MrDragon
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Experimenting with my body, mind, and consciousness and share my insights along the way.

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2024-08-20 08:34:26 CEST

Amanita muscaria ordered. @npub1z34…nh9r should I bring you some to the HB? 😀
Great quality.

2024-08-13 10:37:10 CEST

Just completed my 3rd Vipassana.
The practice has many layers... Since it gives me so many benefits, will try to attend a retreat every 2-3 months for now and see how far I can go.

2024-07-09 11:15:18 CEST

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This is only one lense to look the world through. Yes, there are geniuses here on this world and we can not deny & push them away. We want them to bring their gifts to this world.
But there're billions of people who are not geniuses, nor want to be rebels. They just want to live a happy life. We can't deny their existence too.

2024-07-09 11:12:57 CEST

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@npub1a2c…w83a are you familiar with Spiral Dynamics? It's a psychological development of individuals/communities.
There are 8 levels to it (and new ones constantly emerging).
We're transitioning from the 5th stage (the best description of it is capitalism, individualism, technology, materialism) to the 6th stage called Green Stage (equality, yoga, psychedelics, going back to nature, etc. ).
It's a very natural process, as people burn out in the 5th stage and understand that's not where the happiness is, hence they look for something deeper and they find equality as the answer.
The problem with it is - they DENY the 5th stage - individual greatness, awesome things that we got from it (amazing companies that were built) and that becomes a problem.
What we should try to thrive to do is to go into the 7th stage - (integrated stage)
The 7th stage value system includes all of the previous stages & tries to incorporate them into the society. In my belief Bitcoin and Bitcoiners will be getting us there. Bitcoin as a technology is very integrative (when you think of what a Bitcoin-maxi has to learn to become a Bitcoin maxi, like mining, game-theory, economics and much more).
What we can not fall back to is to deny the 6th stage (all the trans movement, equality, etc.) because these people came to live in this way for some reason.
For my part, I recently was triggered by one person who identified herself as queer. I was immediately looking at her as my enemy and that was a trigger to ask her to go for a coffee. When I talked to her for 2 hours and attentively listened to her - I came to appreciate her and her community of queer people.
We're all people in the end of the day & we're trying to live happily on here.

2024-07-03 09:40:02 CEST

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He gave me a "template" - 4 basic sensations & then I could add as much to it as possible.
1. Inhale
2. Exhale
3. Sitting (I was going through my spine)
4. Touching (feeling my ass)
And then the rest would be whatever I feel/hear/sense/think in my being.
So it would be - inhale, exhale, sitting, touching, hearing, thought, tension (in my knee), thought - this is one round and these are 8 things I noticed. 8 is already super super advanced though.
5-6 is what I can do on a daily basis (I meditate 60-120mins per day). To go past 6, I need to meditate 4-8 hours that day to train my focus.

2024-07-02 10:16:36 CEST

Hey!
Anyone else into esoteric stuff?
Have some experiments I want to do and share over here.
Would love to meet like-minded peeps!

2024-07-02 10:15:08 CEST

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"Mastering the Core Teachings of Buddha" is a practical guide to experience it 😉

2024-07-02 10:14:19 CEST

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6 months ago I met a monk. I did a 10 day meditation retreat with him.
We were exploring around 5 meditation techniques in total. They were all showing different kinds of things and designed for different kind of purposes.
One of them was "noting". The goal of it - to note more than 6 things/sensations per second. As soon as your brain starts doing that - it starts breaking, as if getting short-circuit.
After around 4 days I started noting 6 - 10 things, depending on a session.
I've had out-of-body experience, DMT-like experiences, kundalini awakening and many others.
Can't imagine what would happen if I went above 10+.

2024-07-02 10:08:44 CEST

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Where dis?

2024-06-27 11:26:33 CEST

Are there any AIs that are able to perform tasks like "collect hadlines from this website in 2017" or similar tasks?

2024-06-04 12:38:28 CEST

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Thanks guys! Was looking for something like this as it's not that intuitive yet

2024-06-01 08:10:28 CEST

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What's the retreat?

2024-05-29 14:40:51 CEST

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@npub1lel…kvyz on Friday we're doing a "What Is Money" campaign on Zen Beach, Koh Phangan at 5 pm. Wanna join? Also, we have weekly meetups on Wednesdays too.

2024-05-16 05:05:13 CEST

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Congrats!

2024-03-23 02:07:16 CET

How has your life changed since you secured "enough" BTC to live the life you want?
How have your priorities changed? What have you started doing more of?
Asking for a friend.

2024-03-23 02:05:32 CET

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I've done blood tests & immune response tests.
And as for meat - I was eating grass-fed one. I was eating more things than meat for sure, though that was 70-80% of my diet.
95% paleo diet I'd say.

2024-03-21 07:50:02 CET

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Was trying Habla at the time, and it was really buggy. Refreshed it and it started to work properly. Will start writing there! Thanks!

