Notes to Self
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Last Notes npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I know why I am here. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Lo ciento mi amor. Fue culpa Mia. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Borges proposed four fundamental story arcs in his essay “The Four Cycles”: npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto GM npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I need a certain @npub1a2c…w83a to break it down for me 👀 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yeah, agreed, but I don’t want to be fucked. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t want to bark here anymore npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Spy gear? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I want one npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What does grabbing my balls do for you npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Where do you buy these npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Do you grow it npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s wild npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yes, I have tasted it. Never knew it looked like this though 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Mame sapote pit npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Mussel? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 2nd law doesn’t make sense. Must obey *any* humans? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I want one npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 what happened npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto To be forgotten is to be forgiven npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What about men who blame men? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto As outside observer, no one can tell for sure, but I think you’re saying the former does not exist; both collapses into a general “fear of this person”. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Interesting. How do you distinguish fear of commitment from a rational decision not to commit to this particular person? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Bought it thinking I’d use the pliers for fishing, but I ended up finding myself using the scissors throughout the day. What would you do if you had a tiny pair of scissors on you always? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Vibe coded mocktail npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why have we not already replaced fighter pilots and reporters with drones? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto So you are sensing this is actually a projection from the source itself, a fear of rejection? Interesting. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How does one live a good life? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Donald J Ceasar? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Expect less. Be more perfect. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Flight over Fight, I am the ungrounded crow/chicken. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I may be the avoidant type of anxious. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Well said. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s what you used to think, what do you “think” now? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Grounded crows are just chickens. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto With these gates, the kids will be mutes or… saints before they speak. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Before I speak, let my words pass through 3 gates: Is it false? Is it unnecessary? Is it cruel? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This post is not true because it’s not from Rumi 🙃 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto So the cache key has a crappy hash? What exactly did it use? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Folks say “fear of commitment” without mentioning what the commitment is to. It’s a hollow claim without any basis. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/ae6b74504b644609787916839a80ed7a75f1eda590624c68fe4ba31538e827e5.gif npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Defending your boundaries appears as an act of aggression to those who do not understand what boundaries are. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Sure npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s not what I asked npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If you only have time to do a single set of something, what would that something be npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Needed some time to myself npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yes npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Unrequited love is the rule not the exception. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How come npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There’s always an asymmetry. Love is never really created equal. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Fake it until you make it. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I see, therefore I exist. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto An organic meat processing unit. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Not being able to create becomes a form of self destruction npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The explicit itself is an illusion in Plato’s allegory of the cave. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Between what is heard and not understood, most everything is lost. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Standard issue equipment. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The truth tellers are punished also, so they opt out. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Be kind, be a menace, destroy your enemies. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How do I use this in my life? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 🫡 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Amputation. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What‘s in your pocket? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I’m one third slave, two-thirds himself. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What has it figured out npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I am current sleeping in my truck… so I’ll take the shoe box. 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I know. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Let’s see it. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I doubt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 🫡 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Greatest what exactly? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt, but there’s always something left to love. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt, but the opposite of novelty isn’t boredom; it’s gratitude. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Still clay slinging, I see. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Reminder to prey. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What did I miss? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto We crave safety, then we resent routine because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto We can only hate what we recognize in ourselves because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The faults we see in others are usually the ones we hide in ourselves because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto We do not see things as they are; we see them as we are, and even worse, familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If you hate a person you hate something in him that is a part of yourself. What isn’t apart of ourself doesn’t disturb us. Familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto We hate most in others what we dislike in ourselves because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity is a magician that is cruel to beauty but kind to ugliness. Familiarity breeds contempt and… acceptance? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Distance lend enchantment to the view because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why crazy npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt, so the grass is always greener on the other side. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Ignorance is bliss because familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt; therefore, opposites attract. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I’m back. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/fd1d6a04427d1f96d4422896731a414b3fe1eab301176af99b2b31eff5e3c119.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This is likely the last post. I am retiring this npub. Goodbye nostr. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s astonishing, and a little humbling, to realise how much of my sense of self depends on your presence — as though without you, the coordinates by which I navigate the world fall quietly out of place. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Forgiveness requires a sense that bad behavior stemmed from suffering rather than malice. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Simply “kind” will do. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t see ‘quiet’ used enough, because, unlike signals, noise is pushy. Yet it’s the silent structures beneath us that keep everything steady — the small loyalties, the unspoken reassurances, the steadying routines. They never ask for applause, but they are what keep a life from coming undone. For every boisterous outburst, there is a quieter confidence — the kind that doesn’t need to insist on itself to be felt.
