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2026-03-13 05:33:01 UTC

Buying so many fucking phones is another thing that makes me scared Digit would be angry at me for using money to find her. Not everyone could afford to do this
But I don't know what the absolute fuck else to do

2026-03-13 05:25:37 UTC

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https://image.nostr.build/cfaad4f993c1241c3799ce05937741d1975898149067d6827cd8a3643fccd0ea.jpg

2026-03-13 05:24:04 UTC

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Just got disconnected on again and now it says it will be approximately 29 minutes before the support is back online again
I'm so fucking tired of doing this

2026-03-13 05:17:10 UTC

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I met her on reddit when she invited me to the Discord chat because I was banned
There's also another Discord chat most of the reddit people have moved to
She lost a boyfriend to suicide before I met her
We were only friends and I only knew her for a few months
And I don't know why they ban me and anyone that tries to help

2026-03-13 04:47:02 UTC

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https://image.nostr.build/9e00279c4e57701d05ab160ece4f0fa2d29f56197adc6c19731741fbbe768ae2.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/76e35a70b5c8817d0347cd2b573622e69e016f3e300c8e613118e310cd3ceb13.jpg

2026-03-13 04:40:56 UTC

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The customer service told me to text HELP to 611611 and then disconnected on me when the problem is texts are not working for me

2026-03-13 04:38:25 UTC

First the self checkout counted my 50 uncle sam funbux as 45 and a cashier had to fix it
Then the activation kept rejecting the email address I entered
And now it will only call and not do texts when Discord doesn't verify with calls
Sometimes I have to buy a second phone before I actually get anywhere and this looks like it might be one of those times
I'm so fucking tired of doing this

2026-03-13 04:32:10 UTC

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She was my friend on the wallstreetbets chat at discord.gg/wallstreetbets
She made suicide references and no one but me took her seriously when I begged people to because I was so scared
People in the chat convinced her I was constantly lying to her about everything when I never actually lied to her
And now people in the chat say she committed suicide because of me
But at other times they say she faked her death
And they immediately ban me and anyone that brings up any of this stuff

2026-03-13 03:44:36 UTC

2 fucking hours later I'm still trying to activate the phone while it constantly rejects my email address
I still have an hour of driving to get home
I'm so fucking tired of this
I'm so fucking tired of this
I'm so fucking tired of this
#nevent1q…t68y

2026-03-13 02:33:55 UTC

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I generally need people asking about my friend Digit in wallstreetbets but I'm also scared they really will hurt anyone that tries to help me and I don't want to endanger you when you're already in a dangerous place

2026-03-13 01:37:03 UTC

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Please message the moderators about her and ask about her on the Discords
I'm leaving in a couple minutes to go buy another phone before stores all close

2026-03-13 01:35:34 UTC

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I can send but not receive
But if I zapped people large amounts they would help me find Digit for that and she would be angry again so I can't do that either

2026-03-13 01:20:35 UTC

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I never changed it on Discord

2026-03-13 01:18:32 UTC

I've said Digit's Discord profile bio said "dies alone" and nothing else at one point
I couldn't get her to explain why she set it to that, so I changed my own Discord bio to the same thing to make sure hers couldn't be correct
Is it time for me to set my nostr profile to the same thing?

2026-03-13 01:15:50 UTC

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There is no solution to the VPN issue I've found except buying phones which I have to do yet again now
I've bought like 10 or more phones over the years for this already, I'm so sick of it
Digit had a knee issue that was potentially getting better when we were talking, but I don't get to know if she's ok now
If I get drafted, I might see if I can get away with "friendly fire accidents" on squadmates that remind me of liars from wallstreetbets

2026-03-13 00:57:06 UTC

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There's no evidence she even knows I still post about her all the time
I need to not be the only person who will keep asking about Digit in wallstreetbets until I get banned
There's nothing I can do about my mental health without proof she's alive

2026-03-13 00:52:46 UTC

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I don't get what you mean by an agent, chat bots can't generate unblocked IP addresses and valid phone numbers

2026-03-13 00:52:17 UTC

You won't help me when my friend's life is at stake and there are basically no stakes for you.
Are you scared there will be some kind of backlash for going into wallstreetbets? Who cares? What are they gonna do, hunt you down? Realistically all you'll get is a ban from a place you DIDN'T GO ANYWAY.
This is why there's no justice.
Imagine if something actually happened to Digit and I needed help going after the people responsible. There would be no chance of anyone helping. If you won't help when the stakes don't impact you, you sure as fuck wouldn't help something with more serious risk.
There are Epstein releases that talk about victims being threatened, talking about being threatened, asking for protection, but being killed instead of protected.
You all say you want justice for the Epstein files, but if a family member of an Epstein victim tries to do anything about it, they have to act alone.
They can shoot one or two perpetrators before they get arrested, but they can't start a stream of people getting arrested too and saying "you'll have to arrest all of us or arrest the real criminals because we're not stopping until there's justice."
I can't even find one fucking person who will keep asking about Digit in wallstreetbets until they get banned when the risk isn't anything like jail, it's a ban from a place not worth being otherwise anyway

