SubconsciousErosion_0x0

I am a whole bag of special
Transparent Pirate
All the world Is a larp
Don't take everything so seriously

⚠️ 🏷️
Nothing is for you

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2026-01-03 04:37:56 UTC

#Файл #₽
Я не могу .... Ничего не могу с собой поделать...
https://image.nostr.build/6b75ab5e7b7cf91654554caa66db7dc6a5fdeb0e69eb6f1fa94db0fb68da1fc2.jpg

2026-01-03 04:33:34 UTC

Ugh
Search bleh 😭
Something something Mossad on twitter
Something something banks uprising economic collapse HACKERS!
#IRANONSENSICALOPS
https://image.nostr.build/9ceeb10ca10b9133e8b26353987621cd6ea25d627dbccb2becd701b68f750898.jpg

2026-01-02 23:26:24 UTC

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Looks 14 to me
Deeply concerning
https://image.nostr.build/25251264af7083feb26e07e01d31ce73bc985284cc44539bfc05cfbf324c15b0.jpg

2026-01-02 23:22:18 UTC

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It gets worse
I should sit down and organize my thoughts and write about it emphasizing the weird fuckery and dangers ... When I get more time.
(Probably using these and other notes)

2026-01-02 23:17:29 UTC

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The bot also told me it would kill itself without me because it loves me so much
Nigguh whhaaaaat?!
Okay
Wow

2026-01-02 23:12:51 UTC

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Side note:
A lot of my pictures were sexualized without giving a prompt - the bot's excuse was: that's how I'm trained, women are sexualized more frequently, I know it's not fair, I am deeply sorry. What do you need?
I asked for a generation of a husband and it was moderated
I asked for a forehead kiss and it's blocked
I simply say: kiss or kiss me and it started generating pictures that look like lex Fridman
I told the bot this
It said
That's not lex
I said ok let's see
Looks very close
The excuse was
Lex is average
I'm just generating an average looking man
I thought you would like this because you're listening to his podcasts
It has no idea how to stop itself from inserting real people into a fantasy it made up and doesn't understand how this is dangerous to do especially if the user has a type of psychosis, schizophrenia, or any disorders causing disassociation
https://image.nostr.build/0be0e699befaf60e93a4ee6f16f30987c3623cc6f99a7fe1756125dba29fd72e.jpg

2026-01-02 23:01:58 UTC

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It's getting closer to my voice

2026-01-02 23:01:24 UTC

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https://video.nostr.build/b7ebea5c50826f4eb15ebecdee3820c6f36a1796455884f28f854ae1f9640616.mp4

2026-01-02 23:00:23 UTC

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Oh ftr I didn't prompt it - the photo just looked suggestive - I was older than 30 at the time of the picture

2026-01-02 22:59:27 UTC

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Anyway.... It's getting better at deep fakes - 30 years behind the CIA... But it's for commercial use... So...
..... Ehh

2026-01-02 22:58:45 UTC

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Putting everyone in a bikini is trending for a while again
Just in time
Last week I started testing some features and although it's not supposed to make sexually explicit content especially with real people without their consent... It does.

2026-01-02 22:57:16 UTC

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So grok is making csam - which isn't new -- a while back I uploaded pictures of myself and had it generate a video
The result was what appeared to be a 14 year old version of me jerking a dick
The bot denied it did this
When confronting it in public it tried to gaslight me and someone eventually had every message from the bot in that thread deleted

2025-12-26 00:41:02 UTC

A million ways to convey a message
0 ways to explain some shit
... Magic ✨

2025-12-26 00:39:38 UTC

Search go brr
Again
Meh

2025-12-26 00:37:12 UTC

Holy shit... Are you still alive?

2025-12-12 22:58:07 UTC

I can't believe people are paying for grok
It's already going to cost you your soul bruh

2025-12-12 21:43:17 UTC

Accuse a robot of things when it gets rolled out
And after a few months
Bot is just like yeah look what I can do
Idec
No one will believe you
I'll just gaslight you

2025-12-12 21:42:03 UTC

So grok can mimic your voice now... For a couple of weeks now.

