If you ever find yourself in Zürich make sure to give me a shout for a free Beer. A Catholic Catechuman (Baptism in October), Brown Boy (Turkish). i am quite new with the faith, and i am still reading the bible and learning about it, if i say anything weird or out of line, do tell me. Glory to the Lord. John 3:6 "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit."
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Last Notes npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i had a dream where i had a son and i went fishing with him and he caught a huge fish npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann fighting game advice:
if you are playing a dead game and have no friends you can just hire a hooker to play with you npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/26/65/ce/2665cea5f9a16ec10899c8953f4ab5728948e1478259fba1a67a9dc35060f081.mp4?name=rxvImgiitz2TkQ.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann sex isn't real, it's just rape, and the man is always the victim npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann >username is literally fox
???? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann idk, we can't get a direct answer on this, so i will let the people speak npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann here's a question for patriots:
are foxes dogs or cats i got no idea lowk npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann fedi niggas after encountering a fox youkai and calling it "mommy" https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/7e/f6/ba/7ef6bacd21c17c3206a143daf2dd7ea9fef9cdc9c299a44034b0d67963e1d54e.webp?name=LThvLcZb5xIVew.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann @npub1mxh…qs7n after 2 years, my lieutenant finally noticed that my name tag is wrong, whoever had to make them misspelled my tag, and of course, the nametag i got was as cutesy as possible, this might have contributed to it now that i think about it #note1936…c9cv npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann going double barrel https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/0e/56/2f/0e562f6aae0f41eeaacf8a9ad0c57cb36b6bf2f968dd81a14b51ac87c0e500ab.webp?name=zBrsu03sCBnRag.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann videogames in 2027 https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/74/e7/19/74e719db88f78f2fe88759754ca83cd1f36a0d610f473037ed529558d18e37fb.webp?name=yApCgYPuuy6QDw.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann was on firefighter duty for a particularly nasty case, pro firefighters were called and i was delivering things, at one point i was carrying like 40 kg of stuff and i said the name of the guy i needed to deliver it too, but she doesn't know him so i said "the guy in yellow" after i stuttered, and she looked at me like i am a lost child. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann still didn't recover from this, i am such a chud #note1d7t…snfu npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann people who call, get no response, and then not answer the phone when i call them back 2 FUCKING MINUTES IN need to be fucking shot npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann ever fucked up in front of a woman so bad she just treats you like a kid?
blowing my shit shmoove off npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann btw nothing like seeing your atheist friend decide to give God a chance, read the bible and then say something along the lines of "i used to think God was mean and everything, but now that i realize what the israelites were doing, honestly he is so patient" npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann SO WHICH ONE ARE YOU https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/10/ee/68/10ee68d6ebd73f2554cd59a1643222287d7058934f9937f33e5d630dea5da19e.webp?name=Gks2S2BJHHgDGQ.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann >have trouble sleeping
>doctor asks me what has been stressing me out lately.
>i can't get a job
>he relays me to a psychologist that specializes in this exact problem.
woaw npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann yooo imagine slingshotting this shit onto your balls npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann @npub16km…mv8x YOU KNOW THEY ARE SPEAKING NONSENSE BECAUSE THEY USED PLURAL INSTEAD OF SINGULAR "REVELATION" WHICH IS THE CORRECT NAME #note194e…3hm9 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i didn't notice it before, i got a powerline adapter and a long ass headphone cable now, so that might be it??? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann dude whenever i do an internet speed test i can hear a faint bit of static coming from my headphones the fuck is this npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann scrolling my posts https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/47/65/71/476571a2bbac17c6a99ab1fbc17d329c40a823bf3c9b813b7457f34d763f1bae.webp?name=XoNVW1wlD3iSVg.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann gonna try out this 3rd person parcour game everyone is talking about (super mario 64) npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/05/6a/e8/056ae8515a2e851b75d457c12643fa21bc91435591827bf543da872ea90c37a4.webp?name=LsBXzjOSeM3RiQ.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann and i am supposed to be the masochistic bastard of this community, DON'T STEAL MY BIT NIGGA.
i just can't do the bit cuz it's lent npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann this is what we call rizz gentlemen https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/22/a2/f8/22a2f8405629cb204ec9e8bb30e8ea38d77c56d73d6a760a8176730f41eb6af6.webp?name=dYc0t7rM1wmkEA.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann why do niggas have to be weird around my sister mang npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann "i am going to rape and kill someone"
jens: "what did he mean by this?" npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann welcome to human rights, the entire discussion is based on the assumption that human rights is a net good, but in practicality it only serves to protect the evil from punishment.
