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2026-09-06 17:00:18 UTC

I was today years old when I realized Jason Lee, the Skateboarder, and Jason Lee, the Actor were the same person.

2026-09-02 12:55:00 UTC

Okay, I thought I'd share a nice Dad story to even things out a bit.
I was probably 7 years old, and had already been asleep for awhile. My Dad came, and woke us up, and we thought it was morning, but he told us to put on our winter clothes, and come outside. It had snowed quite a bit after we went to bed, so there was a pretty deep layer of snow glistening under the moon. My Dad pulled us around on sleds, and built snowmen with us, until our fingers were numb, and my Mom insisted we come inside. My Mom made us hot lemonade (this is was a hot cinnamon flavored lemonade that she made us when we couldn't afford stuff for hot chocolate), and my Dad unfolded out the pull out bed, and we all snuggled in, and my Dad told us stories he made up, until we fell asleep.
Anyhow, feel free to share, and nice story, if you have one.

2026-09-01 18:11:22 UTC

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My Dad told a story about his Dad where one day he came home, and told everyone to pack their stuff and get ready to go, and apparently his Dad had lost their house in a card game, and they were just homeless for awhile.
Anyway, Mental Healthcare is important.

2026-09-01 18:06:05 UTC

Old school Dad stories are like, my Dad loved horses, and one day he stopped riding horses for eight years, and threw something in the old well, and covered it with concrete, and never talked about it again.

2026-08-27 06:11:38 UTC

When you realize a big part of your "Type A" personality is just a trauma response from growing up with unstable adults.

2026-08-18 17:48:34 UTC

The fun thing about being a person, is, as you slowly start coming into accepting your body as it is, it starts falling apart.

2026-08-18 04:17:01 UTC

There are worse things than being called a Pussy. You are what you eat.

2026-08-14 02:03:34 UTC

If as the infamous Strawman Argument states, that taxing the rich won't actually help the economy, please, for the love of all the possible deities, explain to me how taxing poor people does then.

2026-08-13 21:34:08 UTC

There is no one more obsessed with sex than Conservative Christians.

2026-08-10 23:00:12 UTC

Technically, you always have your whole life ahead of you.

2026-08-08 15:00:38 UTC

It's so interesting that we talk about our brains as a separate entity from our bodies. "It's all in your head" Yep, so is literally everything. Obviously, this isn't a new experience, it makes sense that we associate it with having a soul that exists outside of our human form. Anyway, let's talk about it, in a respectful way of course, no wrong answers. What do you think about it? Why does it happen?

2026-08-08 14:52:55 UTC

You're going to be with you for a long time (hopefully), you should try to get along with yourself.

2026-08-06 17:14:47 UTC

Never forget that the stock market, the foundation of our modern economy, is just bros that tricked people into paying them to gamble.

2026-07-31 14:11:18 UTC

People who carry hope, love, and meaning inside them, in dark times, are the kind of people I want to know.
Some of those people are dogs, but it still applies.

2026-07-26 05:13:20 UTC

Sometimes you just got to bite your partner, they look like a snack, and you just got to do it.

2026-07-24 00:35:08 UTC

It's interesting how many grown ass people want a fantasy poem to be historically accurate...

2026-07-22 15:22:40 UTC

The Committee to End Committees has created a subcommittee.

2026-07-22 12:30:03 UTC

How else will 80+ year old people find jobs if not for politics?!

2026-07-18 20:07:08 UTC

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The itching is wild, it's not constant thankfully, but when it hits, it's maddening

2026-07-18 18:24:06 UTC

What happens if a mosquito drinks Jesus' blood?

2026-07-16 17:43:10 UTC

A couple questions for people who are perimenopausal/menopausal:
What age did you start to notice symptoms?
What were your symptoms?
How long did they last or do they continue to last?
Did you take or do anything to help with symptoms? Did it help?
Do you feel like a different person?
Honestly, feel free to drop any information you'd like. Just moving into this period of my life, and I'm curious about other people's experience.

2026-07-15 17:58:17 UTC

I 100% get liberal women or any woman, not wanting to date Conservative men, what I have trouble understanding is why Conservative men keep trying to date liberal women, and want to change them, when there are plenty of Conservative women who want to live that Trad life (apparently, according to them).
Why would you just not go find that plethora of women that want to be submissive to you?

