Uncle PG, your local alcoholic anime LARPing night owl text-walling love-and-hope poster. The resident old man and self-appointed conscience of "dark fedi". Bona-fide certified wifeguy. Queer-friendly enough to be accused of being a chaser. Great Value brand generic socialist. Linux cis-admin/DBA and PHP dev, self-hosting fanatic, Gentoo adherent, general freetard, and all-around chatterbox. Ask me about my USE flags! Posts always underrated, opinions usually overstated, liver often saturated, instance broadly federated. Greatest hits: @prettybad --- "The wizard of ethanol" - Monkey "what the fuck why is literally gandalf posting anime girls on the fediverse" - coolbeans "are you Hunter S. Thompson" - nyx "one of the good ones" - monkey & mildred "You don’t have to make life to make life better" - sapphire "cease living" - Grace "too friendly" - pwm "conspiracy vibes" - writeout.ink "Far right" - incorrect, I'm just the wrong flavor of leftist "ywnbaw" - correct "you have a problem" - thanks, very helpful
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Last Notes npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/aa/14/a4/aa14a48e0810ed5822c507e9e7d4dfb5bf1fd77c2ef25ae6e6b2563a7d1ee4cb.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5fvr god forbid people need a Friday fix. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Its Monday. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/4d/42/2a/4d422af32fbf6df56fdb652db071dec7b078d033bbf6a5b544e75660d8a11cf9.webp?name=xw7rv86rcvng1.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5fvr I'm a luddite, about a dozen clocks in my house in need of adjustment. The computers handle themselves and that's fine. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5fvr I'm like to prefer to the day light hours, so I'm wishing they would just leave it ahead as it is as of this moment. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5fvr spring ahead dingus npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Sup fools, how was your Saturday? It was a warm spring day here, enjoyed a nice walk downtown, then walked through the valley of the shadow of Walmart before date night. Wife wanted me to play Deltarune so I guess this is what I'm into now. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/3b/d6/13/3bd613554ff58cfa7fef658842b7febba6f0dd58add01219b1950033a0b7f55d.webp?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_kingu_whalekingu__d78eaa44d984cb3013760cf9b69ec702.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green 🤔 https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/26/95/15/26951538d6379e1c463efc3837a1b3e58318989b39e9f79ba266e65ecc79f5bc.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5vpa oh well in that case I disagree with you (I've never heard the song) npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5vpa lots of leftists don't want to hear this but a regular steady schedule is victory npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…z9f3 yeah you struck me as a purely software type tbh npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green My culture is *not* your entertainment. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/56/af/45/56af45f3b024855b652db9d7ae3a354cd438095af95e32e06c484e9e2a9c2c74.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Yes https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/93/80/c3/9380c399ecb91962be39fd1a0dddc8c90f6debd31f8e72487a203b47e6c02beb.jpeg?name=signal-2026-03-02-171212.jpeg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Swordorcycle npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Moomin Monday, or something. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/63/76/21/63762105fa8a0315c0cd41bbbd0442486dee5ecfbaeb881ca5172504c9aaa0d2.webp?name=moomin-see-something-beautiful.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…l83p it was slow earlier so I fucked off to play video games but now its mostly in Spanish which suits me fine cause my friend sucks at Silksong npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green What is pain? The Latin origins of the word pain would imply that to feel pain is to a pay a penance, or serve a punishment, or to suffer retribution. Our society seems to reinforce that. The people around us reinforce that. "If you hadn't done that, you wouldn't be in this situation" seems to come so naturally to us that it just about falls out of your mouth. Its innate, but it is a result of nurture, and not nature. If you follow that logic then pain is always the result of something 'bad' done by the person who is doing the suffering. Pain is earned. Consequences for your actions. It wasn't bad luck, or happenstance, or the abject shameless cruelty of people around you, that pain is YOURS. YOU earned THIS. Or so the thought process would go. Taken even further, is it ethically wrong to help a person who is in pain? After all, they must have done something to deserve this, right? "You better be thankful for learning this lesson the hard way. You won't make that mistake again, will ya?" There has to be a REASON for this. We insist that the world is just. It has to be! The opposite is to confess to the horrifying existential truth of the universe. To think otherwise would expose us to the realization that no one is in control. For better or worse, there is no grand plan, no karmic justice, no balance. You work the hustle. You show up on time every day. You know where the bodies are buried, who to get loud with, who to smile at. You navigate the world like a pro. Money comes easy, maybe you're popular, as much if not more so than you set out to be. You make a name for yourself. You're recognized, and seen. You've come up clutch, again and again. You avoided the mistakes of the members of the corpse pile around you. You've become Somebody™. You had a dream. And yet you still get flattened by life. Your boss takes