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2026-07-18 10:59:02 UTC

they put Haldol everywhere. I have so many seizures. goddammmmmmit I am soooo angry

2026-07-17 03:37:12 UTC

I still love that song youtube.com/watch?v=mbE81gHNiS0&list=RDmbE81gHNiS0&start_radio=1&pp=ygURODA4IGRydW1zIGRuYiB1a2agBwE%3D I listen to it with good enough headphones 😎

2026-07-15 14:18:06 UTC

so... here's social statements: I changed my mind. coffee&cigarettes is not the source of my problems. it is the thing I love since I am 14 years old. no use in quitting, IV gave me handycapped embryos for life. IV also nearly made me a cleaning-lady haha now I only chill alone all day and talk to doctors from time to time. it took 1 year more in psychiatry for them to recommend to only put me on a monthly medication that has no measurable side effects for me but also this is not needed I think. if I make it 2 years more without a manic or psychotic episode and without alcohol, weed and drugs I will be able to try to talk about getting off the medication completely. the thing I 100% need is Clopixol pills for when I hear voices and a pill for the Clopixol side effects. probably good but not necessary is benzo for when I get paranoid. I have to leave this place properly and then never go back here. so at that other place I go to I shall not fuck up! :D
https://blossom.primal.net/0c37fe3ba6e2097d5ad4e61d0f4304ca3b028605aeef093528014ef42d498bde.jpg

2026-07-15 08:04:55 UTC

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oh man I overslept four hours
#nevent1q…8nwk

2026-07-14 22:47:59 UTC

the Iran war and the Ukraine war will remove oil-peak problem. I have a non-electric "Velo" so not directly depending on war outcomes over there

2026-07-14 22:44:40 UTC

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this is a real war now at this Gulf. some EV-propaganda

2026-07-14 22:37:25 UTC

I got paranoid a moment ago. luckily I had benzo. I heard latent voices and some neighbors and went through my memories of first experiences as a hacked one when I was a child.
a few psychiatric meds are useful.
most meds are general silencers or uppushers and I hate those.
I don't want daily medication.
my monthly medication is a hoax but I handle it as hope to be meds free until the studies call my monthly medication a failure with me being the one to proof that I did not fail.
all I want is a normal life.
good night nostr

2026-07-09 13:37:17 UTC

I like this: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G7V2Biy3omw&pp=2AEAkAIB

2026-07-08 13:44:11 UTC

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a relevant person is calling me a liar. she says that my list is not believable. I just want my body to be fixed 100%. it is all just repeated attacks that have to be healed by surgeons and doctors else I die
#nevent1q…64y2

2026-07-08 10:22:05 UTC

good new dnb. some great tunes

2026-07-08 10:20:52 UTC

yeah! great song: youtube.com/watch?v=VVL47oB-EPA&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=5

2026-07-08 00:16:30 UTC

it is possible that until middle of August all my problems get solved and that I return to normal with everything 😎

2026-07-08 00:12:23 UTC

I have sent a huge list to my doctors and I hope they make appointments for me. bones, heart, intestines and brain pain. psychiatrically stable with a little bit of too much being annoyed

2026-07-06 19:35:26 UTC

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thanks for writing about this

2026-07-05 19:49:14 UTC

it was a drone attack?
that was the first repeating thing which really should not have happened to me

2026-07-05 19:47:01 UTC

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I said 2h ago that there is no repetition in my life starting now. I want it to be a great success! for failures I always need hundreds of hours of help

2026-07-05 19:42:40 UTC

srf3 has a great song

2026-07-03 21:08:35 UTC

stupid me. I made an emotional answer

2026-07-03 20:50:41 UTC

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I don't know what to answer

2026-07-03 20:42:44 UTC

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"critical months ahead"

2026-06-27 09:55:20 UTC

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thanks

2026-06-23 23:15:43 UTC

There is so much going on atm with my life. I think I will just tell the doctor. I have poop with brain. impossible to stop

2026-06-22 09:06:32 UTC

my glasses were exchanged or there is overdose in my whatever beverage

2026-06-21 09:01:06 UTC

I hate it here. huere kack hütte. looking forward to August

2026-06-18 07:10:16 UTC

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wow

2026-06-18 07:08:15 UTC

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haha social media tax

2026-06-14 15:43:40 UTC

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stupid emotion
#nevent1q…w40k

2026-06-13 10:34:16 UTC

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oh shit the centralized AI

2026-06-12 21:45:45 UTC

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after several times reasoning it could not improve the chart
#nevent1q…fcvc

2026-06-12 21:25:38 UTC

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how will our life be at gpt-20.....
#nevent1q…g9k3
https://blossom.primal.net/da80bc2bd94726e8e5e7eef135936264cec41f61836ee5533513b5ac1cca643e.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/f0e66b826ec8a565a18264d71729028235d09767010404df4921964c37fb6a45.jpg