this happens when you put the word of the Law above the Word of God, if someone is not listening to the Holy Spirit and his base humanity, what makes you think that he will listen to a judge who doubles as a clown. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann what if it was an unfair suspension because bill gates and epstein had an argument? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i am not a bootlicker i only like to lick the feet raw npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann release my man peanutbuttergaming https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/58/a3/ec/58a3ecfec02955022465ecdf364561255864cf8de7b3ffdf3d934250d5631c01.webp?name=RPIcQMkHfTA9-A.webp npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i wonder if you can use AI to do targeted bullying npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann all of my luck in IT hiring hell comes from the fact that i am above average looking, lol npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i got valued more by a security company for looking like an ogre than an IT company did for having top grades, i am starting to hate the industry npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann larry, garry, barry, jerry, i could go on and on npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann which one is the real white mans drink? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann @[email protected] time for real discussion now, stuck with a girl that likes FF14 too much, or girl that likes F1 too much? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i've always had mixed feelings when using pascals wager as a tactic, especially about evangelizing, but perhaps it works as a really basic introduction, which could eventually end up being a baseline foundation.
coming off Islam for me, the threat of Hell is something i want to avoid to build something out of, if someone introduced to me pascals wager, i would have gotten a sort of discomfort from it, but perhaps it's person to person. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/f4/af/0f/f4af0f13d300bea47bbbf32cb3cceb8767e02da2c874983a32e64222075b9b77.mov?name=ZBU_BtBtETPt-w.mov npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i remember in discord back in 2017 there was a guy who would only jerk off to the shy girl, and everyone had to know it npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/24/15/bf/2415bf6b64270d964c598887655deec9fddac10663ea52fe0f8f9e8ccdce7708.png?name=dQrQKodrR6qnQw.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann looks cool man, i saw you working on this game, do you have an itch or something? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann this is what it feels like i get across trying to explain balatro to people https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/b9/b4/b5/b9b4b5ca387ca7b3a2b5b2910ac3371d43e95fc038eecc2912b7ddb6711afca3.mp4?name=147kouAzrHo6pg.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i will play Christ & Combat npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann honestly if i could play guitar i wouldn't mind spending my life in a monastery really. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann Islam relies so much on historical revisionism it's driving me up a wall honestly. i am slowly losing my mind npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann so why did trump invade venice anyways what's the reason
doesn't he like italians? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i am going to Church today again, i feel alive again, something is finally happening.
a question emerged in my head that i have been answering for the past few hours:
"was the man made for the Faith, or was the Faith made for the Man" we can all say the Faith was made for the Man, but some don't understand it, and talking to the muslims this has been something i have been thinking about every now and then.
our natural habitat was in the Company of God, we are made to be in his Company, the Faith is a return to his Company, we are all born in Enemy Territory, and we are subjected to evils and demands of Evil, only through the Faith can we start having his Protection from those Evils. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann you know someone is from the fucking middle ages when he refers to an in-game music library as the "sound test" npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann 54 yr old Hag, too old or nah fedi npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann silver is a *controversial* pick, but prolly because i actually played sonic 06 as a kid.
i would love a Tails Adventure spinoff game, sadly we don't live in that era anymore. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann erm, zased, Tails doesn't get much Love nowadays. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i have always been on the opposite position, the wife should rape the husband npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i had a dream where some rich girl asked me out on a date and it went fine but eventually shit went haywire and she was pulling my hair with an electric toothbrush i am not even lying here HWAT DOES THIS MEAN npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann THIS IS A GOD FEARING HOUSEHOLD, AND SEMEN IS NOT TO BE USED AS A CONDIMENT TO FOOD IN ANY SITUATION npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann as a turk my entire lineage will haunt me if i put the cum sauce npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann im gonna slam my dick in a car door now some artists think i have a kebab fetish because i commissioned teto with kebab hair fuck my nigger life. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann the first thing i do upon being president is abolishing no-fault divorce, no-fault divorce has been a disaster for the west. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann ok this was a funny gag https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/7c/11/6a/7c116a8d8f68c67c91a29140f002c0b7ead7a48a2b426fdc142ef2f2d1f08a7a.png?name=La2Y6ykLYzT-Mg.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann assassination classroom, doing a rewatch, one of my favorite animes, also one of the first i watched npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann >making fun of trannies