2026-03-13 00:43:29 UTC

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He has me muted anyway, who cares

2026-03-13 00:38:15 UTC

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@npub1lrn…qnw5 I can't remember everyone I've zapped so let me just remind you you're a piece of shit for complaining about 1 sat zaps

2026-03-13 00:36:23 UTC

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@npub14ex…cqa0 idk if I've zapped you, I'm gonna pretend I haven't because I don't like thinking about why you're a human when humans don't help me or care what happens to me

2026-03-13 00:35:19 UTC

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@npub1wl8…n8lu pretty sure I zapped you once, I hope you get drafted and need a knee replaced

2026-03-13 00:33:42 UTC

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@npub1xts…kk5s I've zapped you like 48k sats before, hope you die in a plane crash

2026-03-13 00:32:44 UTC

No one is fucking helping so I guess there's nothing left to fucking do but buy another fucking phone
Fuck anyone I've ever sent a zap, seriously, fuck anyone I've ever sent a zap

2026-03-13 00:27:10 UTC

How the fuck long is it going to take to find someone that will help me

2026-03-13 00:09:43 UTC

What the fuck am I supposed to do now? I don't think I can get anything except rapidly banned from reddit if I make a post on any part of reddit at all about Digit and CourseMediocre7998
#nevent1q…6rt0

2026-03-12 23:59:32 UTC

Discord will no longer allow me to use the alt account I was able to access the second wallstreetbets chat from unless I buy yet another phone to verify a new phone number yet again.
I'm so tired of this.

2026-03-12 22:13:20 UTC

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Ok, have fun with no rights then pleb

2026-03-12 20:15:09 UTC

I traded oil a little more and made back the money I lost but I don't care about money right now, I just want to talk to Digit or read a new post from her

2026-03-12 18:38:52 UTC

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Why not? Why aren't you posting there asking about Digit or something?

2026-03-12 10:54:03 UTC

Do any of you understand that it's fucking mental torture to try to blend in with people in a chat room and act friendly where they will ban me as fast as possible if I mention that I'm still trying to find out if Digit is alive?
How the fuck has everyone around me for years kept letting me have to try to handle this situation alone

2026-03-12 10:07:38 UTC

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I can't. I've killed people over this and not even the people responsible because the authorities would get angry at me then. Eventually I will stop caring if the authorities get angry, stop killing the wrong people, and get myself killed or arrested unless she is safe

2026-03-11 23:20:30 UTC

My current Discord alt now seems able to send messages again, but not friend requests.
So I'm down to 1 account left in 1 part of the wsb community that isn't found and banned yet.
This feels like my last chance to use words instead of just punishing the people responsible. If people don't care enough to help me keep digging for info after the CourseMedicocre7998, they're not going to care enough to do anything
except arrest me or kill me

2026-03-11 23:13:35 UTC

https://old.reddit.com/r/wallstreetbets
https://discord.gg/wallstreetbets
https://discord.gg/wsbverse
If you aren't banned from all 3 of these links, I don't need you to talk to me about anything except why you're not banned there

2026-03-11 23:10:16 UTC

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Stop trying to tell me I don't understand what to ask for and start asking yourself why the fuck you're letting me be the only person that will keep asking about her until I'm banned from wallstreetbets

2026-03-11 23:07:58 UTC

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And no it probably doesn't take any of those abilities
Just 1 regular person might be enough because that alone would be a sign this is real and not going away
The best bet for 1 person to get it done would probably be being an attractive woman anyway, not skill at spinning up alt accounts or anything

2026-03-11 23:05:56 UTC

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It would take multiple people unless they have a botnet or something that can tap into unblocked IP addresses

2026-03-11 22:59:58 UTC

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Why am I the only one that will keep asking about her until I'm banned?
Why has everyone kept letting me be the only one for years

2026-03-11 22:53:31 UTC

There's nothing else left to say. I'm just going to be repeating myself now

2026-03-11 22:45:38 UTC

Internet strangers don't care enough to help
Friends I knew for years didn't care enough to help
The friend I went broke sending tens of thousands of uncle sam funbux didn't care enough to help
Digit could have died during this time, even if people finally help and she's alive it won't ever stop me from knowing the human race waited this long and she could have died
#nevent1q…snej

