2026-03-29T23:21:32Z https://nostr.ae Yonle https://nostr.ae/npub1x3azxuysp5vmfer4vgs4jn5tmfcx4ew8sh0qnev7gczljxsr7jwqa3g4el https://image.nostr.build/95f758049d986e09e46913b73c6c1556dae3f88d95483603b42f832d1206d43d.jpg https://image.nostr.build/95f758049d986e09e46913b73c6c1556dae3f88d95483603b42f832d1206d43d.jpg https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstse9f65wpknwvte29uc3y4ddt454he2kp55d8u23dgs4z3ys3azqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcv98w0z seeing all of the dramas, bad takes, ideology enforcements being put into foss projects, especially linux distros components like systemd, i am slowly and more slowly became hopeless and want to ditch the entire computer out.<br/><br/>but then i realized that even windows code is as dirtier as it is. so did android, and even iOS.<br/><br/>slowly, i can&#39;t help but to let my computer get fucked up with the instructions that these software make all the time and just live. i guess, living in a chaos is one way to describe it.<br/><br/>sometime you can&#39;t help but to embrace how terrible it was and just enjoy it. 2026-03-30T15:29:59Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxnzjl72uh2p4mhcgy4wwku7cykc45ccqxk69dxsmm9le5hp90y6czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcyuj3eh if last year the most boring talk on this lobby is all but BTC all the time, then these days it&#39;s mostly AI and all of the shenanigans.<br/><br/>one thing that most ai slop developer mostly unaware of is that most of the budget that they pull out from their wallet for all of this tends to barely or never got any profit. 2026-03-30T15:03:27Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsv7lajeez69wy5lfn5cd8a7fq8up5w63narh00e9a439ys66jl7qqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcvlnez0 at that point, i started feeling that it&#39;s not worth it. completely not worth to host despite it keeps the network decentralized.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsgkl9afy7zh2r07v50j0aur8dyj3yvhkn6rf5llpm4rklxlevsgwqpzpmhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5hsygp50g3hpyqdrx6wgatzy9v5az76wp4wt3u9mcy7t8jxqhu35ql5nspsgqqqqqqsatv6hp" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…v6hp</a></span> </div> while hosting nostr relay is good,<br/>i think it's only good when the resources<br/>that you have is as big as you can think of.<br/><br/>because most of the time,<br/>the notes that gets feed into your self hosted<br/>relay are mostly events that got forwarded by<br/>bunch of bots from various relay that identifies<br/>nothing on their user agent header. </blockquote> 2026-03-30T15:01:34Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgkl9afy7zh2r07v50j0aur8dyj3yvhkn6rf5llpm4rklxlevsgwqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc4wxs8v while hosting nostr relay is good,<br/>i think it&#39;s only good when the resources<br/>that you have is as big as you can think of.<br/><br/>because most of the time,<br/>the notes that gets feed into your self hosted<br/>relay are mostly events that got forwarded by<br/>bunch of bots from various relay that identifies<br/>nothing on their user agent header. 2026-03-30T15:00:15Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdnxk03yfxmyweplfj002a4h80szd6vwunjuf6yx54azp2kka0tsszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcxupvxf and then i remember that despite of the methods that i try to get people unfollow me,<br/><br/>somehow the opposite happens quite often. 2026-03-30T14:58:17Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrhzxgjeuq7hw2fmfzykxmy0pekdxmvcn5wkvv3rjklqtlyk9g49qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc7eefl8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszvyv9ev8y4jh768xayq4avmdwjwem8hddw969mptcuvd0mewgvlqppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0x0l3p0'>nevent1q…l3p0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i&#39;m bored. 2026-03-30T14:57:12Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswvc3nlg6ldnmnglh4g588a9u37l0nj7ecjkcpenhc4deea48amxqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcgdl5wz <img src="https://image.nostr.build/0251862cca02550d5ffd575d96dd16169204551c1d6f3eab7405a1ba04673e0f.jpg"> 2026-03-30T14:53:28Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqst7tcmw6av9lqfvqmq8pm8lkx4rtey6ul8sewgwyw3fyv84u2wsegzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc8gylz6 well, i don&#39;t know. 2026-03-29T23:23:35Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrn8d9z76qrcs6ymhd4km45n79mden2spegnda39cnalgqatxtvfgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fczmqmqa and still, to this day, i consider the outbox model to have a risk of self sabotaging. 2026-03-29T23:23:25Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswacd6nszjy93anmly0dvvg9quwehe0ay0d9fknx7jf3aswlwzseszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc25ttfd oh, hello again. 2026-03-29T23:21:45Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswdzfyptr7xqzjasea3nq3lhmpf48sz8vrly9l4zkjgdwfepg6dxszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcrl2kkq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2pvlvmwcgrdw5v2y6ejm745p4w0x7m48hjpklk7nkhr4wnkj24cspzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0wd68ytnsw43z7cy8plk'>nevent1q…8plk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>just tried.<br/>potato rating: meh 🐌🐌 (2 out of 5)<br/><br/>performance is 1:1 to Amethyst. 