atyh on Nostr: i think just saying it out loud was me admitting to myself its a question i am ...

i think just saying it out loud was me admitting to myself its a question i am starting to ask. i dont always recognize what is building up pressure inside my psyche. i tend to be ruthlessly focused on what im doing, and things have to knock a couple times to be heard. im realizing this is something i want to pursue.