rich1.0karinmuc (npub1lp…0pj73)https://nostr.ae/npub1lpj8l76r4uqtcvp6qvk3sgzfgnfwet89tyw6ln9yxphy6vjsfmqqa0pj73njumphttps://nostr.aeGM💜 As I wrote, I‘ve been invited to paint live at an ecstatic dance event yesterday. What an experience, what a learning.. I‘ve not been sure in the beginning if I would let other ppl paint on the canvas, but soon ppl asked me, so I just let it go and let it flow.. In this process, I felt more like a spaceholder for creativity, a „guardian of a creative space“, watching out to clean the brushes and the water, and to keep the event location clean🙏 I liked this role as a „guardian“ (as this might fit well to my 2nd name „Irmgard“😅), but what has been created on the canvas definitely did and does not feel like „my painting“..🙃 So the most challenging part of the process was, when ppl came by after the dance, and looked at the painting as if this would be „my painting“… I am still processing what I learned in this experience. At the moment, „Don‘t give a fck what others think“ is very present. What feels save to say is: I won‘t do it this way again for sure. To explore our boundaries we have to let them go and go beyond. When been beyond, we can set boundaries as a result of a conscious exploration - not as a result of fear of the unknown. Yeah, that‘s it. Welcoming new experiences beyond so far boundaries and limitations, in order to set conscious boundaries in the now and the future. I like to create a painting. And I like to be a guardian of a creative space. But, these are different stories, that need to be communicated clearly. I don‘t like to mix it. Period. Cheers and LFG😅🚀🤙🏻