2026-03-04T11:07:11Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsy6zxqnyexvrc0ut7pz4jjp4dzypljeg45aszne4ekvznc9ypc69qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc97qfax In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstew89w03793l58997k0q746s26e4ng7k03eejqq8rh3a7vt8324gpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc3h8lm8'>nevent1q…8lm8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i myself already focused on something else outside of nostr, so now you know 2026-03-02T20:00:46Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstew89w03793l58997k0q746s26e4ng7k03eejqq8rh3a7vt8324gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcal3qql heard that someone&#39;s relay went on high spike from someone&#39;s bostr2 setup.<br/><br/>as a side note: although i am the one who maintain bostr2 project (and it&#39;s older variant), i actually don&#39;t run bostr relay anymore. So if there&#39;s anything else, it&#39;s basically something outside of my own control. You can block the default bostr default user agent if you would like to.<br/><br/>thank you for understanding. 2026-03-02T19:53:34Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxudth5wwjfh8asea44xma4r7awa78u5dz7tkh0y9uuyndy0rjtmgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccvhq9z still keeping my promise.<br/>nostopus my beloved. <img src="https://image.nostr.build/3c9d5ecad56d389af59a05e87c3be53f8100b3bb1db40722ac8db4c342054861.jpg"> 2026-02-25T07:45:09Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswutghnt62am4flx2q0guhpc5ntgm42es5sj34zrw90sn7gzapawczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcjkhkah juan 2026-02-21T17:52:51Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqspk5w55984a9pefy9g2ph3zr0ykurdws7d7nyc08ggrw8gx85x7cszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcn85h2r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst0uz2dcwv24uv727uj3qsp7g2qdn04fmaga5ea5yhf79au4rm75spr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9u0kp9cr'>nevent1q…p9cr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yo.<br/><br/><br/>ane sekarang di fedi koq.<br/>yonle@waltuh.cyou 2026-02-15T11:35:17Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsykqr9sc8gsqljhn8dmln77lkw6k9hzpm084lcwlu34j02775nv9gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcptnd63 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf62yhelz4jvad0u6xe6rfvlqjvq6tgrmyqanl9upkekahac3t3zcpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhsr9qf96'>nevent1q…qf96</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>No. 2026-02-11T19:12:03Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs04pxary34nffuhn6hazeycdfsr72dque072rvady6xp52s06cz2gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcyx326k long time not stepping in here eh 2026-02-07T00:56:29Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstzcnlr92mjmywp9fkhujnghp4d05wgxdqr08ujnkv84wcu49ujnczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcwcnhg4 halo. 2026-02-07T00:56:19Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0mg07fxelxfgstcc7pgrx99uvl4g7cjatr352rzgw7rhuh7xcycczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc4w36h8 不要你离开～距离隔不开～ 2026-01-31T10:51:23Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8s6sjl25ehtgql6cgau5ahmam7l7xh5kq28rccgakteyrecka7fczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc4f6462 i am still noisy as usual but in other dimension 2026-01-29T18:34:58Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrvqj5yypph643zf99gqdk4nud5h7xzjkxtu5an6e3mm5jgt2sdrgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fct30aat alo 2026-01-29T18:34:38Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsf64w7r4ep7sq7psam82ezx8kv8jcs7fwrq8dfgrc9qftje5pwzsczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcln0rra <video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://eu2.contabostorage.com/3a3d6ee44cde4ea7a62833da64ec81d1:fedi/759743915dcd7b4bf1b0a9dbc9e7326d8159b7111260e913e62d8369438eab6a.mp4"></video> 2026-01-26T05:49:46Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgxrltdwpqe306g3ysy0ls803xww0adns9gcq7tdhucxqrh7lryhgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc33mycq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8vzygc7rzu3tg7uqk7790yq6fu0w68pwepzzjewe8gehg2e385ncpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtc4av687'>nevent1q…v687</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>You might want to not go off topic on some post or wild assumption just goes like that. 2026-01-23T05:28:11Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqhl5s0m9dmypdsrlsj03dup0nf6l7hzyejg4cfkszzg9y3f497pqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc9vwe7j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2p9nxmaerdeh77y5kssen2hmfmnxmnmjkgzj8x8mj3sjdltmkh7qpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnddajj73vlknz'>nevent1q…lknz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>some from amethyst, some from other client. 2026-01-22T03:28:57Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq0snsrvve6xl4vu3257t0f5aqf04p6nk02szklec6auqylu4m99qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fchaxfcz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq6jljympdzfmlzv8kyfl88588mtdjr4aay4kvu6zevlw3cpy3g0spz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7kwkkvy'>nevent1q…kkvy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>if you remember the 100 GB of internet usage screenshot,<br/><br/>it&#39;s all from nostr. 