2026-07-15 16:42:25 UTC

Math problems be like:
If there are too many waffles, how many bears will come to your picnic, solve for syrup.
Math People will tell you it's both simple and obvious.
We get it, you're smart!

2026-07-14 12:17:47 UTC

It is bizarre that people still fall for, "If you raise taxes the billionaires will just leave"
As if the world cannot exist without them. They only bring revenue, by literally not paying people what they're worth.
Oh nooo, the ticks are leaving the dog.
Please, let the door hit you on the way out.

2026-07-08 16:14:12 UTC

Cruises are Day Care for adults, but on a boat so you can't escape.

2026-07-08 12:59:43 UTC

Oh noooo, I'm becoming radicalized by empathy and logic!

2026-07-07 21:54:26 UTC

Some fun reasons from the Declaration of Independence stating why a leader should be overthrown:
He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.
He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.
He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harrass our people, and eat out their substance.
He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.
For Quartering large bodies of armed troops among us
For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States
For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world
For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent
For depriving us in many cases, of the benefits of Trial by Jury

2026-07-03 21:26:48 UTC

There are two races, white and political.
There are two genders, male or political.
There are two sexual orientations, straight or political.
-Emma Vossen

2026-07-02 14:22:42 UTC

It feels really hard to celebrate my country right now. How do I celebrate a country with detention camps? I know there are great people here, who are working toward a better tomorrow, but it feels nuts to want to shoot off fireworks right now. Add on this massive heat wave that most of the United States is going through, and I'm just feeling trapped. Of course, then I feel ungrateful, I have a place to live, I'm not in a camp, I have food, and friends. My mental health feels less than stellar right now. Anyway, sorry for the brain dump, I just wanted to be honest, it feels so complicated right now, what do we do, how do we help? I love you all. I hope you're safe, cool, and have a good weekend. Feel free to share your thoughts and feelings too, if you want.

2026-07-01 15:48:34 UTC

If Democrats really want to prove they are on our side, then campaigns need to heavily emphasize making laws about A.I. Trump said he was going to then he had a conversation with his billionaire buddies, and suddenly it disappears.
Regulation of A.I. genuinely seems to be a bipartisan issues, as people have watched it snake it's way into our lives. A.I. will be a part of the future, whether we want it or not, the laws have to catch up.

2026-07-01 15:15:34 UTC

I love when literary people go on kerning and font rants.
Sometimes you know something doesn't look right, and can't quite tell why, but they know, and they are ready to tell you.

2026-07-01 14:04:59 UTC

I don't know if I'm down to clown, maybe some mild court jestering?

2026-06-28 16:40:23 UTC

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Not how I said it

2026-06-28 16:33:08 UTC

Me, to my husband, when I'm high: Okay, hear me out, let's build a small castle.
Husband: With LEGOS?
Me: NO!

2026-06-27 15:19:26 UTC

My favorite thing about nicknames is that you'll meet a 6'2" 275 lb man that everyone calls Baby Joe, because once he was a baby.

2026-06-25 17:23:41 UTC

Incogni, a data removal service, being owned by Tenoset, a data broker, is a great example of unoriginal assholes who's business model is creating a problem you have to pay them to solve.

2026-06-25 12:44:47 UTC

Think again AI, I can hallucinate and make shit up too.

2026-06-18 16:18:40 UTC

I went to a church youth group for awhile that had a husband and wife leading it. The woman was the pastor's daughter. At some point, I realized he was significantly older than her, and did some math. He had to have started dating her when she was 16 and he was in his late 20's. Fucking gross, I told my parents I would no longer be going shortly after. I saw her later, and found out he was pretty abusive, which wasn't surprising, but still very sad. Luckily, she had left him.
Anyway, feel free to vent a church story if you'd like.

2026-06-14 17:04:03 UTC

In 1941, Irving Berlin wrote a song protesting Hitler called When That Man is Dead And Gone. It's had a recent uptick in popularity, for some reason...
https://youtu.be/bEJe2PIvam0?is=z0Dy5pU0jawE0A0L

2026-06-14 06:10:19 UTC

Rest is not a reward or something you only get if you earn it, it's a necessity of being alive. No one looks at bird perched on a fence or a deer laying in the shade, and thinks "That lazy bastard".
Okay, maybe Capitalists do.

2026-06-12 15:20:01 UTC

Maybe you're a genius, maybe you don't whisper Wed-Nes-Day to yourself every time you spell Wednesday.

