crows call me breadlady

demoware given life and also anxiety [camp edition]

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2025-09-11 17:15:56 CEST

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shit, this is like, the one time i want someone to come at me with secure messaging discourse. oh there's some audited tor thingamabob? sure, great, whatever makes you happy -- but if we aren't communicating, then we're not coordinating, then we're not organizing, and then i don't know what your goddamn terror amounts to.

2025-09-11 17:13:18 CEST

sometimes i hear handwringing from even dear, close friends, about, "oh no, they're gonna use this against us" so i say something like "let's organize for community power. do you have signal?" and i get crickets. seriously? dire panic, and zero followup? my love, get fucking real
if you panic without ever sitting back and reflecting on what might make a difference, or even asking yourself or your folks what might, then, what, did you just jump because you heard a loud noise?

2025-08-20 10:26:20 CEST

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imagine if somebody reused a uuid to impersonate you because the uuid belonged to a landlord

2025-08-20 09:46:38 CEST

“domain resurrection attacks” bruh dns was such a fucking mistake

2025-08-17 20:38:34 CEST

exhausted

2025-08-09 19:15:59 CEST

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i'm watching curiosity archive videos about aliens and first contact and idk, that sort of thing is somehow really amusing to me

2025-08-08 02:24:44 CEST

stepping into medical institutions is like walking into ruins

2025-07-05 21:38:33 CEST

be mean to AI stans. suffer the consequences, dorks.

2025-06-12 21:54:50 CEST

what a fine day to declare death to america!

2025-05-02 16:50:58 CEST

what if i simply went insane on live television and it was the start of a new career [Network, 1976]

2025-03-26 06:44:45 CET

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in another life i went to seminary but instead i went insane 😤😤😤

2025-03-26 06:41:36 CET

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this happened! why do people do this? folks were joking about forming a cult, like a certain kind of drunk gaggle does, and they *immediately* designated me spiritual leader. what? these are not people who know anything about my spirituality, i am just, sort of a spooky person irl, i guess??

2025-03-26 06:33:42 CET

sorry i have a “spooky aura” so you “elected me spiritual leader” 🥴

2025-03-26 00:04:29 CET

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o hell yes

2025-03-21 20:38:31 CET

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what the fuck is political consciousness? some kind of patriarchy bullshit, probably

2025-03-11 19:45:33 CET

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> whenever someone does work before they've been paid it is exploitation
i wonder, are your friends exploited, as you do not pay them? or children, their parents? or can you see that not all things must be compensated to be ethical?
should socialists demand a slice of profiteering blood money before rising to the task of cleansing the basis of wealth of that blood?
i sincerely do not believe the blocker is that we aren’t paid, when that money is rooted in incredible violence

2025-03-11 16:56:40 CET

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respectfully i do not think "kill open source and become propertarians about scarcity-immune goods" is a win for socialism. unless i misunderstand you?

2025-03-10 20:44:02 CET

how can foss build a politics beyond caveat emptor? what will it take to get us as a movement / faction to encompass a labor vision that can steward free software without profit, against profiteers?

2025-03-04 18:40:37 CET

ughhhh death to america

2025-02-25 21:01:04 CET

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i'm not handing it to musk for destroying the state unless i'm handing a knife to his belly but destroying the state will have major consequences that significantly change the game for radicals of all stripes, in ways that nazi filth cannot imagine

2025-02-25 20:59:57 CET

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it's kinda cool watching the death cult devour itself. like it sucks that it's destroying the material fabric of our shitty way of life but have you considered that this way of life is genuinely unfathomably shitty

2025-02-10 01:16:18 CET

it would be nice to live in like, a civilization of some kind

2025-01-15 20:50:52 CET

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i am tired of atomizing resistance when capital works so hard to atomize us anyway. i am tired of half measures and compromises that amount to capitulation. i am tired of tactical silence because you might upset the bigots you let into your spaces. i am tired of a big tent that includes people materially invested in perpetuating the dominance of capital. i am tired of incoherent reactionary “leftists” whose lack of vision traps them in sanctimonious retreat.

2025-01-15 20:43:51 CET

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if there is anything exhausting me the most, it is all the excuses we have for not organizing militant transformation

2025-01-15 20:42:15 CET

*kickflipping over a burning cop car* death to america

2024-12-23 21:38:39 CET

getting the grs that installs the gom jabar

2024-12-20 21:41:14 CET

very funny when “from the river to the sea, palestine shall be free” makes you scared, actually. are you afraid we’ll stop the genocide and disarm your settler state? be afraid then, because palestine will be free.

2024-12-14 23:01:58 CET

prices produce privation. they necessitate absence. on survival goods, that means starvation, sickness, and death from exposure, are all required results of capitalism. it can never be convinced to be rid of these evils any more than it can be persuaded to bury itself. therefore capitalism must be destroyed.

2024-12-11 20:11:21 CET

it would be really funny if bsky nuked its userbase because the team couldn't take a meaningful stance against transphobia. naivete is never isolated: when you make bad choices for bad reasons, your bad reasoning will lead you to more bad choices. taking vc money was only the start of this equivocating bullshit

2024-11-23 16:48:35 CET

the crew of "demographics are destiny" predicting the end of conservatism in America, missed the lesson where whiteness is a political project. it must be destroyed or it will continue to cultivate allies from the suffering it creates. who is white is a political question, not a biological one.

2024-11-06 15:01:17 CET

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do you ever get a terrible feeling mixed with indefatigable confidence and write thousands of words trying to express that sentiment that it might inspire others? no?
well anyway i wrote this essay, about how to overthrow the united states,,,,

2024-11-05 23:18:32 CET

new essay, just in time for the ??? of america
# The Killer is in the House
> He's jammed the doors. The phone line is dead. No neighbor for miles will hear you scream. His knife glints in the moon's pale glow.
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> But you grip your bat tight. You aren't locked in here with him.
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> He's trapped in your den.
https://garbados.github.io/my-blog/the_killer_is_in_the_house.html

2024-09-06 00:35:48 CEST

yeah you definitely live in a free country when your pharmacist has to whisper how to actually get a dr appt because they might get fired for it