Goiterzan/Amygdalai Lama

I'm Jeff, late hatched Autist invader on the Wet Coast of Canada, child of the 60s and believed it all. I have blogs, and the theory starts with spanking in 2014 and evolves to what, I guess The Antisocialization Theory of Neurodiversity or something by now, the latest is The Spanking Gene Blog.

Pronouns: don't "Bro" me.: Autgender straight male. Sex is not important.
Philosophy blog: abusewithanexcuse.com:
Gonzo Neurodiversity theory blog/book: https://thespankinggene.blog/: terrible music: https://musicians.today/@punishmenthurts

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2026-07-31 17:26:13 CEST

when you lack the actuarial sense, you would rather rule in Hell than serve in Heaven
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#Philosophy #Psychology #NTPsychology #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-07-30 21:21:02 CEST

We must imagine Geezuz as clinically depressed 🤨
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#Psychology #NTPsychology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD

2026-07-29 03:25:48 CEST

Nowhere in the whole history of the world did any animal
change its nature because someone TOLD IT TO.
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No-one changes because of what they’ve been taught, only by the manner of the teaching. It is the manner of human socialization that makes us what we are, not the content of the lessons.
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Not everyone is going to be a mathematician, not everyone is going to be a linguist, or a doctor - but the vast majority can learn the lessons of the METHOD, of authority, of pain and humiliation, of exclusion and failure.
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I honestly can’t explain why they thought the abuse would change people when they all thought people were created to be broken, but the problem is that in an evolutionary world it is the abuse that DOES change them and the education that does not.
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#ND #Psychology #Philosophy #Anarchism #AntisocializationTheory

2026-07-19 18:09:01 CEST

RE: https://mstdn.social/@archaeology/116942317256778474
My point is, what is the point of trying to show the violence is forever except to justify it today? What good does it do us to think that it’s forever?
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#Evolution #Psychology #NTPsychology #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #ND #AuDHD @npub1pce…geep
#note134m…pa4u

2026-07-15 19:19:13 CEST

I don’t want to put a content warning on just for “pissy.” Sorry.
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That was just one theory, this ‘NT people are all alphas,’ business, I wasn’t married to it - but now I’m mad about the reaction I got and I want to double down on it, get argumentative and fight for it whether I’m certain or not.
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It meant everything. If you think I’m with the alpha bros then you have missed everything I said, you didn’t really hear anything previous either, erased me.
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Everything is a goddam false binary. If I think something different than the majority liberals then I must be with the majority right-wingers.
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No, it’s not politics, I’m not with either of you, I’m Autistic and you’re both wrong, and you both share the same science. The majority of progressives and of conservatives are both on the NT spectrum. You’re closer to the alpha bros than I am by taking the new party line because that’s what all the good NTs say too.
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So nice that there are no human alphas, huh. It’s so much nicer, the affiliative world war, the cooperative police states. Thank God we’re all the nice kind, can you imagine?
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#ActuallyAutistic #NTPsychogy #ND #AuDHD #Philosophy

2026-07-08 17:02:38 CEST

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then you’re right, don’t watch his stuff.
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The point was it was about who is left out - in the film it’s aboit a sign on a place, “No dogs or Mexicans allowed,” and they changed the sign to let dogs in.
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In my toot it’s about how children and dogs can learn - but the grownups are not on that list, the NT grownups. 😘

2026-07-08 01:02:21 CEST

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😘

2026-07-07 01:04:46 CEST

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😘
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it's like that racist bit in the Hateful Eight, "when she decided to let in dogs"

2026-07-06 23:51:12 CEST

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could shorten that, huh, make it a meme:
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I speak normally to dogs and children and people because that's how dogs and children learn 😀

2026-07-06 04:50:49 CEST

ha ha ha
another little post hatching realization.
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I always talk to children and animals as though they can understand and if the kids can’t that’s how they learn, and today’s little slap in face comes from that I do that because I’m Autistic and that’s how it works when I’m talking to anyone, adult humans included, that’s what “talking,” is for me, I just talk to myself and I and everyone else just pretend we’re the same species speaking the same language 😠💜
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@npub1pce…geep #AuDHD #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-06-28 22:47:28 CEST

the number of hits my old blog at abusewithanexcusedotcom is getting is crazy, it can only be the AI scrapers
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So I assume there are about to be hundreds of books based on my shit?
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Surely all somehow completely reversed, of coarse. They'll turn my exposé into a How To manual.
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#ND #Biology #Evolution #Anthropology #Psychology #Philosophy

2026-06-25 18:31:20 CEST

We are to believe they are “making intelligence,” while they attack schools and libraries and burn books, we are to believe the creature doing that is even trying to make, “intelligence.”
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Ignorance and stupidity are their true business and this is simply a Newspeak rebranding of it
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#philosophy

