Nostr notes by Medea Vanamonde 🏳️‍⚧️

look at you hot stuff!

2026-05-26T01:35:59+02:00

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look at you hot stuff!

My copy of this surfaced again ...

2026-05-25T21:48:28+02:00

My copy of this surfaced again

yikes

2026-05-25T21:46:42+02:00

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yikes

don’t hurl or worse!

2026-05-25T20:47:26+02:00

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don’t hurl or worse!

This is oddly specific, Alfalfa.

2026-05-25T20:35:36+02:00

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This is oddly specific, Alfalfa.

if you ever want a side kick on back country adventures i’m ...

2026-05-25T16:43:16+02:00

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if you ever want a side kick on back country adventures i’m your tgirl with decades of forgotten roads knowledge.

Also: You didn’t become lunch.

2026-05-25T14:15:05+02:00

In reply to nevent1q…ple6
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Also:
You didn’t become lunch.

i worked on a bit of the PCT south end of Laguna as a sweet young ...

2026-05-25T02:23:46+02:00

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i worked on a bit of the PCT south end of Laguna as a sweet young thing…friend’s Eagle Project.

I went home tired and read

i’ve got all sorts of routes out there then up over laguna to ...

2026-05-25T02:18:06+02:00

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i’ve got all sorts of routes out there then up over laguna to backside of Julian Mesa Grande and warner valley. Loops so big they take all day and put 300 miles on your tires

is that on the stretch of US80 between Buckman Springs and the ...

2026-05-25T02:12:23+02:00

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is that on the stretch of US80 between Buckman Springs and the Start of Sunrise Highway down hill from the check point?

whoops thought you were near Cuyamaca lake wheb you were down ...

2026-05-25T01:17:36+02:00

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whoops thought you were near Cuyamaca lake wheb you were down Campo way and the Border

looks like you might have crossed the high points of Anza Borrego ...

2026-05-25T01:15:34+02:00

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looks like you might have crossed the high points of Anza Borrego State Park

you on Laguna today? Above The May Beyond The Gray?

2026-05-24T22:26:35+02:00

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you on Laguna today?
Above The May
Beyond The Gray?

Oy Veh! I’ve read 3 versions of the Old Testiment and 2 of the ...

2026-05-24T06:01:45+02:00

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Oy Veh!
I’ve read 3 versions of the Old Testiment and 2 of the new in the la

you just train wrecked him with Prophet 0: Moses

2026-05-24T05:51:51+02:00

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you just train wrecked him with Prophet 0: Moses

Jesus walked on the water Jesus walked on the water

2026-05-24T05:46:31+02:00

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Jesus walked on the water
Jesus walked on the water

@npub1y49…l244 I’d found your will do won’t do chart when I ...

2026-05-23T17:43:34+02:00

Mioontje (npub1y49…l244)

I’d found your will do won’t do chart when I was going thru and organizing yesterday?
Any changes?

I don’t think I am going to find a pdf version of Hayman’s ...

2026-05-23T17:33:36+02:00

I don’t think I am going to find a pdf version of Hayman’s scholarly work like i did with Turner’s book on the Sethian Gnostics and Middle Platonism that was listing used at $801

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2026-05-23T16:07:57+02:00

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Rocky had his breakfast…loudly demanding it while i was making ...

2026-05-23T15:17:46+02:00

Rocky had his breakfast…loudly demanding it while i was making it,
Then went deeply asleeply in the big chair. He snores as I type this.

I made this. Sort of ...

2026-05-21T20:53:57+02:00

I made this.
Sort of

I’m not Euphoric. Everything else: Yes. Sometimes i flip back ...

2026-05-21T16:59:55+02:00

I’m not Euphoric.
Everything else: Yes.

Sometimes i flip back and forth between Euphoric and Depressive Mood.

Not today.

And as my cyclic schedule is broken this migraine was triggered

Does not care that i feel like hell ...

2026-05-21T15:48:15+02:00

Does not care that i feel like hell

Google…while you still can. ...

2026-05-21T02:34:41+02:00

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Google…while you still can.

Sure sounds like me today. When I told nS that I wasn’t making ...

2026-05-21T02:31:26+02:00

Sure sounds like me today.