2026-01-21T14:43:10Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsq6jljympdzfmlzv8kyfl88588mtdjr4aay4kvu6zevlw3cpy3g0szyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcqxg5j0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8e63tgn3ek0h9nsaw5zexjfvxgxxr5dhy7mf974zevw3p9z9ydgqpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnddajj72wnjfg'>nevent1q…njfg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>it&#39;s not about the relay, but user end. 2026-01-21T14:42:50Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszu6ax4r63pwg3z06sss8vrgqt4h5pxyf3dnv3xm0mf9symwc3d6qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcdn5s5v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0y9fxxz4m9pva0xdk65620600dr8wksu3urq8662d7qww6jhl47qpr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9uu044lq'>nevent1q…44lq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>it&#39;s obviously expensive if it&#39;s no longer that easy to maintain. 2026-01-21T09:49:17Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs94n8k3jevgf9cazqmv4z7lpkg0akmf6marxck9d8ye9e3tlkxgvgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccfwrwd before my mind makes me misunderstood stuff, I immediately simulate first person POV just to understand how it actually feels, <br/> <br/>and i finally conclude one thing. <br/> <br/>they&#39;re simply having fun on this space, and there&#39;s no indication of something that i have thought in my mind. 2026-01-21T09:44:12Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs06725vyfddlmeq8m0jvgsqy4ulltfy8sq9ew9wantr9c3x204usgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc83rfd6 one day i randomly leave my pc on for the entire night till morning, with screen recording turned on for one VC, <br/> <br/>and, i hear myself snoring. <br/> <br/>the good thing is, discord noise filter removed the snore on the vc. however, my screen recorder did record everything clearly from my microphone. <br/> <br/>the snore noise generated from real sleep sounds really different from your usual noise. 2026-01-21T09:43:06Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvzncggcxt8uesuflylygxeeqktvlk58tnxad5c3x9uj6cksekdggzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc4uz9mt well, i do hosted my own akkoma / fediverse instance now, that is open to register.<br/><br/><a href="https://fedinet.waltuh.cyou">https://fedinet.waltuh.cyou</a> 2026-01-18T14:48:35Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr4qejydpnf0dy9cdwg5ky9ewq064wlz8xudwn3ntywqfza8z026qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc73mv4c seriously, the cost to keep me in nostr is simply not worth the price. 2026-01-18T14:46:50Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxna9tfgfxxye6mmw94na4ac9f39tg905tyftfzf9w23nq8j3uemgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccppezp how long it has been since i last posted here? 2026-01-18T14:46:35Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw9f0ez8dnxm8u78galg3s3dhsalgx0zka8xzl426q0lsnr9rrmrczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc40jzuw c a r s <img src="https://image.nostr.build/02e7ea04d848c233aabb1621c2279885bd3c56989affd8814e5bcf3bd4a50521.jpg"> 2026-01-15T04:55:38Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsynjlntqwzunpseyxl8qwvdm65524dvcjc85sfn5xj27k2wux2ccgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc826ll0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyt7dpf6hh3syj42f84rtw0zhr0ncj8xrpfxyamxuppvaya35nncspzamhxue69uhhsmtj9e6hxetwdaehgu3wdaexwtcauulj4'>nevent1q…ulj4</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>morniing~ 2026-01-13T13:01:22Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswyaw234gw9p0mk9dkga49qxkzuyhxlame0309smscg7z8nc07yuszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fctk86ye afternoon. 2026-01-13T07:54:09Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsf9jtey5tr5xqw5e3lf8qdqzmytehjcuw5fu4uvunln6texnxdtjqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc8vtvvv bUT,<br/><br/>dOn&#39;t TELl hEr<br/><br/>THAT yOu&#39;rE NOT hIS BRoTHer<br/><br/>## hE,<br/># diEd,<br/>## long Ago 2026-01-13T05:44:09Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqwnjp39ldl62jx0dtk2wz92as3z27yvpdjdzqk7agg8ja48ekkkqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc2va2sw you just met her. that&#39;s all i can say.<br/><br/>&gt; you just met her<br/><br/>&gt; &gt; y o u j u s t m e t h e r<br/><br/>## y o u j u s t m e t h e r .<br/><br/># yES, that&#39;s thE mIsSIng GIRL<br/><br/>&#39;YOu JUSt MEt HeR, DO YOu?&#39;<br/><br/>&#39;SHe reAlLy MIss YOu.&#39; 2026-01-13T05:43:31Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdqrnj8405z20sc897kzzc8t3kuvttxreu7lhg7kzfatfqr8m2vkqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcgzh64s &gt; *&#34;so, do you remember about that missing girl?<br/>&gt; she was an office worker that lives on the same residence as us.<br/>&gt; it has been a year since the last info. there are no new news.<br/>&gt; but people around this residence has seen her around in his usual uniform, but when they get to his house, it&#39;s full of cobwebs.&#34;*<br/><br/>&gt; *&#34;she has a little brother, with the same age as yours. a brat, she called it.<br/>&gt; she&#39;s very loving to his little siblings.&#34;*<br/><br/>&gt; *&#34;the family has tried searching for her even all the way to China, but found nothing even after millions has spent.<br/>&gt; she was last seen in this residence at the Blok D street.&#34;* 2026-01-13T05:25:55Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfx54jkzufsa8v6l0p3fyzpkt5yz6wpu3femqp82na0hfywdsj53czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcsygkpw It feels a bit different this year. Really.<br/><br/>I think i&#39;ve been spoiled. Maybe.<br/><br/>But a birthday without a cake really hits different.