another job. Your friends get a new hobby. Your other buddies fall into a new schedule. You wind up on the outside of the ring, trying to get in a word in the conversation, or slip back into your familiar place that you carved out, but someone else's butt is in that chair, someone probably thinking along the same lines as you. "Why didn't you follow the rules?" The opposite of "pain is a punishment" then logically has to be "comfort is a reward" isn't it? "I did everything right. I went to school, and studied hard. I busted my ass! That's why I'm not where you are. Why didn't you just follow the RULES?" We, existing in this world, NEED THIS. We have a panicking, inescapable, desperate, frightful NEED for this. It MUST be this way, I MUST be in a better situation than you because I did BETTER and made The Right Choices™ at least more than you did. Humans reach for the stars by climbing atop piles of corpses, not giving a second thought to why there is a pile of corpses to begin with. All we know is that We must be on Top of it. For some, pain is a motivator, either because we so desperately need to avoid it or because the raw sensation of reality, the dental pick of life touching the nerves of our soul-teeth, wakes us from the stupor and urges us to keep climbing onward. We grit our teeth, steel our nerves, and try again. We slip, we struggle, our grip tightens, and we endure. We tire, but we persist. We are damned and determined to avoid that sensation again. We still hope, still strive. For others, we can't be on top, and we finally admit the truth to ourselves, we have no choice but to deal with pain. But sitting and suffering in silence is a stoicism that few of us can summon, much less succeed at. So instead, we find a cope. Some of us choose to drink, or eat, or take drugs, or sexual conquest, or we escape into virtual worlds. The internet has been wonderful for escapists, hasn't it? Video games, forums, fantasy, virtual reality, AI, all a flashing colored attention-keeper to distract us or numb us, or both. I've been there, and I'm still there, most days. All of that distraction and intoxication works, right up until it doesn't anymore. One day even the cope will come crashing down on you. One day, the shit that used to work, won't work now. As for me, the bottle still works, for now. But one day it won't, and I'm really not sure what's going to happen after that. Both the best and the worst of times come to an end, one way or another. I hope your choice, hope or cope or drugs or booze or friends or work or joy, keeps working, because we're all in pain. Cheers. (With apologies to Cat Valente and Warren Zevon.) https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/53/ef/e2/53efe2f91f1adeb364d1e7568c65e3c6824417348fbd0619f17343211518202a.webp?name=pain.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…l83p they're only going to remember the dishwasher and you know it. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5fvr sea shanties (not because you posted furry girl pirates), effort-posting, drinking responsibly. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/2f/34/c6/2f34c673cd56b1ae5702fefe1db1d9c1c06312622f0e0f6c860469f8b8e24dea.mp4?name=Errol+Morris+Miller+High+Life+Commercial+-+Drink+Responsibly.mp4 npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…l83p this is why no one will remember your name npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…l83p Jonny looks well, I remarked that the other day. I'll drink with you if you chill the fuck out. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…z9f3 I've repeatedly declined to set up any sort of "blog" or an analog, just dumping thoughts and ramblings into "Just landed in L.A" box here, I don't reckon it would be right to change at this point. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I'm in ur website subscribin to ur rss feedz https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/83/83/46/8383466db14a3f43e036a86eec99e6853908e3dc7a4e622bdd0c6ce14f891b7f.webp?name=97wrzwjrhqzd1.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…xsag @nprofile…y6jc I was thinking just fork Tokodon and make it pleroma api. Tokoroma? Tokorama? npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…y6jc pleromafe desktop 🔥 npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Is Chainsaw Man worth watching? https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/b0/73/20/b07320405178a04bd78134b813fbd87b17fdd5fc82beeb3109d5098dd40b1a22.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…futk @nprofile…g80s @nprofile…p9a6 false nuke, making your bed is more revisionist Protestant propaganda npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…z9f3 bury me in three 4k screens worth of text. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…xz9d free software fixes this. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Where was I going with this https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/04/b6/df/04b6df625ea20f185638fe5e8b960cf72585a95adef3726e6b6cf0ab80ba5c18.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Drink your beer, there's sober young people in the world. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/0c/96/e9/0c96e9117429677fc13f42c971630e905826574c6b3aae6c0efad22960ce957a.webp?name=image.webp npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Me turning down an invitation to play video games https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/fe/83/75/fe8375c8fb4dfc18723a8166dc2c340b8c51a0e8d1aad70e838ce0e9d033ec41.mp4?name=busy_tonight.mp4 npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…87ru @nprofile…h3v3 jmp.chat is a bet for $5/mo, all you need is a working reliable XMPP gateway. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I'm such a fucking stupid black-pilled chud npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green bao I am begging you to put a different avatar on your ebooks bot cause I keep thinking its you post breakdown or something. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…v6pq @nprofile…5fvr if you read my posts you can see full well how I feel about my current position. Just saying the 9-5 suits me well, but it isn't for everyone. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I like how the entire Project Farm channel could be a series of powerpoint presentations and its only videos because people would call it fraudulent and homosexual otherwise. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…v927 https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/2e/bf/d5/2ebfd5975d4ddbdc9ff92c59661f8ab1bc56cec341ba36ab8f9d812f9527eeed.mp4?name=onion-vending-machine.mp4 npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I told you. I wasn't kidding. You all thought "Oh its just PG drunken babbling again" no man I was digging up bones that should have stayed buried. The horse people are gangstalking me, they probably never stopped. Someone shoved a taped-up cardboard box into my mailbox with these inside of it now I'm sure glad I sleep with a gun on the nightstand. #nevent1q…thy5 https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/9c/a8/d5/9ca8d58cc5a3afce2e956fd0e303b90f45227402f841f5671111d480aa7c1290.jpg?name=IMG_20251010_205829_315.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green They're going to kill me tomorrow. I've posted too much. I dug too deep, delved too far into the shared history of all that which is the current bullshit. There are forces beyond which you and I can comprehend, and they're going to fucking erase me. If I'm around this time tomorrow, then there yet remains a flicker of hope. They might kill me but they can never shut me up. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/ac/c7/2c/acc72c15d5791f172cbf9332e9e1535ea40e56679ef582f4848139751e785915.jpg?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_kikugawa_roku__ec9e0eb62375248edded3d783eaae57e.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Wasn't there some fedi person from Latvia? Why can't I remember who the hell it was? npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…vz6q better how? Basically every CLI program I use has bash completion npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I've never met anyone who gets really uppity about their shell configuration that actually does real work with it. Its always "ricing" and neofetch/fastfetch wankers. And maybe Nix users. People who actually touch keyboard for a living just use bash. Feel free to anecdote me, just my experience. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/48/f3/91/48f391c9d4cc505bb3d7ab7961840378730d0f4e2cccebb35412c2a7cfab0d6f.gif?name=glitches.gif npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5f97 the virgin marb red when the chad American Spirit gold walks in the room npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…vf8x do Lost Kitten npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Been almost six years now that my mom's been gone. She had checked herself into the hospital. "Dizziness" was her only report. By that point she was as yellow as a banana and still refused to believe she had a problem. She parked her car in the hospital parking structure and walked in to the urgent care like it was the flu or something. She would never walk out. A pulmonary embolism that they couldn't treat on account of *gesturing vaguely* and that was that. When I went to sell her car, I had to hitch a ride to the hospital lot and jump start the thing. Still had appointment cards and half-vodka water bottles in the cup holders. We were always close, and I still miss her. Despite that, when she died, I didn't really have a classic meltdown like you would expect. I don't think I ever felt like I had the opportunity to do it. Life doesn't stop or slow down for anyone. There was always bills to pay and work to be done and dogs to care for and work to cope with and all of this on top of trying to live a normal life. I had to mourn over time, on my own. I guess I always will be. Her passing wasn't a surprise. Sudden, maybe, but not surprising. Not for me or anyone else. When I had the unfortunate duty of making a round of phone calls afterwards, nobody sounded shocked. There was a general sentiment of "yeah... well..." I wonder if that's how it'll be for me. I'm a lot more functional than she ever was, but running water wears away every rock eventually, so who knows. I hope a lot fewer people have to get that phone call. There's a lot to be said that can't really be explained without dumping decades worth of my life into text. Organizing a funeral for someone who held so steadfastly to a set of beliefs that I didn't share was awkward at best and downright difficult at worst. I'm grateful for the pastor at her church, he was well accustomed to people my age who had been raised in the church and long since moved away on account of the other people in the church. Anyway. Despite being Lutheran I felt Catholic volumes of guilt at the funeral, but nothing in an obvious way. Just unspoken questions. "Why did you send her to rehab?" "Why didn't you send her earlier?" "Why couldn't she have stayed with you?" "Why didn't you X Y or Z?" Nobody gave a shit about how I felt, or how my wife felt, after endless years of dealing with unrepentant drunken parents and trying to have a normal life with that in your house and everything that goes along with it. I'm not the fighting kind but anyone who suggested that I should subject my wife to psychological torment in the name of making my mother's life more convenient received a rather stiff push-back. That's all I have to say about that. Nobody talked about her life or the good she did. Charity work, years of friendships, animal rescues, nothing. Putting up with my old man, raising two decent kids who came to be productive members of society, years of being a good honest hard-working piece of shit. I don't think that anyone ever really understood her the way that I do, and I understand her better now than I did six years ago. The best and worst parts of her are what I carry forward. Something about an apple not falling far from a tree. There's not much else to do or say except to move forward. I don't have the luxury of wallowing in a pity pool, or blaming a dead person for my issues. I know she would hate it out here, in the middle of bum fuck nowhere, away from the city lights and the action and the crowds, but I try to think that she would appreciate that I am happy, despite everything. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/51/78/10/517810a68cdd0b6a8b210e5bbaf2b0c3a601c6fd9498da69131682669f99585f.jpg?name=IMG_20230409_185528.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…vf8x I need the pensive cowboy emoji but text will have to do npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…vf8x I was going to say "BFEQD NPC coded" but I think you'd relish being one npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green >job hunting season https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/f1/0f/3d/f10f3dc0440f56e106f7ba693718624b6dcd52b104b1f854039ab703954ada58.png?name=image.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green This is the type of shit I'm on. #nevent1q…xsvl npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…a5ua Firefly was hot shit in 2003/2004, so frankly yeah Tudyk would have stole headlines from Will Smith npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/87/9c/3a/879c3a95e7f0804efdedd4c1a25fd34c66ad0e469a86dc151d02e7d98c5eee88.png?name=image.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…mr0x @nprofile…5dmj gay npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green aaaaaaaaaaa holy shit just randomly passed that kidney stone npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…xfx6 yeah it was good for a slap together dinner. It helps I broke out the nice fish and not just any old tin. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…mf43 groomer accusations disproven?! npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Soon. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/af/47/93/af4793ab45351fd0f660d3dc4ef077ccea3d17f87e02badd1aa0c14c44f78075.jpg?name=i-think-my-fish-have-swag-v0-h79zety0ipef1.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…eeak you belong to the people that showed you how to navigate the world. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…s0yr @nprofile…wxns @nprofile…pltp crazy (mental / emotional illness) v. crazy (felonious) npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…wxns I seem to have let you down. Please accept recompense. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/98/14/e9/9814e934c6bbf07ec08df149d8599ec4f3c2b06ef783dc1bd6d06be2d1cde6ce.jpeg?name=lyfgzu8syjxd1.jpeg https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/50/e6/20/50e6207000b16d30b146ca8a4d9c9bb5f8616f045d34d781da1b5ee2f7e8a1a0.gif?name=1722783231448196.gif npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…3lzt ear cuffs. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Its going to be one of times where I'm gonna post about how much I wanna die and being hopeless and then not actually do shit about it and wait for things to change. If you need to unfollow me or some shit for a while I understand. But I'm pretty fuckin far from okay. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/aa/1a/54/aa1a54af971c0ab4dabef15b8ad0df793a9f0651e51c5d334bd31e9075e9a88b.jpg?name=unsharable.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…w3qa nothing online should be free because paying for services that we use is the only way to defeat The Great Satan of the 21st century: advertising npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…hnev @nprofile…y2fr I need you to understand I will abide any amount of suck required in order to be free and I don't care if it gatekeeps anyone who doesn't have the same need for freedom. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…eed6 @nprofile…a5ua like I said that one is a clusterfuck though. Tourists waddling around idly etc. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…4r49 sauce? I want to believe npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green How do you name your machines? Ships? Cities? Anime girls? I've started just using people names because its easier to remember who's who. Kikuri for your time. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/68/e7/99/68e799801b2a8db383fc2d39684960e2459aee5f647b80dac00e165413410379.jpg?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_lulalamoo__35e155db507c815989018d462c4cab17.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green If a site/service/software limits what characters you can use in a password, I will personally guarantee that they are mishandling your security in some way or another, probably multiple ways. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/3e/67/b2/3e67b259b1d5d5ca9b5f81c0d4637ad12e33bc0a6cd2c838cc38ec04d43bc544.png?name=image.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…v4cz wait I thought you were in Germany npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…v4cz who fucking told you npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Its Friday night, how the hell are ya? https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/ed/07/f6/ed07f65b5c1fff74683e203100f71eba2425daf3f7548b1e281e3c0c757b4420.jpg?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_sak_lemondisk__45b82d3f1d60550efe57f4a4baa0adee.