bitcoinpoorguy on Nostr: I worry that my newly generated seeds might not be random enough. I worry my dices ...

I worry that my newly generated seeds might not be random enough.
I worry my dices are not good enough.
If no one notices this devastating bug for years, how can I trust other devices/ other parts because I can’t verify myself.
If I can’t trust RNG can I trust the secure element?
I worry about the whole Bitcoin self-custody thing.
I worry about whether Bitcoin will really get adopted. This must push back a lot of bitcoiners.. and how will I orange pill people in the future?
I also worry about Bitcoin’s price, that’s my purchasing power and it’s already worse than I started..
Are we heading into a long, slow ice age of adoption?
I truly want this thing to succeed because I really hate fiat.
But I was thinking, if my life savings disappeared overnight, I don’t know how I’d face it.
I’ve gone all-in in every possible way, and the pressure is intense.
If I were the victim, I might rage quit this space, or even this world.