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs2qp7n57kkdxr92gce50cumh7nww2wfl9p3qr8zcjhpqn03mr83kgpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpwgyhcw" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…yhcw</a></span> </div> It's January 13th 2026 as of the time i am writing this.<br/><br/>This year, is different. Now I basically live independently from the previous high school years where i was close with my mom, continuing study by going to a rather simple college. I must be honest here, I did not perform really well and ended up repeating what i did during mid and high school: Ignoring assignments, which now i had a bunch of them stacked which makes me never stop thinking about it.<br/><br/>Since i move to a city, I learned lots of things on my own with the help of various technologies that we basically knew, And also listened to some of my friends about what his past life was, and how he's doing today, and what he learn from what he experienced, etc.<br/><br/>Meanwhile, I still have no job yet. I do plan to make my own little business with the skills that i have, But i really have zero experience on doing business at all. So it's between wanting to had a job or making a little business by my own will.<br/><br/>I am still financially funded by my Dad. I do plan to be independent... I actually know many ways to earn it but i am the one who refused to do it... Simply said, I am really stubborn. Quietly stubborn. To be honest, I really need to control myself to be not so picky.<br/><br/>Well, I wish i can get myself a little better and achieve what i am trying to accomplish... But for now it seems impossible.<br/><br/>That's all from now. Until the next time.<br/><br/>Yonle<br/>January 13th 2026 </blockquote> 2026-01-12T19:17:00Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2qp7n57kkdxr92gce50cumh7nww2wfl9p3qr8zcjhpqn03mr83kgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcqa952l It&#39;s January 13th 2026 as of the time i am writing this.<br/><br/>This year, is different. Now I basically live independently from the previous high school years where i was close with my mom, continuing study by going to a rather simple college. I must be honest here, I did not perform really well and ended up repeating what i did during mid and high school: Ignoring assignments, which now i had a bunch of them stacked which makes me never stop thinking about it.<br/><br/>Since i move to a city, I learned lots of things on my own with the help of various technologies that we basically knew, And also listened to some of my friends about what his past life was, and how he&#39;s doing today, and what he learn from what he experienced, etc.<br/><br/>Meanwhile, I still have no job yet. I do plan to make my own little business with the skills that i have, But i really have zero experience on doing business at all. So it&#39;s between wanting to had a job or making a little business by my own will.<br/><br/>I am still financially funded by my Dad. I do plan to be independent... I actually know many ways to earn it but i am the one who refused to do it... Simply said, I am really stubborn. Quietly stubborn. To be honest, I really need to control myself to be not so picky.<br/><br/>Well, I wish i can get myself a little better and achieve what i am trying to accomplish... But for now it seems impossible.<br/><br/>That&#39;s all from now. Until the next time.<br/><br/>Yonle<br/>January 13th 2026 2026-01-12T19:10:52Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxr54v33t3xajddvjpag57q9kxvhjhhghnr806j9gq2fzdkcvrnqqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcjnuvfa i feel so sleepy.... 2026-01-12T14:14:17Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz6kqmtjtfyrdg42pultvlkx9w9jmsjmpw062wfxwr52vpacj29rczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc63udnz feeling nostalgic?<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsqce9hqktxvc2hapgm25ygxj3386kcy7nc4fx0plvm3kjg4yrrulspz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7q3qx3azxuysp5vmfer4vgs4jn5tmfcx4ew8sh0qnev7gczljxsr7jwqxpqqqqqqz98n9a6" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…n9a6</a></span> </div> livetune feat. Hatsune Miku (初音ミク) - Last night, Good night<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://eu2.contabostorage.com/3a3d6ee44cde4ea7a62833da64ec81d1:fedi/e839cc6ef83e036f5af7eb2115e51f008f7977b961be3304919dfd69ae5f4fa8.mp4"></video> </blockquote> 2026-01-12T09:56:24Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqce9hqktxvc2hapgm25ygxj3386kcy7nc4fx0plvm3kjg4yrrulszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc5kr226 livetune feat. Hatsune Miku (初音ミク) - Last night, Good night<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://eu2.contabostorage.com/3a3d6ee44cde4ea7a62833da64ec81d1:fedi/e839cc6ef83e036f5af7eb2115e51f008f7977b961be3304919dfd69ae5f4fa8.mp4"></video> 2026-01-12T09:48:41Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgrvvy3dsdvkljt6wck9a44ec69sd4vdffu3sz8l2ug7esgenwsaszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcaeg7ff It has been a while.<br/>go-bwhero has been updated.