{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","author_name":"atyh (npub1vy…kfy55)","author_url":"https://nostr.ae/npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://nostr.ae","html":"i think just saying it out loud was me admitting to myself its a question i am starting to ask. i dont always recognize what is building up pressure inside my psyche. i tend to be ruthlessly focused on what im doing, and things have to knock a couple times to be heard. im realizing this is something i want to pursue."}