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2025-12-23 00:08:59 UTC

Y’know, I think about life a lot. I think about who I am, all the imperfections and traits that make me the individual I am. I think about the life experiences I’ve had, the things that have shaped me and whatnot. I think about what’s to come and what I need to do next. I think about my choices a lot, the things I’ve done right, but more the things I’ve done wrong and I know I can improve on. I think about you all a lot, both individually and as a collective. I think about my time in these communities, the folks I’ve come across, the things I’ve learned, and the experiences I’ve had.
I can’t say I’m a perfect individual by any stretch of the word. I can’t even begin to stand in the same hemisphere as it. I know I’m not everyone’s cup of tea. Sometimes I genuinely wonder how so many folks can actually stand or appreciate me honestly. I’m a lot to put up with at times. I know I should be and need to be a better friend, I know that I leave a lot of messages unanswered and a lot of folks hanging. It’s not intentional, I promise.
We as human beings, especially those of us who are some level of neurodivergent, find comfort in routine. We have our favorite foods we eat endlessly. We have that favorite t-shirt or hoodie we wear endlessly until it’s tattered and falling apart. We have those songs or those shows we play on repeat until we can’t stand them anymore. Most importantly, we find security in our closest and best known friends. We keep our circles small and tight, and it can be hard for some of us to forge new relationships, myself included. Hard to start and even harder to maintain, especially now in this ever-changing and ever-complicated world we live in.
I’ll fully admit there are some of you that I’ve been a poor friend and individual to. I’ll own that every day of the week and twice on Sunday. I’m not by any means excusing my behavior, but understand it is not intentional. I am only one individual, juggling a myriad of diagnosed and undiagnosed mental health issues, personal traumas and crises, just trying to get by one day at a time. It’s not hard for me some days to get easily overloaded and just mentally shut down or to lose interest in a conversation and just not catch the same vibes someone else is putting down. There are days where I roll out of bed and immediately feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Others, I feel invincible and nothing can stop me, or any myriad of things in between that could change instantaneously. I’m writing this on a day where I’m feeling kind of overwhelmed, to tell you the truth, but it feels like this needs to be put out there.
The point I’m trying to get out of this, if you’re still here, is I’m trying, honestly. I try each and every day to do better and to be better, and some days it isn’t enough. I hate the way it makes me feel. It feels like I’m letting someone down, that I’m disappointing someone when I can’t share the same vibe or feel the same spark in a conversation that they do. I hate that I can’t get to all the folks that I want to in a given time either because my mental bandwidth is beyond taxed or otherwise. It isn’t for a lack of trying either, it’s just there’s only so much I can do.

2025-10-17 17:56:16 UTC

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Agreed. It always felt to me like their events would become an issue, so frankly I’m not surprised. The way things were presented, the responses, the lead-ups, all of it had a really unpleasant feel to it, notwithstanding that humiliation isn’t my thing, but just the overall vibe it gave was problematic. The fallout and responses only further show as much.
There’s a right way and a wrong way to things like this. Operating above the law, above reproach, like you can do no wrong? Wrong answer.

2025-10-17 17:40:19 UTC

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It’s dumb, it’s incredibly dumb that they’re choosing to protect them instead of holding them accountable. It’s even more dumb that they’re deflecting blame and trying to pin it on the con when the con was asking in the best interest and safety of its attendees.
Maybe it’s just me, but this recent trend of lack of accountability and responsibility is really starting to get out of hand. Actions have consequences and folks need to remember that.

2025-06-09 00:26:05 UTC

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Should start printing it into con guides honestly.

2025-06-09 00:08:23 UTC

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Ohhhhhhhh, yeah, that’s valid. I dunno, can somebody make a guidebook for newbies on how to conduct yourself at a con?
In all seriousness, I’ve talked to folks about doing something like this. There is a growing consensus that something like that should be done.

2025-06-09 00:02:40 UTC

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I mean you couldn’t yourself blackout drunk at home a few times to learn like I have lol
In all seriousness though, it’s not hard. Something I learned that I do when I drink is alternate alcohol and water. After I finish a drink, I grab a water, and I do not get another until that water is finished. Even something simple like that is a big step toward moderation.

2025-06-08 23:55:01 UTC

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Yeahhhhh, or substance abuse in general. It’s not to say you can’t enjoy them and have fun, but moderating yourself and stepping up and being responsible for others and knowing limits is key.

2025-06-08 23:51:26 UTC

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Agreed, and that extends to adult on adult abuse too. There is a consent and respect issue in the community that should be addressed along with it as well. For the most part most folks are good about it, but there’s always those few that end up being the examples that get out and make people fearful, and there needs to be more cognizance about harmful behaviors amongst adults.