<br/><br/>- improved memory usage<br/>- added option to adjust semaphore level for intensive environment<br/><br/><a href="https://github.com/Yonle/go-bwhero">https://github.com/Yonle/go-bwhero</a> 2026-01-12T06:38:12Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszghjm9kh8rs7ptrfqwnza83nml3c29lz33yrctedwx4tar3v3fdgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcsfgc9j me, to chatgpt: make a moe character<br/><br/>chatgpt:<br/> <img src="https://pomf2.lain.la/f/52f8l8u9.png"> 2026-01-12T05:44:23Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstl9ws8nq34y7uz6u9x3pynxlz428zagsnmdy5f3tdkxgm6uanjtczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fclc27sf The fedi admin dilema. <img src="https://image.nostr.build/f6b76eaf1e97540ff1aa61c8173ae38936743a3f432683d50b172f69f8b63c29.jpg"> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/044b0a35d57d1c8ac0e1fd1504aeb6c8eb354e604fc7b7ddf33ac0cd1059cade.jpg"> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/b7c9dc33fea7a76a8e4cb7b8900ba40ef771f26f2771239145062acd29077e73.jpg"> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/c440d3d47b8ebca830d5e28bac96272932d0d49c3757b46f4eafa577b78d0ade.jpg"> <br/> 2026-01-12T03:35:18Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvl6a66t26jaj4qk4cgd5z8dcrzxh59nts3kthwdmnged7h3sd72czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc247grc bucket object storage is basically a bank of files.<br/><br/>they worked similarly the same.<br/><br/>your bucket is not stored in one but multiple fuck ton of storages at the same time 2026-01-11T16:24:05Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw55jjuux0cdj9m6vyps3v68rd2t5qfmhe7vyxygu3km8psgmezegzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcp3lvcy but first i need to setup email...<br/><br/>...which is ridiculously complicated than making nasi padang.. 2026-01-11T16:18:44Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9dnqes2sqht4aknjdpllsgvqlvrgrjts58ch70tlhx4s5yqp8daczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcexgs7r and then Indonesian only relay coming soon coz i am bored....<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsfeht5uy055uklpy8qu9np76rjlkwar6azsr62f9dwry68jpm7alspzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpnlelvy" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…elvy</a></span> </div> yeah nostr relay coming soon... </blockquote> 2026-01-11T16:18:21Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfeht5uy055uklpy8qu9np76rjlkwar6azsr62f9dwry68jpm7alszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcldku2t yeah nostr relay coming soon... 2026-01-11T16:18:03Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsr60swafdnd2h9mr3hu5xhwc2mz8clyv5z37uyt6cxvmfs7yjsntqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fchwwtj8 I actually aware about contabo&#39;s reliability and upstream issue, however i am not really doing these projects (this service) for serious purpose. So you either have it or leave it. 2026-01-11T16:12:12Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswqnjkdhm6yfs2hya6ke7qe64cw2g8nvvkjay6nhv6jrd8wc769dgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcva2anc about the incus container setup that i have ... <br/>1. each container got their own local ip, which they can communicate with each other via a bridge <br/>2. the host can access to the services that those containers bind on their container without the need of tcp forward or similar<br/><br/>so, basically,<br/><br/>caddy(host) -&gt; 10.xx.xx.6 akkoma(container) -&gt; akkoma backend -&gt; 10.xx.xx.5 postgresql(container) -&gt; postgresql backend<br/><br/>since it&#39;s done because of bridge, there should have no performance impact at all. 2026-01-11T15:56:54Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxp9afqujxkc6r2779p6g2tk7xw0p55mkdqluf7p7x49hnyn7khnszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccdg6ct Good evening.... 2026-01-11T13:34:27Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs0kf03vk3nrkagjq96vfslztxphzfvdr9lx0749jns9c6c40qlpmqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fckywqg7 <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qqsqscyrxd0q6ynyz2vxj9hrkhccu28mmwryuv46p259pjy8gqyjt8gpr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9u88m3fw" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Hypermart CEO</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…m3fw</span>)</a></span> &lt;--- mf bought new domain, new server, and launched in LIVE, then people around his circle somehow follows faster than he asks anyone 2026-01-11T13:12:46Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsxt735wq5tr88lxsnjt8q7apn2j8x6vyf7kp889xkgk24t7ck72xqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fckcrl85 waltuh 2026-01-11T12:40:23Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs84e6eh0myhcgdpgvkzevdjuhc4wscgvzdh5krlpgznrp05khvpaczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fchgu985 how tf my nostr notes gets into japanese relay 2026-01-11T07:24:18Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsfqfnedc6jspmxcs79ucsd28wgn5y0kdq9kmuflan74h757fhrwkqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcxmpz79 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx2uurwerfkj4ncagayftfc7react3wlgctg6tqnwfr3dgh9dmansluuxc2'>nevent1q…uxc2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i think hiradai.space is cool 2026-01-11T07:11:28Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszfjljdyxjjh09nscym9zlypw270hlduta50fumevk5avw6k6658szyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcfyfgtj <img src="https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/347a2370900d19b4e4756221594e8bda706ae5c785de09e59e4605f91a03f49c/9247723bebc8e523fd154b37a57ab2845a793f0890e1231a5fa993a2780d195e.webp"> 2026-01-11T07:11:09Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrz0faaw8l7j0z5tsnjfxnwnygnj00rwq6023wehzsyqesh5envgczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcvanx3d it&#39;s no longer as cold as yesterday but it calms my forehead a bit.