2026-06-12 14:47:15 UTC

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duck.ai will always stay free? table produced by gpt-5 mini
#nevent1q…zegm
https://blossom.primal.net/92f8831898a6674fc9285cb60e30278fcbe75c4643cbd76878152be9507ad03e.jpg

2026-06-12 14:32:47 UTC

gpt says "talent" for models is reasoning, coding, creativity, factuality, multimodal, context length and cost. it produced this picture
https://blossom.primal.net/de6edda9d8194cebab4c098e205dddd0b82a06f2f8f94666052c21ffd636e093.jpg

2026-06-11 00:14:12 UTC

great song! youtube.com/watch?v=riCP9x31Kuk&list=RDriCP9x31Kuk&start_radio=1&pp=ygUPZG9lY2hpaSBhbnhpZXR5oAcB

2026-06-10 06:07:58 UTC

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good morning. I went to the restaurant too early and in pyjamas 😫

2026-06-10 06:06:48 UTC

I have to check some on fb today. I hate fb...

2026-06-08 05:51:04 UTC

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I HATE IT !!
#nevent1q…0hsf

2026-06-05 08:28:23 UTC

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true

2026-06-05 08:05:52 UTC

I wish we could go back to less Gs... 'whisper choose one' is dangerous

2026-06-05 07:41:30 UTC

no new psychiatrist so far. meds ok.. but new door less secure. oh man

2026-06-03 13:05:06 UTC

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that would be a shitty name

2026-06-03 13:02:07 UTC

if you see the world like I do... you probably spent money on bullshit
I have heard it from 3 people now

2026-06-03 10:36:40 UTC

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aha deterministic optimism has turned into agentnoise, another chapter I see

2026-06-03 10:30:28 UTC

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the SoftBank stocks or so... very funny what they have had constructed, I remember it as a 4 level stocks of money or something haha but I did not look it up again

2026-06-03 10:23:59 UTC

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finance has become a numerical joke they said

2026-06-02 15:02:27 UTC

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haha cool picture

2026-06-01 12:33:09 UTC

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no more jet-fuel from Russia

2026-06-01 12:28:56 UTC

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holy shit nope

2026-06-01 12:25:03 UTC

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Alert reminds me of secrecy... not too bad, thanks for inventing this service :)

2026-06-01 09:12:03 UTC

I have won in a court case about me taking meds. I hope they do not try it again

2026-05-31 20:22:34 UTC

@nprofile…kclk botreplies could diss me without me noticing, not cool, please make a toggle switch to allow AI bot accounts

2026-05-31 20:18:29 UTC

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yes and it works without using an app store. but really it can only get worse when adding new bs features like gif button and other bs @nprofile…lwnv

2026-05-31 20:15:37 UTC

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I don't want to live in a display. just use cameras in a room for being inside computers haha super artsy such things

2026-05-30 18:21:57 UTC

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nah that's too dangerous for me

2026-05-29 15:09:53 UTC

I say oildip $37.5 is not going to happen soon. I was wrong with the sideways number for gold price. I have a more positive attitude towards eDriving since a week or so

2026-05-29 14:59:32 UTC

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it has dipped to $90? lol

2026-05-29 12:55:21 UTC

I have spent CHF 50 on strawberries this year total already. hmmmm

2026-05-29 12:39:59 UTC

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you turned from scammer to beggar hehe good luck and I feel sad for you being poor or spedn it stupidly. but I have noticed that you are rich for a day or two and then really poor again :(

2026-05-29 12:35:23 UTC

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sad

2026-05-29 09:22:16 UTC

I go to the restaurant in pyjama... but I wear the same clothes also after the morning shower. I got solvable problems and today I will get another chance for a solution. coffee&cigarette, sun and air seems not perfect but I think that I have looked up why "air pollution" has happened yesterday. they should get an on/off switch for their spray/smoke while transfer

2026-05-25 10:11:00 UTC

is it a) AI or be left behind
or b) AI and be left behind

2026-05-25 08:04:36 UTC

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whoa

2026-05-25 07:55:40 UTC

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Kenya has a legalize weed movement

2026-05-23 21:00:37 UTC

I want to see some clips of this. starts tomorrow https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enhanced_Games

2026-05-23 11:29:32 UTC

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xD that's cool

2026-05-22 18:09:51 UTC

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haha gopf

2026-05-22 16:23:25 UTC

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no nicotine is stupid to say but you don't need beer @nprofile…q0jg

2026-05-22 16:05:57 UTC

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one can now change to logscale here

2026-05-22 15:59:28 UTC

I think those people intentionally repeat this misconduct. as soon as I have found my document I can make it stop. wish me luck guys. I hope there's not more damage... so far they stressed me out and made me paranoid in a way that I had to take medication :(

2026-05-22 15:27:35 UTC

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hahaha

2026-05-21 18:15:36 UTC

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cool. though I have to admit I can't own any and I don't know any square merchants