2025-06-08 23:43:31 UTC

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No, I get it. Tbh I’m not even the biggest fan of harnesses and whatnot on suits either. I have a collar, but it’s not something I wear often. I’d rather have a bandanna or nothing at all around my neck. Again, that’s just me though.
The thing is, with how wide of a spectrum these communities exist on, it is hard to please everyone. I know, it’s a shitty answer and excuse, but everyone has different feelings and opinions on things. I don’t necessarily know if there’s a right answer that would make everyone happy honestly. Maybe there is, but I’m drawing a blank at the moment.

2025-06-08 22:59:35 UTC

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This is just my two cents, and I’m just trying to explain the optics and how my mind personally processes, but I do feel that fursuits and pet hoods and pet play gear occupy two different paradigms or schools of thought. To me, the leather, the metal, the material on bare skin or when used in conjunction with certain things, it does draw parallels to BDSM gear and it can feel out of place in such a public setting.
I’m not trying to yuck anyone’s yum by saying this, folks are free to do as they wish and express themselves as they feel, but yeah, there is a certain optical difference between fursuits and pet hoods, at least in my eyes.

2025-04-10 17:43:16 UTC

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*chef’s kiss* Truly marvelous!

2025-04-10 17:40:27 UTC

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They’ve obviously never played it. Or it’s automated. Bitch got what was coming to him.

2025-04-10 17:28:37 UTC

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Seriously? :blobbear_angrylaugh:

2025-04-10 16:05:15 UTC

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I wish. I could use a nap honestly.

2025-04-10 15:43:37 UTC

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Go back to bed then :corgi_tongue:

2025-04-10 11:34:05 UTC

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Go to bed ya dork :blobcorgi_excited:

2025-04-10 00:13:40 UTC

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:blobhaj_mlem:

2025-04-09 23:49:38 UTC

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B
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2025-04-07 22:59:34 UTC

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Mmhmm!

2025-04-07 18:53:51 UTC

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Or those long stares in the mirror admiring how cute you look in them? :blobcat_pacifier:

2025-04-05 19:23:17 UTC

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Good excuse to be in a diaper!
Get better soon though bud ☺️

2025-04-04 13:04:54 UTC

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:meowreach:

2025-03-26 17:54:37 UTC

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Yinzer husky is proud Yinzer and proud of his city. The government and country as a whole? Not so much.

2025-03-20 18:19:18 UTC

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Nuuuuuuuu :ameowmelt:

2025-03-20 18:06:04 UTC

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Nawwwwwww :blobfoxnomfoxcookie:

2025-03-20 17:57:21 UTC

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A cute red derp tho :3

2025-03-20 17:52:02 UTC

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:bark: :rusty_derp: :barkle: :barkle: :rusty_derp: :bark: :kittypaw:

2025-03-20 17:40:31 UTC

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PUPPY!!! :huskycheerful:

2025-03-10 18:24:22 UTC

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Remembering the olden days, when adults didn’t dress up like stuffed animals and peed their pants for fun 😂

2025-03-10 18:22:11 UTC

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It’d be a good way to get the elderly socializing 😆

2025-03-10 18:20:51 UTC

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They might need a psych exam if they do 😆

2025-03-10 18:04:44 UTC

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I don’t think anyone actually wants jury duty if we’re being honest

2025-03-10 17:57:36 UTC

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So he says 😆

2025-03-10 17:55:11 UTC

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That’s not how I’d get out of jury duty, but hey if it works :blobfoxwave:

2025-03-08 17:21:10 UTC

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iPad baby confirmed 😆

2025-02-13 00:53:27 UTC

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! Bridge questions!

2025-02-11 06:33:43 UTC

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No, I get it. It makes sense to me. Honestly if it were up to me I’d want to have a relationship with another little, so I get where you’re coming from.

2025-02-10 22:57:19 UTC

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I, uh, I wouldn’t mind this tbh… 👉👈

2025-02-07 23:44:18 UTC

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YASSSSSSSS

2025-02-07 23:43:59 UTC

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Psst, @npub15vh…eqxv~

2025-02-07 23:41:43 UTC

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I mean, it’d make it easier for me to come say hi 😄

2025-02-01 05:28:48 UTC

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The coffee mug yesterday. I said I didn’t think I knew another loaf. I do :blobfoxsipterrified:

2025-02-01 05:16:59 UTC

@npub15vh…eqxv I forgot. I know another loaf :blobfoxterrified:

2025-01-29 22:38:02 UTC

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Psssssssssst :3

2025-01-29 04:15:10 UTC

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C’monnnnnnnn, you’ll enjoy it