When I told nS that I wasn’t making today’s call I texted her that it was Migraine.
Watch…i will start to feel way better after sunset. Not having severe photophobia but do think lights are too bright

right up out of the thawing permafrost

2026-05-21T02:15:52+02:00

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right up out of the thawing permafrost

but not from a Lagoon

2026-05-21T01:36:14+02:00

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but not from a Lagoon

Is OK. Not great but OK Even with Ibuprofen and pseudoephedrine ...

2026-05-21T01:06:04+02:00

Is OK.
Not great but OK
Even with Ibuprofen and pseudoephedrine in me

So?

2026-05-20T05:27:22+02:00

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So?

Having last night’s left over beans and rice dish alternating ...

2026-05-20T02:43:37+02:00

Having last night’s left over beans and rice dish alternating Tabasco Sauces

Feeling signif less wigged and frazzled. Ate some fancy frozen ...

2026-05-19T22:33:26+02:00

Feeling signif less wigged and frazzled. Ate some fancy frozen Plant Based Entry and was mostly corn, finished my Mexican Coke from yesterday and busted thru two more episodes of Rick and Morty The Anime which I saw mostly in Japanese 2 years ago cause that was how Adult Swim ran them

He’s back ...

2026-05-19T07:38:58+02:00

He’s back

fish oils to dissolve plaques in the veins and arteries ?

2026-05-19T04:17:15+02:00

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fish oils to dissolve plaques in the veins and arteries ?

i do still occasionally eat fish…

2026-05-19T04:07:48+02:00

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i do still occasionally eat fish…

Wow I really DO NOT go to 7/11 no more. Accidentally launched the ...

2026-05-19T01:14:53+02:00

Wow I really DO NOT go to 7/11 no more.
Accidentally launched the app and my account is in my not Dead Name.
The two other women in a long scattered triad named me that

what nation or nations? Maternal Grandma was full blood Eastern ...

2026-05-19T00:23:50+02:00

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what nation or nations?
Maternal Grandma was full blood Eastern Cherokee, Mom half.

Why so i feel cold looking at this?

2026-05-18T23:03:37+02:00

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Why so i feel cold looking at this?

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2026-05-18T20:34:18+02:00

Whodafuk?

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2026-05-18T03:57:34+02:00

Inside

Chili Tots with Cheese All plant based ...

2026-05-18T03:49:22+02:00

Chili Tots with Cheese
All plant based

No. The Lyric and Story come only slightly altered from Brian ...

2026-05-18T02:59:11+02:00

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No.

The Lyric and Story come only slightly altered from Brian Eno’s
China my China on
Taking Tiger Mountain(By Strategy)

extra points if you had the song title. Only time i’ve heard an ...

2026-05-18T02:40:24+02:00

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extra points if you had the song title.
Only time i’ve heard an array of type writers used as a musical instrument.

That was a short outing. This is not typical mid May weather in ...

2026-05-18T01:24:22+02:00

That was a short outing.
This is not typical mid May weather in San Diego California.
No wonder i was cold all day

Her fingers fall To make percussions Over solos

2026-05-18T01:23:54+02:00

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Her fingers fall
To make percussions
Over solos

As suspected. Lower than usual. Probably in the teens yesterday ...

2026-05-17T21:58:23+02:00

As suspected.
Lower than usual.
Probably in the teens yesterday

Listening to the film Ed Wood In thr next room Have seen it ...

2026-05-17T05:07:23+02:00

Listening to the film

Ed Wood

In thr next room

Have seen it before

Kept a few vegan deli slices down and two crackers. All the juice ...

2026-05-16T23:05:23+02:00

Kept a few vegan deli slices down and two crackers.
All the juice i’ve had has gone to my kidneys.
And Baxter didn’t see my message to bring gatoraid

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2026-05-16T21:08:44+02:00

Same story different day . ...

2026-05-16T20:56:24+02:00

Same story different day .

Got my Praxis all organized. The Scrotum Enochiana is pictured ...

2026-05-16T02:14:04+02:00

Got my Praxis all organized.

The Scrotum Enochiana is pictured but not labeled

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2026-05-16T01:40:29+02:00

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Not:

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2026-05-15T22:16:34+02:00

At least my BP is decent. Despite… Despite! Despite having a ...

2026-05-15T18:53:04+02:00

At least my BP is decent.
Despite…
Despite!
Despite having a head and heart full of pseudoephedrine hydrochloride and a dangerous excess of Histamine floating around

Rocky Chin Stealer of Naps ...