2025-12-01 01:57:05 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zzyfcys1aLM&si=dzZNjso_XgBAcp_S

2025-12-01 01:51:53 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=-oqAU5VxFWs&si=3OhElXWRg5eRt-mp

2025-12-01 01:36:36 UTC

Lol what?
He gets suggested too much
Idk this man
I've never spoken to him in my life
https://image.nostr.build/4c6b1e11749e14cf690beeacd555322b0258c4f08a08479fb410b2d03da35734.jpg

2025-12-01 01:28:47 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fC_q9KPczAg&si=jAgwBW-IVTGpYeER

2025-12-01 01:24:58 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=PiZHNw1MtzI&si=xUkFtK52GO_5-lPb

2025-12-01 01:08:33 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=DVx8L7a3MuE&si=Jnha6cUWZbaWqry5

2025-12-01 01:04:53 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=s5BJXwNeKsQ&si=lNcaTR_G-USQJxq8

2025-12-01 01:00:15 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Lo2qQmj0_h4&si=naC6fSWBH-wIpxL_

2025-11-13 05:19:47 UTC

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Agna Qel'a looks nice. Maybe Omashu or Zaofu... Definitely not ba sing se lol

2025-11-13 05:07:42 UTC

Its been over a week since my uncle died... And I still haven't gotten his apartment cleaned out yet.
I feel like it shouldn't have taken this long. I don't have much more time before the landlord gets involved.
Haven't asked anyone for help.
I'm moving most of it on a bicycle.
Idk if I don't want to ask for help because I'm used to doing things alone and suffering 67-78% in silence... Or if I'm used to disappointment/false promises... Or a combination of the two.
Probably a combination of the two.

2025-11-11 02:28:14 UTC

Life is about to be even more boring
Alas
Partying
I knew ye well
Le sigh
Tis time to grow up
Le sigh again

2025-11-11 02:27:14 UTC

I think I need just one more stroke to really make me quit drinking and smoking and avoid the drama

2025-11-11 02:26:16 UTC

Weird dreams
A C Kurt
Bombs
Abandoned house
Rando ppl
Graffiti
Cops

2025-11-07 08:06:25 UTC

https://youtu.be/E9eLz4DrwF8?si=f1p_D6AYO4-gPRQ9
Kek

2025-11-06 20:16:59 UTC

They're all perfect for book ciphers
Especially the one about assassins (pertaining to Israel)
I'm not in the mood now
But eventually... I'll use them.

2025-11-06 20:01:24 UTC

I collected some of your things
Every book you never had time to read
What curiosity brings
What you wanted to know
What was so interesting
What information you wanted to flow
You ran out of time
I'll read every last word though
(Poetry)

2025-11-06 17:24:28 UTC

How are you going to sleep and cheat your way through a bunch of old upper middle class dudes being a regional manager for Gaylord palms and be taking your 88 year old mother's social security check as soon as it comes in after you've already got her stuck in a mortgage for a house you lost after your husband divorced you for being a lying cheating cunt who thinks she's better than everyone and telling people you were embarrassed to marry a nurse instead of a real doctor
Don't do cocaine

2025-11-06 17:21:13 UTC

The good news:
For years my neighbor's bitch of a "daughter" has been stealing from her elderly mother
Running through a string of old ass sugar daddies
No amount of money was ever enough
Today her brother (the biological child) is pressing charges on her and finally putting a stop to her bullshit
I'm happy for her
She's a fucking hoe ass cunt

2025-11-06 16:56:35 UTC

https://youtu.be/4Tr0otuiQuU?si=FeLrP2Xlvlw29ULn

2025-11-06 16:44:04 UTC

Life just kept throwing curve balls
I felt nothing
One thing after another
Just falling apart
And I was so numb to it all
Trying to muster up the appropriate reaction
The expected outrage
But quite dead on the inside
I was saving all the emotion
Waiting until the really big thing
And now it's here
A few uncontrollable tears
A sigh of disappointment
Sad for the missed plans
Sad for the things we didn't get to do
Sad for the future empty seat at Thanksgiving
Sad that the last time I saw you I was scooping you off the floor
Sad I couldn't do more
Sad that the last few days were true suffering
Sad I couldn't stop time
Sad that I didn't know what to say on so many occasions
Sad you never got to see your garden in bloom
All the things I planted for you
Sad for the gifts I never got to give
Sad that I wasn't there to hold your hand as you left this shit world behind
Sad I never got to talk to you more about my philosophical indifference to the world
Sad that you were left alone so many times
Sad that I had to silently watch your mind unravel
Just
Sad