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsgl3ququ5mqe0aqd34cnm0f6223vx3wkrtqfjzut5j20wmktndlgspz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhsygp50g3hpyqdrx6wgatzy9v5az76wp4wt3u9mcy7t8jxqhu35ql5nspsgqqqqqqsyq4ezr" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…4ezr</a></span> </div> i forgot to take my head compressor off when i go outside to grab my shopeefood order ... </blockquote> 2026-01-11T07:09:04Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgl3ququ5mqe0aqd34cnm0f6223vx3wkrtqfjzut5j20wmktndlgszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fctpcpay i forgot to take my head compressor off when i go outside to grab my shopeefood order ... 2026-01-11T07:08:36Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsx2uurwerfkj4ncagayftfc7react3wlgctg6tqnwfr3dgh9dmanszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc2wft9l In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstzj43tk3aquqexmvsxw0669s79kth4c6w34cc0g0858rjkmkljhqpr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9up8zw2y'>nevent1q…zw2y</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i got waltuh.cyou because i am bored. 2026-01-11T07:08:00Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs05lmm7vg04rth97qftyeftqzc8jq7fk2a60ke0xlmwp9m7qk50gqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcc4l4s2 hmmm not bad 2026-01-11T05:57:06Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyk5f45fyd0930sh740uja0ah9jmscz9m5tl92vd2xvla7w7s6czgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcgkhxaw huh <img src="https://image.nostr.build/4a2fbae2ce903d5c04eecdd8d59f980c8993a206c381fdbdac5befe451dc3635.jpg"> <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsvnuekex3z5kjegvzp6ay7m3j3ld5tuew5472jdxlvhce8ux7lxyqpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpz9mvv6" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mvv6</a></span> </div> So, this is "Mi Bangladesh"<br/><br/>... Instant noodle with different soup <img src="https://image.nostr.build/d1150f23d059f7600b5944f07d85958c0ce91dadc0e4c304472d08e74c670188.jpg"> </blockquote> 2026-01-11T05:56:33Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvnuekex3z5kjegvzp6ay7m3j3ld5tuew5472jdxlvhce8ux7lxyqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fctaz0d8 So, this is &#34;Mi Bangladesh&#34;<br/><br/>... Instant noodle with different soup <img src="https://image.nostr.build/d1150f23d059f7600b5944f07d85958c0ce91dadc0e4c304472d08e74c670188.jpg"> 2026-01-11T05:55:03Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyy9vyvq6kwe5jswrc94r0h0dn25ynpsp232lf5kdpj504ja587yczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcry3uvv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvwj8ea7cxkl4yqmyzdm4q26d7f99vanzs8gk7gutga6yvszp5zaqppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp07zq8s9'>nevent1q…q8s9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i am not sure about that one 2026-01-11T05:54:16Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrlt5h8puuglh5a3v6yawq8zyskvadhvneeuafc5z79v2nlkrn03gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc9ys9w9 Mi Bangladesh...<br/><br/>idk what it is but i am about to tru it out anyway.. 2026-01-11T05:47:10Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs83dw35tsw7qf93308gn56rsfwevxc73g3mlg2w354znd30kcwv6szyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc5guhkt ....mmmmmmmmmhhhh<br/><br/>on the other side, i feel nervous on picking a domain for the fediverse server... 2026-01-11T05:42:38Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsgmp47rraux69z7nrkmlj9g4h490symtkhdn0heu4rdawedcwyanqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcflg2j4 safe to say, android users live in the world where they got native nsecbunker app<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqswqkhfnzuwy5f62l8yxpurdjncuxje50w0ynt58h04ll4w2ac7utqpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtczyqgmn2y5qndlxq6w0cvgdw5acnrdxahj8xs3sfcm6tk9v75gnpgvuqcyqqqqqqgrk7s4r" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…7s4r</a></span> </div> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/3769b952b5bd0b1a59f6092289501c53c5ac62d5e7f064e68ac581940e5def56.jpg"> </blockquote> 2026-01-10T16:52:45Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs93mr2purcv7ts50xvvt4p3kgs0vxh0fx00fm8dd5t98r8xul002gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcsta9xd i mean, it took me a while to realize until i check fastfetch and my jaw dropped. <img src="https://image.nostr.build/afb1134d1bffdac4a5b9e53114471762a9220dd7d9915d82d6825bd969005ae4.jpg"> <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs92j530xzjft0mkyuw23us8nce9a6u32l0uqfdm9edf79n4xahqjqpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqp65hdye" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…hdye</a></span> </div> a little story.<br/><br/>yesterday i purchased an VPS at Contabo, I picked the smallest packet one (Cloud VPS 10), and then purchased 250 GB of object storage because i am afraid that i got less SSD spaces.<br/><br/>but little did i knew, i literally missed the info. Didn't saw that the VPS that i have will be already bundled with 150 GB of SSD, and then... this object storage that now i am not sure when & how to use it...<br/><br/>All of it for $11/month...<br/><br/>...wow.... it's like "11 bucks" only but if i convert that to Rupiah...<br/><br/>> 172K rupiah<br/><br/>or, the equivalent of buying **9 portions of Padang rice**.<br/><br/>yeah...<br/><br/>currency is crazy, but the VPS tale is even more crazier, especially the fact that i don't know what i am supposed to host </blockquote> 2026-01-10T14:32:33Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs92j530xzjft0mkyuw23us8nce9a6u32l0uqfdm9edf79n4xahqjqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcd0vda6 a little story.