2026-06-11 13:23:00 UTC

So, people say everyone likes their pizza a little different, but I believe the real test is Chili.
What do you put in your Chili, and how do you top it?

2026-06-10 13:17:00 UTC

What is the best ice cream flavor?

2026-06-06 14:41:23 UTC

You don't need to excel or be the best. You don't need to conquer or be elite. It's fine to just exist in the world, it's fine to just enjoy something, and not compete or monetize.

2026-06-01 14:40:14 UTC

What is something you do now that you're older, that you never imagined doing when you were younger?

2026-05-29 16:38:19 UTC

Earth: It's my birthday, I'm 4.4 Billion Years Old!
Creationist: Girl, you don't look a day over 6,000.

2026-05-28 00:03:45 UTC

The period blood that's been treated with fear and disgust is also the most easily and non-invasively available place to find Regenerative Adult Stem Cells. You know, the kind scientists are studying to potentially grow organs with. What's even crazier is they didn't realize this until the early 2000's.

2026-05-23 22:11:53 UTC

Me: Would you love me if I was a worm?
Husband: What kind of worm are we talking about?

2026-05-23 01:42:09 UTC

Heading to Des Moines and Minneapolis/St Paul, would love any food, drink, nature, and activities, y'all would recommend.

2026-05-20 16:23:01 UTC

When I was little, someone showed me the painting Where The Bears Picnic aka The Bear Dance, and I had so much FOMO, that animals were having secret parties I wasn't invited to.
Share a piece of art that had an effect on you as a small child too!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/607/818/872/970/897/original/84a541d7795e29a9.jpeg

2026-05-17 19:38:33 UTC

I have a theory that Klingon Blood Wine is basically what amounts to a slightly alcoholic Shirley Temple. They are just lightweights, and everyone humors them, because actually drunk Klingons just cry a lot and tell everyone they love them.

2026-05-17 01:11:04 UTC

The interesting thing about the "They won't let that happen" people is that they were doing what they always do, counting on Progressives to hold the line, to protect what few rights and programs that keep people alive and sane that still exists, while simultaneously voting out the people they expect to protect their interests.
They know that Trump and his Trumpettes were gonna fuck up some shit, they just thought that someone was going to magically make sure it didn't get too bad. They fucking knew, maybe not the full MAGA cultists, but the "I'm voting for the economy" people, THEY KNEW, and now they are saying they didn't know, HOW?! I feel like I said this continuously for years to anyone who would listen, and I know you all have too.

2026-05-16 16:00:17 UTC

"Britney Spears is sooo crazy, something really should be done about..."
"Chappelle Roan is such a bitch, because..."
"Madonna dresses like a slut..."
Johnny Depp
Chris Brown
John Hamm
Dr Dre
Sean Penn
R. Kelly
Mel Gibson
Charlie Sheen
Nic Cage
Mickey Rourke
Christian Slater
P Diddy
Ozzy Osbourne
Donald Trump
Josh Brolin
Honestly, the list here goes on for entirely too long. I've lived 44 years, and never beat someone, this isn't complicated. It's so strange to me that a woman who has been abused and used, since she was a child, gets so much flack, and abusers just get to keep going on about their lives, many never even apologized, and many more haven't even changed their behavior. It creeps me out how casually abusive behavior is both accepted and expected. I'm not saying there aren't problematic women, because clearly there are, just highlighting the differences in how people react to male vs female controversy.

2026-05-15 22:30:41 UTC

Maybe if Corporations skipped Lattes and Avocado Toast, they could afford to pay their workers a living wage.

2026-05-15 19:51:34 UTC

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Mamdani is the best/worst thing for New York. He's doing a great/awful job, and making the city a better/horrible place to live. Follow me for more decisive coverage!

2026-05-15 19:46:31 UTC

The Hill opinion section is wild:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/580/305/830/678/348/original/39217678e52d60ee.jpg
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/580/306/225/755/823/original/e70d99489c9f6fc3.jpg

2026-05-15 13:12:50 UTC

Graphic Design is my passion:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/578/757/408/743/174/original/95c494479d1ccf02.jpeg

2026-05-14 16:33:08 UTC

When I was a kid, my Mom wasn't much of a cook, and worked most of the time, and my Dad rarely cooked, because Patriarchy, and you didn't really want him to on account of his Grape Jelly and Onion Beans, and Potato Water Soup. Anyway, my Mom would buy 10 loaves of .25 cent Aldi's white bread, a loaf of American Cheese, and a giant container of whatever was the cheapest Peanut Butter and Grape Jelly. Dinner was whatever the cheapest box meal was (off brand Hamburger Helper, off brand Rice a Roni, Augratin Potatoes) was with a pound of hamburger or ground turkey in it, some frozen hamburger patties out of this enormous box she would buy, that was questionably beef, or one of three Soups she would make which were a variety of canned goods dumped into a pot with usually hamburger. You will get the idea that we were poor, and you'd be right. Somewhere around my preteens, I started teaching myself to cook in defense.
What did you all eat growing up?