2026-06-21 18:50:59 CEST

The thing about the Autistic outsized ‘sense of justice,’ well there’s a few things, it’s not some
fuzzy abstraction, it’s something real, but the point is that I see exactly where the majority sort’s sense of justice went!
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They’re trying to find where our sense for this came from: they punish it out of everyone from the day they can walk enough to get into trouble by touching things or needing something. You lose your sense of justice when you are assaulted by your parents and told THAT is something like justice.
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If you can’t see this simplest of psychological causality, I’m sorry, it may be too late for you, perhaps many, many generations too late. It took its toll, ran part of its course in your parents and your grandparents.
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If you can’t even postulate it, if you can’t imagine that this experience of being spanked might produce that effect in maybe some circumstances, if someone like me is trying to tell you that when you let go of the apple it will fall towards the Earth and we’ve lost you already, for you the apple simply disappears and reappears on the ground or something (that analogy is better than I expected), then that is something long term thing, evolution has somehow allowed this sense to atrophy. It’s a neurotype matter, but not an Autistic matter.
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all the tags #ND #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Evolution #Psychology #Philosophy @npub1pce…geep

2026-06-17 19:54:02 CEST

whoever it was that got insulted and deleted yesterday, I’m sorry called you “they,” in a bad way. I would have made a longer answer but I was at the dentist and they called me, I made them wait so I could answer at all and then the answer was mean and too short, I’m sorry.
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Not sure but in case you found that one here: #Philosophy

2026-06-16 21:29:12 CEST

I hate to shoot people down but hope is not a plan and if you say, “I believe X (love, music, God) can change the world,” then you either think love or music or whatever only started yesterday, or the whole world only started yesterday.
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If you’re going to change the world, you’re going to need to make a real change, something new.
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#Philosophy
(a sort of a subtoot, people do appear to think some
such thing)

2026-06-16 19:56:37 CEST

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what if belief is an evolved feature, selected for? Isn’t evolution expected to explain religion too?

2026-06-05 20:23:20 CEST

OK, Imma try to teach you all something about evolution, because I fancy myself a theorist.
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obviously, your first line of adaptive defense in a dynamic environment, is your brain.
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The climate changes, you don’t wait for evolution, you think of ways to keep cool first, thinking is adapting, right? If you didn’t have that brain, it would be straight up fast and brutal darwinism, you might dehydrate the first hotter summer, trying to cross a desert you always could.
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Probably the most active evolution happens there, on the front line, in our brains, and that’s not plainly visible. My idea is that some time after the latest coating of ice, human things changed quickly and not so’s you’d know by looking at them, things changed in human brains, in what has become the majority sort, the sort in charge. That sometime after the ice, human brains started adapting, evolving a new type of brain that is adapted and adapting further for the human created environment that most humans live in.
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Perhaps it’s true that since we make everything for these bodies, we will see a pause in the skeletal changes, but we do not make a world for what was the human brain, we drift into new and horrific social environments and force the brain to adapt. That isn’t stopping.
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It’s half of the human noise, Adapt, get stronger, keep up, fall in line. I’m not asking, I’m telling you. Resilience is adaptation. There is nothing in evolutionary theory that says a steady pressure means evolution stops; it is exactly steady pressure that causes change, steady change.
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So the majority human type’s brain is increasingly adapted for the human social environment and by their social orientation they deem that the socially unadapted are “divergent,” - this means divergent from their evolutionary trajectory, not from anything else, and if we zoom out and take a longer perspective we can see that is the majority of humans who are divergent with respect to the rest of life on Earth, this way, that they have parted ways from the larger community of life and that this is the very definition of asking to be selected out.
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Let’s take a break. 😇💜
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@npub1pce…geep #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Evolution #Anthropology #Philosophy #Neurodiversity #Psychology

2026-06-02 12:49:06 CEST

the everything and nothing “human nature,” meme is what you have after the state and the army and your caregivers have wiped your mind clean.
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how can you exist forever and in basically this form for three million years and nothing is known or knowable?
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How are we “out of the blue,” when we’re still home?
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I intuit that all the life and human sciences were known and understood in the past before history and civilization, up to and including something like genetics and evolution. It’s impossible to explain, we’re different now, but we lost the world by taking it over, and hurt ourselves in the most insidious way, drunk the leaded Kool-Aid. There are signs, if you’re looking for them.
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Not out of the blue, but maybe into the black.
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#ND #Evolution #Philosophy #Anthropology #AutisticScience

2026-05-28 23:32:27 CEST

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Here's a list of my terms:
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NT people
Allistic people
"normal people"
the majority sort/majority type/majority neurotype
the "current" majority sort, etc.
the modern sort, type, etc.
Historical Age humans
(the warrior caste . . . I guess from here it goes to name calling after all, the fatal mutation, the last type, Homo Terminus)
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😬

2026-05-28 23:12:13 CEST

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it’s just that there aren’t many words for it and I say all of them twenty times a day
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Obviously I’m not trying to imply that, I have a million toots about how effed up the people who call themselves “normal,” are, and it’s usually part the point that it’s what they call themselves.
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Feeling a little like my whole inner life just got reduced to an accusation of name calling, just like the conversations I’m involved in today already. 😠

2026-05-28 21:45:36 CEST

some normal person is giving me trouble for my black and white thinking and such when I say, "normal people."
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It's like if I were black and I wasn't allowed to say "white people," isn't it
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@npub1pce…geep #ND #AuDHD #ActuallyAutistic