2026-05-15T00:44:41+02:00

Rocky Chin
Stealer of Naps

Was wondering if the “nerve pills” i am test driving were ...

2026-05-14T23:14:41+02:00

Was wondering if the “nerve pills” i am test driving were spiking my BP,

Au contraire!

Nowhere Girl (npub1sv2…gm7p) i can only get Systolic less than 130 with very specific meds that either make me feel like i am slowly dying or turn me into a classic Eloi

This kinda after shower morning . Much lathing and shampooing and ...

2026-05-14T18:15:10+02:00

This kinda after shower morning .
Much lathing and shampooing and rinsing and exhuastions

Rocky spent 8 hours sleeping at mg feet. After breakfast and ...

2026-05-14T15:53:15+02:00

Rocky spent 8 hours sleeping at mg feet.
After breakfast and going out he

Tormenta took pity on me and made a caldron of totally plant ...

2026-05-14T05:10:18+02:00

Tormenta took pity on me and made a caldron of totally plant based lentil soup with Seitan Bacon as the “Mæț”

fifth from the start (oldest). Oh. It’s me! Imagine that. I am ...

2026-05-14T04:51:00+02:00

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fifth from the start (oldest).
Oh. It’s me!
Imagine that.
I am Fifth.
The Fifth Element

nyuk Nyuk Nyuk ...

2026-05-14T04:23:56+02:00

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nyuk
Nyuk
Nyuk

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2026-05-14T01:29:01+02:00

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Finished this first annotating pass thru Revelations. Took a half ...

2026-05-13T22:53:50+02:00

Finished this first annotating pass thru Revelations.
Took a half hour for lunch 2 hours ago… so 4.5 hours total time.

I need to do the same wirh Daniel starting later this afternoon

Text vs lined blank page. !FIGHT! ...

2026-05-13T18:41:46+02:00

Text vs lined blank page.
!FIGHT!

Gulp. Let’s get busy then. Remembering Karen James (not one of ...

2026-05-13T18:30:39+02:00

Gulp.
Let’s get busy then.
Remembering Karen James (not one of THOSE Karens) quoting the spitting out passage before retiring to her meditation chamber before being Priestess in the EGC Gnostic Mass. i did and did not recognize the passage as being in Revelations but was to stunned to her this quoted before “church” started.
It was also the last time I attended The Gnostic Mass

You’ve not lives unless you have has cheese made from Robotic ...

2026-05-13T05:20:30+02:00

You’ve not lives unless you have has cheese made from Robotic Milk.

Hadn’t noticed this at the thrift store before ...

2026-05-12T21:11:01+02:00

Hadn’t noticed this at the thrift store before

Today’s LessonD How to be disciplined

2026-05-12T18:19:50+02:00

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Today’s LessonD
How to be disciplined

Seriously thinking about going back to sleep for a while. Cause I ...

2026-05-12T17:15:49+02:00

Seriously thinking about going back to sleep for a while.
Cause I am where this meme ends up

Hold the pose. Sell the garment ...

2026-05-12T13:38:20+02:00

Hold the pose. Sell the garment

“Why Kill Time When You Can Kill Yourself?” ...

2026-05-12T12:58:10+02:00

“Why Kill Time When You Can Kill Yourself?”

Someone woke up finally ...

2026-05-12T12:51:27+02:00

Someone woke up finally

Bastardo! Still he sleeps Soundly Deeply While I suffer The ...

2026-05-12T11:40:51+02:00

Bastardo!
Still he sleeps
Soundly
Deeply
While I suffer
The tortures
The tortures of
The Damned
Certainly

Here we go again. Shortly after The Planets finished was suddenly ...

2026-05-12T09:01:37+02:00

Here we go again.
Shortly after The Planets finished was suddenly awake and full of tinkle.
This thru 2 sleeph time gummies, maximum strength

Meanwhile there’s this guy

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2026-05-12T07:28:35+02:00

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sure you do. You might not have a “gun show” but you have ...

2026-05-12T07:09:20+02:00

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sure you do.
You might not have a “gun show” but you have biceps

Wrist? Forearm? Elbow? Bicep?

2026-05-12T07:02:43+02:00

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Wrist?
Forearm?
Elbow? Bicep?

guess you are going to be spending a lot of your night tinkling. ...

2026-05-12T03:45:48+02:00

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guess you are going to be spending a lot of your night tinkling.
You have excesses of Sodium and Potassium?

Seriously thinking about replaying all the guided meditation ...

