Building a joyful, free life. Here for truth & real connection.
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Last Notes npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Yess npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul I went on a first date for brunch today… it was nice. We talked for 3hrs… First, this is normal with me… many strangers (anywhere) end up in deep conversation with me for a long time. And I thought— wow, ok, I am meeting a man who is smart, good with money and we value the same things. He’s good-looking too. But at the end, he stood up… and he was… um… shorter than me. And I was turned off. 🙈 🥺 I am fully attracted to men who are taller than me. I want to feel small and cared for and protected or something. I mean— there are tall women out there who love short kings and women out there who are also shorter than short men. Right?? There’s someone out there for everyone’s way of being. Ugh… it just seems difficult to find someone who matches. And when I find someone who seems to match, there’s always something else off. But height is a dealbreaker for me— not because I chose it— do we really choose what we’re attracted to or not?? It makes me wonder… Father, like… did you create any taller-than-me match out there for lil ol’ me?? Cuz geez louise… will I die alone for lack of tall men who match my wonderful uniqueness?? 😂 Anyway… If you were in this man’s shoes, any advice on how I could proceed in as gentle and kind way as possible. 🙏🏽 we can’t control height so he’s done absolutely nothing wrong. 🥺 https://image.nostr.build/7ce76bf83838258af83904491728e2e21e041635f0b95c8256c68c9a80dc480b.png npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Is that your grandma? npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Here’s hoping you get it! 🙏🏽 npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Here we go… Truth 1: I have a relationship with God… the Higher Power, the Universe… whatever is out there that created us… I am in touch with Power. It is strange, sometimes weird, sometimes what the heck is going on— Someone Invisible is listening to me and answering me… my questions, my concerns, my prayers answered… and… also warning me and guiding me. I would literally get dreams sometimes when I’m being warned about something and sense when I’m supposed to take a certain step. It is exhilarating, veryyy humbling, I want to shout it from the rooftops and yet also keep it hush hush cuz I don’t want to seem like I’m bragging. Honestly I did nothing special, I don’t think. I asked God— why am I in touch seemingly more than others? And I got— because I’m a single mom. The more vulnerable a position a human is in, the more they seem to depend and come to God frequently. But if I had someone who protected and provided for me or if I had a lot of money, I would’ve probably be coming to only God a lot less. It isn’t wrong to come to God less— it is a beautiful thing to have the provision and protection of good men… it just means God is providing through supportive humans around us. Our honor and gratefulness to our supportive village is honor to God as well. https://image.nostr.build/c534d3607f3f78313dd55fc2472afe7ba086da50230f414cb5a6950774b27580.png npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul #plebchain #sunlitsoul #truth npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul I say this as a reminder to myself. I am not there yet. I am not this person right now. I get so easily distracted and I tend to want to comfort myself when I’m overwhelmed with watching TV, scrolling social media, and well… my new addiction— becoming the best Spades player 😂. When there are too many responsibilities, I can want to shut down and escape the world and just have fun. npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul So I’m new here… just trying to find my footing. I want this space to be different from regular social media. Could I be honest to the core? Could I be vulnerable? Could I show more than the polished parts of me? I feel excited to share my voice. And… I fear the shame that might come if I express something unpopular. Still, I’m here. Choosing truth over approval. https://image.nostr.build/967beee2413d619bac47b068cc133681aaaa2acc81c152f1382a22098a93ef50.png npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul I am so glad your friends were there to support and help. And I’m so glad everything is going well. Praying for all to continue healing well 🙏🏽 npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul His way of trying to get the attention away from him and Epstein fiasco. npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul And Coca Cola introducing their cane sugar Cola… I sense competition lol. npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul #nostr #sunlitsoul #quotes npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul https://image.nostr.build/50e3f9558a9320512b1d53ace80ed65ff4822d2187cde2a2b21ef7626e57ee6d.png npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Asking my AI what Plebchain means… [🔹 Meaning of “Plebchain”: • “Pleb” is slang for everyday person — in crypto culture, it usually refers to regular users (not elites, whales, or influencers). • “Chain” refers to blockchain — but more loosely here, it symbolizes the decentralized network of people building, posting, and connecting. So “Plebchain” = a network of everyday people building the future together.] Hmm… I wonder what we will build 🤔 #introductions #plebchain npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul All will go well 🙏🏽 npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul What’s the red circle mean? npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Good night Dog! It’s like 2:14am over here npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Thank you for the warm welcome! Your style of writing/expressing yourself resonates with me. npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Yes, exactly! 🙌🏽 npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul But is it always morally wrong? If I own a business, I don’t ask my customers for permission to sell it when I am done with it. However, I can be transparent about the change about to happen. Also, people should be reading and making their own decisions as to whom they follow and continue to follow. If hands were changed but people still like the content, nobody is harmed by it… in the end, the reader is responsible for their choices of whom they follow because of their content and whom they will unfollow because the content no longer serves them. I’m careful what I call immoral because I don’t want to cheapen the word to things that don’t truly harm anyone. I wonder if I’m missing something though. I’m open to learning. npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul I’m a newbie, just joined. I was curious about a decentralized social media. Amazing… what do you think of it? npub1l9vq4wgk002xytus8p535c59fecz6w8rmrfqd47qeqetdarhrw2sxedafu SunlitSoul Decentralized social media?? Is this real? I’m here to support, explore, and see if this is the future. Embracing truth and potential chaos 😂 #introductions