<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><author_name>Zest (npub1v6…83s8f)</author_name><author_url>https://nostr.ae/npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://nostr.ae</provider_url><html>I don&#39;t want a diagnosis. I just don&#39;t want to be so sober and grounded all the time. &#xA;I&#39;m a deviant though, the guy who was asking me the questions, you know, the ones you akways say no to, even if you don&#39;t mean it, because the hospital needs you to say no, so they can say it&#39;s not their fault, so they can say they didn&#39;t know you were dangerous. Well while I answered those questions, he told me I&#39;m deviant. He asked me how long I&#39;ve been deviant actually, like I would already know. &#xA;I don&#39;t have schizophrenia. I didn&#39;t even get traumatized like most of you. &#xA;I got traumatized later, by society, by the internet, by myself on purpose. &#xA;I shaped myself, I  chose who I wanted to be. I lived intentionally. I guess that is deviant.&#xA;https://kittyy.mom/files/5aa99b23-28ef-49bb-ad22-a2a817ff2f77.m4a&#xA;</html></oembed>