<br/><br/>yesterday i purchased an VPS at Contabo, I picked the smallest packet one (Cloud VPS 10), and then purchased 250 GB of object storage because i am afraid that i got less SSD spaces.<br/><br/>but little did i knew, i literally missed the info. Didn&#39;t saw that the VPS that i have will be already bundled with 150 GB of SSD, and then... this object storage that now i am not sure when &amp; how to use it...<br/><br/>All of it for $11/month...<br/><br/>...wow.... it&#39;s like &#34;11 bucks&#34; only but if i convert that to Rupiah...<br/><br/>&gt; 172K rupiah<br/><br/>or, the equivalent of buying **9 portions of Padang rice**.<br/><br/>yeah...<br/><br/>currency is crazy, but the VPS tale is even more crazier, especially the fact that i don&#39;t know what i am supposed to host 2026-01-10T14:27:42Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2u8z3ess5nsr0dmdmhww44wuddnm68m8v350exz24ukwt6tyf2kqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcy0av65 jeez... 2026-01-10T14:21:31Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrxskdsd386fjutuqwyalfdhny7srcllqd0964u3jplpuwuud3ghgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccra0nt i feel weak... and had a fever ... 2026-01-10T14:21:18Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp3rd9g30m7de3dfqj2nx4ay7h2yusa3cujz5fzdrl08s9thwrfhgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fchfmk57 my mind is full of stuff.<br/>i was overwhelmed 2026-01-10T07:26:10Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstmezjm6c6uxz94cpka4cakyy6san3kfhmk0wengg5kla9sv9snagzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcje0jus initially i was confused on what domain i should use.<br/><br/>and then i bought the silliest name ever. 2026-01-10T04:00:22Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyzarzv7s7a2x8p9jr8ggf9g62rq2vfrvkpt4tdueh0pv50uyst6szyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcgh6ql6 will change the nip05 of me later.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqstztgfx8gl29dxxukyq0t96v7g5zaqk8aazt9p50zxw503gh4mm3cpz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7q3qx3azxuysp5vmfer4vgs4jn5tmfcx4ew8sh0qnev7gczljxsr7jwqxpqqqqqqzszc9ak" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…c9ak</a></span> </div> i purchased a domain for a year. </blockquote> 2026-01-10T03:58:16Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstztgfx8gl29dxxukyq0t96v7g5zaqk8aazt9p50zxw503gh4mm3czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc7utzqj i purchased a domain for a year. 2026-01-10T03:57:11Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9eefeysmjw5zdgrpywzz3283zj3xxyf5tzlxfhsa63cvuea9ksxczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcjwn0wa (eats stuff with chopsticks) 2026-01-09T14:30:45Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsppju04d4eveuc75tjwdyw0fggmhtx2zkr4tx2zeu57503hhqmh3czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcg79wzk for donation box, <a href="https://github.com/Yonle">https://github.com/Yonle</a> has all of the info if you want me to keep some services.<br/><br/>the following will be hosted:<br/>- akkoma server<br/>- customized nostr relay<br/>- bostr2 aggregator<br/><br/>thank you all for your trust. because i am bored.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqszhaykagt08ghdcekj45kuhz000hm23w85hkdvyejc09eeyl9ywfgpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqphzqhje" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…qhje</a></span> </div> yah $10 flies in a instant <img src="https://image.nostr.build/ca308f8e21a10e0dbffe635b6118cccc2c418694fa49f2063878a916d4125be1.jpg"> </blockquote> 2026-01-09T13:40:09Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszhaykagt08ghdcekj45kuhz000hm23w85hkdvyejc09eeyl9ywfgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fccrwfue yah $10 flies in a instant <img src="https://image.nostr.build/ca308f8e21a10e0dbffe635b6118cccc2c418694fa49f2063878a916d4125be1.jpg"> 2026-01-09T13:35:18Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8wey7f8cxdk5dnmttmk7607z4ylcj5sjkqw6zvaxfl8hmdelrwygzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fchatn2z just purchased a contabo VPS. 2026-01-09T13:33:12Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvnxvu4e98hplh9aqttfn6s5pc00dedvfw6sp50uaqs4v8ras4zgczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc60040u i wonder,<br/><br/>what have i done? 2026-01-09T12:41:00Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqszrnumak345jv6kz7a4vvkjt2g98uacvx9jprlnhtxs49gk03ll9czyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc0tvpmy yaaah looks like something went nuts<br/><br/>let&#39;s open an issue in momostr repo 2026-01-09T12:32:08Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsvxc0ykvyt7v5kkawqqvafnunuftagndhsnjucruq9770wwxak4yqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcxx8k38 well 2026-01-09T12:22:10Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsym5c6m6qaqqpd9yrxlnlmcds3sl4s24lz8afp38ly9edmsh3emmczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc5kdp6m le chat place.