In my mid 30s,
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Last Notes npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 one key difference worth mentioning between Obsidian and Logseq: one of them is free, the other one is proprietary npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Design E 👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 did you even read the statement by codeberg or just the headline? npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 they have already budgeted that npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Now the S-Bahn is delayed and I have 6 minutes (instead 15 minutes) to make it from underground, through the temporary pathway, to catch the Regio to Nürnberg. FML I ran like crazy. Usually I'm the most chill person and always say stuff like "rushing is not worth it, go slow, less is more" but in this case, I would have to wait for 2 hours to catch the next train -____- npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 part 2 of Murphy's Law x #DeutscheBahn (aka the return trip) npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #bandcamp npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 wtf is happening to #molly app??? #signal npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 house of the dragon S1 + S2 recaps on youtube are either 20 - 40+ mins long OR they are done with AI voice npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 +1 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Murphy's Law applies heavily to Deutsche Bahn npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 LOL npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Lifehack: hide a handful of Kopiko in every pocket of every bag and forget about it npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 ah! 🤓 I had only skimmed through the first 35 minutes 😂 now there is sound 😎👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 unfortunately no sound? npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 TIL about #CommodoreCallback, a fliphone running #sailfishOS and I must say it looks really cute 👀 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 the #Interstellar screening was also one hell of a ride! I saw Interstellar 4 times in cinema just in 2014 itself. npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Seeing #Interstellar on the big screen again, after almost 16 years, was an unforgettable experience 🫶🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 A blog article about the #protonvpn / #mullvad situation with tests on a handful of legitimate providers 👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 🥹😭 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Hätte hätte Fahrradriemen npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Metroid 6 leak HOLY SHIT npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 PMs are a special breed 😑 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 damn, the 40° heatwave in Berlin, over the past weekend, made one of my Raspberry Pis reboot like 5 times in a row when I was not home to air the place. npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 not pro fascists npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Name a #VPN provider that is both secure AND ethical 😭🫠 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 👀 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #CriticalMass #Berlin 26.06.2026 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #Astro SSG + #Forgejo Pages = epic win 🥹 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I spent 15 minutes debugging why the hell the dns cname wasn't working until I realized that I had forgot to hit the "save" button 🤦🏽🤦🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 26.06.2026 is a nice date 😊 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #Alcest and #Perturbator together are probably the best thing ever 🤯 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Saw some nice and fun projects at #JugendHackt today in #berlin. npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #nvim #vim #neovim #astro #webdev #webdevelopment npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 https://jugendhackt.org/live 🤓 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 searching for astro tooling for nvim is a nightmare because there is also a community edition of nvim called astronvim 🤦🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 bliss npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 LOL it worked npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Exiting last.fm after more than 18 years. Going to migrate all my data over to listenbrainz. Lets see how this goes 🤞🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Imagine not using a free operating system 🤔🤯 I would probably just stop using computers if that was my life 🙈😅 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 🎸👀🤩 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 im not sure if I had downloaded it from aurora store or F-droid. Uninstalling and then installing from F-droid fixed the issue npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Didn't touch the phone in that timeframe. What the fuck is this app doing. My phone was super hot when I picked it up just now -.- npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 holy shit, this game trailer is actually cool! cowboy bebop / retro synthwave vibes 👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 is it possible to play #GuildWars Reforged on Android without a playstore? 😅😆 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 "it's FOSS" is as misleading as "openAI" npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 only works when supported by the carrier npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 😆😆😆 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 TIL about VoLTE 🤓 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 OK everybody already said it was bad, but after the first episodes I was like "its not THAT bad" npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 camera footage of when it happened: npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 So #Lumo on #Android isn't working anymore without #playstore? 🤔😕 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I had backed the kickstarter in 2023 and completely forgot about this! npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Family IT support weekend: npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 credits to @npub1nzd…ak2q for introducing the "brain tokens" meme recently 🤣 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 my new explanation at work, for not doing any left-over high-prio tickets, in the late afternoon: "not enough brain-tokens left for that task, please choose a higher tier subscription €€€" npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I was just looking at #NextDNS 🤔 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I think many have moved on to #Krita npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 "in deinem browser" auswählen 😉 dann sind die links für AuroraStore verfügbar npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 yes: in the "open links" menu, search for PlayStore and remove the links from there first. After that, they should become available for AuroraStore npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I spent 10 minutes studying this graphic. npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 this was pretty much my experience in the beginning when I started using grapheneOS as my daily driver with the main Signal app. After switching to Molly and using UnifiedPush, I stopped noticing battery drain 👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 just one of a million reasons never to pick #Lufthansa! Bottom of the barrel 🕳️ npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 it is mind-boggling how the default-settings for Google Phones nowadays make holding the power button trigger the Google Assistant instead of... the power menu... 🤦🏾 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Preparing some phones for normies👌🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 And #Wucan was fun 🤘🏽😎 #leipzig npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Damn, #Leipzig was super beautiful! npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 https://quad9.net/ npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 https://keepandroidopen.org/ npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Bauchschmerzen sind nicht so schlimm, gehen wieder weg hab ich gehört 👍🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I took over the administration of the Karate Dojo's web presence. I received all the credentials and a while ago I checked the hosting, the websites (because there two...) and the domains. It is all very chaotic and was done by non-tech folks, which is fine. It just needs cleaning up (domains + hosting). npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #AuroraStore tip for #grapheneOS users: npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 First world problems: how to donate to #signal and have the badge on my profile (which requires Signal app), BUT use the #Molly app instead? 😆😆😆 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I don't feel this split. I prefer the old school life without any of the nonsense, that you describe as "magic" (because it really isn't. Every magic is underneath just a system that is fed with data and produces output). npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I just now replaced #OrganicMaps with #CoMaps npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 today I'll probably listen to the #Euphoria OST all day in loop 😊 why is this one of the best shows of all time? 🥹 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 made my day npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 this looks perfect. Basically OrganicMaps but with more features from what it looks like at first glance npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #android #foss #maps npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I think upgrading nvim yesterday created some problems 😆😆 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 the literal F1-F12 keys, no the media keys 😉 also: I always FnLock 😁 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 anyone using #Astro SSG in combination with #forgejo pages and a CMS? npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 i'm thinking about allocating workspaces to the F keys. Right now I have apps bound to F keys but I could relocate them to special characters 🤔 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #sway npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 people unironically install brave in 2026? Hasn't everyone already moved on? npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Signal needs a "poke this user" button. what it does: it sends an SMS to the person with a random emoji TO MAKE THEM REMEMBER THAT SIGNAL EXISTS AND THAT THEY SHOULD CHECK THE MESSAGES WAITING FOR THEM >____> npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 ok so my Thunderbird journey goes like this: npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #hakken @npub1lk4…x68d 🤘🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 thoughts and prayers to all the poor souls who are forced to use Jira on daily base in order to pay their rent and food npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I spent 5h at the cinema yesterday 🤯 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 🤯🤯 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 damn, unbox.at fucking rulez 🤘🏽 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Made my day 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 also fugitive's three way git diff is insane. I always use it when having to solve conflicts npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 thoughts at 1:43AM: npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 #keepassdx npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 by reducing the amount of machines that use my dotfiles to 1 npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 Damn! npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 can you also respond to such received mails? Will it also forward back but change the original sender to the in-between address? npub1le2zm87hgfvcr7gan70zd2n45w4utuh5qrcpy7gk0w84ff9g36yq9psjy4 Nikhil 🐧 I didn't keep notes but it is just a feeling that grows over time when things are being exposed now and then. at some point there are too many and I get the feeling that I want something more peaceful.
