{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","author_name":"Zest (npub1v6…83s8f)","author_url":"https://nostr.ae/npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://nostr.ae","html":"I don't want a diagnosis. I just don't want to be so sober and grounded all the time. \nI'm a deviant though, the guy who was asking me the questions, you know, the ones you akways say no to, even if you don't mean it, because the hospital needs you to say no, so they can say it's not their fault, so they can say they didn't know you were dangerous. Well while I answered those questions, he told me I'm deviant. He asked me how long I've been deviant actually, like I would already know. \nI don't have schizophrenia. I didn't even get traumatized like most of you. \nI got traumatized later, by society, by the internet, by myself on purpose. \nI shaped myself, I  chose who I wanted to be. I lived intentionally. I guess that is deviant.\nhttps://kittyy.mom/files/5aa99b23-28ef-49bb-ad22-a2a817ff2f77.m4a\n"}