2026-05-12T03:43:09+02:00

Seriously thinking about replaying all the guided meditation practices Rabbi Jill Hammer has at the end of each verse section of the Sefer Yetzira in
Return To The Place.

There’s a lot of them, each a couple of minutes long.

Not sure right now how to break them out, if I should do them in order, or jump around randomly and let the Tohu wa Bohu flavor the process

A lot of them = 96. Mucho impracticale to do all 96 start to finish…could strip my brain gears.

which one are you on? I’m still taking the propranolol she ...

2026-05-12T02:47:49+02:00

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which one are you on? I’m still taking the propranolol she prescribed but not the cetirizine…i wasn’t making it to 8:30 PM most nights .

is that tat a circuit diagram?

2026-05-11T01:53:26+02:00

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is that tat a circuit diagram?

Fuck Monday! ...

2026-05-11T00:50:51+02:00

Fuck Monday!

Say something. He dares you ...

2026-05-11T00:41:16+02:00

Say something.
He dares you

Not Dildos ...

2026-05-11T00:30:52+02:00

Not Dildos

Again works better with the pic ...

2026-05-10T20:26:02+02:00

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Again works better with the pic

With the Saures tome i now have enough alternate presentations of ...

2026-05-10T20:25:05+02:00

With the Saures tome i now have enough alternate presentations of the Yetzira to qualify as a full time practitioner.

Using a Bible Study Bag to lug these around when needed.

Have another one for Sethian Gnosticism and compiling one for Apocalypsis Interruptus.

Decided I am going to start the first deep pass foe that one when the moon goes new at the end of the week

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2026-05-10T06:43:22+02:00

The Weekly BURN Unit evening here is well underway. Not sure what ...

2026-05-10T05:33:27+02:00

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The Weekly BURN Unit evening here is well underway.
Not sure what we are gonna screen and scrag next

is this a life passage/milestone bday in your house?

2026-05-10T01:36:02+02:00

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is this a life passage/milestone bday in your house?

what are you up to tonite?

2026-05-10T01:34:00+02:00

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what are you up to tonite?

What the frelk? ...

2026-05-09T19:55:39+02:00

What the frelk?

Nerding up for Democracy. Or…. Gooning up for The Right To Vote ...

2026-05-09T19:55:14+02:00

Nerding up for Democracy.
Or….
Gooning up for The Right To Vote

You know, you ditz, this post works better with the foto ...

2026-05-09T19:54:07+02:00

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You know, you ditz, this post works better with the foto

Came home to a USPS miracle: The Saures presentation and ...

2026-05-09T19:51:20+02:00

Came home to a USPS miracle:
The Saures presentation and translation of the Sefer Yetzira got here TODAY instead of Thursday.
And it’s the American First Edition First Printing from 1968.
My original copy was second edition 3rd or 4th printing from I think right after he died in 76 or so.

I WAS NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO DEALING WITH THE MUSHROOM RANTINGS OF JOHN OF PATMOS ON A SUNDAY AND STARTING THE WEEK WITH APOCALYPSE.

Granted I have stated that modern 21st Century Gnostics should deconstruct and reinterpret Revelations as a progenitors did with GENESIS thousands of years ago.

So i will hit THAT Tuesday or Wednesday.

And…
And!

I get to wrap up Phase I of this Yetzira study completed instead of having shit pending.

And if anything goes sideways with Apocalypsis Interruptus I’ve been making offerings to Ganesha every other day. He’s all that is really still active from my Tantric Period, other than certain sexuality skills

The Miracle of Cloning and NeuroXeroxing says “Hold my beer” ...

2026-05-09T07:04:21+02:00

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The Miracle of Cloning and NeuroXeroxing says
“Hold my beer”

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2026-05-09T06:02:14+02:00

Yum!

The sun is setting ...

2026-05-09T04:30:56+02:00

The sun is setting

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2026-05-08T14:34:09+02:00

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He demanded i fulfill my promise to tuck him in to his blanket ...

2026-05-08T07:29:34+02:00

He demanded i fulfill my promise to tuck him in to his blanket fort

i am qualified by proper experiece to wear a red hanky out of ...

2026-05-08T07:27:52+02:00

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i am qualified by proper experiece to wear a red hanky out of either back pocket of my leather jeans

Your words Our deeds ...

2026-05-08T07:11:29+02:00

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Your words
Our deeds