I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
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Travel back tomorrow. 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Played 4 bullets in the main. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Love it \m/ npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Then, two hands I played, I will review. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar There's a poker tournament series coming up Paddy's weekend. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar So straight after busting the morning day 1 yesterday, I jumped straight into the afternoon day 1. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar This poker tournament series not going to plan. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Can I turn 20 Euro into 20k Euro in the Main Event? npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Second day of the poker tournaments series. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Remember that chat we had at btc Prague? @nprofile…pnes npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I treat poker tournaments differently. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Its more important to say; npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Couple of weeks now since the Dental Extractions have finished now. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar With my poker profits, time to invest in more bitcoin.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Chilling this evening... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Landed in Cork. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Next step on my poker journey. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now I've booked the next poker trip. Feels like travelling the full length of the country. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar As a reward to myself for finishing all the dental extractions. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Two days ago, visited the Dentist for the final teeth extractions. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Cheers mate. I appreciate it. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally. Tomorrow is the day. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Overall in the tournaments. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played online poker again. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The side event played like a turbo. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played the side event. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Had plans on the next tournament if i cashed in this one. Not to be. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now to enjoy the evening, albeit at the hotel npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played much better in this poker tournament than the last one. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Not in doubt npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For a bitcoiner, privacy and being secure is the better option. So Linux appeals massively. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar yeah, compulsive gambler. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Up early today. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I wanted to try and comeback to poker. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Went to play a live poker tournament in the casino Sunday evening. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And with that dentist visit. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah..... What a holiday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And fair play to the train company. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One day to rest after the holiday, and back into the dentist chair for more teeth extractions to eventually prepare for dentures. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally able to go to sleep now after 45 hours.