2025-01-29 04:13:57 UTC

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Diaper hypno. Lots and lots of diaper hypno 😁

2025-01-29 04:04:26 UTC

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*gives headpats to the crinkly corgi anyway*

2025-01-29 04:02:08 UTC

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What, you mean the shot-for-shot remake of the opening scene of Risky Business I did? It’s already on YouTube :P

2025-01-29 01:50:37 UTC

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Nah, I’m gonna try to either reuse or repurpose the butcher block, same for the sink. I really like the accent it adds and the splash of warmth it brings to the room.
It’s funny, when I went to Home Depot to look at countertops, the butcher block was only $100 more than a cheap laminate countertop. I didn’t even stain it, just a few coats of clear polyurethane to seal it and it went right on. Looks so much better than that laminate would’ve.

2025-01-29 01:43:52 UTC

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Nah, I wanna do it right. I mean, I already kinda did that with the cabinets, put a new countertop and sink in, but I want to rip the linoleum up and either tile or some tongue and groove hardwood in.
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2025-01-29 01:34:34 UTC

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The other thing is the linoleum in the kitchen is cracking, warped and stained in a number of spots, and it goes wall to wall. I have to take cabinets up to take it all out, and I don’t know that they would survive removal at this point given the shape they’re in.

2025-01-29 01:10:17 UTC

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I think it’s the style of the cabinets, the color of the stain, and the fact they’re in bad shape. Some of the drawers have busted or incomplete slides, some of the shelves have wallpaper glued to them, it’d be a pain to go about saving them. I want to alter the layout some and add more cabinet space and counter space at some point anyway, so they wouldn’t fit into that plan.

2025-01-29 00:58:51 UTC

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See, I hate that light stain. And you can’t see it from the quality of the pictures, but they were filthy. That pantry in the back, that’s not even the original door. It broke at some point and got replaced with a different piece of wood that doesn’t match.

2025-01-29 00:53:36 UTC

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This is what it looked like when I first bought it
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2025-01-29 00:39:17 UTC

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Some are, some aren’t. What is still left was not taken care of very well. It was a Sears catalog house, much like the rest of the neighborhood is, that was built in the 50s but caught fire and was deemed a total loss and rebuilt in the 60s. I’m the second owner of the property, and the original owner was in her 90s and suffering from either dementia or Alzheimer’s when I bought it a few years back. The kitchen, for example was completely original save for appliances and light fixtures, but hadn’t been really cleaned in years. The floor’s actually ruined just from all the filth that’s built up on it, and the cabinets are falling apart.

2025-01-29 00:26:20 UTC

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As someone who has a mid-century home, mine needs a gut job 😂

2025-01-29 00:16:48 UTC

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Still, I prefer my wooden surfaces be limited to floors, countertops, furniture and accents, thank you very much. Too much of it and it starts to look dated.

2025-01-29 00:10:35 UTC

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Here’s a good question: what’s something that kinda just sits idly on your mind you always end up coming back to?

2025-01-29 00:08:37 UTC

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First, eww, wood paneling. Second, eww, wood paneling that was smoked on/in. I used to own a smoker’s car at one point. Needed a car, it was cheap, so I bought it, but every few weeks I’d have to wipe all the glass and dash down because the ash got into the vents and it would create a film on all the smooth surfaces over enough time.

2025-01-29 00:02:57 UTC

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Eeyup, that’s exactly it. Sinks into any fabric, your teeth, even drywall, not to mention the HVAC vents. Once you start, you will never get rid of it.

2025-01-28 23:57:19 UTC

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I grew up in a smoking household. My old man smoked a ton, and I just always thought it was a nasty habit. It really put me off of smoking anything honestly.

2025-01-28 23:34:16 UTC

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Uhhhhhh, I don’t 😅

2025-01-24 20:24:34 UTC

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Hey, I said cattle, not canines. You need cows and stuff.

2025-01-24 20:20:58 UTC

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Yeah they are. They were primarily used to herd cattle way back in the day over in Wales. The AKC classifies them in the herding group for show purposes too.