2026-05-08 15:39:43 UTC

In second term polls, two-thirds of Americans say they think America is headed in the wrong direction, favoring corporations and billionaires, over ordinary citizens.
Who could have possibly seen this coming?!

2026-05-07 15:06:14 UTC

Healthcare cannot be for profit, and ethical, even in the best possible scenario.

2026-05-06 19:33:31 UTC

What do you miss most about your younger years?
What do you enjoy most about getting older?

2026-05-03 13:17:17 UTC

You keep flipping that light switch in your house, that doesn't seem to turn anything off and on.
People In A Parallel Universe: HONEY, LOOK! IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN! I told you we have a ghost.

2026-04-30 18:56:35 UTC

That dang dust in my eyes...
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/495/174/323/850/682/original/6bf849a39a0ec3dc.jpg

2026-04-30 15:37:57 UTC

I'd like this to be less relatable:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/494/398/483/693/796/original/834f1c4e0cd8cd7f.jpeg

2026-04-28 21:54:31 UTC

Give yourself an Apocalyptic Nickname, let's hear it!

2026-04-25 14:49:22 UTC

People who sleep through the night are such freaks.
What do you mean you don't wake up to go pee at 3 am, and then just lay in bed for awhile doing night math and thinking night thoughts?!

2026-04-20 12:37:33 UTC

Art is subjective, but whether I enjoy a piece or not, I think art is brave. To put a piece of yourself on display for others to judge and critique is brave. It's not an easy thing to do, it's difficult to not take personally.
This is why AI "art" will always be a cowards medium. You aren't putting out a piece of yourself for view, but simply stealing parts of someone else.

2026-04-16 03:59:18 UTC

Dr Pepper is a woman, if you thought differently, it's because of the Patriarchy.

2026-04-04 03:36:03 UTC

Just letting y'all know I'm on vacation, if you know anything cool to do, eat or drink in the Lafayette, Baton Rouge area, let me know.

2026-03-24 01:31:21 UTC

Okay, other than the obvious, what is your red flag about people?
Personally, any religious tattoos.

2026-03-24 01:04:04 UTC

Sprinkles are gross, stop trying to convince us that rice flour, sugar, and dye is something we'd want on an otherwise nice dessert.

2026-03-21 05:27:53 UTC

You're a People Pleaser, huh, well then, name 5 People who are Pleased with you.

2026-03-17 03:45:56 UTC

Have you ever listened to someone vent abouta problem, and about halfway through realized they are the problem?

2026-03-08 17:44:30 UTC

It should be socially acceptable to play possum in public, when you hit your limit. If you're curled up in the corner, because you got overstimulated, I'll bring you a blanket and a snack.

2026-03-07 17:18:27 UTC

Today I Learned:
Mormons actually pay for the right to be Missionaries. They work about 11 hours a day and pay the church $400 a month. That's about 10k for a two year mission, essentially being a religious slave.

2026-03-03 19:16:36 UTC

I need help deciding between the wine or the Macallan '48:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/166/840/261/471/097/original/f2d965b1c71a9ffc.jpeg

2026-02-27 18:02:13 UTC

It's not Satan, it's a group of people who've never been held accountable, because of their wealth.

2026-02-16 18:17:26 UTC

My brother in Christ, I'm pretty sure we can live in a world where we can have lattes and affordable Healthcare.

2026-02-16 14:52:25 UTC

I wasn't gifted, I was undiagnosed.

2026-02-13 15:14:44 UTC

If you were ever in an abusive or unhealthy situation, what was the thing that made you get out?

2026-02-12 20:45:48 UTC

I cry most often because:

2026-02-12 18:07:49 UTC

Listen, I love Tolkien, The Hobbit gave me a lifelong love affair with books, but Hobbiton?!
Come on down to Humanville, and don't forget to visit Peopletown, on the way back!