<br/><br/>IRC: #yonle via libera.chat or irc.ircnow.org<br/>Tele: <a href="https://t.me/yonlecoder">https://t.me/yonlecoder</a><br/>Discord: <a href="https://discord.com/invite/GkGSpNEtDU">https://discord.com/invite/GkGSpNEtDU</a> 2026-01-09T12:19:30Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9h73r5htmaljel5cucw27664uctwxj4e4rhxr3twjpva35yh6lfqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcfdscm9 most of the time, when i stretch my body while i was laying on a bed,<br/><br/>something snapped on my feet that it hurts soo much 2026-01-09T12:13:31Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsp8jtw6sshy9fchvs0ncn7ape568ame2ju0sl88g8pgs32e9vgf4szyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc35xzk8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw7w2plfplta7uvd7kerjgf757ze4u3yjuz40mlelqf3dmtkvyhxgpr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9umx87sy'>nevent1q…87sy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i wonder~ 2026-01-09T12:11:25Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsz26a2jxukqkad30y3ljzvsatsfjvl4tfsha598jxqhap06wmc3xgzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc0fesv3 initial M: train-chan<br/>cell: train-chan <img src="https://image.nostr.build/1965622760c38a514fbf144f7031360a7bbbc6dab3f56db8b9c533c95fb8208b.jpg"> 2026-01-09T11:54:35Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsyxfjp6nppqzs356mpem53ne8a8ap4ca3d3hd99emw9m3lycada9gzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcfsmuax looks like the lore sank deeper than i thought 2026-01-09T11:39:24Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsdn23kessxwwsat4rnnc3kyt8sa0a3hpvsqv059edc2uuw0mz78kqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcu5c9tm great, great 2026-01-09T11:39:15Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw8sp73vmw2kpu3usly3d2jvwavt3rv3rhxq07e9shwvr6g8wanuczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc2rd9p3 did cell just accidentally forgot to switch account 2026-01-09T11:38:47Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs9ap9a4a5psjm6fs3w0nptxwu6js8ycmw2fxdtdfjn7739q09slygzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcgkcw0d and then here goes &#34;AI powered fediverse instance software with AI packed features&#34; 2026-01-09T10:01:11Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs2p92s2z26a6cxswd0rtaxnz7fdplamqghszc7s4hpfjpz2psgdlszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc0658lp however i am still surprised with my accuracy for playing maimai with lv 11 difficulty for the first time.<br/><br/>bruh.<br/><br/>my shoulder is heavy.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsw4z7wqxrazq3fe0h8n9au3utjudq0utc9yd4s4yc2gvq0xje278qpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpcaqa2w" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…qa2w</a></span> </div> yeah we're playing two player mode and it's damn hilarious.<br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsrpfzpmqv0yjm24degx354sew5rkkk78hh03p4qp6m4thcvzvqmmcpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqp9kmn6l" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mn6l</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-01-09T08:58:56Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsw4z7wqxrazq3fe0h8n9au3utjudq0utc9yd4s4yc2gvq0xje278qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc9nfrf5 yeah we&#39;re playing two player mode and it&#39;s damn hilarious.<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsrpfzpmqv0yjm24degx354sew5rkkk78hh03p4qp6m4thcvzvqmmcpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqp9kmn6l" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mn6l</a></span> </div> so, random local player invite me to play maimai for real this time.<br/><br/>i go with whatever is level 11<br/><br/>but then in the middle of playing, both of my shoulder feels damn heavy after many times of up-and-down navigating my hand.<br/><br/>eventually, i drop my game difficulty to 9,<br/><br/>and yet it's still tiring and heavy lmfao </blockquote> 2026-01-09T08:57:32Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsrpfzpmqv0yjm24degx354sew5rkkk78hh03p4qp6m4thcvzvqmmczyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcndcp2c so, random local player invite me to play maimai for real this time.<br/><br/>i go with whatever is level 11<br/><br/>but then in the middle of playing, both of my shoulder feels damn heavy after many times of up-and-down navigating my hand.<br/><br/>eventually, i drop my game difficulty to 9,<br/><br/>and yet it&#39;s still tiring and heavy lmfao 2026-01-09T08:55:57Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqswjj9s0cj2yz05vqnpwkstn4t7ljp60v90js9hlrww7lmhk686jpqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcr3u4fq odading 2026-01-08T13:40:06Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqstdhaw96wchlf70l08w7602aalm54uytqvetmzk7veqgsnhnmyd2qzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fcsk9ue9 i wondered why i woke up at 8 AM instead of 6<br/><br/>turns out my alarm is turned off.<br/><br/>well. 2026-01-08T13:34:46Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs8as4xl8583czq03mnmv8efyq9w8cx83485dazuwgrmkkntx2szpszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc5a6uzp i am back home... 2026-01-08T10:42:55Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqs87gknkhn4ryx0mk0kcgm6e6sp227gfag49kyhuckp449qnvw2fdqzyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc3k9ar2 udah sore yak 2026-01-08T09:33:01Z https://nostr.ae/nevent1qqsqdd366dtl30nslnzgmr54n5n76v54mar35lztml2eucxwx6us3kszyq685gmsjqx3nd8yw43zzk2w30d8q6h9c7zauz09nerqt7g6q06fc5knc4n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf9sqv8kgyedsv2gqyqkyyrkz3eyt603auzst0rj32mq0n7jm6v4spr9mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0d4hhxarj9ecxjmnt9utuudq2'>nevent1q…udq2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i may suggest you to buy another SIM card specifically for important calls from online delivery and stuff 2026-01-08T07:39:55Z