I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
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Last Notes npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Last night was great to catch up with old work friends. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Old money stamp npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Once my dentures are complete. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One thing I need to get used to for the live poker tournaments is the hotels. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Also to keep me healthy, restart running. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Stars account I got permanently banned due to gambling past npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I used to grind $4.40 180 mans..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar GG, ACR, Coin, WPT. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For my old accounts, haverl on pokerstars - only account I got permanently banned due to gambling. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Check my results , searching for hodlmoar on shark scope. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Playing upto $5.50s with one or two shots per session at $8s and $11s. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I hit a high of $3.7k in my bankroll. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar To further my study, gto and ICM options I need to learn and get better at for progress. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Transitioning to be more serious about playing online poker tournaments. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Kept a little spare, next live game is tomorrow. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Used my live winnings of 2340 from the 200 euro tournament, came 5th. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar As a reward to myself for finishing all the dental extractions. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Two days ago, visited the Dentist for the final teeth extractions. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Cheers mate. I appreciate it. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally. Tomorrow is the day. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Overall in the tournaments. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played online poker again. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The side event played like a turbo. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played the side event. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Had plans on the next tournament if i cashed in this one. Not to be. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now to enjoy the evening, albeit at the hotel npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played much better in this poker tournament than the last one. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Not in doubt npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For a bitcoiner, privacy and being secure is the better option. So Linux appeals massively. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar yeah, compulsive gambler. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Up early today. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I wanted to try and comeback to poker. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Went to play a live poker tournament in the casino Sunday evening. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And with that dentist visit. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah..... What a holiday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And fair play to the train company. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One day to rest after the holiday, and back into the dentist chair for more teeth extractions to eventually prepare for dentures. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally able to go to sleep now after 45 hours. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back home in the flat now. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Did have time for a quick Guinness before the train npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just hit 43 hours no sleep, but I did get 40 winks on the 5am flight. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah, on the train home. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Life changing experiences npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar What a holiday experience that was npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Since the delays, been up for 39 hours so far..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally back in Ireland. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Oh nice npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Nothing like sipping whiskey at 3.45am in airport lounge... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ahh, now chilling in a business lounge for free, courtesy from N26 Metal ..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My word airport in Dubai mega busy even just past midnight npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Bitcoin only npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar From suntan T-shirt shorts and 25C to jumper trousers jacket hat gloves and 7C. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Posting them as I go.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Visited the Burn Khalifa the tallest building in the world. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Final few hours in Dubai now before I go yo the airport. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Entering last couple if hours in Dubai. Q on the 125th floor npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar An I'm going to the airport in 5.5 hours npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Took me all week to find this sign in Dubai Mall npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Fountain show at the Dubai Mall npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally made it to the outside of Dubai Mall..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Not the most enticing view npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Settling down for 3 course meal in Dubai Mall. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Went way out of my depth for this one . npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Oh my word, don't know what to say. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar This evening, dragging my suitcases along this path to the metro npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Yeah every evening 10pm beach side Dubai npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar It totally does. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Starting my last day in Dubai and on holiday npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Happy Birthday npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Jeez. I had 3 jabs. Fekk. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One thing I'm going to treasure from this holiday is; npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Flying out of here Saturday morning npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Woah. Gets more spectacular npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Drone show on the beach npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Its a wallet spitting out fiat