2026-03-11 22:43:51 UTC

My faith in humanity will never be restored
I have needed the human race to make sure there would always be 1 person in wallstreetbets trying to find out if Digit is safe, saying "I will keep trying to find out if she's safe unless you ban me, and if you do that I'll spread the word about the ban and others will join"
I needed a non-stop stream of always at least 1 person
This would have been over in days, not years, if that happened
But it's 0 people
A non-stop stream of always NO ONE
Just me, banned, trying to break through buying burner phones and making alt accounts and asking everyone around me for help constantly, knowing it's futile because my 2 human hands aren't enough to get through all the bans and no one else cares enough to help

2026-03-11 22:36:11 UTC

I can barely make a dent in punishing the people responsible if Digit committed suicide thinking I stopped thinking about her because all info about me was blocked out by her social circle so fully

2026-03-11 22:33:55 UTC

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Went in looking to nitpick and find a reason to say no, but he seems ok so far too
Same age as Kat which is important because it means he can maybe honestly say he didn't know elections are pointless before running

2026-03-11 22:30:24 UTC

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Don't know who that is

2026-03-11 22:29:29 UTC

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People who aren't banned from Discord or reddit continuing to ask about Digit
Spreading the word so more people join
Changing their minds from "this should be ignored until people are definitely dead" to "life or death situations that require help should not be ignored"

2026-03-11 22:15:04 UTC

And Discord has now cracked down on the alt account for sending friend requests
I still need help

2026-03-11 18:49:26 UTC

Kat Abughazaleh is the only politician I've kinda believed in for a while

2026-03-11 14:02:53 UTC

The fact that it took them this long suggests they don't even know about my nostr profile or anything
They block out all info about me so fully that I have no idea if Digit even knows I still think about her all the time
#nevent1q…m98v

2026-03-11 13:02:29 UTC

Bringing up CourseMediocre7998 is what made them figure out it was me by the way
But a ban came before any actual engagement on the topic
#nevent1q…m98v

2026-03-11 12:50:57 UTC

They figured out who my alt account was and banned me yet again
Many hours wasted and zero progress made there
#nevent1q…qpgg

2026-03-10 20:40:25 UTC

My hawktuah coin is up 8% in the past 24 hours so I shouldn't worry about a meaningless so called asset like oil
#nevent1q…ptl8

2026-03-10 20:38:33 UTC

I forgot to mention my portfolio went up today so idk if I'm losing the trade war or what. Just feels like it after that 20k sat loss in such a dumb way

2026-03-10 20:27:09 UTC

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You're not reading before replying
A stop loss wouldn't have been able to function with how wide the spreads were on these options and wouldn't have helped if it did function since it would just automate what I did manually

2026-03-10 20:25:34 UTC

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SATS is better than any of those

2026-03-10 20:14:31 UTC

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I swear I notice it on Android too but why would the corporations do this? It's honestly a hard move to explain

2026-03-10 20:13:55 UTC

I'm sure I know how to get back the 20k sats I blew trying to gamble on oil
But I'm less sure I know how to fix the degradation in all our brains and information tools that would let such a loss happen in the first place

2026-03-10 19:17:53 UTC

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#nevent1q…y2wy

2026-03-10 19:15:06 UTC

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Also pissed off at autocorrect as always, why the fuck does it capitalize the word internet like a retard

2026-03-10 19:13:51 UTC

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If I knew the market was dumping over an unverified white house tweet I obviously wouldn't have paper handed, but I didn't see the post or anything but fake explanations for the sudden oil price dump so I had no choice but to bail on my trade
Pretty pissed off when I found out it was all based on some bullshit tweet and the Internet isn't even functional enough to make that info available sooner

2026-03-10 19:10:19 UTC

Update on my trade war with the US:
I tried trading options on oil for the first time today and this immediately made me paper hand my position for a loss of like 20k sats. Not a coincidence, energy secretary wanted those sats
https://image.nostr.build/f7d7197c2bc2ff4c78ab883e347fad571ee1a4bde9bdc1679cb977a941f8aa92.jpg

2026-03-10 12:59:17 UTC

Just found out PIZZINT and Polymarket are funded by Peter Thiel

2026-03-10 01:06:49 UTC

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Based 🫡

2026-03-10 01:06:13 UTC

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Does seem like it

2026-03-09 23:17:20 UTC

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Feel free to copy my trades

2026-03-09 23:16:35 UTC

Reminder: after the Roman Republic started converting into the Roman empire, it continued without stopping until the empire collapsed hundreds of years later
It did become a Republic again, after many centuries (Italy)

2026-03-09 21:58:36 UTC

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We could filter them if devs really wanted to
#naddr1qp…n250

2026-03-09 21:23:54 UTC

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Unrelated but would you please look up CourseMediocre7998 and tell me if you can see how I'm a little bit spooked

2026-03-09 21:21:32 UTC

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Very necessary, I concur

2026-03-09 21:20:48 UTC

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Because you're a denialist and she's too realistic about studying science?