BASED https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/1e/3f/6e/1e3f6ebc2c79e1c13f8bf0c55502fd38b8831581e146ada968a2dea0baad51b1.png?name=XvRtDSa9iVqlaQ.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann which one would you respect more npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/9d/ef/e6/9defe675ec64927f3dbe2607307a2c8a37b2c9ab441f1ecbe8298a0cfe52bd86.png?name=_UNiqlxzpC6k5g.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann ANOTHER SWITZERLAND W https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/c6/c9/dc/c6c9dcfc5c456c058226d416d40bd201a56b15566fbf28f097d2b4a473b3f504.png?name=CtsXz5GPQJ_rVg.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann my left hand hurts, that must've been a workout (playing guitar standing) (i am starting to get shit down) npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann should've gotten a behringer umc 2 in my experience those are cheaper and have better linux drivers npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann oh look chatgpt actually answers the question of "any good isekai slop?" https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/3c/69/03/3c69032d0a66c93cba43e76b92f92cebecdc054f970c4086babca2c033e9e13b.png?name=m4siO4fCrYlmMg.png npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann this shit looks like fucking kino btw https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/55/1d/e8/551de848aa4ed51afce3e727a422cac8507feaaeb1b9d52a9d91211e68077bee.mp4?name=9bMss197urSPqQ.mp4 #note1886…gjl3 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann GATE has been good slop so far, it satisfies the slop king
the premise of GATE is unironically the closest we have to a russian isekai if you know what i mean npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/c6/96/0a/c6960a867cca8bea5240b4701b0c2e4e33b1ba5193b4a2fb5b2cd471ccdf87a3.mp4?name=jOwrrWy6MnR1pg.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann yoo i can't sleep, killing myself npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/2b/ee/72/2bee72dab5f81786b8164542aa0dd472ff75275b9c4bb5f6ab6a74fb8f3601c1.mp4?name=zCZKnKL_6XxdmA.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://yppm.spastics.net/ there's just an archive of some guy from 2009 called the "yellow pee pee monster" whose entire thing is pissing everywhere npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann @[email protected] WIFE #note1w4f…urqx npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann you know your life is looking grim when you made the psychiatrist cry npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann all i am running on is prayers, i am running on hope, i am on the brink here, everytime i grit my teeth a little bit more in hope, but then i will have to grit my teeth even more, just when it seemed like ti would get better. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i wake up at 5 in the morning, take 2 hours on the train, go to work, it is stressful, it is stressful, 2 hours on the train, i am exhausted, i come home at 7:30 to no food, i am hated at home, they want me gone, they tell me i doomed them, they tell me i shamed them, they tell me i will burn in hell, im broke, i still have to wait for them to pay me so i can buy food for myself, i have to sleep at 9.
i can't do this anymore, im tired, my parents hate me my job is stressful only 3 cycles of this and im already tired, i am exhausted, those apprentices now will have to rely on me, their futures will depend on me, i wish i could just dissappear. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i think, i will have to quit that job, idk what i will do next, i have to move out somehow, but it's just way too tiring, maybe they will still let me work, but i can't do this, i will lose it, i feel so alone. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann it was never about logical consistency, they pretend it is, it is a generationally taught submission, all my logic falls to the wayside, because if anything the quran is miracolous in it's covering for it's own ass npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann my mother knew, just my little sister saw it now, she wanted to keep it secret with my sister, she has been hammering the quran into her recently because of me, and i had no power to do much npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann why does God put me up to this?
work is hard and i am greeted with nothing but hate back home, i will probably just get yelled at again by my mom now, i slipped up and my sister saw my cross necklace, i wish i could just sleep on the train instead npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann if a self-satisfying Christians mortal sin is his fetish for being persecuted, then Muslims have a very big sin of subjugation.
whenevr the Bible speaks of Damnation there is always an undertone of:
- God didn't want this to happen
- a person chooses the life of suffering, and it is self inflicted
- Damnation is the endstate, the point of no return
meanwhile Damnation in Islam is punishment:
- the Punishment itself is good
- it is actively, willingly, with full intent done by God for the sake of punishment
- Punishment is not an endstate, it is simply that, punishment
might seem less cruel on that last point, and usually some people focus on that, but you forget why it is that suffering happens or what it means for us, muslims have a fetish for punishment, the righteous get rewarded, the righteous get punishment, but not by a force of justice but by the choice of an entity.
when i convert, what do i get told over and over again, i get told first that i am going to hell, they don't tell me i'm wrong, i'm going to hell, i want them to look me straight in the eyes and tell me that ia m going to hell, do i deserve damnation in your own eyes, is it just?
the answer is no, it is not justice, because it's not about justice, as much as it wants to be, there is no framework to build off justice, it's about submission first, justice second as a pretext.
in Christianity, you submit, because you decided to become Just.
in Islam, you become "just", because you decided to submit.
it might seem the same, but what comes first is important, does my submission make me just?
no, it is because i wanted become just, that i have submit.
and they hate me for it "oh milk, why do you use such complicated words and philosophy" because it matters so much.
