gillian on Nostr: sure a normal response, like if this was a convo irl, would be like: do you like it ...

sure a normal response, like if this was a convo irl, would be like: do you like it

and im still at: cant believe it
what does this say about my entire life that i never knew

like do i like it comes like 80 years later, like out of sight immaterial as far as considerations, im just sitting on: what the fuck

like i didnt know i have muscles that stretch in this way i dont have glutes for handling jealousy with grace and aplomb what is happening

like can you imagine taking a test
finding out you were color blind
never knowing you were
and in this metaphor then putting on magic glasses that fixes that and someone asking if you like color

like now is so not the time
it is so besides the point, the liking
it is the existence of that is so dumbfounding