{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","author_name":"Buddha (npub175…2tpe9)","author_url":"https://nostr.ae/npub175hdheqn0arfdgywe9n2rze5eaf0j2mlz0xp5kq30vy57jqsncdqy2tpe9","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://nostr.ae","html":"I’ve split with reality. I need constant depth. Beneath the surface level. I need constant thought experiments. Pondering possibilities that seem impossible. I need to be constantly “out there”… I don’t want anything else.  It’s getting so hard to act normal. "}