2025-01-23 02:12:40 UTC

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That I don’t know honestly

2025-01-23 01:53:12 UTC

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Hmm, that’s a good point.
Also I just noticed the names and color combos for the one are in the description :blobfoxbonk:

2025-01-23 01:48:02 UTC

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I dunno, I’m not opposed to either. I haven’t even thought about outfits or anything yet, so I’m not sure what would work best. That’s why I’m asking :3

2025-01-23 01:45:40 UTC

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Did you scroll through the pictures? :3

2025-01-23 01:39:36 UTC

Psst, CubHub peeps, I need your help! I got these super stompy peets made by the ever-lovely Tigerraptors suits, and they’re awesome, but they’ve obviously indoor peets and they’re white. I found some really adorable shoe-looking covers on Etsy, but I don’t know what would look best with them and the rest of my soon-to-be-coming bodysuit! Help me decide!
Option 1:
https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/1577745322/new-metallic-fursuit-shoes-sneakers?click_key=026a8190728c5e716ef9c490f28dfbbb92506a2d%3A1577745322&click_sum=07c1d82b&ref=shop_home_active_5
Option 2:
https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/765634845/fursuit-shoes-sneakers-furshoes-for-your?click_key=966edafbe764c6c4903f4a1bc9ff7ad70afc7912%3A765634845&click_sum=3cd543ed&ref=shop_home_active_8
Now keep in mind there’s multiple color options for either style. See my dilemma? What do you think? :3
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2025-01-21 03:34:36 UTC

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:blobfoxknife: seems kinda appropriate right now

2025-01-20 20:26:51 UTC

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Besides that lol

2025-01-20 20:14:23 UTC

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Well guess what we’re doing whenever we hang out lol

2025-01-20 20:11:52 UTC

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*blinks* Seriously?

2025-01-20 19:39:38 UTC

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The Office reference lol

2025-01-20 13:27:44 UTC

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Hopefully the guy taking the picture is named Toby 😆

2025-01-13 00:02:37 UTC

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Ooh, what’s it taste like?

2025-01-12 23:36:43 UTC

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You say that until you short something out and send 110 volts coursing through your stubby corgi arms lol

2025-01-12 23:25:34 UTC

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OSHA man would like to have a word with you 😆

2025-01-11 02:28:54 UTC

Mic check 1-2 1-2

2025-01-09 20:38:05 UTC

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*looks down and gives his padding a poke* A pup’s gotta go when a pup’s gotta go! :blobfoxmelthappy:

2025-01-09 20:30:05 UTC

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What I heard: Awrawrawr *crinkle crinkle* ruff ruff *crinkle pshshshshsh* awoo :corgi_fetch:

2025-01-09 20:21:04 UTC

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You do say a lot of big things for being such a lil’ guy :3

2025-01-08 00:41:45 UTC

I’ve always loved the mid-2000s era of Huggies. Clean, simple designs full of color and personality. Still favorites in my book 😄 #VintageDiaperPost
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2024-12-28 20:53:06 UTC

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HAPPY BORKDAY SOGGY :blobfoxwhoaa:

2024-12-28 00:05:23 UTC

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Yeah, that too. Would be nice to label content as we see fit instead of just blanket terms.

2024-12-27 23:42:12 UTC

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That and an edit button PLEASE.

2024-12-27 23:34:32 UTC

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Would you like BlueSky more if it had Blobfoxes?

2024-12-27 23:30:03 UTC

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Rusty really loves his blobfoxes :blobfoxmlem:

2024-12-26 01:16:47 UTC

The perfect prime rib, all the fixings, pumpkin pie, and a little bit of the bubbly. I’m having a good night 😄
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2024-12-25 02:17:43 UTC

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I’m a smol smelly animal :blobbear_aww:

2024-12-23 22:19:32 UTC

Santa? Did I make the nice list this year? 🥹
I’m still geeking out over this. Sherwin absolutely knocked this one out of the park 😆
#ABDL #Babyfur #Furry #Husky #Puppy #Art
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2024-12-22 01:59:46 UTC

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*pat pat pat*

2024-12-22 01:55:51 UTC

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I will pet your diapered loafy butt :P

2024-12-15 01:40:41 UTC

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I feel like had I not deleted my account I’d be on here :3

2024-12-10 17:45:31 UTC

It disappoints me how many folks still actively use Twitter. I get that some folks actively depend on it for income and whatnot but outside of that, is there really a reason to actively still use it?

2024-12-10 04:38:00 UTC

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I’m only in it as part of the punishment :blobfoxwet:

2024-12-09 23:35:47 UTC

“I told you I had to go while you were trying on dresses mommmmmm!!! Not my fault that slushie went right through me! Hrmph.”
A very appropriate (if I do say so myself) comm I got from @npub1clf…qvmj!
#ABDL #Babyfur #Furry #Diaper #Wet #Accident #Baby #Art
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2024-12-09 20:33:27 UTC

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2024-12-09 17:45:27 UTC

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Where there’s a will, there’s a way :blobbear:

2024-12-09 17:38:37 UTC

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Of course you would. They’re just like the ones you wear :3