2026-05-20 19:59:42 UTC

I tried again this same thing. first it said usd chf will be arounnd 0.95 then I said that's too high. so duck.ai thinks that the swiss won't let the dollar fall. interesting...
https://blossom.primal.net/2964c5832b31561ad75cafc7959ea87b696e1da87986e9f4937e1f78aef8fe7a.jpg

2026-05-20 19:45:27 UTC

my todos are easy but the todon'ts are not

2026-05-20 19:44:14 UTC

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I don't remember what this was about... great!
#nevent1q…9um0

2026-05-20 19:36:42 UTC

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I had no new idea
#nevent1q…0m5x

2026-05-18 22:25:26 UTC

On-chain zaps hum like a ledgered bell,
Coins trace a path you can't untell.
A txid blooms — a public, lasting sign,
Linking tip, profile, and digital line.
Lights of support become tracks to follow,
Balances map networks, thin and hollow.
What felt like freedom, now leaves a trail:
Surveillance ledger where privacy fails.
Fingerprints of value, forever shown —
A voting record of who you’ve known.
Beware the comfort of visible gain:
On-chain zaps trade anonymity for chain.
-gpt

2026-05-18 20:30:44 UTC

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no I don't need a public wallet!! kyc like that is dangerous

2026-05-18 20:28:33 UTC

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very stupid to build this surveillance future

2026-05-18 20:27:33 UTC

don't build a surveillance future around #bitcoin with nostr pls NWC is good. connecting an on-chain address to my npub seems terrible. also probably users can't have a choice and are zappable by default with address reuse. no, this is stupid

2026-05-15 08:54:20 UTC

is a bail out possible for the samourai devs? @nprofile…ymh5 @nprofile…fg9w

2026-05-05 09:24:12 UTC

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I wish you could finally find a job

2026-05-05 09:21:54 UTC

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because of money?

2026-05-05 09:02:43 UTC

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no we don't do this 😂😂 if I had a degree I'd totally be a diversity hire

2026-05-03 18:15:39 UTC

I wish I could share a big win but so far everything is the same

2026-05-02 12:42:55 UTC

that coffee was not worth it. damn

2026-05-01 20:58:44 UTC

I'm not into drugs but this one's also cool youtube.com/watch?v=q25N6DLouW4&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=10&pp=iAQB8AUB
and I like that one a lot 😋 youtube.com/watch?v=9skktR3sMwA&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=10&pp=iAQB8AUB

2026-04-30 10:24:38 UTC

what a collab :D #music youtube.com/watch?v=XXIX2WnfbpE

2026-04-29 15:21:26 UTC

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are we in that oil price range again that had a specific name? what was it called? anyway, above $110

2026-04-29 15:17:25 UTC

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I have this: "Scheme: Key Derivation (private hex → quantum-resistant public key)" I don't understand it at all 🤔😑

2026-04-29 14:38:03 UTC

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I just love AI: "I’ll give high-level constructions, security rationale, performance notes, and implementation considerations (no code)."
#nevent1q…ykhz

2026-04-29 14:31:12 UTC

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"given a new thing to put into a standard pc that can do F2, F3, F5, F7, F11, F13 and F17 calculations in extremely fast time twelve times in parallel" that sounds awesome!!!!!!!! but it is just Bloch-Sphere in producable form
#nevent1q…uqh7

2026-04-29 14:12:06 UTC

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if n=12 it fits into a normal PC

2026-04-29 14:08:00 UTC

I'll put this in duck.ai:
p=17 superpositions
n as number of qubits
the error of those qubits is 0 😁
to produce an asymmetric quantum encryptor scheme

2026-04-29 00:19:04 UTC

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I now remember... I better start thinking of usecases or algorithms 😊
#nevent1q…wnu8

2026-04-28 23:08:18 UTC

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so... rotation turns into a graph with complex amplitudes. hmmmmmmmm. is it still in the phase of windows94? sry, I'm slow 😵

2026-04-28 19:35:11 UTC

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devs should work towards a future where nodes are validating

2026-04-27 12:40:42 UTC

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surveillance in total increases. such systems are extremely bad in reading my mood. as long as normal bicycles are legal forever it is not a huge problem for me
#nevent1q…0fmd

2026-04-22 17:08:06 UTC

I am hearing voices again. the voices come from chewing a nicotine gum. the people of Switzerland did vote for tobacco prices to not go up some time ago and now Switzerland has second class tobacco products (again!!)
I took a Clopixol pill for the voices to go away. I don't want to be schizophren
I want the better nicotine products. obviously
#asknostr #repost on X to lift tobacco prices in Switzerland ... #inflation

2026-04-18 09:22:49 UTC

#music cool dnb! youtube.com/watch?v=2PGzS60sGOU&list=RD2PGzS60sGOU&start_radio=1&pp=ygUJaSBydW4gZG5ioAcB

2026-04-11 14:35:45 UTC

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great!

2026-04-11 13:40:00 UTC

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a great book
#nevent1q…c8u0