rich1.0Buddha (npub175…2tpe9)https://nostr.ae/npub175hdheqn0arfdgywe9n2rze5eaf0j2mlz0xp5kq30vy57jqsncdqy2tpe9njumphttps://nostr.aeI’ve split with reality. I need constant depth. Beneath the surface level. I need constant thought experiments. Pondering possibilities that seem impossible. I need to be constantly “out there”… I don’t want anything else. It’s getting so hard to act normal.