2024-03-21 07:48:33 CET

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I recently did a food intolerance test and my immune system reacts to all the products made out of cow... Kefir included.
So would test that out.
Really, there's no solution that suits everybody. Need to do your own research.
Btw, was eating carnivore for a bit of time & fucked up my digestive system & liver too... Just couldn't handle as much protein & now have to eat lots of veggies (and beef too 2x per week) to fix it up.
In other words - do your own research.

2024-03-19 04:33:15 CET

What's the best #nostr client to publish long-form articles? #grownostr #nostrbuild

2024-03-15 04:10:48 CET

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Drinking juice is pretty much like drinking coke with vitamins. Too much sugar. You need fiber to go with it. Massive insulin spikes.

2024-02-13 13:34:17 CET

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Will visit you at some point!

2024-02-07 04:33:13 CET

When you consider how many changes have happened in the last couple of years... Answering a question "who are you" becomes more and more difficult.
One day you're feeling one way, another in a different way... One day you have one set of beliefs, the other they are completely shattered.
The only thing that's constant is change. Outside and inside.

2024-02-07 04:22:02 CET

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Takes lots of time to decondition though

2024-02-07 04:06:42 CET

Subscription model is broken.
Trying to create an image for an event and they ask me to sign up for a whole year... And I only need 1 photo.
Same with ChatGPT. Would just love to pay for what I'm going to use, rather than buying it for a whole year.
Anyone solving these problems with lightning?

2024-02-01 09:52:19 CET

Will be a blast!

2024-01-25 04:04:08 CET

Whare are your favorite Bitcoin podcasts?
Mine - The Path to Bitcoin

2024-01-25 03:41:31 CET

Met a former spokesperson for the White House.
Super interesting experience trying to explain FIAT system and BTC and seeing her face changing as she was understanding it.

2024-01-24 10:45:00 CET

I sometimes wonder...
How much our governments are not telling us?
Years of capital misallocation... Years of using pesticides in our farmlands... Years of trashing our environment with plastic.
I kind of did it myself by "voting" with my money/energy for all the things. I never said no to plastic. I hardly ever bought from local farmers. I hardly ever visited local stores...
So I take responsibility for it.
The question is - what will I be "voting" for going further?
Local. Local. Local.

2024-01-24 04:19:26 CET

Doing a food intolerance test in a couple of days.
Will be interesting to see what I've been eating that was causing mild inflammation in my body.
Removal first and build up from there.

2024-01-24 04:13:57 CET

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Fuck yeah!

2024-01-22 03:35:04 CET

Where can I get BTC stickers to put on FIAT?

2024-01-22 03:34:31 CET

Microdosing amanita muscaria is already life-changing.
Only 4 days in, but all the social anxiety is gone, connecting to new people became easy.
The connection to my emotions is unparallel.
Highly recommend it.
And I heard it keeps getting better!

2024-01-18 02:08:02 CET

Better to die than live in fear

2024-01-18 02:07:45 CET

Better to die than live in fear

2024-01-17 04:40:11 CET

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And meanwhile enjoy the connections I make & the challenges I undertake.

2024-01-17 04:39:36 CET

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Isn't it the best game ever?
The game itself is requiring us to level up much quicker than before. & the game itself is so entertaining.
Can't wait to see what's next.

2024-01-17 04:18:31 CET

Nothing feels better than having a clear purpose.
Just this drive and pure energy cursing through the body...
Loving it.

2024-01-17 04:02:12 CET

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Shantaram

2024-01-17 03:43:38 CET

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Seems you were undergoing some far deeper challenges than building up wealth.
All the best on your path🙏

2024-01-17 03:35:32 CET

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Share the experience!

2024-01-17 02:46:43 CET

The Path to Bitcoin and the Truth. Part ⅙.
“Breathe, breathe”, I heard a whisper in my ear.
I had no clue whether it was my own voice or someone else’s.
For 3 minutes my body was in total shock. It forgot to breathe. I’m saying IT because I and my body were separate. IT wasn’t me.
When I couldn’t take it any longer, my diaphragm started to contact, which forced this body to take its first breath.
I don’t remember my first inhale when I was born, but I do remember this one. It was the longest, hardest yet the most rewarding breath I’ve ever taken.
The first thought which came to my mind was:
“Breath is life”
Oxygen was filling up my lungs, and life started flowing through my body once again. That’s what yogis mean by life force/prana.
The second thought wasn’t as blissful:
“You fucked it up… How will you ever be able to live with this?”
Yet there was no coming back. Once you see it, you can’t unsee it. My life took a turning point. This time though - I thought I’ve gone too far searching for the truth.
Yes, I found the truth…
But it wasn’t what I expected, or could handle at the moment.
It felt as if I was a first grader who was sent to University exams. I wasn’t ready for it. I don’t think anyone is.
And then the confusion kicked in.
All I wanted to do was:
1. Kill myself
2. Forget what I saw.
My girlfriend at the time was sitting in the corner of the room. She was observing the whole thing. A few moments later she came to me, hugged me and asked:
“How was it?”
I was out of words.
I squeezed her as hard as I could and started crying. Out of gratitude and out of fear.
What I had just learned was something beyond my wildest imagination. Beyond what all the spiritual gurus were telling me at the time. Something our ego can not accept or even comprehend. It can only be felt and experienced.
“Was my life just a complete lie? Are we in a game without beginning or an end? Are we in a simulation? Some kind of a Matrix that we live in to experience it all?”
And while more questions were coming to the mind of this character… All it could think of was distracting itself and pretending this had never happened. To somehow erase this experience from its memory.
That’s why ego is better off being ignorant.
_________
I've decided to introduce this character by telling a story on how this character came to be.
Stay tuned for 5 more parts of the story where we'll meet witches, random strangers, synchronicities, beings from other frequencies, martial arts, #Bitcoin and truth itself.
#introduction