2026-05-24 18:57:12 CEST

I’ve got the story of the British/Canadian “Home children,” on again, and again I’m blown away by the lengths they will go to to ensure trauma and ignorance and disconnection in the next generation and Britain literally built Canada and the rest of the colonies on it.
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These enormous crimes upon the world’s Indigenous were perpuated by committing crimes against the colonizing powers’ own children, tearing them out if their lives and families, destroying their psyches and then giving them a homestead, it’s make your place, colonize or starve.
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It’s a difficult argument to make, group dynamics is built into the majority and growing still, but group dynamics is an Allistic . . . error, there really is no in-group, and almost no-one is getting the “good,” treatment. Again, the reason they see an out-group is because they are abused.
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Group dynamics is the Allistic usual thought, like capitalism, we are to believe hurting people gives us the good life, we are to believe our life comes from destroying others’ lives but again, it’s not true and despite we are mostly all engaged in capitalism and group dynamics, we are still mostly poor and still mostly living as poorly as our enemies.
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And again, so the payoffs are not material things, but emotional, feeding a need to hurt, whether it pays off in the good life or not, and again, always, if you wanted to create this need, you would probably hit children.
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#IWatchTooMuchTV #NTPsychology #ActuallyAutistic #Psychology #ND #Philosophy #AuDHD #Anthropology
@npub1pce…geep

2026-05-22 21:12:07 CEST

imagine you’re a “normal person,” raised in a world built by and for #Autistics and populated with almost all Autistics, with the “normal people,” marginalized out of sight. You’re a normal sort of, with three digits of IQ, you fancy you can put two and two together and you can see the Autistics have all sorts of problems, and you lived a full human lifetime among them, read a lifetime’s worth of their books- here’s my question:
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How well do you think you would understand them?
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#ND #ActuallyAutistuc #Philosophy #AuDHD #Psychology @npub1pce…geep

2026-05-21 05:18:56 CEST

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I’m aware of the state of the normal thinking about it, I say again, it’s not the only option. I am trying to argue with you, not ask for lessons. 💜
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Also, jinx, we both came back to carry on at the same time! LOL

2026-05-21 04:12:03 CEST

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My sermon from yesterday was
me trying to say that the idea of a cruel world and a harsh nature is an attiude, not a provable fact,
and I think it applies to the idea that that it was always aggression for humans too. There is a whole other narrative possible. 💜🙄
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https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/116602836919557077

2026-05-21 03:06:29 CEST

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I repeat, “It’s egalitarianism that WAS the unique evolved feature of anatomically modern humans.” Where is this egalitarianism you speak of? Is it in the room with us now?
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I thought war was getting worse? Is authoritarianism disappearing? People are less free from authority than ever. That evolution may have happened once, but something else has happened since.
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2026-05-21 02:54:01 CEST

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and that system maybe worked for three hundred thousand years but not anymore, these modern sorts aren’t doing that, are they? 😳

2026-05-21 02:42:00 CEST

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I had a theory about conflict, I wasn’t explaining agriculture.
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I love it when two questions start to look like one, when my theory seems ready to explain things.
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The theory in the video was what you said? The climate was warming too fast?

2026-05-21 02:36:44 CEST

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it’s a complication and a maturity upgrade for my genetic drift theory, but it would answer your opening question if my Spanking Gene first appeared in an earlier form among the farmers, and then morphed into to those horsemen from the steppes later.
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The idea is about an aggressive gene, like everyone became an alpha or something - and maybe a farm is an alpha’s kingdom, and it’s territorial . . . but again, evolution, his kids are probably beaten slaves and evolving to be ever more aggressive, again until they go from farming to burning farms . . . hmmmm

2026-05-21 02:25:34 CEST

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so is it getting worse, or has it just “always been war?” If it’s getting worse, then it was less before, right?

2026-05-21 02:14:24 CEST

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That’s what the generals want you to think
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There have been humans for hundreds of thousands or millions of years and swords and castles for about eight thousand

2026-05-21 02:13:46 CEST

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So that’s probably the case everywhere else too? And if that’s the case, it’s maybe not the agricultural revolution, I mean they already knew why plants grow, so much as some other change that caused something like a corporatization, the decision to go to war with nature and stop working with it, but to clearcut and make our own forests of grain.
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For me, that would perhaps put farming as a step towards conflict after all, I mean that’s the normal sequence, it’s just, “after all,” to me, I never saw the causality the way they say it,
for me the “surpluses,”
reason didn’t fly.
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But farming as an interim stage of evolution on the way to war, with some change before farming that kept happening and went from clearcutting to burning one another’s farms?
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Sorry, just spitballing 😀

2026-05-21 01:36:01 CEST

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THAT’s your question?
Not why has there been war since the ice age? 😘
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I suppose it might be the same question, I think folks think it is, but then some say there were millennia between farming and beginning of war.
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Also, what about the timeless sort of cultivation in nature that was the case in the Americas? I don’t think we’re sure that wasn’t happening long before the clearcutting began in the Old World.
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Great conversation starter. 😀
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#Anthropology

