tesseraph

Manic pixie dream 30-something foxgirl who posts (in order of prevalence) gay nonsense, leftist propaganda, hot girl shit, romantic yearning, cottagecore clout, ex-gifted kid essays, original art and cosplay. Physicist by training despite *gestures broadly* my entire vibe.

Profile pic: A white trans woman with vibrant, shoulder-length, cotton candy pink hair styled in a blowout smiling gently for the camera. She'd wearing mascara and pink lip gloss.

Banner pic: A lightly hazy cityscape in warm pastel colors from the 90s Sailor Moon anime

identity: 🇫🇮 🇺🇸 :heartBi: :sparklesTrans:
fiancée/kihlattu:: [@[email protected]](https://plush.city/@eri )
:sparklesRainbow: Signature Fragrance :sparklesRainbow:: "Lys 41" by Le Labo
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2025-03-24 05:35:34 CET

my mom, 4 years into my transition: "you know one of our neighbors' kids went from they/them to she/her. there's just so many nerdy boys who changed into trans women... i'm just saying~ there's something in the water"
oh she's ~so~ close
reversing cause and effect would be huge for her
"nerdy boys" oh you mean male-assumed people who are made fun of for not being masculine enough
"nerdy boys" oh you mean people who spend a lot of time engaging with media like fantasy, scifi, and superheroes: genres defined by a theme of imagining alternate ways of being a person, where we are not bound by the same rules as in our own lives, sometimes even questioning the rules themselves
"nerdy boys" oh you mean being interested in/confined to hobbies where we spend time by ourselves, free of/away from the expectations and perceptions of others
nerdhood was the closest thing to a safe haven a girl could find operating a boy mecha
#trans #transfem

2025-03-14 12:57:03 CET

It still surprises me how much the emotions that wearing a pair of fox ears and tail evokes in me resemble gender euphoria.
If I hadn't experienced it myself, I wouldn't believe it, maybe even offended by the comparison - these two aspects seem so unrelated and on such different levels of importance.
But walking around my apartment with my tail tied on and feeling it bounce against my thighs or pushed against me while sitting on the couch or laying in bed *genuinely* brings that same kind of "what a relief, this is my true form" comfort. It doesn't feel like clothes or a costume, my brain fully just processes it as a part of me - it's wild.
And sometimes, if I'm cuddling with a partner and they stroke my hair or back a certain way for a little while, I feel a mental shift into what I call "foxmode" where my mannerisms become a lot more fox-like - nuzzling, pawing, nonverbal except for little purrs or yips. My surefire indicator of this is my fingers: in foxmode, I scrunch them up so they're only one knuckle long to look more like paws. And when foxmode wears off, I straight them back out. And all of this is purely instinctual: at no point am I like "let's be a little silly and fun right now".
Honestly makes me question if I'm not just furry, but therian. Maybe writing all this out is kinda telling tbh

2024-10-15 15:40:21 CEST

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soooo prettyyyy

2024-10-15 02:40:30 CEST

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hottie being kept awake by you: "stop moaning or I'll give you something to moan about"

2024-10-15 00:24:48 CEST

if someone had told me that transitioning would make my best guy friend (finally) want to make out with me, i would've sworn it off for sounding like a hoax
but here we are, giving a goodnight hug that turns into a kiss that turns into making out at the door for a minute :sparklesTrans:

2024-09-23 12:24:41 CEST

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dear lord you're gorgeous. what a perfect photo :blobCatBlush:

2024-09-10 22:53:45 CEST

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you look so good, you're so right and you shouldn't be afraid to say it