2024-01-16 08:34:39 CET

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Here's a question for you:
What do you know that's 100% true?
Might uncover more things this way.

2024-01-16 08:27:12 CET

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Welcome to #nostr!

2024-01-16 08:08:25 CET

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Do you have posts on the other steps?

2024-01-16 08:06:38 CET

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For the first 10 years of my adult life I dedicate to make money. After I realized what money is, I dropped out of that race and said - let's just do what I want.
In the past 2-3 years I've done lots of yoga, martial arts, traveled, freediving, tantra, tantric sex workshops, ate the best food, and many many other things... Yet, I understood it wasn't it.
Now I'm dedicating my life to serving others. I don't know what form that will come in, but I'm taking the first steps.
So you've got it from the very beginning & are far ahead of me! Congrats!

2024-01-16 08:02:42 CET

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Just did it. Crazy how easy it is

2024-01-16 07:47:08 CET

I'm organizing a Bitcoin Halving Party 2024 on Koh Phangan, Thailand.
Never organized anything like this before, so any help would be appreciated!
How to do it, where to get sponsorships from, etc.

2024-01-16 03:58:57 CET

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Oh, so because of this realization, this weekend I'm going to a workshop on "relational alchemy" or something like.
Will report my lessons here!

2024-01-16 03:57:49 CET

Ever since you discovered BTC and solved your "wealth" problem - what's the second biggest "problem" that you think is worth solving?
For me, it's relationships and connection.
Realizing this is what makes life super interesting & worthwhile living, yet realizing that I'm mediocre at most at these things.

2024-01-16 03:53:55 CET

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This is what they told me:
"Social anxiety is completely gone. As if there was no wall between me & others"
"I'm feeling my emotions clearly. I can cry, I can dance, I can be happy. I feel these emotions deeply"
Since I'm an extremely sensitive person (I feel people's energies with my hands, and any substances work on my body in 10% of what others would need to feel them) - I need to try it out.
The protocol will be 0.5-1g/day for 60 days+.
That will coincide with my preparation for BJJ competition, and my advanced vippasana retreat.
I love going deep into these rabbit holes and report what's happening there.

2024-01-16 03:42:20 CET

Getting some amanita muscaria to start micro-dosing.
3 people in the past 2 weeks told me the amazing effects they've had from it.
Can't wait to test them out!

2024-01-16 02:21:24 CET

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That's been my life for the last 3 years...
Hodl and explore the spiritual realms.
What practices have you found the most useful in that regards?

2024-01-16 02:19:42 CET

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Whenever I go back to Europe I can't pay in cash for almost anything 😟

2024-01-15 04:39:00 CET

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Makes people accountable, doesn't it?

2024-01-15 04:26:03 CET

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Time to donate some blood family 😉

2024-01-15 03:56:18 CET

A real big con of traveling is... Food.
Struggling to find quality food wherever I go. Almost no chance to find grass-fed beef at the supermarkets...

2024-01-15 03:51:42 CET

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It's been surprisingly calm in the past couple of months... Wondering what comes next.
Let's see if we're prepared.

2024-01-15 03:50:44 CET

Here are the ways I'm challenging myself in the next 4 months:
- BJJ NoGi. When I was 7 y.o. I was going to karate, yet finished after a couple of trainings. I regret it a lot. I'm not confident being among other men. Hence I'll challenge myself to compete in May. Will give updates about my trainings.
- Middle splits. Another thing I was trying to accomplish when I was young, but couldn't do it. Will last far longer than 4 months IMO, but also an exciting project.
- Relationships/connection. What's more important than hodling BTC? Health & relationships. My gf dumped me a month ago, so I need to discover what are the subconscious patterns do I have for this to happen. Maybe none, maybe it wasn't my fault at all... But I still believe exploring a deeper connection between people is super important. Already signed for 2 workshops: "Embodied man" & "Relational alchemy."
- Psychedelics. Thinking of doing quite a few of them. Aya, 5meo DMT, & ketamine comes to my mind (though not sure if ketamine is a psychedelics).
- Vipassana. The last vipassana I did I had my kundalini awakened, also had a samadhi experience and other things. I'll return to it it for another 10 days to explore if there's anything else for me there right now.
So if you're curious about my experiments, feel free to follow me here.