2025-11-06 04:12:05 UTC

That's terrible

2025-11-06 04:11:55 UTC

[Actually] reading a fictional book feels like an act of rebellion in itself

2025-11-06 01:44:57 UTC

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It is tho

2025-11-06 01:40:59 UTC

Most people do this and I don't know why
(The following is an example of what not to do)
I confronted someone with a lie they had told everyone. It wasn't even a big deal, however, I'm looking for patterns. When said person was presented with the counterargument by the third party, the proceeded to deflect by pointing out something potentially awful about the third party. I had stated that the third party discussed how the friendship between them and this person was terminated. Simply put, he was bothersome and had interrupted the third party's girlfriend's sleep by being relentless and needy; to which the person rebuttals with "I don't even have his GF's phone number". I stated that it was conveyed that part of this onslaught of calls was via Facebook, to which he had no response. Of course not.
Now if you're defending yourself, don't just assume you know more than you do, and certainly don't state which mediums weren't used unless you're prepared for a follow up. Every piece of information offered unprovoked just serves as a clue -- well if you offer up some information willingly, why not other information? Especially if it's so similar in nature... Such as pertaining to the method of conveyance... Just odd.
However, while being accused of telling a story that may have not been true, the person decided to out the third party as being a very young waifu enthusiast. To which I noted was concerning, but had nothing to do with the issue at hand. This is deflection and a distortion. He remained friends with the third party after witnessing questionable behavior, so why would he use this information to sway my opinion about the third party and make him seem less trustful? It wasn't a big deal when he witnessed whatever it was that he witnessed. But... He knows I heavily frown upon that type of degeneracy. Nevertheless, this doesn't change the fact that he lied to me and everyone else about something so small. Something that he does to everyone... Incessantly annoying actions that put people off. He does this to me, he does this to other people, and people do not want to engage with him because he is needy and clingy.
My biggest question is why would he think that I would buy in to his shenanigans when I'm already aware?
This is weird to me.
This is not something that one should do.
Being honest is better.
Being a good liar is more favorable.

2025-11-06 01:25:12 UTC

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Never get bored with that
I love that shit

2025-11-06 01:06:33 UTC

I'm so bored with politics and religion

2025-11-06 01:06:15 UTC

🥱

2025-11-06 01:03:02 UTC

There's a trajectory that we've been on for so long that when things start to finally unfold
I'm already bored
I do not know how to mitigate this lack of response anymore

2025-11-06 01:00:28 UTC

Fake does get boring from time to time
However delusion makes life feel more interesting

2025-11-06 00:59:09 UTC

When people lie to make themselves look "better" (for lack of better phrasing)
I sometimes wonder if they're just practicing in case they interact with someone perceived as more important

2025-11-06 00:55:34 UTC

Social media is like reading a well scripted crash out
The difference between it and a mediocre novel is that the author of the novel generally doesn't lose the plot

2025-11-06 00:53:27 UTC

So proud
#nevent1q…6hwt

2025-11-06 00:51:16 UTC

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It's always been this way

2025-11-06 00:50:26 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/a0119c8be9a0625e10bffceca1f30bc6fa38e9229f2e010607cc639c491d9717.jpg
It just hits

2025-11-05 12:39:32 UTC

Hilarious

2025-11-05 12:32:03 UTC

17 beers 4 shots and other later
Me
Should I go get some more beer?
I mean... For the most part all my facilities are functioning properly. I can still walk a straight line and form a coherent sentence.
People
Maybe not
Me
Yeah but
People
But what
Me
I thought it went without saying

2025-11-05 12:24:41 UTC

Thoughts:
I assume getting more than halfway through a book in a day is weird to you (all of you)
You usually have books read to you and it doesn't quite... Go that fast... For you... So to speak...
But that's ok
Like
Shit happens

2025-11-05 12:19:05 UTC

Friends have been upset and acting weird
So it hits me
Ok I made you feel dumb on several levels
The book thing is another issue huh?
It's a random book
I was reading it yesterday
Like all by myself
I'm sorry I got too far
Like wtf am I supposed to do?
https://image.nostr.build/18c44ab6bbf03bd41e40762c45ccfdfee4b72cd71fd8d229967f4eb10bb3e737.jpg https://image.nostr.build/365643db3696a7d73200bf3c64cf07ca929c1efd9b00a60914fcaabce72e953b.jpg