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Yeah, I'm fucking ugly True, I'm slightly overweight I live out in the country I like being a redneck I go out shocking people like I got a fuckin cattle prod But I'm eating motherfuckers like they're packed inside a Lunchable And I'm here like cockroaches, unextinguishable Only I can stop me; the noose is in my own hand How high do I have to hang? https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/7c/38/d4/7c38d48181975ad2cf42d2f8d9b6811bbe6c9a7049d93d145c117e788fbc9283.jpg?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_kimbird__57b81925be3ff37132375e3df152c0b6.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green How's your Thursday night fedi? https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/72/a6/f9/72a6f98340ea52ce498d3a28b538271a7fd5c22e8ecc17f04954de3976a87f3a.png?name=image.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…5dmj the fuck does that even mean? npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…3s8k lies, I only get the veggie burrito #nevent1q…3mst npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I wonder if artists are telling on themselves intentionally with art like this. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/22/a5/53/22a55330ffbe350d9534dc65e3f524510af13afb114d88efcf736684d000f50b.jpg?name=__hiroi_kikuri_bocchi_the_rock_drawn_by_kairunoburogu__72fb4b9796520fc2a8cedb4180f482db.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…zwas I hate that entitled ass mentality. "Everything on the internet is free" is an absolutely cancerous way to operate because everything is controlled by ad dollars. The older I get the more I move in the total opposite direction: I don't like using any free services because some company is going to shit it up for profit. Everything I rely on is self-hosted (fedi, chat, web applications) or I pay for the service (email, search), whether because I picked a service that isn't free (Kagi) or because I want to support it (Signal). npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…zwas do I even want to listen to this episode? I kinda want more details but I have a strong suspicion his take is going to be cataclysmically retarded npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…a0fc hanging out with family whose idea of background noise is KOTH and every time I hear her voice it makes me grind my teeth. Watching her get scammed out of her savings by someone trying to convince her that she's a genius and I had to vent about it somewhere. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…6uxc the blood center needle is fairly gnarly, I'll give you that. Good phlebotomy helps though. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green GM happy Friday to all my robot girls and everyone else I guess. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/c7/df/c9/c7dfc9e77b3d9a2367ddfc0a663800331bb03cc07a5ab0996cf2e44ca736b0d5.png?name=1619037165.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green How do you feel about tattoos fedifriends? https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/66/b3/a2/66b3a276bfe98842c886d88b36f366fc7f9f4851cb29e3627ee19aec38311163.png?name=redreader_dl_136055.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…0fkk Drive npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…jfdr we get very cold winters here, so its an emergency plan for sure, but if the power is out then options are limited. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/71/48/17/7148170e9b70ff77a45c7816dcd88401d187f4cc9fdba19e63cf6a988e937cbd.png?name=redreader_dl_127554.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Become unmarketable. #nevent1q…t6xt npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…jfdr my house is all electric, so my backup plan is a space heater on a generator, and a propane space heater npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green GM weirdos it's Wednesday https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/19/a7/9b/19a79b056b24b1a986014c52fd568524237a1993fe90f3cdf1c7566eca789ef2.png?name=Screenshot_20250212-080545.png npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…3hg5 also you can meme on object storage but I get 250GB with fast access for $5 a month so I'm not bitching./ npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green I will never host content on ipv6. You can take that to the bank. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Big orange https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/68/1c/da/681cda8e5354dd46d348d454ad41d4e263bd908018993ef435c45f40c4c2b474.jpg?name=IMG_20250110_173723_853.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…pqtq @nprofile…9fjk in my world I value using secure free software more than other features. My phone is a MFA box and "I'm not at a computer" surrogate. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…z22s a bit of a recency bias but this is my newest one. https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/b2/d4/45/b2d445c5e7315dc46ac2e469353494bd01f9227dc6fa3f27fd833fc32fb11357.jpg?name=Imagepipe_85.jpg npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @nprofile…3cxa @nprofile…zqs9 @nprofile…cdnd I know Anya, Gura, Kanna, Megumeme, and that's it, but I don't beat my dick to any of them so I'm clean npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green Worst pet peeve imaginable: when a thing almost but absolutely will not fit into a space. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green "Are you a good boy? Only good boys get chew toys" she says as she hands me another toothpick to gnaw on. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @npub1wcf…equk s/mormon/moron npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @npub1wcf…equk Utah? Really? npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green @npub13xe…pwgm pleroma doesn't require a phone number. npub1u6g08akz5suk39q6rg20dguwmnn4hkn98vtgpn8yr8uqappwn96ql7su6y Big Green GM https://drinkingatmy.computer/pleroma/f05147bc6117d04d91abe20905f7c2c610259c4b271ff78f6162fd771e91d599.png?name=Husky_1723907347405_TC47A8WVS9.png