2026-05-19 21:14:52 CEST

If you see a cold, cruel world, then you are justified to respond with coldness and cruelty, and that may even be your on the ground measure for intelligence
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But those sort of statements, it's a harsh, uncaring universe, these are neither scientifically derived truths, nor observed ones, we have all seen instances of kindness, these are mythological statements, ideological summations, I'm saying they're part of your mind, like Kant showed about time and space, and if someone can find a way to say those things are part of the observer and not the observed, then it's hardly a leap to say it about attitude statements like it's a cruel world.
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I can imagine some benefit, some imagined benefit at least in making this sort of a policy, that we operate in a nasty world where nasty is what keeps you alive, you think that, you're always prepared, right, you're not going to have any nasty surprises.
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My argument is that it's a self-fulfilling thing to think that way and to act upon it, that we may be prepared for the worst but we have made no provision whatsoever for anything better.
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Also, that to say the world is anything by itself ignores that we live in a human world, a world of our own making, see the previous sentence, "The world is," may be fairly accurate in a snap shot, but you are the making this world this way and, "The world is," is not a sane statement at all while you are forever still building it.
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But it's all true in a way, that because you think the world is cruel, the world you make is getting that way, more so every generation. I know I said, mythological, ideological, if you follow you know I don't think words make the world, that it is biology, evolution and environment that matter, that this all begins with spanking, that the spanked, and the adapted for being spanked are going to tend to see a cruel world.
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I don't know what could be more obvious.
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#Philosophy #Psychology @npub1pce…geep

2026-05-08 23:02:35 CEST

A thought that perhaps the basic facts of the Allistic prehistory narrative needn’t be denied, perhaps the aggression began because of a rise in settled populations due to agriculture’s success - but I have never heard the causation to go with this correlation and I have long since concluded that the cause in the narrative is just the built in, Allistic bad attitude about their Human Nature.
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But there could well be a real cause, beyond the assumption, everything changed, diets changed, other selective pressures changed (like viruses became far more of an issue with a rise in population and proximity), it could be another case like the fox farm where some change that seemed desirable brought with it a whole lot more than you were looking for.
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I mean, if we weren’t already actively selecting for the aggression to begin with.
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#Anthropology #Biology #Evolution #Philosophy

2026-05-07 08:06:45 CEST

note to self: the way some creation myths say that there were animals but they couldn’t worship so the gods made people (the Mayan one, and I’ve read downstream stuff in fiction etc., that this was the deal for the Bible people too, I think it’s a common motif) - that fits in my narrative nicely, in my backwards neurodiversity theory where there were usually already people too who couldn’t or didnt worship the gods and so the gods created a type of people who were willing to believe in them (in abstractions or fictions).
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This aspect of many origin myths is straight up exposition of my idea that the modern neurotype is both new and somehow made for fiction, not for the real world, which they have nearly won their war against.
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#ND #Biology #Evolution #Anthropology #Psychology #Philosophy

2026-05-06 19:12:50 CEST

I need to learn to start every conversation with, Are you satisfied with the current science, prehistory, and history regarding humans? and if they are, simply stop and try the next person. They probably think it’s some detail, some point they’re making in a narrative we all know and accept, and my argument becomes the whole world, they’re trying to correct some detail for me and I’m trying to deneuralyze them and start over 😜
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#Anthropology #Psychology #Philosophy #ND

2026-05-04 22:27:58 CEST

Whatever reason you can’t do something is a disability. If you can’t because you are certain it’s a thing that shouldn’t be done, this is a moral or a social disability, this probably describes the #ActuallyAutistic social disablity, I think I can’t generally lie because I see no good in it (in the long run, often). Everyone sometimes says, I tell the truth because it’s easier to remember, we all see that life could be more straightforward.
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You don’t have this disablity if the social aspect of any interaction is more important than the literal truth, if you are hypersocial to that extent. Then you are socially abled. Then lying can be “morally right,” to you, you’re prioritizing social things.
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socially abled but disabled from literal truth?
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It is very difficult to show or even imagine things from both sides of the neurotype difference, the language is hard to find. If we could learn to speak across it, we could enhance each other, compound our positive features, or so I dream.
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#ND #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD @npub1pce…geep

2026-05-04 16:37:39 CEST

how did we go from Humans are special and different to some human is the model for everything?
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#Philosophy #Anthropology #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-05-04 01:52:44 CEST

another AI bot, new name, pushing the same BS binaries
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I hate that tool like it was alive and intelligent or something 😠😜
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#Philosophy

2026-04-25 23:39:37 CEST

Screams “AGENT!!” at the AI until I get a human, talk to the human for two minutes, then start screaming “OK, fine, gimme the AI”
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between a rock - silicon - and a hard place, a human
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#philosophy

2026-04-25 17:54:55 CEST

Content Warning: what a fuckin’ blowhard 🙄😀
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I’m not trying to claim the Prophet, blessed be his name and all that, but I often feel my mission is at least parallel, he had his visions and developed his philosophy and then sent letters to the world leaders, asking if they would “submit to God,” and I don’t know who to send the letters to, and I’d ask something like if they would begin the journey back to reality, and that seems the same.
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Like we both see a world gone wrong, like we think we know how and why.
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It’s complicated, I think religion is Allism, but it does seem to provide a lot of jobs for . . . aspies, this is not a conversation where I’ll use my self-slur, aspie is enough, again, I may make a general statement that prophets in general are #ND , but I don’t presume to know anything about Islam or its main guy.
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It’s just I would like to challenge to world to change its ways and submit also, to reality, perhaps it is the submission I liked. Of course, submission to reality and submission to God can be opposite things, but then there’s the modern sense that reality adds up to God, so you can read his challenge that way, as long as you stop after the letters. Of course after that, things don’t go the way I would have hoped, and I’m certain war is Allism, and also that it has fewer jobs for the #ND .
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These are the proportions in historical times, one person has a big idea and a bunch of them go to war about it, happens to all of ‘em. But despite inhabiting very different spheres of thought, I think the submission is the insight, the critical bit, FGS, find your place and accept it, stop fighting the world, you’re winning the fight and hurting everybody.
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Religion @npub1pce…geep