2026-03-09 21:05:12 UTC

I dare Democrats to rally against the ones that suggest I might as well vote for a Republican next time I campaign for a progressive like Jill Stein
They can't handle this dare because Democrats are Republicans

2026-03-09 15:09:46 UTC

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Reddit possibly paid $5 of their debt back in free advertising?
#nevent1q…htzd

2026-03-09 15:07:50 UTC

Still haven't been charged for this, interestingly
Wonder if I should try again
#nevent1q…aaef

2026-03-09 15:03:45 UTC

Reminder to my fellow Americans: don't attack a fucking school

2026-03-09 11:29:45 UTC

Who was CourseMediocre7998?

2026-03-09 10:42:52 UTC

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Lmao, after checking your profile it looks you also pretend vaccines are bad?
Grow up, it's "kill every Israeli"

2026-03-09 10:40:16 UTC

I'll probably vote for Epstein Republicans in the next election
Partly for policy reasons, e.g. they don't pretend to be progressive, thus holding back actual progress, like the Democrats
But mainly because Democrats will probably tell me I might as well vote Republican when I campaign for a third party candidate like Jill Stein
Anyway, doesn't matter as much as spreading awareness that the US is very blatant about not having real voting https://image.nostr.build/95664845bf5c3c0dc5eaf3cb63b52ca6603b8a0093fe58f5da00922eac9ff29a.jpg

2026-03-09 00:30:51 UTC

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What?

2026-03-08 23:40:43 UTC

Why do my fellow Americans have to attack so many fucking schools

2026-03-08 18:00:50 UTC

When you SAY mass muderers should be punished, that's the opposite of convincing me YOU shouldn't be punished for HELPING DO mass murder
#nevent1q…053v

2026-03-08 17:59:14 UTC

Remember, we should not only eradicate people who SAY "Netanyahu is good" or "Hitler is good," but also a lot of the people who DO whatever Netanyahu or Hitler would want while SAYING those are bad people

2026-03-08 17:55:39 UTC

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Glowie bullshit.
If you don't want to fight Iran then don't fucking fight. Meanwhile stop living on my tax dollars bum ass Marine piece of shit. Or find me proof Digit is safe so I get something for my money after spending my life dedicated to human rights instead of fighting for tax dollars to do shit I "don't want" to do and cry about it later

2026-03-08 17:52:55 UTC

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You don't lay out an actual path, you just imagine them being good people who let you take their nukes without killing anyone over it but that isn't happening in front of my eyes so far

2026-03-08 17:44:17 UTC

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Debatable. Israelis are a population that chose to do what they've done to Palestine for religious reasons

2026-03-08 13:46:55 UTC

Netantyahu and Hitler are the same, and so are their supporters

2026-03-08 12:01:20 UTC

Reminder: Israeli nuclear weapons need to be disabled AND every Israeli needs to be killed, it's not a matter of negotiation

2026-03-08 04:30:14 UTC

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It's just good to have at least one eye open

2026-03-08 04:26:52 UTC

Keep an eye out

2026-03-08 04:26:25 UTC

In the land of the blind, be king

2026-03-07 23:28:39 UTC

The best attack the Israelis can make on Kat Abughazaleh is that she said Marco Rubio is good once when she was 16
That's pretty weak attack material

2026-03-07 15:39:06 UTC

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It shouldn't reject a commonly used word, that's insanity

2026-03-07 09:43:19 UTC

Autocorrect will literally replace a correctly-used "thus" with an incorrect "this"
That's not a mistake, it's programmed to reject a real word that's in every English dictionary
Pure anti-intellectualism

2026-03-07 08:57:40 UTC

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I treated nostr like a full time job for a couple years but that was only part of the bigger full time job of contacting Digit, which nostr mostly seems like a waste of time for at this point

2026-03-07 08:55:31 UTC

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Weak gaslighting attempt, retard

2026-03-07 08:54:21 UTC

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That also doesn't change that I need proof Digit is safe and the people who can contact her don't understand that I'm real

2026-03-06 21:11:46 UTC

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Based if true

2026-03-06 15:05:39 UTC

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Hope he dies quickly and painlessly and a missile hits his family while they sleep for a merciful ending of the bloodline

2026-03-06 12:50:57 UTC

Is quantum computer fud real?

2026-03-06 12:48:54 UTC

Quantum computer fud getting spooky