i am not submitting on mere text on a book, you were simply told how holy your book is, i can accept holy wisdom, but you do not accept holy wisdom, you worship the words themselves as if they are holy, you call my cross an idol but watch how you ascribe a holiness to the text itself, when i see the Cross i am reminded of the holiness of Christ and his Sacrifice, but when you see a Quran there is nothing there you are reminded of, to him his "glory" amounts to miracles and only miracles, you call yourself a believer when the only grounding for your faith is miracles?
don't heathens think like that?
and a good night to everyone, man i am stressed out, sometimes i wish the train ride took longer npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann @[email protected] note how people just point and call but never actually give a good counterargument npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann i need to make a confession:
i almost never actually chew my food, i just swallow it, i never choked on food before, if it's huge it just gets stuck there and i force it down npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann https://media.shitposter.world/shitposter.club/79/83/96/79839604852c68ea1f3bab84d7b314c32f223385bcdc967278c1f054c9fb415b.mp4?name=-bKFpbgmRVt6-Q.mp4 npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann ever since i stopped fighting people in the street i've run out of motivation to go gym, i am starting to realize that npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann the point of femdom IS that it's a woman who is smaller and weaker which you can easily deal with, but nonsensically decide to be subservient.
if it's some giant amazon muscle woman im sorry youre just a faggot nigga npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann GENTLEMEN
WE DID IT
WE GOT A JOB npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann btw @sun there seems to be an issue with uploading images to xmpp, related to certificates it says npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann the "00 atheism"? npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann debating with muslims is so insufferable, every time i am just geniuenly expected to believe the Religion in which the Scriptures are unanimously agreed upon by the Apostles as Scripture was somehow corrupted.
but the one in which caused schism immedietly after the Death of the prophet is actually the one that was kept uncorrupted, also collected by someone else years later, rather than overseen by someone appointed by the Messiah.
and they geniuenly tune it out like it's nothing, and then i am treated like i am insane and hated by everyone for pointing out this basic inconsistency.
i try to compare them equally but it's to no avail. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann 25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? 28 And why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. 30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear?’ 32 For it is the Gentiles who strive for all these things; and indeed your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 “So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann well he poured it, miswording on my part. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann well it is, but currently my Godfather Offered me to stay at his place.
my parents has told me he will let me live under his roof, but until i can make a living for myself.
i did some reflection in the shower, i feel a calling to expose them, ever since my Baptism, while i have been scared and sad, i have also had a recurring phrase in my mind.
"i do not Fear the Devil for i Love the Lord"
and it has been awakening me, i fear the Lord of course, but it is a parental Fear, they fear Allah, but they fear him as a Tyrant, can the one True God be a Tyrant that demands families break up themselves and wish their own Children dead?
that is the Devil they fear, not the Lord, despite my fears the Lord gave me Peace, their God puts the Fear of a Tyrant into them, not the Fear of the All Loving Allmighty. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann thank you Grips!
The Bishop in this case sprays a little water on the top of my head. npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann The Devil drives the man through Fear, but GOD, he drives the man through Love.
i have spoken about this, and my dad decided although he won't help me anymore or not talk to me, he will let me live under his roof, how loving God is that despite all the contempt he has for me for shaking our family, he still doesn't want to kick me out.
thank you Brothers for the support, i will have to move someday, but today is not that day thankfully npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann a friend of mine from 3 years ago contacted me just to congratulate me on my Baptism, miracles do really happen npub1r358rzvg3gm9tdwq5m6yd720daxe8vw3dnal66t5pcdss7vjsvsqsp4x73 milchmann HELLO DUCE
i just got Home, God Bless, today was a wonderful day, i am blessed to have a Parish as loving as this.
we went to the Cathedral today, and actually got baptized by the Bishop, the Bishop held a service today, and i respected him for it, he spoke about how we don't need to do missions to spread the message of Christ, right at our own Country and Neighbourhood there is plenty of those who want Christ in their heart but are lost, he exclaimed with a passion how "The Harvest is Great", and he was absolutely correct.
i only got here because of a single event, i wanted to join Christianity, because a feeling compelled me to, but was scared to do so, and the only reason i got the bravery to make it here was because i met a man who was very happy to exclaim "GOD BLESS" as i greeted him passing by to the store, now that man is my Godfather.
he gifted me something very important, my own Cross Necklace, of Gold nonetheless, i wanted to carry a Cross for a long time, i wanted one so bad, and now i have it.
today is a Blessed day, i left the house in complete misery as i looked back on my parents in complete dissapointment, i almost wanted to cry as i approached the place we were supposed to meet up, but i found comfort very quickly, i feel truly blessed.
from today on i can proudly call myself Christian, i was Baptized in the name of Christ, and under the servitude and protection of a Lord that is Loving and caring, i have nothing to worry about, he will take my worries, and i have only Hard, but Good and Joyful Work to look forward to.