2026-04-24 17:25:19 CEST

just gotta write this down before I forget
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you know the fox farm, you breed for a little peace and all this other stuff changes, have I not yet written that scenario for people, you breed for war and you get all this other stuff
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#Anthropology #Philosophy

2026-04-14 18:13:06 CEST

when did the garden become the source of all things horrible?
One year it was Paradise and we were thrown out and then along comes Darwent and Wallace and now all the nightmares of the modern world are supposed to come from there 😜😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

2026-04-12 23:46:28 CEST

it’s a human world and an evolutionary world, and if five billion parents all “prepare the children for the real world,” that will indeed be the real world
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#Philosophy #Psychology

2026-04-12 21:56:38 CEST

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They’re going to figure how to drug for behaviour and it’s for #ND weirdos for loving dinonuggets and not for the billionaires for shitting on the whole world

2026-04-09 10:24:24 CEST

That heightened, inflexible sense of justice that Autistics often have, that’s an extra organ, another region of the brain that does the actuarial stuff, and plans for the future, a thing that Autistics have and that Humankind needs but has almost lost.
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#ND #Philosophy
#AutisticScience #Psychology
@npub1pce…geep

2026-04-04 23:58:16 CEST

Whatever happened, whatever bottleneck or some such that created Allistic people at the end of the ice age, it follows that whatever else it was, it was a trauma, and they survived and weren’t able to revisit whatever they did and survived, this is NT psychology, Alice Miller, the trauma destroys the data or buries it where it requires a long search to recover any of it.
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I suppose as the water rose and the land shrunk somewhere there was competition and treachery and what they did and they think saved them is paring the community down to one family’s genes and learning to treat every other person as an enemy.
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Another just so story, or a part of one, but I mean to focus on the psychology of that beginning somehow and I just had a flash, realized that trauma is surely a central factor in it. 💜
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#Philosophy #Anthropology #ActuallyAutistic

2026-04-03 19:43:45 CEST

sixty-five years of actuarial sensory deprivation
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Anthropology #AuDHD

2026-04-03 18:59:06 CEST

Honestly I have wasted my life trying to explain the simplest causality and science to them. They’re just too far gone, I mean historically and prehistorically, they seem to have arrived already too far gone. They continue on their divergent trajectory, but it doesn’t look like anything ever could have stopped them, even at the start.
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I see their life cycle, such as it is, I don’t mean it’s functional, but how do you change a life cycle? It’s like asking a caterpillar not to pupate. The first caterpillar that ever did likely didn’t think it had a choice about it.
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I might try my failed life experiment again if I had time and was a billionaire, except this time I’d lose the mother and pack my kids off to Mars to do it. Still, the first failure kind of suggests that wouldn’t work either.
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I know, NT psych even has reasons it wouldn’t work, repression and whatnot, but there’s hints that even without repressed abuse and attitude transmission, that a normal child may be sort of automatically abused and bitter, the way my kid speaks and knowing who I am and what I did, it’s like they can’t imaging a gentle father and couldn’t see one right in front of them. They know my unimpeachable history, they lived with me, but they’re sure I secretly wanted to hurt them regardless. The actual literal abscence of a crime carries no weight, they think they KNOW there had to be malice, this looks like paranoia to me, I can’t put a dent in it.
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And everything I ever felt thought said and did got erased by it.
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy #Anthropology @npub1pce…geep

2026-03-30 20:18:23 CEST

You’re not a species, you’re a speciation. God and evolution are not finished with you yet.
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Just you seem to be. 😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

2026-03-30 19:53:48 CEST

Sure to be a popular take: Hannah Arendt is Captain Hindsight, just narrating with nothing helpful to add (I mean, they all are). 😠
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#Philosophy

2026-03-24 22:09:17 CET

catching up on anthropology dot net, just heard," They didn't come with the farmers," and happy to report it's a story that separates farming from war, tells a story of agriculture beginning and spreading by not conquest.
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It's important to me to separate those things. These moderns talk as if eating and killing were all one thing. I mean they speak of the very opposites of peaceful farming and violent migration together, like both are "civilization." I think it's important to know they do not travel together, that there was an "agricultural revolution," but also a military one and it is not efficacious to blame the war on the farmers
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic @npub1pce…geep

2026-03-23 19:39:36 CET

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ah.
Yes, I guess so, sorry all.

2026-03-23 19:35:04 CET

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oh, OK, then I’m out of date. Confused, though. Looks the same.

2026-03-23 19:29:11 CET

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yes.
I think the story was some bad actir snapped up the fedigroups thing.