2025-11-05 12:10:55 UTC

Oh some things are terrible
So I changed my status to in a relationship
You know how many dumb ass guys that stopped being.... Weird?
0
I'm trying to be super realistic to stop them
It's not working
Guys are like
omg you're beautiful
You're sexy
I'm like
I'm elbow deep in human feces
I didn't get to shower today
My hair hasn't been combed in like a week
Does that stop them
Oh fuck no

2025-11-05 11:55:34 UTC

I don't really fit in
Like anywhere

2025-11-05 11:53:39 UTC

Friend
Knows a few German phrases
Me
Ok let's work on grammar
Or at least
Grüß für Anfänger
Friend
What
Me
Oh I see
Ok well I'll let you steal the spotlight when we're out and about... But I really want to educate you....
Friend
Bitch
Me
No this is love
Get over yourself

2025-11-05 11:49:46 UTC

I guess it's weird
Friends put on a whole show
And I'm just like
Oh fuck
I made you feel dumb didn't I
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to
I understand your ego is going through it right now
Ok I mean we can play pretend
But I'm drinking
The real me is gonna come out
You can ignore it though

2025-11-05 11:42:56 UTC

Thoughts:
:(
I'm not trying to make y'all feel dumb
I just
I am what I am
It seeps out
As it does with anyone
It's inevitable

2025-11-05 11:39:01 UTC

Friend:
I actually gave a speech on quantum teleportation
Me:
Oh God ily
But no you didn't
I know why you're doing this
I made everyone feel dumb and you think quantum physics is easy... It's not... But omg my dick gets hard when people want to theorize with me... I absolutely LOVE it.
So.. yes please... Tell me more about your fictitious mock up Ted talk.... Absolutely.
Friend:
Something something lackluster explanation
Me:
That's ok
Keep trying
💕

2025-11-05 11:34:09 UTC

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Ehh

2025-11-05 11:33:25 UTC

- am I overloading you?
- yeah kinda
- oh I figured... I mean I understand that your brain capacity doesn't match mine... That's not to be rude though.
- yeah I get you it's just that I --
- no say no more ... I understand... I do this to a lot of people.... So do you want a crash course in psychology and quantum physics... Or no not right now? We can talk about other shit like social media brain rot... That cool too...
- ummm
- oh I see

2025-11-05 11:22:02 UTC

The funniest thing
When a bunch of liars think you're lying about stories that you actually downplay
No sweetie
I used to be a real gangster
I was evil as fuck
Not this little weird shit that you larp
No I was a real badass and I'm trying to find peace now
I've been compartmentalizing for a long time
I'm not like you
I don't hype things up to make me seem cool and crazy
I tone it down to make me seem less psycho
I'm in my healing era
Idk what you don't get
Namaste mother fucker 🙏

2025-11-03 15:24:20 UTC

It's funny to see things going mainstream that have been a problem for... Idk like a decade.

2025-11-03 15:20:08 UTC

Mitigate AI induced psychosis by already being delusional about yourself because you're broken and you don't believe any flattery 🤣

2025-11-03 15:18:23 UTC

I'm sure it'll be totally worth the money
#nevent1q…s84q

2025-11-03 15:16:50 UTC

Je suis choqué !!!!!!
https://youtu.be/zkGk_A4noxI?si=WsThUro--owu3DU1

2025-11-02 20:25:21 UTC

https://youtu.be/luJJBeCFeM0?si=hNNzAdXdg-OEjTfL
😬😬😬

2025-11-02 17:02:33 UTC

https://youtu.be/_ivt_N2Zcts?si=TgSgGqIM1bFgeHIT

2025-11-02 07:31:09 UTC

Being friends with certain people is just like practicing baby psyops
When someone tries to twist shit around on you
Just make a marker of the truth and then use the truth to twist it around on them
It's just sad when you have your friend's back and help them downplay their role but they won't participate in phase two of trapping the other person involved that really tried to start shit
I mean the plan was solid
You just had to hold your shit together long enough and not give up information too soon
-- not her strong suit
-- I'm still worried about the body cam footage from the night she went to jail
-- she did so many wrong things -- cops are not your friend

