I'm zest, I'm a pedophile.
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Last Notes npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Imagine hiring me. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I don't want a diagnosis. I just don't want to be so sober and grounded all the time. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest also this is my main. I don't even have an online presence except as Zest. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest yeah but it's easy to get random normies to feel that way, I want *you* aco, or your dolls, or these other pedophiles with 15,000 fetishes, the people like me, to feel that way. Why? Idk, comfort, familiarity? Because being seen as the freak and the outsider makes me feel like myself? But I need to do it without lying so I can't just go around saying stuff like "adult women are the best, who would want little girls, they're flat, consent is sexy" and stuff (actually consent can be sexy but there's an implication there that not consenting is unsexy and that's just not true. Someone not consenting is also only sexy somtimes and in the right circumstances.) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest ohh okay thank you. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest How the hell do I get this reaction out of you freaks? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I want attention. But I don't want positive attention for saying "child pussy". I want you to look at me like this: npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest americans aren't allowed to know about high speed rail. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Uhh what does it mean when someone puts "mh-" or "ph-" in the content warning? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest maybe because you actually have a power imbalance fetish and that's a big part of what's making everything else hot for you? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I didn't end up marrying akane btw. We're still good friends but our dad's outdated notion that only a boy could inherit the dojo fell out of favor enough that now akane runs the dojo and I train on the road like my dad taught me. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I'm actually ranma saotome irl but 35 instead of 17. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest there will be more such clustershot art posts in the future from time to time. Also ikr? Rare enough for someone to draw midna accurately but I love her so much when she is drawn right. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest in that case we'd fuck, then fight, then play video games, then fuck again. Also I kinda doubt we'd be able to resist getting pregnant on purpose. Maybe the female one would be extra cautious of me because it would know that we both want to but it would be the one to have to deal with the 9 months part. And it would know I'd be more than willing to get it pregnant non-consensually. However I suspect it (using it pronouns for my female copy because I use it pronouns btw) would be just as weak to the idea as I am. Also we'd treat eachother as free-use though as time goes on we'd probably fuck eachother a lot less often and spend more and more time sparring and gaming together. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Just because 5 bad things happen in a row and you're the most miserable you've been in over 10 years, it doesn't mean it's going to permanently be like that and nothing good will happen ever again. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest for me this question brings up more questions. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Oh yeah I just remembered I'm allowed to post some porn here too. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest and their assholes. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest That's why there was no series following it. He got shot by a cop in the first episode and then the morals committee had the episode banned for painting the police in a bad light. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest as it should be npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Okay, dinners in the oven, just finished slaughtering the innocent, time to smoke some weed. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Cuuuusss we like having fun at other people's expense and, cutting people down is just a minor offense and, it's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn, I'm sick of being told to "wait your turn"!! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Don't count on me, to let you know when npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest https://kittyy.mom/files/e0d5ddd5-d51a-4968-a8ab-01640c0b557d.webp npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest wow, someone else who understands that lying is a form of violence! That's an ultra rare drop! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I've had sexual feelings since at the oldest 5 years old. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest @npub16va…7x2x npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Nice, well, I appreciate it and agree with the way you present it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Where do you keep your vibrator if not in your onahole? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest You're NOT a pedophile?? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I was just thinking the same thing. I wish I knew more about how we can effectively work against that paradigm. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My ac is broken and I'm sitting in 80 degrees experiencing anger right now. Actually painstakingly choosing not to experience anger because anger generatea heat. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest honestly more conversations should contain way more disambiguation anyways. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My cat is missing and someone used that to try to scam me. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I mean, "description" is also used in physics I think? But I'm not a physicist so, that's not the language I speak. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Well yes, if I understand correctly I would be talking about symbol rather than reference. I wouldn't call the model inside someone's head a "description" since it's not necessarily words or even something that can be directly conveyed and external tests only test it's accuracy to other models not to a specific "description" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What is a description if not a piece of communication? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest but there are often many alternative expressions that are equally true but mutually exclusive ways to describe the same thing. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest There can be, in any given moment, a description of reality (for purpose) which is objectively the most effective way to communicate, but that's different from the description itself being objective in its connection to whatever it describes. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I think there's an objective reality but I don't think there's a 100% objective way to describe reality. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I guess it's possible. Another possibility would be a shift in the definition or that they simply didn't know what was meant by it when they heard it in that context and just repeated it based on the physical characteristics of the character rather than commenting on the actual intention of the developer (even if the person they heard say that was talking about intention) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I don't really disagree with what you're saying about how one *should* respond to finding out that their way of approaching knowledge is disapproved of by others, but "oh maybe I should challenge beliefs I've been told by authority are correct" is still just not a thought that is going to occur to a lot of peoplle when they've been indoctrinated. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Those definitions are definitely nonsensical as you say. What about this context, sometimes when I play a video game, the female characters will be drawn in a way that has a lot of cleavage and eroticism to the clothing design, and the characters have a particular body type, often not a realistic one. I'm told this is the "sexualization of women" by the developers, but women are obviously on average sexual beings and I do believe that the person saying it knows that, which leads me to think they may be using a different definition of sexualization, but I'm not sure what that definition actually is or if your original statement also applies to it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest @sofia npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I wonder if there's anything I should apologize for... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What is the concept of sexualization? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest "This is not in dispute" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I guess I don't see how you're going to "want to control others" but not want to "limit other people's mental capabilities". npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest also you said "that is not the point" but didn't say what the point is. Please do since I seem to have missed it. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Woo okay just be humble and do what your told by random strangers you have no reason to trust more than the public education system. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Has there been a single time in history where larger than tribal societies had laws that weren't created specifically to create power differentials? I live in a country where the first few laws ever written was "we get to do capitalism and nobody can stop us" npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest you gotta know that you don't know something before you can decide to try to stop not knowing. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Yeah I'm pretty sure the vast majority of people literally don't know how to do research. I'm not even trying to throw shade on the masses here tho, the education we get is determined by the people with money and power. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I can actually prevent that (psst ask me how) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Too bad for you rolling weed feels and acts very different from rolling tobacco. (It's harder) npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Why does this account look so familiar, this one of you? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest OoOoO I'm finally sleep deprived enough that I'm having some mild hallucinations. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Wait WTF?! I JUST noticed there are two "y"'s in "kittyy.mom"! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I knew you would agree to it immediately hahaha, but I don't actually want you doing meth. Very bad drug puts literal holes in human brains like swiss cheese. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Hmmm, drugging you with meth until that cute brain of yours stops working.... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Succinylcholine npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I'm packing my bags right now... where's belgium? I'm walking east as we speak! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I can't stand fake cities, like, cmon, 1 street with 4 lanes and two coffee shops, a chuch, an antique shop, city hall, and a single locally owned grocery store with the rest of the county being houses does not a city make. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest aww is @sofia my admin? How nice! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Isn't 4:3... worse though? Like, how do you see stuff to your left and right? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I'd rather be called x201 than x61 personally but idk anything about these computers. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest actually if you're in a *real* city you can probably sell them for 50 cents a pop. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest give it to a homeless person or something npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest So few emotes compared to gimme.. I need a reaction for learning and one for sad. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Idk exactly everything you're talking about but I hate bloatware and the state of tech. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Weed smell clears in a couple weeks at most. Tobacco tar will coat the inside of your computer and reduce its cooling capabilities. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Ohhhh my bad I thought you were making a joke. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Windows: npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest there definitely should be lol. npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest really? npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest It bothers me so much that there's a cult leader named aco and he didn't make his followers adopt a title that's some kind of pun on "acolyte". npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest I bet you want me to make you want one npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest My safeword is jinkies. As in from scooby doo. It's deeply unserious but it's a word I would never normally say so... npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Sometimes there's a post that says at the bottom npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest Aw, hope you're doing alright after experiencing something upsetting! npub1v60sz9jcxegz5px792yv3u73tenul5r9rlpz5aucmmx6vcprlujqv83s8f Zest What made it awful (just curious not trying to judge your preferences)