2026-02-11 16:56:54 UTC

Why does every "Ex-Gay Christian" sound like they are personally fucking Jesus?
I don't need to have sex with men, because I have Jesus.

2026-02-10 19:31:32 UTC

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https://youtube.com/shorts/41AHCBrYuoA?si=WsWQ8B2eMn43yUd-
Also can we look into any guys like these:

2026-02-10 19:22:25 UTC

When all these people act like this Epstein Files problem is too big, and there's no way we could possibly round up, and prosecute all the people in them, remember, in the last year around 400,000 people have been arrested by ICE.
This isn't a Witch Hunt, it's a Rapist Hunt.

2026-02-10 04:50:48 UTC

I feel like the conspiracy theorists are just gobsmacked right now, like pretty much all their theories were true, just not about the people they thought.

2026-02-06 18:47:09 UTC

People perpetuating violence against us, sure love to say we are being hysterical.

2026-02-01 23:58:15 UTC

Gay Gingerbread Men Hot Tub Orgy
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/998/075/805/650/304/original/73989d4356f6e204.jpg

2026-02-01 19:56:58 UTC

If you are doing genuinely good things, and making the world better, I don't give a fuck why you're doing it. You want recognition and attention, so what. You're just doing it, because your friends are idgaf, you feel pressured from other people, who cares. We can spend so much time tearing apart motives and guess what, it doesn't matter, and most of the people screaming, "They're just doing it for attention!", aren't doing jack shit. We don't need to wait to do good things for the "right reasons", we can just do them. And we can most definitely shut up, about why other people are.

2026-01-31 14:49:12 UTC

At some point in your Lord Of The Rings journey, you realize you aren't an Elf (beautiful, noble, elegant), you're a Dwarf (short, loud, fun) or a Hobbit (short, hungry, trying to avoid people), but never a human, ughhh, never a human.

2026-01-29 19:19:18 UTC

One of the Top 5 reasons to get a spouse/partner is using them as an excuse to not have to make an immediate decision.
This weekend? Gotta talk to the Hubs...
Buy today? Ohhh I'd be a bad wifey if I didn't consult the Mrs.
Easter Service? The love of my life has diarrhea that day. So sorry!

2026-01-29 19:05:32 UTC

Pretending I'm "Doing It Myself", because I'm clever and crafty, and not just broke.

2026-01-28 17:55:46 UTC

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That's another interesting line of thinking. My friend group often has the discussion about whether you'd go back to pre-internet days, and to be frank, I do love the internet and don't want to go back.

2026-01-28 15:30:47 UTC

So, apparently younger generations don't have as much generational awareness, because they have access to sooo much more content.
I'm an elder Millenial, and I grew up watching what was on TV, and then whatever VHS/DVDs my parents deemed worthy of purchasing. So, the things I would watch would be newer movies and TV shows, of course, but then also older movies and cartoons, as well. I had a larger range of social references, just because I was plumbing from a shallower well. It seems like it shouldn't work that way, but new content is being made at a unprecedented rate. Not just major studios, and Streaming Services, but things like YouTube, Instagram, TikTok, and Twitch. I might watch a Midnight movie from the 70's, because that was all that was on, but younger generations never need to. There's just an endless supply of content from whatever you're into at the moment.

2026-01-24 15:21:42 UTC

Me, as a Cyber Security Professional: Well, first of all, you need to upgrade from Windows 98.

2026-01-23 15:18:25 UTC

What does being a better person mean to you? Not necessarily in an over arching sense, but to you personally. What do you work on to improve yourself, and your relationships with others?

2026-01-20 14:19:59 UTC

If you grew up in a very strict or religious household, what age did you realize you were the "Weird" Family?

2026-01-16 22:50:37 UTC

So, it is entirely possible that Personalized MRNA Vaccines will be the future of Cancer Treatment. I wonder how many people will turn it down?
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/personalized-mrna-vaccines-will-revolutionize-cancer-treatment-if-federal/

2026-01-15 03:46:28 UTC

Fuck it, you can respect science, and still think things are magical, knowing how things work doesn't make it less magical, it makes it more so. Embrace the whimsy, you dark soul, it's okay.

2026-01-14 20:38:04 UTC

Watching Trump's handlers looking increasingly bewildered, as he reads private notes out loud, and wanders off to look out the window during important meetings, is at least giving me some form of absurdist entertainment.