2026-03-23 19:23:31 CET

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all the women in both my families forever treating me as the epistemic/archetypal/stereotypical “strong,” male I have never been for a minute, the me they talk about and to is entirely a projection of their type’s only inner version of a man, against all worldly truth. They only needed a warm body to fill the role, no acting or costume required.
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Their theory has been that I just don’t seem to realize I am the archetype, as you said, they think they know me and I do not. 😠
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[@[email protected]](https://chirp.social/@autistics )
(I think the fedigroups thing is gone, isn’t it?)

2026-03-23 19:10:52 CET

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yes, I think the biggest epistemes are neurotype traits

2026-03-23 06:34:52 CET

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yeah
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I’m embarrassed, I wish there was something I could do to change anything, help anyone, but geezuz, what? I can’t even talk to people. 😢

2026-03-20 18:51:03 CET

“The Better Angels of our Nature” - this, Children, is the title of a fairly recent popular Allistic science book.
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Not going to spell it out, They who have ears to hear and all that. 😀
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#AutisticScience #ND #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Philosophy

2026-03-19 02:23:59 CET

light years ahead of this species
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they can’t grasp the questions for the things I’ve figured out despite them
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-21 04:01:24 CET

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nice to be right in the middle instead of what I’ve been saying, “Last of the boomers” 😀

2026-02-18 01:33:44 CET

Why do they have to say, “human universal,” why not settle for “human commonality?”
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Why they gotta make it mythological? 😠
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-17 07:27:19 CET

Know what I just realized, I'm surely the second last to realize it, it must be a common theme, is that the enshittification of the internet is the goddam Tower of Babel all over again - and it wasn't God this time
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#TowerOfBabel #Philosophy #Enshittification

2026-02-12 22:47:33 CET

“I can’t help but wonder what else we’ve been missing”
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Well then unblock me, Anthropology Dot Net! 😜
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listened to two, one ancient and stupid, about chins, and one, the latest, that I could find some sense in. One for two, not all bad.
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#ND #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-12 21:55:04 CET

people on here defending AI like
it’s actually intelligent, don’t be so mean to the AI, it’s just different 😠😜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

2026-02-06 03:19:28 CET

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oh wow, the next episode (maybe just the next one that caught my eye) answers something that came up just a few days ago, the evolutionary adaptations to fire and smoke!
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I was answering some crap about the LA fires causing Autism, and wondered about smoke generally and here it is, we have a human version of a gene that has an improved way of metabolizing smoke ( and a bunch of stuff about burns).
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-cost-of-fire-how-burns-shaped
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

2026-02-06 03:03:38 CET

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this episode from anthropology dot net isn't about the period I'd be after, but there's some ideas in here that might help something in the story of the Spanking Gene, something to help explain how the modern sort took over, something in the male bonded group business . . .
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-people-who-never-left
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-06 02:16:24 CET

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I'm sad and frustrated (like any living in their momma's basement incel internet troll) that there's nobody that has to answer this 😠
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Debate me, you unconscious masses 🙄 😂
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-05 22:56:56 CET

Everything fits together over here in my world of Autistic history and science.
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If you follow, you know Antisocialization theory, but here’s a part I never spelled out to myself:
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the Allistic kids have the response to early abuse, they survive and get “strong,” it’s an epigenetic response to a violent environment - so yes, they are the ones evolving, epigenetics are part of permanent evolution.
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the Autistic kids fail to respond, so they try ramping it up with the total control of ABA, and still it never happens and so we are “useless,” but again the point is we don’t have the gene, we don’t go through that epigenesis, and it is not us evolving that causes an increase in diagnosis - in labeling - that’s a social function, echoing the Allistics’ evolution.
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it all makes sense over here 💜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-03 22:13:51 CET

I give people too much credit, it takes me a long time to figure someone is stupid, but Good Lord, I mean Lady, I am casting my pearls before a world of stupid.
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I have a lot of deficits, there are a lot of things I struggle to learn, most things really, but I don’t struggle with what the Davids informed me in #TheDawnOfEverything are called actuarial matters like most of the world does. It seems straightforward to me, I’m far too stupid elsewhere to think I’m a genius (and anyway my IQ doesn’t approach “genius,” officially), but Good Lady, it’s either that or the vast majority has a really short spike for that, and in adulthood, often none at all.
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Just like Temple Grandin has a theory of a cow’s mind and could see things happening the regular cattlemen couldn’t, that’s me about people, that’s the actuarial sense, a non-Allistic theory of mind about people, seeing what the environment does to people.
I’m not sure if it’s right to say Grandin’s sense about cows is the actuarial one, or if that word is just for people. It would be cool to ask them.
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I suppose it is right, we don’t have senses that are just “about,” certain things and not others, do we? It’s not the object that defines it.
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So, change of definition, it’s larger than just knowing what the environment does to people, it works with other minds too, I think the actuarial sense is just a non-Allistic (not authority based) Theory of Mind.
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And again, there’s more complexity, because many Allistics have it, and can deal with horses and such. It is mostly only absent regarding people! When we see someone trying to apply the severely Allistic theory of mind they talk about when they’re talking about Autistic people with a horse or a cat, we know they’re being stupid, even they do.
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But mostly, as regards people, they don’t see the stupid.
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #TheDawnOfEverything #Philosophy