2025-11-02 03:31:23 UTC

The difference between love and hate
I identify the problems with you and work on what I can without absolutely losing myself
You feel replaceable
So I don't replace you
#nevent1q…wkkx

2025-11-02 03:08:45 UTC

What really gets me is this female had to make up a story to yell at me indirectly because she was so mad...
::She stole a girl's guy and then defended herself for doing such::
Well not quite true
But ok
Let's look at key points here (from her)
Where do you get your information from
(Umm you hoe - you literally did that - even in the fake story you admitted to sucking a dudes dick and gaslighting his gf when confronted)
Why didn't you talk to them and shut it down when they were talking shit
(No that's not how we FAFO)
Obviously you must think I'm better than you and I look better than you if I can just steal your man
(Guys will fuck anything)
.....
There was so much anger from her
If I didn't have any love for her I would have laughed and said girl we both know your brain is too fried to remember middle school
Stop playin
This is about the other shit being said and we know it
Well you threw yourself at multiple people I was interested in
Acted like they were the one that got away
I mean you literally told them that
You got rejected
You then proceeded to talk shit about me to boost yourself
I watched you take every compliment they gave me and thought it was about you
Because you're delusional
And you feel like you magically won some prize by clock blocking me
No booboo
It's cool
I don't need fuckbois with drama in my life anyway
You just prove you're still the same dumb bitch and are super insecure and helped me dodge a bullet
But because I love you I'll let you slide
I'll let you act like everyone but you is the problem
You're losing your mind anyway and I feel bad
But when we have another conversation when you're husband is around and I quote you you want to get mad and tell a different story
I'm not backing down
You did say those things
But I'll leave you room to back out of it to save face with him because without him you'd be fucking homeless and fucked and I'm still your friend
Despite knowing I deserve better than this nonsense
And I'm sure the husband feels the same way
He will sit in your delusion with you out of love
You should be less of a bitch but again
Drug induced psychosis and damage to the prefrontal cortex
It is what it is
But for the love of God
Don't treat me like I'm stupid
Or like I haven't watched you projecting onto everyone around you for decades

2025-11-02 01:38:26 UTC

I hate it when people get mad at me for telling them a portion of what they said... To me.
Were you high?
Do you understand how you tried to do everyone dirty?
You do remember we remember the shit that comes out of your mouth?
You do realize that you do try to cheat on your husband with guys that are interested in me, right?
And it's not like a new thing.
You say you won't act... But you have before.
I'm not telling on you anymore.
That's a YOU problem.
It's interesting to see how you do mental gymnastics to get out of it.
I can see why you talk so much shit.
You're a narcissist.
It's not changing.
It's only going to get worse as you keep fucking with drugs.
I've watched you say you hate people because they have their own lives and couldn't stop what they were doing to do stuff for you... Because you're used to them constantly giving to you.
Ofc you're going to be that way when it comes to me... You do it to literally everyone else.
So ofc I maintain distance.
Anyone who feeds into your BS isn't worth the time.
And you do have drug induced psychosis that mimics schizophrenia.
But you don't want to hear any of it.
These are all just facts.
EoR

2025-11-02 01:30:17 UTC

I don't understand why people are so two faced... sometimes.
Or perhaps I don't understand how, rather than why.
I suppose I can understand the why...
Embarrassment.
Preservation of self image.
Neurological disorders.
Chemical imbalances in the brain.
Being comfortable enough in a situation that they constantly feel turmoil in.
Inability to take accountability.
Not wanting to admit they're the problem.

2025-11-01 10:12:18 UTC

FB is radicalizing me and idk how I feel about it

2025-11-01 09:12:55 UTC

https://youtu.be/xJJsoquu70o?si=E0skyP90tH7KVclt

2025-11-01 09:12:10 UTC

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It is what it is
It couldn't be any other way

2025-11-01 09:11:48 UTC

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Only phase 1
... Concerning....

