{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","author_name":"VelvetBlue_art (npub1jv…6wqnu)","author_url":"https://nostr.ae/npub1jvp6kfs2d3m98lyw5wcyr4fnctr83s0rc3mj5p0f75ach6vcd8rst6wqnu","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://nostr.ae","html":"I'm just a whore..I don't deserve love. I don't deserve kindness. I don't deserve friends. My art sucks. I don't deserve to be conscious.\nI can't understand anything I see here but I'm just supposed to get it. Oh ya, did I mention how dumb I am?\n\nI defend myself and get called mean. I have ideas but they are all bad. Everything I touch turns to shit. Depression is my default setting.\nI don't deserve respect because I'm a whore and nothing but. Right? I get told that all the time so it must be true.\n\nThis is probably my last note too.\nBye NOSTR, you've been a real eye opener and a mirror to a shit soul."}