because you're windows, she/her ...

2025-12-12T01:35:47Z

In reply to nevent1q…5p2f
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shouldn't it be She\Her because you're windows, she/her is only supported on unix-likes

i do this too i also want it for things like why i added ...

2025-12-01T20:33:33Z

In reply to nevent1q…9f0j
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i do this too
i also want it for things like why i added something to bookmarks too
i have a really bad memory

fuck it ...

2025-10-26T19:03:54Z

In reply to nevent1q…vxau
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fuck it

i love these posts lowk nostalgic even though it was like 3 years ...

2025-10-26T18:57:35Z

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i love these posts
lowk nostalgic even though it was like 3 years ago
i miss that time instead of stupid discourse (although that's how i got jammed into the "if they're trans they can't be wrong cause they're not transphobic" line of thinking)

i wish fedi were its own thing instead of being the worst parts ...

2025-10-25T22:26:16Z

i wish fedi were its own thing instead of being the worst parts of tumblr twitter and bluesky combined
some of you are the coolest most interesting and caring creatures in the world
some of you can't help but create the most horrid and toxic discourse for no benefit
this place simultaneously exists solely because enough trans women want to put in the effort to keep it alive and is so bad because certain pick-me groups of them create and spread the most damaging discourse ever
like 50% of metas happened because of this reason, most of them didn't need to happen because the ones it's actually safe and comforting to be around would be able to detect what's happening and put a stop to it
this place isn't safe for trans women, i'm tired of pretending it is. it only pretends to be and can be ignored for longer periods of time than other places due to mostly trans women being in the moderation teams adjacent to the instances they're on due to the other mentioned sites' lack thereof, and they're able to block the more egregious examples of it. the only way to solve this would be to put everyone on equal footing but this can't happen because of mastodon centrism. so it's going to be perpetually unsafe for us

it would have a website if my infra were working. for a repo ...

2025-10-24T14:02:33Z

In reply to nevent1q…lpgc
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it would have a website if my infra were working. for a repo there is the repo of the old website (not updated to the new one yet) which has some old documentation in it, and reference implementations in rust of the pre-standardisation protocol (which i want to standardise soon)

it most likely doesn't show up because my infra is all dead ...

2025-10-24T13:58:57Z

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it most likely doesn't show up because my infra is all dead and i haven't got the spoons to fix it yet

hypertown? you know [gemini ...

2025-10-24T13:55:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…fezd
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hypertown?
you know [gemini protocol](https://geminiprotocol.net/)? it's like if you put that and the web on a line, hypertown would be in the middle
it's supposed to be like the old web but solving many problems of it like javascript and centralisation

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2025-10-24T13:49:51Z

the hypertown roblox clone will go hard

do container tabs have unique cookies and that or do i need an ...

2025-10-23T17:34:43Z

do container tabs have unique cookies and that or do i need an extension for that

ooo what's this? it seems interesting and useful

2025-10-14T15:46:18Z

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ooo what's this? it seems interesting and useful

ughhh i need to main 9front

2025-10-09T15:30:24Z

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ughhh i need to main 9front

how

2025-10-09T15:28:23Z

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how

9front is a plan9 fork i'm implying that fedi is like unix ...

2025-10-09T13:42:00Z

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9front is a plan9 fork
i'm implying that fedi is like unix and there should be something not like unix

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2025-10-09T13:07:50Z

need 9front-like fedi clone

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2025-10-09T03:06:30Z

i want to be a based schizo trans girl and use 9front and cgi

oh no

2025-10-06T08:34:23Z

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oh no

how long does it take for bluesky users to become normal and stop ...

2025-10-06T08:27:34Z

how long does it take for bluesky users to become normal and stop doing That

do you just not know the definition of transmisogyny or do i have ...

2025-10-05T03:12:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…hx0j
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do you just not know the definition of transmisogyny or do i have to explain like "transmisogynistic things that happen to other trans women can also happen to f1nn5ter"

f1nn5ter is affected by transmisogyny

2025-10-05T03:11:47Z

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f1nn5ter is affected by transmisogyny

tma = transmisogyny affected

2025-10-05T03:07:18Z

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tma = transmisogyny affected

transmisogyny affected

2025-10-05T03:06:50Z

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transmisogyny affected

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2025-10-05T03:04:24Z

hot take: f1nn5ter is tma

worse idea

2025-10-05T02:41:05Z

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worse idea

i thought unblock requests could be a cool idea for hypertown but ...

2025-10-05T02:39:02Z

i thought unblock requests could be a cool idea for hypertown but i think them being a bad idea outweighs the utility of them

since always?

2025-10-04T15:26:42Z

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since always?

yes emi lol

2025-09-29T17:49:49Z

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yes emi lol

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2025-09-29T17:47:53Z

bro one of these minecraft mods is fucking configured with css

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2025-09-28T23:34:12Z

ugh i will write tests tomorrow

no matter how girl i am some people still think i'm a boy ...

2025-09-09T20:37:36Z

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no matter how girl i am some people still think i'm a boy which is weird

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2025-09-09T18:04:51Z

i forget i appear as a boy to some people lol

shut up you fucking melon. what the fuck do you mean ...

2025-08-26T18:19:35Z

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shut up you fucking melon. what the fuck do you mean "translunar.academy is an anti-trans instance" you don't know shit about fuck

what happened because i'm mega cooked if it happens to me ...

2025-08-24T22:53:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…m3qj
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what happened because i'm mega cooked if it happens to me (i'm going to have a massive nas with raid and stuff where Everything will be. if it explodes i will cry)

wasn't it sqlite?? i seem to remember the ipod using sqlite ...