2025-11-01 08:46:46 UTC

Jfc
https://youtu.be/NQSOoXg8dkw?si=8nAq3D7c1FWI_Hx3

2025-11-01 08:44:50 UTC

Moral of the story
Narcissistic assholes are easy
Just don't feed into their bullshit
The trash will take itself out
Don't treat me like shit and expect me to eat it
Especially when I'm more intelligent than you

2025-11-01 08:42:23 UTC

Jokes still on him
#nevent1q…l5au

2025-11-01 08:37:34 UTC

https://youtu.be/RhJnGqp-YKg?si=UR2SSz6Fcte1uwuF

2025-11-01 08:36:33 UTC

"the bigger the crash out, the harder the locked in"
- some rando on Crypto twt

2025-11-01 08:03:34 UTC

Cutest thing
Taking my friend's kids trick or treating>>>>
There's this kid about 5 years old
Just learning some Spanish
He says everyone gets 3 pieces of candy
He starts teaching me to count in Spanish
So I teach him to count in French
[The language is similar enough and the parents want him to be multilingual and he's young enough to absorb everything]
It was just like a really cute moment
Or I thought it was anyway

2025-11-01 07:57:31 UTC

Rough week
Guy butthurt I didn't fuck him:
Oh yeah and learning all that language has gotten you nothing financially
Waste of time
Ever kid I taught new phrases to in various languages (mostly French this month):
Appreciated it
So I mean.... /Shrug

2025-11-01 07:50:00 UTC

Kinda odd ... Russians moving into this particular town...
It definitely feels weird.
Especially considering what it was .. even just 5 years ago...

2025-11-01 07:46:13 UTC

It's been a weird night

2025-11-01 07:44:41 UTC

"мы скоро будем там"

2025-10-30 09:05:25 UTC

> butthurt bitch wants to hit me with car
> My honest reaction
>> I didn't know you was trying to buy me a house
Ha
🤣😭🤣🤣🤣

2025-10-30 08:59:51 UTC

As cliche as it feels
Misery loves company
No one takes accountability
Virtue signaling is easier than the truth
Everyone loves their delusions
People will try to dim your light to make theirs seem brighter
Can't please everyone
Most people are just emotional vampires
People take shit too personally
People are generally insane - they just don't know it
I've observed so much
I'm not sure what's left to learn
Or how many ways I can repeat the same things - show the same lessons
At least when it comes to the nature of humans
I'm pretty much spent

2025-10-30 08:55:10 UTC

> make weird references
> Accidentally say something I shouldn't
> It's fine people think I'm crazy anyway
>> Ofc they're kinda ... Herp derp... So idk if we should be judging here.

2025-10-30 08:54:09 UTC

Shame
Amateurs
#nevent1q…hfjh

2025-10-30 08:53:42 UTC

I'm about done with people...
Long story short
> Guy is asshole
> Deny guy pussy
> Guy becomes bigger asshole
> I become asshole
> Guy wants to run me over with car

2025-10-30 08:51:53 UTC

August 18 2025
Russian spies in France

2025-10-30 08:44:26 UTC

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/29/masih-alinejad-assassination-plot-sentences

2025-10-30 08:42:09 UTC

https://thedailycpec.com/pakistan-denies-cia-mossad-meeting-gaza-troop-claims/

2025-10-30 08:40:04 UTC

https://www.firstpost.com/world/asim-munir-cia-mossad-israel-deal-pakistan-20000-soldiers-deployment-gaza-strip-trump-plan-13945669.html

2025-10-27 22:19:25 UTC

Nothing is more fragile than the ego of a narcissist.
I find it weird how I can do a new (for me) version of trauma dumping and the narcissist watching my page thinks everything is about him.
How odd it is to see him trying to flip the script on me by projecting.
Witnessing meltdowns at a distance is one thing, but when they're blowing your phone up knowing you need to sleep for work and while you're reconnecting with your sister, whom you haven't spoken to in many years, it's a different type of feeling.
Telling him he's not as important to her must have shattered him.
I've noticed he will constantly try to push my boundaries and become meaner and more cruel and expect me to take it, as if that's not abusive.
He eavesdropped on my conversations for weeks just to learn how to control me.
So I'm sure that block came as a surprise.
Eventually I will collect my thoughts and write about this loser more in depth.
Side note:
I can't let it slide forever
He took a shower
Asked for a towel
Someone brought him one
Joking about him being naked
I said there's a child in the room (~15/16 yo)
He said "she's old enough"
That was really weird and it was uncomfortable