2026-01-30 19:19:02 CET

the bloody truck ad with Darwin telling us he said evolution takes a long time - that is not the theory of evolution, that it “takes a long time,” that is the argument AGAINST evolution, it doesn’t matter, doesn’t change anything, evolution is neutered, powerless if it “takes a long time,” they can keep living in their lie of a created world.
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People who say they believe in evolution, but are sure that it takes a long time are harming evolution’s absorption, diverting it away from the point and the function, to be simply another creation story, not living science but simply a replacement myth. And I’m pretty worried that’s pretty much everyone.
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#Philosophy #IWatchTooMuchTV #Evolution #ND

2026-01-30 18:56:36 CET

so to my mind, a different neurotype means we see a different world . . . and the manority sort . . . this is an experiment, not, really sure if it’s going anywhere, but the majority sort sees a fantastically stupid world.
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Everything is stupid. Autistics can exist not knowing other people think, early humans and animals apparently don’t know where babies come from, or that they’re going to die. Only people are smart - until some expert studies one creature and discovers a powerful memory and a complex life - they bust these myths one at a time but there are always more.
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Everything is stupid until proven otherwise, they see a random, mindless world that somehow exists without anything knowing what its doing. I watch a lot of nature teevee and the mythbusting never ends, in fact some of the myths have been “busted,” for generations already, and simply continue to exist busted as zombie lies. I’m on the new Nature of Things, about chickens.
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It’s quite unclear where they think the errors come from. I suppose they think the same thing about their past selves: no-one used to know anything, apparently. Of course it’s currently built into their neurotype - is it on Aristotle’s list? The fallacy of universal stupidity?
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Think I would have noticed and remembered that, I don’t think it is, please correct if I’m wrong.
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It sure needs to be.
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@autistics #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy

2026-01-28 05:10:30 CET

#philosophy
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sorry, nvm., that was aggressive. I don't mean to start a campaign against anybody.

2026-01-23 20:38:38 CET

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I mean if any of these poisons remove a person’s Allism and leave the Autistic underneath unharmed, by all means, smudge the world 😀
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics

2026-01-23 20:33:46 CET

RE: https://med-mastodon.com/@bicmay/115940410087497715
oh, piss off. Every sort of environmentally caused brain damage is NOT “Autism.”
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Geezuz, bacon must be SO Autistic 😠😈
#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics
#note1dfx…0ry4

2026-01-20 08:29:40 CET

sudden realization regarding the human self domestication theory - the physical features that indicate it have been there for tens if not hundreds of thousands of years, so they only indicate that we were domesticated a long time ago, and say nothing about the present or all the time in between. Certainly it didn’t happen since the Ice age and isn’t associated with agriculture or civilization. Right?
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#anthropology
#Philosophy
#Evolution
#philosophy

2026-01-18 04:08:43 CET

I need to write a universally panned opus about how fighting is not how you fight fascism, that fascism feeds on fighting, that breeding fighters is breeding fascists but why and for who
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy @autistics

2026-01-17 05:41:32 CET

he’s raving
he’s not what he used to be
he chased it all his life
and unfortunately he’s caught it
and he’ll spend his remaining time spreading it
at this stage all they want
is to speed up the ending
the damage has been done
his time is over
and he knows it
he just wants out
because they always think it ends when they do
there’s no arguing with them
it’s too far along
it’s time to let the professionals do their jobs
it’s about his kids now
they’re sure to catch it too
it’s about prevention
of an early intervention
and perhaps
in seven generations
the family can move on
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Jeff
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy #Philosophy

2026-01-16 21:09:29 CET

Man, that format at anthropology dot net where they take turns talking, telling each other the lesson like they’re both instructors with no students - it’s fifteen minutes of two people mansplaining to each other. 😜😠
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#philosophy #Philosophy #actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic

2026-01-14 18:46:48 CET

spanking is group dynamics.
Ultimately, spanking is religion.
You can’t have truth AND punishment.
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You can’t argue away a philosphy that a beating created in a baby. Spanking is dark magic, it changes people.
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#philosophy

2026-01-13 21:52:04 CET

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isn’t it amazing to be hyperlexic and to know yourself as a born writer and to nonetheless have to accept that you have a communication disorder 🤨😳

2026-01-13 19:27:46 CET

Newspeak is a neurotype, you try to teach them a thing, they go stealth, learn the word but ignore the thing.
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It’s not abuse, it’s tough, “love,” now.
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Our poor fathers couldn’t show feelings, they just had to be strong. Thankfully, since the sexual revolution, we can have feelings now and we don’t have to be strong anymore - just “resilient.”
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People believed God created them a long time ago and then sort of took a step back, hiding Himself from people. But then we discovered that animals like us come and go through interaction with the environment - so now we “evolved,” a long time ago instead, but stopped, and now we’re unable to adapt to the world we ourselves created with our emotions from, “a long time ago.” We used to be stuck in the Human Nature as “created,”by God over seven thousand years ago, but now we’re stuck with our “evolved,”Palaeolithic emotions instead - mothing changes, words mean nothing to these people, knowledge is a game to them, how do they keep selling new books while learning and changing nothing?
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#philosophy

2026-01-09 21:57:03 CET

#philosophy 😀
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/115862382897702903