2025-08-05T20:39:51Z

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wasn't it sqlite?? i seem to remember the ipod using sqlite (though clearly it can't be, because you'd know that immediately since the magic number for sqlite is literally something like "SQLite Version 3 ")

no it doesn't (shit quality) just use flac instead

2025-07-30T18:42:54Z

In reply to nevent1q…y92k
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no it doesn't (shit quality)
just use flac instead

yeah, i agree. i would argue that it's sort of (but not ...

2025-07-15T17:16:23Z

In reply to nevent1q…74gh
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yeah, i agree. i would argue that it's sort of (but not entirely) nostalgia (though my brain works in a weird way so i could be conflating nostalgia for something else), but specifically for the time where the computer was like this. though you're right that it's not about "retvrn" because we all know the past was less good than now. it's just the computers from then happened to be better. although, it is possible to make things in current day that are better than retro things (example: tangara is better than ipod)

this is a post i think fedi should see ...

2025-07-09T14:52:44Z

this is a post i think fedi should see ([orig](https://www.tumblr.com/tauon07/788605059400450048))

is it also possible to turn it off because i prefer the old theme

2025-06-30T15:19:26Z

In reply to nevent1q…ahkg
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is it also possible to turn it off because i prefer the old theme

you are a fucking EMAIL CLIENT you can't say that shit ...

2025-06-16T21:06:21Z

you are a fucking EMAIL CLIENT you can't say that shit

you need a developer license to sign apps. without it, you cannot ...

2025-04-29T18:28:55Z

In reply to nevent1q…la9j
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you need a developer license to sign apps. without it, you cannot install them on any device (other than your own with the free developer license)

i believe it still costs the same amount to (the money is for the ...

2025-04-29T18:23:44Z

In reply to nevent1q…rzxf
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i believe it still costs the same amount to (the money is for the license, not the app store)

i was thinking that but it suddenly stated working so idk

2025-04-06T22:27:19Z

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i was thinking that but it suddenly stated working so idk

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2025-04-06T12:43:09Z

no matter what i do my rust app refuses to play audio

most open-source projects do mirroring with checksums/signing but ...

2025-03-31T21:11:45Z

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most open-source projects do mirroring with checksums/signing but i suppose that's infeasible for an android distro (and probably insecure in some way i haven't thought of yet)

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2025-03-26T10:43:36Z

idea: ntfy widget for meow desktop

it's the `pathexpand` crate! it lets you expand home ...

2025-03-22T21:18:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…kzc6
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it's the `pathexpand` crate! it lets you expand home directories and environment variables in paths. i'm actually releasing 0.1.1 of it soon :3

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2025-03-22T20:50:39Z

no way my rust crate has 300 downloads lol

what's that supposed to say i can't read it properly 😭

2025-03-10T00:41:58Z

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what's that supposed to say i can't read it properly 😭

computung

2025-02-05T19:21:35Z

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computung

when i click that link i just get an api response instead of an ...

2025-02-03T15:06:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…sfvj
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when i click that link i just get an api response instead of an actual page

why does it do that that sounds like a stupid design flaw

2025-01-12T20:34:30Z

In reply to nevent1q…yzq4
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why does it do that that sounds like a stupid design flaw

LOL bluesky users have to steal fedi humour they have none of ...

2024-12-20T15:28:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…vlms
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LOL

bluesky users have to steal fedi humour they have none of their own

the what

2024-12-20T15:26:12Z

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the what

someone had written a piece of css that allowed mobile users to ...

2024-11-30T14:54:44Z

someone had written a piece of css that allowed mobile users to see html `<abbr>` elements. does anyone know where it is? i saved it but can't find it

cw: future spoilers (time travelling)

2024-11-21T17:28:21Z

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cw: future spoilers (time travelling)

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2024-11-02T19:23:03Z

change for the sake of change is not progress

flatpak is also containers which is bad and broken

2024-11-02T17:53:55Z

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flatpak is also containers which is bad and broken

windows users when they can switch to linux and never leave ...

2024-11-02T14:09:21Z

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windows users when they can switch to linux and never leave instead of eventually switching to the new enshittified windows

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2024-10-05T11:37:01Z

25 likes and i will make this real ...

2024-09-30T21:18:47Z

25 likes and i will make this real

context? (i'm assuming there was some bad thing that's ...

2024-09-19T17:31:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…m9xk
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context? (i'm assuming there was some bad thing that's only allowed in the eu now)

this sounds like a reasonable take on the surface but it's ...

2024-09-15T16:17:07Z

In reply to nevent1q…9hdt
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this sounds like a reasonable take on the surface but it's also not

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2024-09-09T16:12:34Z

"nice profile" thanks im really good at pressing boost

makes a cool post woe, nostr proxy be upon ye

2024-08-17T12:51:59Z

*makes a cool post*
woe, nostr proxy be upon ye

woah hi cute rail :neofox_pat:

2024-08-17T12:50:26Z

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woah hi cute rail :neofox_pat:

i'm so mentally ill i can't fix everything alone. all the ...

2024-08-17T12:39:33Z

i'm so mentally ill i can't fix everything alone. all the girls who think they can fix everything need to make a polycule and do it together

you're actually so right

2024-08-17T12:15:01Z

In reply to nevent1q…qdnf
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you're actually so right

"where my bitmap font 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡" just ...

2024-08-17T12:07:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…w9jw
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"where my bitmap font 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡" just use `FontAdapterUnifont`

i'm going to make a modular gui library thing so that i ...

2024-08-17T12:06:03Z

i'm going to make a modular gui library thing so that i don't have to make decisions that piss people off