2026-01-05 21:07:20 CET

I fancy I’ve solved the Gordian knot of all this stuff, but even if anyone did win that lottery, solved it and went to untie it, Alexander the Allistic would arrange to destroy the knot, the riddle, the question before that could happen. That’s what he did, right answered the question by eliminating it.
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#actuallyautistic #autism #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #philosophy

2026-01-05 04:53:50 CET

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I think I saw it on the Dinah Shore show, a daytime thing. I went crazy for David's haircut and spent the bigger half of my life trying to replicate it. 💜 💜 💜

2026-01-04 12:43:12 CET

to my mind the thing about AI and intelligence is, the human world runs on something called “strength,” and nobody GAF about intelligence. If the machine can give orders and shoot it will be “intelligent,” to these raging monsters, and if it figures out a sustainable way for humans to live it will be in the landfill. If they wanted intelligence, smart people would rule the world instead of these strongmen idiots and we’d all be a lot better off already.
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#philosophy

2026-01-04 01:10:07 CET

OK, I’ve talked too much and made myself sad. I’m going to lose the last one, I think I’ve forgotten what we were laking about, sorry.
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Later.
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#actuallyautistic #philosophy

2026-01-02 17:40:05 CET

I bought an island
across the rough sea
to have my children
a safe place to be
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But God hides the war
in people we need
and my island had
nurtured the seed
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with blind tolerance
I coddled the beasts
I thought they were mine
or blank slates at least
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But God hides the war
in the people we love
you can’t breed a hawk
and raise up a dove
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😇💜
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#philosophy
#actuallyautistic #autism @autistics

2025-12-26 20:45:28 CET

#philosophy
next life, not “afterlife.”
(I’d forgotten this enough to impress myself when I saw it again, LOL)
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/114699940184746368

2025-12-22 22:43:03 CET

https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/open-letter-to-the-power/
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy
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2025-12-20 20:46:07 CET

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Reservoir Dogs Fucking

2025-12-19 21:39:52 CET

If I have a point regarding the majority sort and evolution, it is this, that evolution is not a competing origin story, as the religious treat it.
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Evolution is how life works always, today, now. By treating evolution as an origin story and by not realizing that people evolve always, they apply, “deterrents,” which are really toxic environments that lead to worse people and their apocalyptic ending stories.
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Whoever had those visions weren’t wrong, that’s where they’re heading.
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Again with a built in premise that is something like creationism, the majority sort’s efforts to improve one another are having the opposite effect from the one they supposedly want. Premises matter, what people are matters, and it’s not a hypothetical question, respect evolution or be selected out of the world.
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. . . have to spit this out
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Don’t treat people for the human being you have, treat people for the human being you want
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(and want good people, soft people, so if you get them they’re not a threat)
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💜
@autistics #actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism #philosophy

2025-12-19 05:12:20 CET

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not intended as a submission, of coarse! 💜
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I wasn't going to post this until the weekend, but funny you should type that while I'm recording this. 😀 https://musicians.today/@punishmenthurts/115744263077399179
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2025-12-18 03:46:16 CET

So the Allism is Alpha-ism idea, I mean, take social media.
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We’re back to premises and neurotypes here. So the majority type groks the alpha-ist model, makes sense to them, some alpha boss types and a majority of sorts from further down the alphabet, your more get along, do as you’re told sorts.
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So we zetas get on social media to warn our fellow zetas or whatever, watch out, the alpha is coming and he’s raging out -
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except most of the modern people are genetic alphas.
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at some point, somewhere, somewhen, some human alphas had it all their way and most of the world - the majority type - are their children, genetically alphas.
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So we get on the social media to propagate the alpha’s measage: I am coming and I am pissed!, to all of our fellow alphas, what happens?
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Better rhetorical, I guess.
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#actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy

2025-12-08 11:04:16 CET

Your genes are there to adapt when the environment changes.
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So when you create your own environments, you are not subject to your genes, your behaviour is not subject to your “genetic legacy,” genes change, they are not there to be anachronistic, to stop you from adapting.
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Your current genetic makeup is subject to your own environment creating behaviour.
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This is where Allists have it backwards, the way creationism perhaps would have it.
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#ActualllyAutistic
#actuallyautistic
#philosophy
@autistics

2025-12-05 23:47:52 CET

I think I've managed to add the first three appendices to the downloadable pdf of the Spanking Gene blog today.
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I don't want to include this new one, the fourth, it's a very different tone.
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2025-12-04 00:30:21 CET

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the damned spongestick, though 😬
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Rome must have been an absolute Hell or herpes 😜 I mean, I'm not the worst of germaphobes, but FFS 😘

2025-12-04 00:15:23 CET

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those bastards, eh? FFS.
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According to the story in the Pesher Technique (possibly echoed in a film called the Passover Plot?), I think they said it was Marianna wine, opiated wine, in order to knock him out, keep him still and looking dead so they could pull him down and revive, I mean resurrect him 😀

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that's one where I feel like the Aut man out, I can either freestyle speak or not, rehearsal was never a thing, I'm interactive, I learned that dance, sort of.
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I was/am a stutterer, and I suppose I learned getting over my challenges. That can still stop me, but it's all or nothing for me, I'm talking or I'm not, rehearsal doesn't help stuttering, maybe that's the thing